Thank GOD Zephania came to the rescue. She listened, consoled, and helped me figure shit out for the second time around she was there for me. The first time was when my nana was dying. Now she was here to help me see the full picture and plead my case to these judge's.
Text messages. ....
B: Please have The boys call me I need to hear their voices.
Saul: Pat is doing homework when is done I will have him call you.
(I tried calling back an hour later)
Saul: Sorry, I'm on a call right now.
My son never called me.
Zephania told me many stories about Saul that I was not aware of. When we went to my mother's house for Thanksgiving in Massachusetts that Saul was drunk and sexually assaulted her, cornering her, and telling her that I had it coming, and I am not even going to see it coming, and that he would make my head spin.
Zephania did not know what to make of whatever he was talking about because Saul was drunk, but now things were beginning to add up. He intended to either try and drive me mentally crazy so I would snap, or physically by assaulting me again in the head so it would spin. It was frightening to think of how accurate of a term which evidently had a double meaning and both related to me in this way, because he made my life that way, mentally, physically, and emotionally disturbing.
9/3/2015
Text messages. ...
B: Liam has a wic appointment 2morrow at 11am for he is lactose intolerant and developes severe rashes and upset bowel movements if he is not on soy milk. You may want to keep this appointment if you want to save money on milk and food.
Saul: Thanks
B: You know this is the most horriblist day of my life, if u have a heart plz have my son's call me.
Saul: He just try to call but you didn't answer.
B: Sorry, I'm busy. Call back later
Saul had premeditated what he was going to do to Bea 6 month's prior. In May when Zephania came to visit he had mentioned to her about the child abuse that was forced upon Jr. during their visit to Nicaragua. Zephania witnessed Saul strike Pat in public and try to cover it up by distracting Bea, and running off with another woman at the bar right after the assault to cause a diversion.
Seriously, I thought so much has happened under my nose for year's that I am not even aware of. This was not the first time that I had heard this from a friend or family member, actually it had happened a lot since Saul and I first met. I just never wanted to see because my love for him overshadowed all his flaws. Love is blind.
So Zephania and I set out on September 3, 2015, to the courthouse on 49th Street to hopefully get this injunction to protect us. I told the judge of how Saul was a danger to himself and others especially my children. Judge Pierce didn't seem too concerned as to what Saul did to my children. He kept asking questions of why I was in fear for my life. I explained as much as I could remember at that moment and showed him text messages of Saul harassing me. I would have shown more proof, but I didn't have the evidence in my possession because right before the hearing Missy snuck into my room and stole a lot of evidence. As the Judge looked at the messages I believe he may have erased a text message that would have really incriminated Saul, which made me believe that perhaps this Judge was altering circumstantial evidence to plead his case that the defendent was not guilty. I also played the voice mail Emma sent me while she was sitting in the courtroom and addressed her to the judge. She actually ran out of the courtroom so she wouldn't have to testify.
When Zephania went up to the stand as my witness she explained to the courtroom what she mentioned to me previously. The bailiffs and everyone's jaw dropped, and yet they couldn't believe that the judge would not honor protection.
Even though I was deemed as indigent and was barely able to support myself. I worked at a hospital for a month to scrounge up enough money to get a copy of these court proceedings just so I can have proof of the voicemail, my witness, and that all of what I mentioned above had happened.
The following day September 4, 2015, I had to plead my case to yet another Judge that Missy was a danger to us. Since she stole my court paperwork I did not appear in the right courtroom and my hearing was not rightfully heard. Pretty much Missy lied through her teeth like she did in all the police reports and I was not able to plead my case because I couldn't afford an attorney. She was a good liar who was able to charm the judge into incriminating me as a stalker. So she was able to uphold her stalking injunction against me so she could get me to vacate the premises of our home. I was told that police would escort me while I gathered all my belonging's.
Luckily on 9/2/2015 I was able to sell my 1998 Ford Mustang for $500.00 so I could rent a U-Haul for all the belonging's we own. Missy was bitching to the cops the whole time I was trying to pack my kid's things because she didn't want me taking them. She ended up calling Saul to cause drama. The least of my worries was Saul. It took me, Zephania, and another friend to pack up 4 bedrooms in less than an hour. I lost a whole box of shoes that I loved, but I was glad to be away from that stressor even though I was unprepared for that outcome. I thought justice would have prevailed and my children and I would be safe, but never rely on the law to fix things because our constitutional rights don't apply in this United States of America anymore.
9/4/2015
Text messages. ..
B: sorry too babe. I wish it didn't have to end this way but you broke ur promise to the kids and I. Escupulos has a plan for u. GOD HAS A PLAN FOR THE KIDS AND I. He is not happy. Watch out and enjoy the eye of the storm because it is coming. This is not a threat, it's a promise that u broke to us on 2/14/2012 the day u turned as evil as the devil and played with my heart.
I only wish you had a soul and a conscience.
Saul: Plz stop texting me.
B: may I talk to our son? Please, I gave life to them.
Saul: Ok thanks for the reminder.
You will talk to him when your next visit with them.
B: u really r cold hearted cuz I don't even know when that is gonna be and I need to explain to him why I am not in his life. What have u told them?
Saul: Find out when you can see the kids through Carolyn Ivey. I don't need to be accused of more b.s. the judges did not buy it.
B: I just want to hear their voices
Saul: World war 3 has started king of kings will prevail it takes two lions to rule the jungle and only one king will be king lion. Now and forever the real king which God will take out enemies for true love and piece.
Any lion wants to take over will be eaten alive and you who I m talking about.
B: And do unto others as they do unto you. You may think you have won but when my babies are back with me which they will be, I wonder now if I am going to give u the same privileges that you have given me to see and talk to our kids.
Now ur not going to have the slightest clue to where I am cuz I am cutting ties with you.
I left with all the kids and I belongings to my sisters house in Palm Coast. Unpack it all by myself.
9/5/2015
Text messages. ...
Emma: You win. He's thinking of you instead of me. Thanks you stupid whore
Text messages. ....
B:I just spoke with Marc and he is telling me by law I am only allowed one 1 hr. supervised visit once a month through the State and he is going to revoke my rights to work with children. I can't live with this. I am being treated like a criminal and I have done nothing to harm any children. I don't know what kind of bullshit you have been telling this guy about me..but you have to tell him you were lying and you were wrong so you can get this man out of our lives. He is really starting to scare me. He is going to ruin our lives. Clear my name please.
please help, please help, I am begging you to help the mother of ur kid's. To be with my kids. He said it is up to you if you want me to talk to them or see them. Stop saying I am threatening you cuz I'm not, I'm begging you. When am I going to see them? I miss my baby Liam. I miss his smile and his laugh.
Saul: Just got of the phone with Marc and he said that the visits need to be supervised. But I will have Pat call you, tonight.
B: I want too Liam.
I want to hear my babies
voice. Right now please.My heart is breaking. This is not right.
You can supervise. Meredith can supervise just let me see. I need to see them.
Saul: Talk to Carolyn Ivey first when is your next visit. Meredith would we be fine?
B: I talked to her and they said maybe Monday they are going to finally set me up with a social worker. This is just a bunch of bull shit. You can let me see them anytime you want. You can be there, if it were the other way around I would do it for u.
Saul: Well let me know when you can come down.
B: I set up a speech Therapy appointment for Jr. on November 10, 2015 @ 8am. The location is at All Children's @ 3850 Tampa Rd Palm Harbor FL. 34684
(I was there waiting and Jr. Never attended this appointment. )
Saul: Ok sounds good thank you I will take him.
B: Pat has an appointment with Baycare to get back on his meds. on September 17, 2015 @ 9am
1106 Druid Rd. S. Suite 201 Clearwater 33756
Saul: Ok thanks
Thanks for Hacking into my gmail account I have proof it was you. Please put back my phone on the recover page. That is a felony invasion of privacy. If you want to see the kids fix my gmail account and if not I will contact child protect services and let them know what your doing.
B: See I am not the one who hacked into ur account. Are you sure it is not ur mistress setting me up again. See ur just looking for another reason to not let me see my kids. What kind of proof do you have.
Saul:Well u did
What is the password to my wsolorzano31@gmail Acct since it was change it has your phone and Yahoo email.
B: This is just another ploy to harrass me and get me in trouble when once again I have done nothing wrong. Your mistress is awfully sneaky. She is setting us up against eachother, and guess what it is working. I just want to love and take care of my kids that's it. I don't want to play these games anymore. Don't contact me unless it is about the kids please. I don't want to be in the middle of u and Emma. Obviously anybody could have put my phone #. Saul I told u Emma has been setting me up to look like I've been shitting on u from the start she called DCF, she called me and told me u were harming her and the kids, and she is hacking into your account. Wake up she is fucking crazy mula not me. You have known me longer than any other person. Have I ever did anything to you like this before. That is why I had to put distance from us.
Saul: Ok that's what u say.
B: This bitch is trying to get me locked up. I ain't having it. I am doing my own thing. I don't need a record for doing absolutely nothing. Waiting to be set up. From now on I am surrounding myself with people who care about me so I have an alibi and staying away from u as far as possible.
Saul: It shows your email address, she doesn't know your email address, you are right you never done something like this, but things are different. You try to screw me over in court, now I don't trust you.
B: Well, you screwed me over in life. The feeling is mutual I'm sure. My email address has always been ur secondary under your account for 7 years.
Saul: Where is the verification code please? Bea I want you to see the kids, but you never answer the phone.
B: I have been so depressed that I can't answer. I am trying to get ur email situation fixed. Sorry I am kind of in a middle of a fight, and trying to find my shoes.
Saul: Ok
B: I gotta get out of here.
Saul: What is the new verification code?
B: 804831
I'm getting thrown out on the streets of Orlando. Not like u care.
Saul: By who?
B: Cuz I was yelling earlier. So Tony kicked me out and told me he don't want me there.
So I am officially homeless are you happy now? My life is officially fucked. I feel so abandoned. Nobody wants me around. I'm a loser.
I guess I am going to have to sleep on the streets like a bum.
Saul: No I m not happy that's your problem with me always assuming I m out to get you. Call your sister she has plenty of room. I was able to get back into my email.
Find a shelter for tonight.
B:Saul, I just wanted you to know there is still a whole bunch of our stuff at Missy's. Can you please get it?
Jr's insurance card should be in the mail.
Saul: I got his insurance cArd yesterday.
B: ok good. Are u going to get the stuff?
Your TV is still there, shoes, bathroom stuff, air conditioners.
Saul: Ok
I got a lot of things out. Where are the kids clothes? now you lost it since your on the streets. (I still had the boys clothes although I am pretty sure they wouldn't fit them now. Its a 😢 shame)
B: Did you find a big box of my shoes?
Saul: Yup
Plz let me sleep is super late.
B: U know what would b helpful? If u would make a payment on my fifth third credit card so I can get to my sisters or Clearwater.
Sorry for texting you so late. I just didn't have any shoes. I had to borrow somebody's.
Saul: Your sister said she would pick you up. By the way tell your mom to butt out of our situation. She was making threats and accusations on Facebook last night.
B: Will u b able to send me some money or not? I am homeless and broke. U did it for Alex a complete stranger. What about me ur wife?
Saul: No I have no money. Tell your rich mommy to send you money, find a job.
You should have money left over, you sold the mustang.
(But I spent it all on the UHaul)
B: Please Saul. Can u do it tomorrow when u get paid? You really hate me don't u? I'm gonna die out here. I am just asking for help. U got me cryin at a gas station. begging for money. Thanks for abandoning ur wife at her lowest.
Saul: Now leave me alone. We will only communicate about the boys.
B: GOD see's all that ur doing. U will never make it to the kingdom of heaven at this rate. May he prevail and put u in my boots. What goes around comes around 10X fold.
I thought you said I was ur friend.
Your a liar!!!
Saul: Get a job or call your mom.
CPI Meredith:
Bonnie, You cannot pick up the kids and take them anywhere. Custody has been removed from you and you are allowed supervised contact with the kids only. This means that you are not allowed to be left alone with them, and the supervision can only be done by someone that has been approved by us to do it. Saul is approved, but he has told me in the past that he did not want to supervise your visits. He told me today he might be willing to supervise a visit for you this weekend. That is up to him as to whether or not he wants to do it. If he were to allow you to just take the kids for a visit, they would be removed from him and placed in foster care.
Marc Meredith
9/10/2017
Text messages. ...
Saul: I told Pat to call you, but he say he will call u tomorrow.
Welcome back to Clearwater.
(Primo must have told him that he saw me.)
I did see Primo briefly, but he kept walking and it broke my heart once more. All this sacrifice for someone who didn't want my love.
I had to speak with my lawyer. There was no way I was going to make it with only seeing my boys once a month and for what? I didn't do anything. This was crazy. So I made my way back to Clearwater.
09/11/2015
I stopped by mamitas and saw Jr. going up the stair's. I yelled his name and he started running towards me. I got off my scooter to hug my baby and papa snatched him up so fast that Jr's shoes flung off his feet.
Papa put my baby in a headlock and dragged him up a flight of stairs. My child tried to cry but he couldn't even breathe he was turning blue in the face. I cried, "Let go of him! He can't breathe." He placed him down and stood in between us as I peeked around him I witnessed Primo grab Jr by his face shoving him into the apartment. At that moment I pushed my way past papa and pushed open the door crying out Jr! My baby wasn't there. He was gone.
A nearby neighbor heard me screaming and saw what happened and called the police. I told them what had happened and I wanted well check conducted. I said, "My baby and I needed to hug. We have never been apart like this." The police called Marc and of course his story was entirely different. Then my phone died. I took off to Clearwater beach, watched the sunset and wrote a song called "Homelessness", because that is what I was currently suffering where I was going to lay my head at night. All I wanted was a hug from my skinny. I needed Jr. more than anyone in the whole wide world.
On 09/11/2015 at 1630 hours, Bea Sanchez was at 2902 Gulf to Bay Blvd, B205 for a disturbance because of custody concerns.
Upon our arrival, we met with Bea Sanches who was in the parking lot waiting for our arrival.
Bea stated she came to visit her children and her ex-in laws would not allow her to see the children. Bea explained she was staying with a friend and would not give her address. She stated she is required to have supervised visitation with her children and thought she could just say hello. Bea stated her ex father in law, William Sanches Sr. Rushed her son into the residence so she could not see him.
I met with Saul Sanches, he explained his ex-wife does not have custody of their children and was ordered to leave their residence. Saul stated Bea keeps showing up at his house, his parents residence and his work to see her son Jr. He explained previously he was denied an order of protection because Bea was indigent. She stated she has already been to his mother and father's place twice within the last twenty- four hours.
I explained to Saul based on the information he has presented regarding Bea's activity he would have a better chance of securing an order of protection. He was explained he would try again on Monday morning. Saul was also concerned about the Baker Act during our encounter but if he was concerned he could petition the court and secure an ex-parte, which would have her court ordered formental health examination.
I then received a call from CPID Marc Meredith regarding the custody of the children and wanted to explain to me that the children were removed from the residence. He also stated she does not have any custody and can only have visitation that is supervised by CPID. He explained it was an ongoing investigation and is working with Saul to gain full custody of the children. Provided Saul with CPD case #CW15-129221 for his future reference. Report was taken for information only.
Saul: Call your mom she is worry about you. (I am worried about me too)
CPI Meredith: Bonnie, it's Marc. If you want to come back to grandma's now, I'll let you have a visit.
Saul: I'm here with the kids.
(Seem's like a setup. How am I ever going to get to see my boy's again?)
9/12/2015
B: My battery died last night and I didn't get the message until now. I want to see my boys today.
CPI Meredith: That's not going to happen. You tried to break into mamitas house last night and take Jr by force. I think from now on, your visits should be supervised by us. You will have a case manager assigned on Monday and they can arrange the visits for you.
Emma: Come get him and the kids
You win
I'm done
I never tried to break in or take Jr. By force. Obviously, they were trying to cover up the fact that they were choking my child. I was trying to say hello. What the hell is wrong with these people. I have no intentions of abducting my children, I have never hurt them, I am just trying to protect them. If they didn't have something to hide then why did they leave the country right away? Well, I am glad they did because I am sick of seeing burns, marks and bumps on my kid's head from them, so good riddance. At least I was able to do something right. Nobody wants to help me protect my babies. It is very disturbing and bothersome to me.
My Civil Rights were Violated. Now who was going to be held accountable if one of my children end up seriously injured or dead?
Would it be Judge Pierce that didn't think it was necessary to uphold an injunction for protection? OR
Judge Patricia Moore that granted Saul permanent custody? PERHAPS..
We could blame the circumstances of a lying child abusing roomate that had enough money to buy her own house and car, but was squatting in this home harassing her roomate for rides, and was fixated to throwing Bea on the street. Bea was more fixated on making sure Missy never stood foot from her kid's ever again.
Just to make sure, Bea went to a domestic violence shelter named CASA for support and advice.
CASA was supportive when it came to food, shelter, clothes, and resources. Unfortunately, they didn't have the funding to help me with supervised visits. Which I thought was strange. They had some programs that I thought were weak and barely pertained to me. The facility was a lot nicer than I imagined it would be.
There were people to talk with there, but you could tell they didn't care even though it was their job to. The other victims were more supportive mentally and emotionally than the staff was. Honestly, I felt as if I couldn't trust anyone. What bothered me most was seeing other children who were there being neglected and abused.
One mother took her child into the bathroom and whipped her butt to the point that the child couldn't walk right. When the child came out from the bathroom with tear's in her eyes, she stared me dead in the eye and whispered, "Help me." I went straight to the office and reported it, and the staff did nothing.
- Unbelievable but true, there are mother's and father's out there who are granted custody of their children who still are abusing their children while the protected parent is being isolated from that child. It happens a lot more then you can imagine.
A majority of the mother's in this shelter were from up north, and single protective parent's. One mother had her right's revoked while her child was undergoing surgery because the father was neglecting medical care for the child and he totally flipped it around and blamed her and they believed him. She then flipped out and wanted to be with her kid during the surgery and was placed behind bar's.
Another mom was fighting over full custody with a pedofile who was being granted overnight visitation after the little girl already admitted that daddy touched her down there.
Yet another had full custody and her children were abducted by their father and on the run. He was one of the biggest ringleaders of the human trafficking racket. I was there for 90 days and the whole time this mother continuously complained that the feds were doing absolutely nothing to find her babies.
I just could not wrap my head around what the fuck was going on. Something was not adding up. What is this place that is being run by the federal government? It seems as if everything is opposite, like thing's are backwards. What should be is not happening. Then I came to a conclusion. What is happening? Chaos which is being resolved by foster care when the good parents name is tarnished by the bad parent, the bad parent is then granted custody and it is inevitable that the bad parent is going to fuck up. When this happen's the State get's involved and deems both parents unfit and bye bye little ones until your 18. It is a big scandal.
These legal advocates go to the courtroom and can't speak. Doesn't seem like that is beneficial at all when your an emotionally torn parent being bombarded by the system. There has to be some union's out there for the people to go to defend their national human rights. There is none. How are we going to protect our rights?
How are we going to survive when we have no place to live?
