CHAPTER 62- Child Protective Investigator Omits Mother's Testimony

September 2015

Just to clarify the situation, up until the point I lost custody of my boys; I am going to give you another recap of how it went down exactly. This is what happened.

On 8/23/15 my children were removed from my home and placed with my husband and his paramour, under CPI Mark Meredith's direction. He advised me that my home was unsafe due to the allegations that were being investigated towards Missy. CPI also informed me that he was involved in another case with Mi Mi and that he had already conducted drug and background checks on the both Saul and MiMi prior. MiMi, the paramour's soon to be ex husband, Juliano, also confirmed that he was being falsely accused by his wife and my husband right around the same time I was being targeted. This presented quite a conflict with the CPI and should have raised a red flag to him, but his carelessness proved that he had no intentions of doing his due diligent service for he was on his way out to retirement.

The morning of 8/20/15, Missy was very irate because she wanted me to take her to work. She was harassing me about money even though I had already given her $150.00 cash at the beginning of the month, and paid over $200.00 on a washer by Rent A King.

I had not slept all that night because I was anxious about appearing in court that morning, for my husband had placed an injunction on me for domestic violence when I never even touched him. He was making false reports to intimidate me and keep me in the State of Florida. Missy told him about my plan to go back home to Boston. I was thinking about leaving the state because he was conspiring with people to continuously abuse and harass me. At this time I was weighing out my options to see what was feasible. The injunction was denied because there was no evidence of violence. There was also a hearing at the same time and day for an injunction of protection for stalking on me by my husbands brother, Primo Sanchez, but he did not show up so it was dropped. They wasted the court's time that day, but it should have raised a red flag to the CPI that I, Bea Sanchez, was a target.

My youngest son Jr. woke up at 4:00am looking for his momma that morning. I had been sleeping with him quite often, for my husband and I had recently separated. Jr had been displaying a lot of seperation anxiety, so all I needed to do was console him.

I decided to place my son into his high chair and proceeded to feed him breakfast around 4:50am. Missy woke up around 5am and was also getting her breakfast, so I saw this as an opportunity to take a shower because I needed to appear in court at 8am. I figured I could get there early and talk to someone from the Haven. A legal advocate from RCS was to give me legal advice about the domestic abuse my husband inflicted on us over the year's, and I needed advice as to how I should go about addressing it to the Judge in court.

As I was in the shower I could hear Missy complaining, so I made it clear to her that if she was afraid of being late to work perhaps she should help me get ready quickly by getting Jr dressed. As I was putting my clothes on she came into my room cussing and telling me,

Missy:"Why you getting all dolled up? You don't need to be anywhere."

B repied: "Yes! Don't you remember that I have court with Saul today?"

MISSY huffs and puff's and start's yelling from the kitchen and as she was tending to my child I heard him scream a blood curdling cry that alarmed me, and as I turned the corner seconds later I saw my son trying to get out of Missy's grasp by kicking and flailing his arms. He seemed scared of her.

B asked: "What's wrong?"

I then immediately removed my son from her grasp trying to comfort him. She continued to curse, trying to put on his shorts while I was holding him. As she had done so my child tried to kick her away, because she hurt him not even a minute ago taking him out of his high chair and that is why he was kicking her away, as to defend himself. Missy then proceeded to throw the shorts down on the floor in a huff saying,
MISSY: "Fuck this, let's go!"

She then grabbed Jr by his arm very aggressively to the car where she forcefully threw his body into his car seat and tried to restrain him while my child continued to defend himself and screamed. I told her,

B:"Stop! I will put him in."

As I fastened him in, I could see Jr sadly pointing to his chin. At the time I was not yet aware that Missy had hurt him that bad, Missy was too busy distracting me with all her bitching.

I was not aware yet because where the wound was located under Jr's chin it was not visible, but the way they both acted that morning it was clear that Jr was physically and emotionally distraught.

Missy continued to repeatedly harass us the rest of the day and night. Slapping her hands close to my face like she was going to assault me and threaten me physical harm. She stated,

Missy:  "They are not my responsibility!"

Her behavior that day seemed very odd to me at this time because she never had a problem before, this just wasn't making sense to me, why all the fuss? Then I said,

B: "Well it is not my responsibility to take you to work every day. You have been sitting on that settlement money in your bank account for over a year and your about to get another settlement very soon, yet you have been sponging off of me to give you rides for three year's, harassing me for money when I just gave you $150.00 on the 1st of the month, though you are not even the rightful owner of this home, expecting me to cook and clean up after you, after you eat my food, and you have the audacity to harass me about giving you more? After I replaced the washer you broke? You know I just separated from my husband, lost my job recently, and have two kids to support. How dare you! I will be moving out by the end of the month, don't you worry about it."

Above is a picture of all the reflective false allegations MiMi pinned against me, trying to say I stalked her so she could get me to leave the premises. Talk about unstable mental state, if anything she was the mentally unstable one who did all these things, then turned around and said I did it. Everything I highlighted were the very same behavior's she acted out towards us. Have you ever heard of the expression, here's calling the kettle black? That was Missy the Boheeva flipping her story to make me look bad in front of a judge.

Sadly, I am not very good at defending myself in a court of law. Especially, when so many people have already formed a biased opinion of me due to conspiracy. After this point in my life I seriously stopped trusting people, not because I was crazy. No, I finally saw how wicked people can truly be, and how easily we can end up with a target on our backs due to lie's and deceit. For the first time in my life I fell victim to being a target. I learned who my real friends and family were. Now that I have enemy's; how am I to defend myself? I never had to do so before, go to court when I never been committed of a crime in all my life. How was I supposed to do this? BTW the courtroom shows on TV are nothing like the real deal.

Missy sent me a text message that I still have on my phone soon after this altercation on 8/20/2015@ 6:39am stating:

Missy: "I'm sorry. I just can't continue to pay for everything and you not help. I'm not asking you to pay that much. Your not even offering to contribute to the bill's. - Missy"

Now I thought about this deeply. Missy never has apologized to anyone in the past, not once verbally, and now she has through text. She must have felt guilty about something she has deliberately done. No one just apologizes for no reason, especially this woman.

Then later that evening while I was making dinner for my children, Zane called me. We were old friends from high school and he needed a roommate and I told him I was moving out, but it was also probable that he may move in and be the resolution needed to help Missy pay the bill's. At this time I also had my son's friend over, Simon, who wanted to sleep over. I was like the cool mom in the neighborhood who would allow the neighbor's kids to sleep over often, and I would have no problem feeding and interacting with them. All their parents trusted me explicitly with their children.

I was usually more than willing to take them in because I was happy to see that Pat finally had some friends. We would go for bike rides, and Jr would sleep in my bed while Pat had his bunk buddies over. This gave Pat space to watch movies and play video game's with his friends. Jr would try and mingle with the boys, but he was so much younger than them that the boys would yell to me that he was annoying them. I was fine with excluding Jr at that point, because when that occured him and I were able to spend quality time together. We had our little ritual. I would put Jr in his highchair with an activity as he watched me cook and frequently would give him a snack.

Missy arrived home at 9:30 pm while I was on the phone with Zane and cooking dinner. I told her Zane would like to speak with her, and then she laid it into me,

Missy: "You have to get a job! You need to stop being a lazy bitch that don't want to work or contribute to the bill's." I told her,

B: "I don't see you cooking and cleaning or putting food in the fridge, so I am contributing. I don't have childcare, and I can't drive right now because of my Nuerologist's recommendation. I am not willing to put my children at risk." She states,

Missy: "Well then you are just going to have to give ME the car then." I responded,

B: "Hell no! I don't have to give you shit. I am leaving Sunday and that's that."

Missy proceeded to get up in my face intimidating me, which made me cry while I was on the phone with my friend.

She scared my children that my oldest son felt he needed to get in the middle to de-escalate the situation, and Simon got scared as well. Missy advised Simon to go home by himself in the middle of the night because she noticed the look of terror on his face. She yelled at him,

Missy:"Go home then!"

She continued to be a bully and intimidate me by picking up an object making it appear like she was going to throw it at me in front of my children, and blocking me from serving dinner to my kids. I actually let my children eat in their room, as to avoid her aggressive misconduct. I barely ate my dinner. I was up until midnight in my bed crying and avoiding her, trying to figure out how I should go about protecting myself and children from this boheeva.

The next morning, while my son was lying down on my bed so I could change his diaper, I noticed this huge gouge under his chin. I said to him,

B:  "Oh my, baby! What is that on your chin?"

He pointed to his chin and he said in a sad voice,

JR: "Missy boo boo."

I thought about the previous morning, then started putting 2/2 together, and I looked more closely at his face. I noticed two long scratches both on either side of his cheek.

See Missy is notorious for getting manicures with long acrylic nails, those could very easily leave a scratch of this nature if she grabs hard enough, and this woman was known to be rough for sure. The scratch on the left was faint, but the scratch on the right cheek was more evident, which concluded my theory that Missy did grab Jr's face the other morning, and really hurt my baby when she had removed him from his high chair in a fit of rage. That's why he screamed and reacted the way he did. That explains their weird behavior that morning. With her bitching combined with her behavior only caused a diversion at the time for me to acknowledge that she actually assaulted my baby. My baby was only 2 year's old and his language was developmentally delayed. She knew he couldn't speak up for himself, so she took advantage of the situation.

I was highly concerned for my children's and I safety at this point. I immediately called the authorities. A Deputy appeared on the scene. She took pictures, and took my statement, and she told me she was going to go to Missy's work and question her. The deputy told me,

Deputy:  "If she denies it there is not much I can do."

PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
PCSO - INCIDENT SO15-359111
Report Date: 08/21/2015

Narrative

On 08/21/2015 I was dispatched to 2881 CATHY LN in reference to a Child Protection investigation.

Upon arrival I spoke with complainant SANCHEZ, BEA who advised she thinks her roommate, MISSY
scratched her youngest son Jr.

Bea advised yesterday (08/20/2015) morning at approximately 0540 hours she woke up to take a shower and drive Missy to work.

Bea advised Missy  was rushing her along as she was running late for work and needed to be there at 0600 hours and Bea had gotten into the shower at 0540 hours. Bea advised while she was trying to hurry and get dressed as she had court on this day as well, Bea advised she asked Missy to help get Jr dressed so that way they could leave sooner.

Bea advised she was in the bathroom getting ready and heard Jr crying, but did not think anything of it.

Bea advised she came out of the bathroom and saw Missy trying to put pants on Jr, but then got frustrated and threw them on the floor and left Jr in a t-shirt and diaper.

Bea advised she took Missy to work and Jr was still crying and yelling while Missy was putting him in the car.

Bea advised she did not think anything of it and just continued to take Missy to work and went about her day.

Bea advised she started her day today (08/22/2015) and just before calling law enforcement she noticed a small scratch on the right side of Jr's face and observed a small mark underneath his chin as well.

Bea stated she thinks Missy grabbed Jr by the face yesterday and this is why he was crying and screaming in the morning before they left the house.

Bea advised she did not see Missy do this and just thinks she did as she complains about having to
help take care of Jr and his older brother PAT and has been complaining about Bea not helping with the bills.

Bea advised she is currently going through a divorce and believes Missy is taking the side of her soon to be ex-husband (NFI) and keeps telling Bea she needs to help with the bills. Bea advised her and Missy have been arguing a lot about money and the bills for the home.

Bea advised that Pat was not at the location when this incident in the morning occurred and that only she Missy and Jr were in the residence.

While I was at the home with Bea kept talking to Jr and would point to her chin and was stating "Missy, boo-boo"?

While I was on scene Jr did not talk to me or say Missy or boo-boo and was shy, but did not shy away at all when I looked at scratch/mark on his face or when I took pictures.

Bea wanted to show me a text message from Missy and stated she Missy was threatening her.

The only text message Bea
showed me was Missy stated I'm sorry and then spoke about how Missy does not feel she should be the only one paying the bills was the house. There was no threatening text messages shown to me.

I relocated to McDonald's, to speak with Missy.

Missy advised she woke up yesterday morning and had to be at work at 0600 hours.

Missy advised she was waiting for Bea to get out of the shower and dressed as she was taking too long and getting "dolled up" for court even though court was later in the day
and she could've come home after dropping her off at work to get ready.

While waiting, Missy advised Bea asked her to help get Jr dressed so they could leave sooner. Bea advised upon getting Jr his clothes from his bedroom he was crying and throwing a temper tantrum and yelling "Mommy", which she advised he normally does. Missy stated she went into Bea' s room where Jr was laying on her bed and began to dress him. Missy advised Jr fought her to put his shirt on and then kept kicking his legs or kicking off the shorts Missy tried to put on him.
Missy advised Bea saw Jr kicking, screaming and crying and came in the room to assist Missy with putting on his shorts.

Missy advised Bea picked up Jr and held on to him while Missy tried to pull the shorts over his diaper.

Missy advised Jr continued to kick and this is when she just dropped the shorts and stated to just leave him in the diaper and shirt.

Missy stated she was running late for work and didn't understand why Bea was not rushing to get her to work which was causing
an argument between her and Bea.

Missy stated that Pat was not awake during this time and believes he was asleep in his room when she was leaving for work with
Bea and Jr.

Missy advised Bea is going through a divorce and that Bea thinks Missy is taking her ex-husband's side. Missy advised she is friends with both parties and is "taking the kids side" as she loves and cares for the children a lot and doesn't want them to get hurt
during this divorce. Missy stated that Bea has not been helping at all with the bills in the home and this has caused a lot of arguments in the home. Missy advised she would never hurt either of the children and has never been physical with them and stated that when the boys need to be punished they are place them into timeout. Missy advised she has not noticed the scratches or marks on Jr and if there
are marks on his face thinks he and Pat were playing to rough or that Jr could've been hurt while playing with other children in the neighborhood.
At this time without an independent witness I am unable to show how Jr obtained the scratch on his cheek and mark under his chin.

Exhibit pictures

Pictures of the marks/scratches were taken and attached to this report.
I contacted the Florida Abuse Hot line and spoke with operator  (123) who advised a report would be taken for this incident.

I provided a business card and case number to both Bea and Missy for their records.

Disposition: Case Closed; Solved Non-Criminal.

Of course I knew she was going to deny it. Who would ever admit to assaulting a person? I also noticed that she skipped the part in the story when the incident occurred. So there are hole's in her story. Although the deputy did a fairly good job with her report she did leave out some pertinent detail's I had mentioned. Which I do not want to include just in case I have to subpeona her in court again. For I will when I have the opportunity to hire me a kick ass attorney. I called CPI Mark Meredith for he already was involved prior due to the false report made a couple weeks ago by Mi Mi.

I have finally been able to access the report made by Mark Meredith and his findings, even though I was told by CPI Mark Meredith that he would conduct a skin analysis to see if there were any traces of Jr's skin under Missy's nail's. CPI lied for this was never done. What happened was that there were no findings due to a nurse practitioner who determined nothing by just glancing over the scratches 4 days after the incident had occurred, and now the case was closed.

When I went to the Sheriffs office they told me otherwise, that the case is still open and with CPS. I followed up with CPS office and was denied access to the report. Why did CPI lie to the mother concerning her child? Does a mother not have a legal right to know what is being documented about her child? Had I known what was being documented I would have been more prepared to advocate for myself and my child. I just assumed that the child protective investigator was being paid to do right by protecting my child.

Had I known the truth, that the authorities are really careless and just desire an open shut case, regardless of circumstantial evidence that abuse is occurring to vulnerable children. I guess it is a lot easier to make it appear that a battered vulnerable woman is mentally unfit to be a good mother; than it is to catch an habitual child abuser red handed. Had I known that the authorities were going to be useless I would have kicked her ass myself, then I would have felt more justified in losing my beloved children. Now I can see why people have begun to take matter's into their own hands, because doing what is believed to be right, well nothing good comes of it. So we are damned either way.

If I was really mentally unfit don't you think I would have done something stupid by now to retaliate? It has been over two year's now and as painful as an experience this has been going through the motions and getting no resolution's or justice served. I know I have remained extremely steadfast and patient. Anyone else would have fallen off the deep end.

God would not give me anything i could not handle. The Lord has blessed me in every way, shape, and form and has promised me supreme justice amongst the devilish schemes of men towards the end. For thou shall not judge, mankind cannot hold a candle up to my father whom only carries the authority to judge us all.

You better repent all you evil sinner's that don't believe.......for towards the end you will be haunted by your very own vices you created and hurled at other's.

There will be not one person left, to hold or throw your burdens upon. You will find yourself some where all alone, unprotected, and left out in the cold. That's the bitter reality of injustice and what humankind has succumbed to.

All good will dissipate and evil shall remain, so you may remain stuck in your own ways and suffer in the very hell you all created. The sacred believers will carry on to a new land while the rest of remains decompose and perish in their own filth and shame. The cold hard truth shall not be admonished, but spoken like a true prophet. Never forget the part you played people. Repent now before it is too late, no one shall be left unscathed. Everybody is a sinner. Recognizing your flaws will humble yourself to let go of your ego and draw upon your greatest attributes.

On the afternoon of 8/21/2015, I called CPI Mark Meredith to my home to investigate Missy for the assault towards my baby and protect us. He came to my home, and sat at my table while I gave him my testimony of the incident that had occured. As I was in the middle of explaining my story, Missy walks in slamming the front door, and in a intimidating manner slams her fist down hard upon the table saying,

Missy: "Bitch! How dare you accuse me of harming your child!"

After she did this I looked over to Mark, guestioning if he just saw how she addressed me. He seemed startled himself, and just nodded his head yes, but said nothing.

I don't think Missy even knew who he was at first because Mark was sitting down with his back to the door, but I made it clear to him that Missy was way out of line. Then when she realized who he was her whole tone of voice changed.

Jr entered the room and Missy instantly applied her high pitched fake voice, like Ms Hannigan in the movie Annie,

Missy: "Hi Jr!"

She opened her arms so that he would come and embrace her. Of course my son being a niave 2 yr. old obliged. Then I intervened, trying to protect my son by pulling him away reminding him that Missy was now dangerous,

B: "Get your hands off my baby, don't you ever touch my kids again."

At this point Mark advised me to leave the room so he could talk to Missy alone. I told him,

B: "But I haven't even finished my statement."

He began to raise his voice demanding that I leave or he was going to call law enforcement. I was confused by his reaction and insulted him,

B: "I can do your job better than you, you are not even doing your due diligence by my children."

I was disgusted, confused, and it really bothered me that he did not even acknowledge my children and I first, considering that we were the victims of abuse.

At this time I had 4 children in Pat's bedroom waiting to be heard by this investigator. I swear to GOD that I didn't coach any of these children to defend us. They wanted to do what was right and shed some light as to all the incidents they had witnessed of Missy being abusive towards myself and other's.

Witness #1- Nimrim: was waiting to be heard. On 6/17/15, an incident had occurred. Nimrim was standing right next to me when Missy was harassing me in broad daylight in my own backyard. Elealeh, Nimrim's mother, witnessed this altercation with Missy. Missy was standing in the way of the sliding glass doorway blocking us from exiting my home and threw a wooden chair at me, almost hitting a nine year old child (Nimrim) standing next to me. Luckily, I caught the chair.

Witness #2-Simon: Was waiting to be heard. Simon was a 10 year old boy. On 8/20/15 another incident occurred putting Simon at harm when he was sent home by Missy in the middle of the night without supervision. He was scared and in fear for his life due to Missy's action's. I received a text message from his mother (Mary) that night, which I still have in my person under Pat's friend Simon, the next day Friday 8/21/15@ 8:38am, and I showed this to the CPI as evidence;

Mary: Not COOL, send my kid home at 10 o'clock at night all by himself.

Bea: I'm sorry I didn't know he left cuz Missy was up in my face last night. I got really emotional. Missy was being a big bully as usual. Simon got scared and left. I'm so sorry. Having hard times right now.  We are probably moving very very soon.

Mary: Simon said that you guys made him leave and sent him home.

Bea: I tried to send him home earlier when it was daytime but he just stayed, and as it got later Missy came home. She started all this drama. I think Simon got scared and hid in Pat's room. When Pat went into his room to see if Simon wanted us to walk him home we realized that he already bolted.

(These message's occured early that morning. Simon came to my home while the CPI was in my home.)

7:23pm Mary: What is goin on over there?

7:26pm Bea: Child Protective Services was here and Simon was a witness. I found out Missy did send him home last night. I am sorry I would have never done that, but I am moving on Sunday.

Mary: Simon was a witness to what?

Bea: Missy came at me.

Mary: Wow! Why she so mad? Did she really drag Pat in his room and lock him in there?  & scratch the baby's face? I just got some detail's from Simon.

Replied 8/25/2015 @ 6:43pm after it had all spun out of control and I had time to internalize it.

Bea: Yup, all of that. Now CPS thinks I am the one who is crazy and says I am an unfit mother. Cause Missy and Saul are claiming I am. Which I am not,  they are just trying to make me look bad cuz their bullies. I am just trying to protect my kids.

I actually filed another injunction for protection on Missy and we were to appear in court on 9/4/15@ 9am on 49th St. In front of Judge Pierce. Two days prior to the hearing I was served a counter stalking injunction from Missy, even though I never stalked this woman at all, I was just tryin to protect my family from her. It was quite the contrary, everything she accused me of she had done herself.

The morning on Friday 9/4/15 @ 9am I appeared in the wrong courtroom because Missy snuck into my bedroom in the middle of the night and ripped a testimony out of my friends notebook that she wrote about her, as well as some other evidence to back up my case against her. She was withholding evidence! Unfortunately, she was successful at hiding a lot of things. I didn't know she was not the rightful owner of the house we lived in until the day that the real home owner shut off all the utilities trying to get us to vacate. Missy was an impostor, she imposed herself as the landlord to connive her way into getting the water turned back on so she could live there rent free and collect from me. She had been residing in this home rent free for 3 years now and trying to collect money illegally while the rightful owner was undergoing foreclosure. I have several police reports of her falsely accusing me and overstepping her boundaries on several occasions harassing me for money when in fact I shouldn't have to owe because just like her we both were squatting.

My injunction was not heard though for I was sitting in the wrong courtroom because she stole my summons paperwork which made me to appear late to the right courtroom. I did have someone with me, Zehaniah, who was my witness to the repeat harassment and abuse that Missy inflicted upon us.

After Missy assaulted Jr on 8/20/15 I did overreact a bit, but I believe any loving parent should if they knew their child had been hurt by abuse. I thought I took the right course of action by calling the authorities, but now I am not so sure.
After this incident occured, I did a bit of my own investigative work. I found out Missy had a long criminal record of domestic violence, assault, battery, and felonies. So my burning question is, why would a CPI believe the testimony of a convicted felon who was reported of grabbing her own husbands head and bitting his nose off? Yet, he believes that I, on the other hand, am mentally unstable? Which this is proof that she is a face attacker. Instead of putting the allegations first and foremost of a non-criminal, overprotective, and loving mother. He took my children away from me due to speculation, hearsay from others, and his own biased opinion of me. This CPI was too incompetent to conduct a thorough investigation.

Due to his incompetence he tried to derail other deputies by talking them out of conducting a proper investigation themselves right down to the department who dismissed my case plan on behalf of my children's best interests and well being to this day.

He prevented us from fleeing together for our safety. Did nothing to persecute our abusers, on the contrary, instead CPI falsely persecuted the mother who was doing what was right and just.

Now I have not seen my babies for 740 days or spoken with them in 76 day's. This is not because I don't try, it is because CPI allowed our abuser to have permanent custody of my boys. My children are currently with a narcissistic controlling man that gets off on hurting people. I have always been my boys constant up until now. At the time we were seperated I was fixing to escape to CASA. Now my children are residing with our abuser, his paramour. and her three other kids putting them all in harms way, all because Mark Meredith believed all the lie's, deceit, and manipulation of a repeat offender.

All because investigators decided to ommit the facts from their reports and falsely persecute suspects to make their workload light. I guess it is so much easier to make a parent appear unfit then to actually catch an abuser red handed. As long as it is an open shut case right?

Who really cares if the kid's are safe? That's the big question.

Chapter 58- Tampa Bay Crash Course of Injustice...(7)

09/01/2009- Present Day

The authorities were alerted, B had to make them aware of Missy and Saul's criminal records.

Why had Marc Meredith taken none of the allegations made by Bea towards her children's abusers seriously?

Reading the police reports and CPS reports after the incident has only proven B's theory. None of Bea's allegations were even in the report that the CPI wrote concerning the shelter petition to the judge, so how could they have been properly investigated if they were not even documented?

CPI filed an emergency shelter petition at the same time Bea had filed an injunction of protection for her two kids against these two who were getting away with abusing her children. By following with this act CPI obstructed the mother from protecting her children. The mother was trying to bring her children to a safe place, instead CPI obscured the violence and turned it around on the mother to make her appear incompetent. They tortured the mother with legal enforcement making sure she lost custody while hiding their own incompetence and had her children become dependents of the State of Florida. At the same time placing her children in temporary custody with their abuser, putting her children in even more danger.

Since the kids were placed in his care they have been showing signs of abuse, neglect, and developmental delays. The children's medical needs are not being met, and the mother is being withheld from any contact with her children against her will by her husband, Ekkerd Family Services, Lutheran Family Services, and the State of Florida.

The mother is now disabled due to the ongoing abuse from her past relationship, and has been suffering PTSD. This has been crippling Bea since their seperation. Bea's helpless efforts of trying to protect her children and getting no relief since June 2015 caused Bea's developmental chronic health conditions to get worse due to the mental anguish of the situation that resulted from domestic violence over the past 11 years to evolve and become even more debilitating.

It is not her mental health that prevents her from pushing forward, for instance her husband has made her out to be some basket case. If that had been the case, wouldn't she have given up and killed herself a long time ago? It has been her physical health that falls to the wayside every month when she has to figure out a way to afford and attain her healthcare. When she cannot. The results are chronic fatigue and syncope episodes.

Of course, DCF, the department of children and families, has refused to acknowledge that Bea has chronic medical health issues that have evolved due to abuse. This has encompassed neurological damage due to various violent traumatic brain injuries from excessive blows to the head from her abuser . As a result she has also experienced many grand mal seizures. The State of Florida will not even deem her as disabled, making it impossible to get the medical attention she deserves, or the medical attention her children deserve.

Bea is currently diagnosed with Epilepsy, Insomnia, Hypothyroidism, Depression, ADD and PTSD. Most victim's of Domestic Violence do suffer with Depression and PTSD, but it should not be used against them getting their kid's back in a court of law especially if it is being treated. In Bea's case she was being treated by her Nuerologist and PCP for the past 3 years before this incident even occured. Her psychologists for the past 11 years had prescribed her the same dose of drugs for ten years and never did she have a problem until all the domestic violence caught up to her.

During the trial Bea was being wrongfully persecuted for acting out of sorts in front of a CPI after her child was assaulted. Excuse me, is there really a proper way to act after somebody has left a mark on your kid? Maybe Bea should have decked the bitch, then perhaps Bea would feel more justified in losing them, but she didn't. No, instead she paced back and forth trying to keep her composure. Even after Bea's kid's were removed from her home she still lived with the woman who assaulted her child and never layed a finger on her. That in itself takes a lot of gumption and will power and say's a lot about Bea's as a person. Bea even prepared herself in self defense at Grady's MMA gym because the Boheeva was making threats and false reports to the cops against B continuously.  Bea kept her cool.  Bea tolerated a lot of bullshit, but she was no sucka, she knew when she was being played. She knew she had to do the right thing. Low and behold when people think they have B down for the count she comes back even stronger, but she tries to avoid confrontation if at all cost.

A urine analysis by the CPI proved that Bea was not taking any illegal substances. CPI stated Bea was on no meds when in fact Bea was on her prescribed meds. He did a urine, not a blood. Is this CPI a chemist too? Bea was clean, but he is searching for a way to falsely incriminate her because he has already formed a biased opinion against her and has deemed her as unstable due to speculation. Now it seems as if he is going out of his way to frame Bea. To tell the judge that Bea has a mental illness because of her odd behavior, which in legal terms is a fancy term called gregarious misconduct. Ok Marc Meridith so your a psychologists now? When did you get your degree to evaluate people and diagnose them with a mental illness?
CPI, Mark Meridith, sat on the stand during my trail and claimed that he used to be an ENT, and in his field he often brought patients into the ER with BiPolar Disorder and they were prescribed Lamictal.

Bea really wished she was elected as a pro se litigant instead of being represented by the stupid court appointed attorney Sara Mc Lane, who totally dismissed all of her allegations of child abuse during this trial and brought absolutely nothing up to the judge, Patricia Moore, and did not represent her for shit.

For if Bea had the chance to cross interrogate this CPI, Mark Meredith, she would have regained her power in the court room that day, but instead she slumped in her chair wallowing in self pity knowing she was helpless because not a single individual in that courtroom chose to do their due diligence and expose the truth.

If Bea could do it all over again this is what she would have asked him,

 "Mr. Meridith have you ever read what Lamictal treats people for?"

 (It was quite obvious that he had not a clue.)

B was aware of the law now, so she would have already presented a reputable source of medical information prior to the hearing as exhibit A, then explained to the court that it was a medical document from the pharmacy that prescribed Bea Lamictal explaining the drug and what it is used for. Then she would have made him read it out loud to the court.

Then Bea would have rebuttled with this statement. " See, Mark Meridith was right about one thing, Lamictal has been proven to treat people with Bi-Polar disorder in many mental health facilities, but it is a drug that has multiple use's as well. Lamictal is a mood stabilizer that helps people with PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, and also an anti-convulsant that help's those that have seizures."

Then B would have asked, "Mr. Meridith are you aware of which Dr. Prescribes Bea this medicine?"
(Which of course he must not have known.)

"Well is it not your job to investigate this before making assumptions? If you would have done your due diligence you would have discovered the truth. When Bea handed over the bottle of Lamictal to you that you asked her for, which is a indirect violation of her privacy by the way. If you would have properly investigated you would have noticed that Dr. Obi Okonkwo Onuigbo was her Nuerologist, which in fact is treating Bea with this drug for her seizures. That Bea in fact does not have Bi Polar Disorder like you assumed, and in fact has never been diagnosed with a mental illness in her whole entire life. So you speculated and assumed all of this? The gregarious misconduct you witnessed was a retaliation of her witnessing you not doing your due diligence, once again, by the safety of her children."

Unfortunately no judge ever allowed Bea an opportunity to rebuttal any of witnesses.

Bea still can't believe this man was a Child Protective Investigator! She made sure before she left the courtroom that day that she had the last word.
She told him, "Thank You for ruining me and my children's  lives."

His speculation and lack of due diligence had cost her two whole year's without her children. All will be damned if she ended up burying one of her kid's before herself due to one man's incompetence and the vile system that backed him up even after they discovered he was wrong. Bea wanted to reopen this case and make sure Mark Meridith was held accountable for her children's well being, for it was his decision to place them with an abuser. As well as Judge Patricia Moore, Eric Zaccardi, Sara McLane, Sara E. Miller, Michelle Forester, and Mrs. Ennis. All of you should be held accountable under the Vulnerable Person's Act. Bea sincerely prays it will never have to come down to one of her children dying due to their lack of justice and neglect.

That was the last time B saw Mark Meridith because soon after he suposedly retired. Ain't that some shit? So, does that mean that they get away with it? After the trial the State District Attorney Mrs. Ennis said, "Well hopefully we can all start moving forward and put this all behind us." For the life of B she can't get that women's vile smirk out of her head. It haunts her in her nightmare's. Mrs Ennis was a wicked evil midget lady that probably gets off on ruining innocent peoples lives.

During the trial when I brought up the fact that I was grieving over the loss of my nana, they all started laughing, even my attorney. Only hurtful devious people would find that humerous. They thought it was an act that I was suffering and to this day I still suffer even worse because my kids are not with me. They fed off my pain and misery, and tried to turn it into a joke. When in fact what I had survived with was very real, and was the worst pain and torture I would not even wish upon my worst enemy.

Does it really seem that far fetched that this narcissistic and vindictive man that comes off as being smug and almighty is not abusive? Bea thought that would have seemed obvious. Is it just that much easier for them to assume that B was lying then actually doing their job properly and catching him in the act? Is there really no justice in the justice system?

I mean since Bea's children have been in his care as of August 20th 2015 her youngest has almost drowned at the bottom of a swimming pool, was pushed off the top of a bunk bed splitting his lip, has suffered two TBI that she is aware of, suffered second degree burns on his hands, has had rashes going up to his neck, lice, chronic congestive upper and lower respiratory breathing problems, is lactose intolerant and being forced to drink regular milk, still not completely potty trained at the age of four, developmentally delayed and missed out on VPK, Early Head Start, and speech therapy, and hasn't had a follow up with his ENT since his surgical procedure. Both of Bea's children's medical needs are being neglected. They are not getting their annual health check up's with their PCP since they left Bea's care, no gaestroentologist, or dentist visits in the past two years.

Bea's children were not taken to the hospital for any of the incidents that had occurred due to trauma. Both children need to be given help and therapy due to neglect, abuse, and being seperated from their mother without any reason or explanation.

Bea's oldest child since August 22, 2015 has witnessed all this being done to his brother trying to protect him.

Her son has been uprooted three times and has gone to four different schools.

Is supposed to be on an IEP because he has a learning disability that he was being treated for until Bea's husband just stopped taking him to his psychologists and getting his meds.

Her son has not been going to see any of his specialist like his cardiologist, orthopedists, allergist, and he has a receeding gum line that needs preventative care with braces.

This father wouldn't even bother to take his own  son for his annual check up and is past due for his 10 year immunizations.

Bea's son was supposed to be reevaluated as gifted so he could be granted special educational service's through the magnet schools. Now he is barely passing.

Bea's husband threw it in B's son's face repeatedly that he was not his biological father, and when B's son finally retaliated and threw a glass of water in his face B's husband took him out into the middle of the street and beat him senseless. Then this man had the audacity to call B's mother and told her,"Come get your fucking grandson. I don't want him." Bea's son talked to his grandmother on the phone and she asked him if he was hurt and B's son said, "He hurt inside" B's mom called B and we immediately called the cops. By the time the cops arrived B's husband already coerced her son into playing his video games and not say a word. Bea's son has not been taken to the hospital for any of the incidents that have occurred due to trauma or sought therapy due to the neglect, abuse, or seperation from his mother .

Bea's son was complaining about a headache for over a month and was rushed to the ER when it got so severe, they had to undergo emergency brain surgery due to neglect of his health need's. The mother was never consulted or informed and to this day has not been able to get access to her son's health record's or inform this doctor about his past medical health history. She would have informed the doctor that brain cancer run's on her side of the family, he is in desperate need of his immunizations, he is fatally allergic to immunoglobulin E, and had tubes in her ears when he was a baby, and a bacterial infection in his left eye that often caused headaches due to black mold.  Then after the surgery two weeks lator she got a picture from her husband of her son in the hospital with a big slice in his head. Bea's son recorded a Youtube video all by himself in the hospital alone apologizing to his fan club explaining why he hadn't posted in so long. He looked so sad all alone, when he didn't have to be. She wanted to be there for her son, but was not even given a choice. B kept thinking how he could have died. She just cried wanting to be by his side, all she could do was cry by herself without him and upset with grief.


BEA monologue:

(Why have you covered up ALL the abuse and neglect? Why people? That's all I wanna know. Is it that hard to catch him in the act? Look at all the things that happen to them on a daily basis.

My husband is an alcoholic. He is an habitual offender. He drinks and drives, sometimes with the kid's in the car. Every holiday he acts out and becomes reckless and is a danger to himself and others. He keeps people against their will by taking their car key's, intimidation, blocking them with weapons, or locking them in their rooms.

He is constantly leaving my children home alone and acting like he don't care about them. He neglects their medical, educational, emotional, and financial need's.  He has tried to turn my kid's against their mom, and is trying to brainwash us into believing we don't love eachother. When in fact we miss the heck out of one another.

I know what you are all thinking.... That this is just another desperate attempt for a mother to lie through her teeth to get her children back. I have already been told by DCF that I won't get my children back if I keep making false reports, that they will go into foster care. I would much rather my kid's be in foster care then end up disabled like me.

I am more afraid of nobody believing me and him doing something bad to them again and getting away with it repeatedly then anything else.

I am speaking up.
I'm not afraid of him anymore finally I have worked up the gumption to speak up. This is what a good mom battling domestic violence looks like. Please don't turn your backs on me. Support me. Praise me. Honor my courage. Don't kick us when we are down Justice....

Now I am petrified for my kid's sake, please somebody do something.

I know this may seem far fetched and nobody in their right mind would go to this many lengths to be so cruel to their family, but my husband has. I was afraid to say it before, he harrassed and threatened us for 11 years. I just grew a spine finally. I am not afraid of him no more. I know he is not in his right mind, he need's help. My children need help too. They need to be away from him. They need to feel safe, secure, and loved. My husband is good at pretending and fooling people that he is able to provide such things. He will not without love. He has a fucked up way of showing love, but it is really not love that he is showing at all. What that is called is Envy and abuse. No child should have to be subjected to it. To learn how to really love and support takes time, compassion, and patience.

Bea and her children's National Human Rights are being violated as you read this. They are STILL being neglected and abused, and she is still being dismissed. Nothing is being resolved and the more this carries on without resolution the increase of her worries of her children ending up disabled, dead, or abducted.

She has gone above and beyond to prove to the Department with Children and Families that her children are suffering the same traumatic brain injuries that she is, and that they are not safe, but CPS does not take any of her allegations seriously even though she has medical reports proving that her youngest is experiencing developmental delays and is not seeking the special service's that she has gone through many lengths to establish since he was born.

Bea's eldest son's medical need's have been neglected to the point that he had an ongoing migrane for over a month that put him in the hospital undergoing emergency brain surgery due to several violent traumatic brain injuries.

Ekkerd Community Services and/or Lutheran Family Services interceded Bea's court ordered supervised weekly visits just to help hide their incompetence and neglect of the father in order to have an open and shut case.

When Bea reports to the Florida Abuse Hotline CPS just cover it up and tell the judge that she is making false reports, when in fact Bea is making them in good faith and wants to provide proof like pictures, voicemails, emails, witnesses and text messages.

• CPS did not do their due diligence by this family to properly investigating her allegations that were made in good faith. Not once did an investigator come and show interest in the proof she had or interrogated her witness's. In reports words were being omitted, crucial reports of abuse and neglect were being covered up to make their job light.

DCF terminated Bea's Medicare so she has been unable to stay on her court ordered treatment plan, which she has been religiously following for the past three year's due to her chronic health conditions.

Why is CPI planting evidence and putting words in other people's mouths, and writing lie's on a shelter hearing petition?

Why are court appointed attorneys not stepping up and rightfully representing this falsely accused mother that has never harmed no one a day in her life?

Why does she not have custody of her two handsome boy's? Why?

DISCRIMINATION OF HER CIVIL RIGHTS DUE TO THE ADA!!

If we all had Parental Civil Rights like we should and they were enforced then none of this would be happening.

The Parental Civil Rights Movement is currently uprising and trying to implement laws to protect families that DCF, CPS, and civil judicial family law court appointed attorney's and judges have currently been violating families civil rights due to corruption in this false system. Authorities not doing their due diligence and lack thereof in the proper protocol of domestic violence victim's and insincerity of the vulnerable person's act.

You can't take a child away from their mother just because they are medically disabled. The parent is still capable of showing love to their child always, but what happens if one of the parents alienates the child from the other parent? Where does all that love go? Not to the child and you see that's where the system gets broken down and does not look at the childs best interest.

All the current system in place is doing, is breaking these poor babies hearts by keeping them away from their momma.

This is unjust! You put on orders by the judge that the goal is reunification. Yet, not even the department follows your order's. Most of them are not carried out because it is a faulty system that takes advantage of a disabled person, and kicks them when they are already down and will keep setting them up for failure when they are trying their damned hardest. This is what we call oppression amongst our government on the people.

Chapter 57- Family Conspiracy- Fourth Month

September 2015

Thank GOD Zephania came to the rescue. She listened, consoled, and helped me figure shit out for the second time around she was there for me. The first time was when my nana was dying. Now she was here to help me see the full picture and plead my case to these judge's.

Text messages. ....

B: Please have The boys call me I need to hear their voices.

Saul: Pat is doing homework when is done I will have him call you.
(I tried calling back an hour later)

Saul: Sorry, I'm on a call right now.

My son never called me.

Zephania told me many stories about Saul that I was not aware of. When we went to my mother's house for Thanksgiving in Massachusetts that Saul was drunk and sexually assaulted her, cornering her, and telling her that I had it coming, and I am not even going to see it coming, and that he would make my head spin.

Zephania did not know what to make of whatever he was talking about because Saul was drunk, but now things were beginning to add up. He intended to either try and drive me mentally crazy so I would snap, or physically by assaulting me again in the head so it would spin. It was frightening to think of how accurate of a term which evidently had a double meaning and both related to me in this way, because he made my life that way, mentally, physically, and emotionally disturbing.

9/3/2015
Text messages. ...

B: Liam has a wic appointment 2morrow at 11am for he is lactose intolerant and developes severe rashes and upset bowel movements if he is not on soy milk. You may want to keep this appointment if you want to save money on milk and food.

Saul: Thanks

B: You know this is the most horriblist day of my life, if u have a heart plz have my son's call me.

Saul: He just try to call but you didn't answer.

B: Sorry, I'm busy. Call back later

Saul had premeditated what he was going to do to Bea 6 month's prior. In May when Zephania came to visit he had mentioned  to her about the child abuse that was forced upon Jr. during their visit to Nicaragua. Zephania witnessed Saul strike Pat in public and try to cover it up by distracting Bea, and running off with another woman at the bar right after the assault to cause a diversion.

Seriously,  I thought so much has happened under my nose for year's that I am not even aware of. This was not the first time that I had heard this from a friend or family member, actually it had happened a lot since Saul and I first met. I just never wanted to see because my love for him overshadowed all his flaws. Love is blind.

So Zephania and I set out on September 3, 2015, to the courthouse on 49th Street to hopefully get this injunction to protect us. I told the judge of how Saul was a danger to himself and others especially my children. Judge Pierce didn't seem too concerned as to what Saul did to my children. He kept asking questions of why I was in fear for my life. I explained as much as I could remember at that moment and showed him text messages of Saul harassing me. I would have shown more proof, but I didn't have the evidence in my possession because right before the hearing Missy snuck into my room and stole a lot of evidence. As the Judge looked at the messages I believe he may have erased a text message that would have really incriminated Saul, which made me believe that perhaps this Judge was altering circumstantial evidence to plead his case that the defendent was not guilty. I also played the voice mail Emma sent me while she was sitting in the courtroom and addressed her to the judge. She actually ran out of the courtroom so she wouldn't have to testify.

When Zephania went up to the stand as my witness she explained to the courtroom what she mentioned to me previously. The bailiffs and everyone's jaw dropped, and yet they couldn't believe that the judge would not honor protection.

Even though I was deemed as indigent and was barely able to support myself. I worked at a hospital for a month to scrounge up enough money to get a copy of these court proceedings just so I can have proof of the voicemail, my witness, and that all of what I mentioned above had happened.

The following day September 4, 2015, I had to plead my case to yet another Judge that Missy was a danger to us. Since she stole my court paperwork I did not appear in the right courtroom and my hearing was not rightfully heard. Pretty much Missy lied through her teeth like she did in all the police reports and I was not able to plead my case because I couldn't afford an attorney. She was a good liar who was able to charm the judge into incriminating me as a stalker. So she was able to uphold her stalking injunction against me so she could get me to vacate the premises of our home. I was told that police would escort me while I gathered all my belonging's.

Luckily on 9/2/2015 I was able to sell my 1998 Ford Mustang for $500.00 so I could rent a U-Haul for all the belonging's we own. Missy was bitching to the cops the whole time I was trying to pack my kid's things because she didn't want me taking them. She ended up calling Saul to cause drama. The least of my worries was Saul. It took me, Zephania, and another friend to pack up 4 bedrooms in less than an hour. I lost a whole box of shoes that I loved, but I was glad to be away from that stressor even though I was unprepared for that outcome. I thought justice would have prevailed and my children and I would be safe, but never rely on the law to fix things because our constitutional rights don't apply in this United States of America anymore.

9/4/2015
Text messages. ..

B: sorry too babe. I wish it didn't have to end this way but you broke ur promise to the kids and I. Escupulos has a plan for u. GOD HAS A PLAN FOR THE KIDS AND I. He is not happy. Watch out and enjoy the eye of the storm because it is coming. This is not a threat, it's a promise that u broke to us on 2/14/2012 the day u turned as evil as the devil and played with my heart.
I only wish you had a soul and a conscience.

Saul: Plz stop texting me.

B: may I talk to our son? Please, I gave life to them.

Saul: Ok thanks for the reminder.
You will talk to him when your next visit with them.

B: u really r cold hearted cuz I don't even know when that is gonna be and I need to explain to him why I am not in his life. What have u told them?

Saul: Find out when you can see the kids through Carolyn Ivey. I don't need to be accused of more b.s. the judges did not buy it.

B: I just want to hear their voices

Saul: World war 3 has started king of kings will prevail it takes two lions to rule the jungle and only one  king will be king lion. Now and forever the real king which God will take out enemies for true love and piece.
Any lion wants to take over will be eaten alive and you who I m talking about.

B: And do unto others as they do unto you. You may think you have won but when my babies are back with me which they will be, I wonder now if I am going to give u the same privileges that you have given me to see and talk to our kids.
Now ur not going to have the slightest clue to where I am cuz I am cutting ties with you.

I left with all the kids and I belongings to my sisters house in Palm Coast. Unpack it all by myself.

9/5/2015
Text messages. ...
Emma: You win. He's thinking of you instead of me. Thanks you stupid whore

Text messages. ....

B:I just spoke with Marc and he is telling me by law I am only allowed one 1 hr. supervised visit once a month through the State and he is going to revoke my rights to work with children. I can't live with this. I am being treated like a criminal and I have done nothing to harm any children. I don't know what kind of bullshit you have been telling this guy about me..but you have to tell him you were lying and you were wrong so you can get this man out of our lives. He is really starting to scare me. He is going to ruin our lives. Clear my name please.
please help, please help, I am begging you to help the mother of ur kid's. To be with my kids. He said it is up to you if you want me to talk to them or see them. Stop saying I am threatening you cuz I'm not, I'm begging you. When am I going to see them? I miss my baby Liam. I miss his smile and his laugh.

Saul: Just got of the phone with Marc and he said that the visits need to be supervised. But I will have Pat call you, tonight.

B: I want too Liam.
I want to hear my babies
voice. Right now please.My heart is breaking. This is not right.
You can supervise. Meredith can supervise just let me see. I need to see them.

Saul: Talk to Carolyn Ivey first when is your next visit. Meredith would we be fine?

B: I talked to her and they said maybe Monday they are going to finally set me up with a social worker. This is just a bunch of bull shit. You can let me see them anytime you want. You can be there, if it were the other way around I would do it for u.

Saul: Well let me know when you can come down.

B: I set up a speech Therapy appointment for Jr. on November 10, 2015 @ 8am. The location is at All Children's @ 3850 Tampa Rd  Palm Harbor FL. 34684
(I was there waiting and Jr. Never attended this appointment. )

Saul: Ok sounds good thank you I will take him.

B: Pat has an appointment with Baycare to get back on his meds. on September 17, 2015 @ 9am
1106 Druid Rd. S. Suite 201 Clearwater 33756

Saul: Ok thanks
Thanks for Hacking into my gmail account I have proof it was you. Please put back my phone on the recover page. That is a felony invasion of privacy. If you want to see the kids fix my gmail account and if not I will contact child protect services and let them know what your doing.

B: See I am not the one who hacked into ur account. Are you sure it is not ur mistress setting me up again. See ur just looking for another reason to not let me see my kids. What kind of proof do you have.

Saul:Well u did
What is the password to my wsolorzano31@gmail Acct since it was change it has your phone and Yahoo email.

B: This is just another ploy to harrass me and get me in trouble when once again I have done nothing wrong. Your mistress is awfully sneaky. She is setting us up against eachother, and guess what it is working. I just want to love and take care of my kids that's it. I don't want to play these games anymore. Don't contact me unless it is about the kids please. I don't want to be in the middle of u and Emma. Obviously anybody could have put my phone #. Saul I told u Emma has been setting me up to look like I've been shitting on u from the start she called DCF, she called me and told me u were harming her and the kids, and she is hacking into your account. Wake up she is fucking crazy mula not me. You have known me longer than any other person. Have I ever did anything to you like this before. That is why I had to put distance from us.

Saul: Ok that's what u say.

B: This bitch is trying to get me locked up. I ain't having it. I am doing my own thing. I don't need a record for doing absolutely nothing. Waiting to be set up. From now on I am surrounding myself with people who care about me so I have an alibi and staying away from u as far as possible.

Saul: It shows your email address, she doesn't know your email address, you are right you never done something like this, but things are different. You try to screw me over in court, now I don't trust you.

B: Well, you screwed me over in life. The feeling is mutual I'm sure. My email address has always been ur secondary under your account for 7 years.

Saul: Where is the verification code please? Bea I want you to see the kids, but you never answer the phone.

B: I have been so depressed that I can't answer. I am trying to get ur email situation fixed. Sorry I am kind of in a middle of a fight, and trying to find my shoes.

Saul: Ok

B: I gotta get out of here.

Saul: What is the new verification code?

B: 804831
I'm getting thrown out on the streets of Orlando. Not like u care.

Saul: By who?

B: Cuz I was yelling earlier. So Tony kicked me out and told me he don't want me there.
So I am officially homeless are you happy now? My life is officially fucked. I feel so abandoned. Nobody wants me around. I'm a loser.
I guess I am going to have to sleep on the streets like a bum.

Saul: No I m not happy that's your problem with me always assuming I m out to get you. Call your sister she has plenty of room. I was able to get back into my email.
Find a shelter for tonight.

B:Saul, I just wanted you to know there is still a whole bunch of our stuff at Missy's. Can you please get it?
Jr's insurance card should be in the mail.

Saul: I got his insurance cArd yesterday.

B: ok good. Are u going to get the stuff?
Your TV is still there, shoes, bathroom stuff, air conditioners.

Saul: Ok
I got a lot of things out. Where are the kids clothes? now you lost it since your on the streets. (I still had the boys clothes although I am pretty sure they wouldn't fit them now. Its a 😢 shame)

B: Did you find a big box of my shoes?

Saul: Yup
Plz let me sleep is super late.

B: U know what would b helpful? If u would make a payment on my fifth third credit card so I can get to my sisters or Clearwater.
Sorry for texting you so late. I just didn't have any shoes. I had to borrow somebody's.

Saul: Your sister said she would pick you up. By the way tell your mom to butt out of our situation. She was making threats and accusations on Facebook last night.

B: Will u b able to send me some money or not? I am homeless and broke. U did it for Alex a complete stranger. What about me ur wife?

Saul: No I have no money. Tell your rich mommy to send you money, find a job.
You should have money left over, you sold the mustang.

(But I spent it all on the UHaul)

B: Please Saul. Can u do it tomorrow when u get paid? You really hate me don't u? I'm gonna die out here. I am just asking for help. U got me cryin at a gas station. begging for money. Thanks for abandoning ur wife at her lowest.

Saul: Now leave me alone. We will only communicate about the boys.

B: GOD see's all that ur doing. U will never make it to the kingdom of heaven at this rate. May he prevail and put u in my boots. What goes around comes around 10X fold.
I thought you said I was ur friend.
Your a liar!!!

Saul: Get a job or call your mom.

CPI Meredith:
Bonnie, You cannot pick up the kids and take them anywhere. Custody has been removed from you and you are allowed supervised contact with the kids only. This means that you are not allowed to be left alone with them, and the supervision can only be done by someone that has been approved by us to do it. Saul is approved, but he has told me in the past that he did not want to supervise your visits. He told me today he might be willing to supervise a visit for you this weekend. That is up to him as to whether or not he wants to do it. If he were to allow you to just take the kids for a visit, they would be removed from him and placed in foster care.

Marc Meredith

9/10/2017
Text messages. ...

Saul: I told Pat to call you, but he say he will call u tomorrow.
Welcome back to Clearwater.

(Primo must have told him that he saw me.)

I did see Primo briefly, but he kept walking and it broke my heart once more. All this sacrifice for someone who didn't want my love.

I had to speak with my lawyer. There was no way I was going to make it with only seeing my boys once a month and for what? I didn't do anything. This was crazy. So I made my way back to Clearwater.

09/11/2015

I stopped by mamitas and saw Jr. going up the stair's. I yelled his name and he started running towards me. I got off my scooter to hug my baby and papa snatched him up so fast that Jr's shoes flung off his feet.

Papa put my baby in a headlock and dragged him up a flight of stairs. My child tried to cry but he couldn't even breathe he was turning blue in the face. I cried, "Let go of him! He can't breathe." He placed him down and stood in between us as I peeked around him I witnessed Primo grab Jr by his face shoving him into the apartment. At that moment I pushed my way past papa and pushed open the door crying out Jr! My baby wasn't there. He was gone.

A nearby neighbor heard me screaming and saw what happened and called the police. I told them what had happened and I wanted  well check conducted. I said, "My baby and I needed to hug. We have never been apart like this." The police called Marc and of course his story was entirely different. Then my phone died. I took off to Clearwater beach, watched the sunset and wrote a song called "Homelessness", because that is what I was currently suffering where I was going to lay my head at night. All I wanted was a hug from my skinny. I needed Jr. more than anyone in the whole wide world.

On 09/11/2015 at 1630 hours, Bea Sanchez was at 2902 Gulf to Bay Blvd, B205 for a disturbance because of custody concerns.
Upon our arrival, we met with Bea Sanches who was in the parking lot waiting for our arrival.

Bea stated she came to visit her children and her ex-in laws would not allow her to see the children. Bea explained she was staying with a friend and would not give her address. She stated she is required to have supervised visitation with her children and thought she could just say hello. Bea stated her ex father in law, William Sanches Sr. Rushed her son into the residence so she could not see him.

I met with Saul Sanches, he explained his ex-wife does not have custody of their children and was ordered to leave their residence. Saul stated Bea keeps showing up at his house, his parents residence and his work to see her son Jr. He explained previously he was denied an order of protection because Bea was indigent. She stated she has already been to his mother and father's place twice within the last twenty- four hours.

I explained to Saul based on the information he has presented regarding Bea's activity he would have a better chance of securing an order of protection.  He was explained he would try again on Monday morning.  Saul was also concerned about the Baker Act during our encounter but if he was concerned he could petition the court and secure an ex-parte, which would have her court ordered formental health examination.
I then received a call from CPID Marc Meredith regarding the custody of the children and wanted to explain to me that the children were removed from the residence.  He also stated she does not have any custody and can only have visitation that is supervised by CPID. He explained it was an ongoing investigation and is working with Saul to gain full custody of the children. Provided Saul with CPD case #CW15-129221 for his future reference. Report was taken for information only.

Saul: Call your mom she is worry about you. (I am worried about me too)

CPI Meredith: Bonnie, it's Marc. If you want to come back to grandma's now, I'll let you have a visit.

Saul: I'm here with the kids.
(Seem's like a setup. How am I ever going to get to see my boy's again?)
9/12/2015

B: My battery died last night and I didn't get the message until now. I want to see my boys today.

CPI Meredith: That's not going to happen. You tried to break into mamitas house last night and take Jr by force. I think from now on, your visits should be supervised by us. You will have a case manager assigned on Monday and they can arrange the visits for you.

Emma: Come get him and the kids
You win
I'm done

I never tried to break in or take Jr. By force. Obviously, they were trying to cover up the fact that they were choking my child. I was trying to say hello. What the hell is wrong with these people. I have no intentions of abducting my children, I have never hurt them, I am just trying to protect them. If they didn't have something to hide then why did they leave the country right away? Well, I am glad they did because I am sick of seeing burns, marks and bumps on my kid's head from them, so good riddance. At least I was able to do something right. Nobody wants to help me protect my babies. It is very disturbing and bothersome to me.

My Civil Rights were Violated. Now who was going to be held accountable if one of my children end up seriously injured or dead?

Would it be Judge Pierce that didn't think it was necessary to uphold an injunction for protection? OR

Judge Patricia Moore that granted Saul permanent custody? PERHAPS..

We could blame the circumstances of a lying child abusing roomate that had enough money to buy her own house and car, but was squatting in this home harassing her roomate for rides, and was fixated to throwing Bea on the street. Bea was more fixated on making sure Missy never stood foot from her kid's ever again.

Just to make sure, Bea went to a domestic violence shelter named CASA for support and advice.

CASA was supportive when it came to food, shelter, clothes, and resources. Unfortunately, they didn't have the funding to help me with supervised visits. Which I thought was strange. They had some programs that I thought were weak and barely pertained to me. The facility was a lot nicer than I imagined it would be.

There were people to talk with there, but you could tell they didn't care even though it was their job to. The other victims were more supportive mentally and emotionally than the staff was. Honestly, I felt as if I couldn't trust anyone. What bothered me most was seeing other children who were there being neglected and abused.

One mother took her child into the bathroom and whipped her butt to the point that the child couldn't walk right. When the child came out from the bathroom with tear's in her eyes, she stared me dead in the eye and whispered, "Help me." I went straight to the office and reported it, and the staff did nothing.

• Unbelievable but true, there are mother's and father's out there who are granted custody of their children who still are abusing their children while the protected parent is being isolated from that child. It happens a lot more then you can imagine.

A majority of the mother's in this shelter were from up north, and single protective parent's.  One mother had her right's revoked while her child was undergoing surgery because the father was neglecting medical care for the child and he totally flipped it around and blamed her and they believed him. She then flipped out and wanted to be with her kid during the surgery and was placed behind bar's.

Another mom was fighting over full custody with a pedofile who was being granted overnight visitation after the little girl already admitted that daddy touched her down there.

Yet another had full custody and her children were abducted by their father and on the run. He was one of the biggest ringleaders of the human trafficking racket. I was there for 90 days and the whole time this mother continuously complained that the feds were doing absolutely nothing to find her babies.

I just could not wrap my head around what the fuck was going on. Something was not adding up. What is this place that is being run by the federal government? It seems as if everything is opposite, like thing's are backwards. What should be is not happening. Then I came to a conclusion. What is happening? Chaos which is being resolved by foster care when the good parents name is tarnished by the bad parent, the bad parent is then granted custody and it is inevitable that the bad parent is going to fuck up. When this happen's the State get's involved and deems both parents unfit and bye bye little ones until your 18. It is a big scandal.

These legal advocates go to the courtroom and can't speak. Doesn't seem like that is beneficial at all when your an emotionally torn parent being bombarded by the system. There has to be some union's out there for the people to go to defend their national human rights. There is none. How are we going to protect our rights?

How are we going to survive when we have no place to live?

Chapter 56- Tampa Bay Crash Course of Injustice cont...(6)

09/01/2009- Present Day

I told the CPI that I intended to get my belongings together and move out with my kid's. That was the plan. Find a safe abode. I was going to take my babies to their Aunt's house in Palm Coast.

The CPI had other intentions, to granting custody to our abuser and stonewalled us from making our escape to safety.

I asked Saul on the phone.
"Please don't ever take my kid's out of the country without me?"

Saul texted me back....

Saul: I couldn't take them out of the country anyways without your permission.... I think.

(It was that, "I think" that really worried me. I knew Saul well enough to know that once those evil ideas matriculate in his brain if he puts enough thought behind them he is more prone to getting away with whatever he is planning.)

Saul: Did Missy hurt Jr? She just called me saying that you R accusing her of hurting the baby.

B: Of course your probably the biggest threat to me right now so I really don't need anything from you. I'll figure this out on my own, CPS is involved.

Saul: Take a pic of him plz.

B: The cop already did. I believe she grabbed his face with her fucking claws, but she distracted me with her hot temper that I didn't put 2/2 together until later. Then her behavior has been off since then. She's been bullying me since. She sent me this text shortly after.

Missy: I'm sorry..... I just can't continue to pay for everything and you not help. I'm not asking you to pay that much.  You're not even offering to contribute to the bills
Missy♡

B: You know full right and well that Missy does not ever apologize willingly unless she truly feels she has done something wrong.

Saul: She told me that it maybe happened at David's, did u ask Pat?

B: I thought it was quite odd that she made a remark about Jr. not being her responsibility, and she was all shaken up with her hands up in the air, and u know how she does that slapping and fist pounding thing with her hands?

Saul: Ok good that DCF is involved.
Or cops.

B: No I didn't do this to myself. You are doing this to us. Your the one who has brainwashed everyone to be against me right now. You don't really care about the kids and my safety. All you care about is hurting us and seeing how this all plays out so it will benefit you. I'm not stupid. I know how you operate. Your a manipulator and Primo is the ring leader. I got u all pegged.

Saul: Not even I just called to tell her not to text me, you, or the kids cuz DCF is involved and that you will put her in jail for assault and battery.
Ok believe what ever you want, all I care is for the safety of the children.

(If Saul really cared for our children's safety, he sure had a funny way of showing it. He would have investigated Missy further and taken his children and I at our word, instead of defending her against me in court due to heresay.)

Missy was still going at it to try and falsely incriminate me and vacate me from our home.

Here goes her paper trail.....

PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
PCSO -
INCIDENT SO15-361103
Report Date: 08/22/2015

On Saturday, August 22nd, 2015 at 1547 hours I was dispatched to 2881 Cathy Ln in Clearwater for reports of a vandalism. I arrived on scene and made contact with the complainant Missy Elliot.

Missy stated that her roommate Bea had called CPI on her the previous day for scratching her sons face.

Missy stated she told Bea she had to move out because of that; at which time she conducted a walk-through of Bea's room and bathroom and discovered the soap holder in the shower had been broken off. She admitted she hadn’t been in that bathroom in quite some time but was adamant Bea did it that day to get back at her for kicking her out.

I advised Missy she couldn’t just “kick” Bea out of their shared residence and asked who owns the property, Missy admitted the bank owns the property in foreclosure; however she has lived there for 8 years in the present state of ownership, neither resident pays rent or mortgage.

I spoke with Bea who admitted she was moving out tomorrow on her own accord, I advised her of the eviction process and her rights as a resident; she acknowledged she understood. She stated the house is not taken care of and its “run down”, water seeps behind the wall of the shower during rain storm’s which caused the grout holding the soap holder to the wall to give away and fall off; this occurred months ago. I observed the shower wall in question and noted there appeared to be no intentional damage and that
the tiles and shower were very worn and old.

I spoke with Missy again who was adamant she figured out how Bea broke it off, she stated she believes Bea and her ex-husband would have sex in the shower and that she must have put her foot on the soap holder causing it to break. I advised Missy that was not a crime and that the bathroom was Bea’ s primary bathroom and that no crime had been committed.

An and ACISS check was conducted which yielded negative results.
Missy and Bea were given a business card with my name and case number on the back.
No further action taken.

Disposition: Case closed, Solved non-criminal.

It had not even been 24 hours that my ex husband had my children in his care when I came to find out that Saul already assaulted Pat.

I was at Shepards trying to unwind when I received an odd voicemail from Emma. She sounded like she was crying and I confirmed with her ex husband for 7 years that she was when I asked him to listen to it. I was trying to get an idea of who this woman was whom was currently in custody of my boy's. I  honestly didn't know what to make of it because in the message Emma admitted that things were not good and that the boy's were not happy. I was concerned so I started texting her on 08/23/2015 at 2:08am....

(I'm sorry about all the typos but I wanted my readers to get a clear description of the evidence so you could draw your own conclusions. Here are the texts messages word for word. Sorry if it seems confusing but it was for me too, since she was intoxicated I believe when they were written.)

B: ok Emma seriously from one mother to another. What's going on u have me worried?
tell me everything now!
Are my babies ok?

Emma: Idk, I'm a arrest, Don't know what to do do.

B: What r u talking about? Where are the kids?
plz don't tell me he is drinking?

Emma: Jr. is with her d parents
Pat is asleep.
Yes he has
I'm scat

B: what do u mean ur scat? Do you know something I should know u sound concerned like something is up. What is it?
Is there a plane tix?
plz tell me the truth.
TELL ME THE FLIGHT INFO?

Emma: Idk

B: U know.

Emma: He's got me scared
I'm so sorry

B: NO ! Shit!!

Emma: If I knew anything else in I'd tell you.
I really didn't know you were together
He lies lo to
Me
I'm soy
Trying yo protect your kids I swear.

B:How many hours has he been over there? Does he have your car?

Emma: Idk all day
But his mom has had Jr. most of the day.
No
Will he hurt the kids or me?

B: Where is Saul now?

Emma: In bed
He hurt me
I'm out back.

B: What did he do to you?
 Emma are you ok?
Did the kids witness anything?
call the police if he hurt u. Did he hurt Pat?

Emma: I can' I'm scared

B: take a pic and send it to me.

Emma: Everyone is sleeping but me.

B: Listen don't make the same mistake I did. Otherwise it's just ur word against his and he is very convincing.

Emma: I
I'm scared
I don't want to leave the kids in his hands.

B: my biggest mistake was never pressing charges. Think about it next it will b ur kids. Is that what u really want???
You know what to do......

Emma: I knew have had our differences but I do care about your kids.
I know but there'noy
I'm protecting your kids.

B: When he is drinking he is scary and highly irrational and unpredictable. Why do u think we are separated...it's not cuz of Primo. He put his hands on my baby and that was the final straw. Plus his drinking anger episodes were escalating and getting out of control.

Emma: I believed all his stories
Now I'm scared im pregnant.
I'm really sorry
He paints totally different story and I was stupid enough to believe.

B: I appreciate u telling me what's going on. Thank you for keeping a lookout. God is on my side and so are my gaurdian angels there is no way he is going to get away with the abuse he had inflicted on us.

Emma: I'm sorry
I didn't know.

B: Be careful. If he touches Pat please call the police. My son is really scared of him sometimes.

Emma: Yes I know
Already had to comfort him tonight & promise him if he needed me I'd let him hit me he'd hit them.
So scared him finding out I'm telling you this but I care & that's  important.
I'm really sorry
Wish you the. Best of luck
I'm just doomed.

B: Put cm lock on your phone so he can't get into it. That will protect you and it will take a pic of him every time he tries to get in.

Emma: Can't even leave
He took my keys & his them

B:He'll never get in unless he figures out ur password.
He took ur car?
Why? (That is what he did to us too kept us against our will.)
Go head let him drive ur car and as soon he takes off with it. Report it stolen and he will never touch ur car again. u have to fight fire with fire with this one. He likes to get behind the wheel especially when he is drunk. He takes way too many risks. He's a reckless one. The day he got off of probation from his 2nd DUI he had gotten his anklet off and it was Jr's christening day, my mom came down to visit. He got stinking drunk and took off with my moms rental car without her permission. My mom was freakin. Thank god he didn't wreck it or get hurt.
He's done a lot of crazy shit. Then he uses the excuse he don't remember. I was getting him to go to AA shortly after xmas but he really wasn't into it. He only did it so I would take him back.
Whenever he drinks more than six beers. Hide them keys and hide the beers so he don't drink anymore.
NEVER! Let him mix liquor with his beer. very, very, very, ugly. Whenever he gets in that position. I leave him wherever he is take the kids and tell him not to come home that I don't want the kids to b around him like this. If he comes home I will call police. He needs to sleep it off or eat something.

Texted Emma lator that day at 4:56pm..

B: Emma do you have Pat?

Emma: No they went to the beach with Saul and his parents.

B: Did you talk to the police?

Emma: He asked for Saul & he wasn't here.

B: Were they dressed to go to the beach?

Emma: I don't know
I was laying in bed
Don't feel good.

B: Why didn't you tell them about what happened last night?

Emma: Don't need to be involved.
I told you.
Pat changed his story.

(I thumbnailed all the conspiring asses who tried to ruin my existence with a pic of Nikki Minag ass. Just in case u were wondering what this was a picture of. During time's of distress a good sense of humor always seems to alleviate some pressure.)

B: What! You already are I thought you said he hurt you?
Do you have any marks?

Emma: I have a bruise
Please I can't do this
I will look out for the kids I promise that.

B: Take a picture and send it to me b4 he leaves a mark on my kids.

Emma: No
I will protect them.
I'm not going to let anything bad happen to them.

B: If my children die or get abducted I'm going to blame you for being an accessory to the violence and not going to the authorities cuz your scared. Your not protecting them by taking beatings for them Emma. Next time the police come a knocking fess up please or next time it may be murder or kidnapping.

Emma: Why do you think that?
Please don't threaten me
At least I told you.

B: He's more than capable of it and you know it. They could b at Tampa International Airport right now and Fleeing the country and I may never see my kids again.

Emma: That's not going to happen.

B: He has Jr's passport. Just came back from Nicaragua in April. None of them are answering their phones.
I'm bugging and thinking the worst now.....I love my kids and we need each other. They are all I got.

Text message sent to Saul......

B: Did you get my message? Can you have Pat call me please?

Emma: I understand
I really do.
What do you want me to do?

B: Call him..he should answer for you and talk to Pat and have Pat tell u where he is and if Jr. is with them.

Emma: I tried. Goes straight to voicemail.

B: I just need to know if they are really at the beach.
or if he is lying again. I am going to the airport. Fuck this.

(Then I called 911 to file a missing children's report. If he really hit this bitch I knew he was going to try and flee with the kid's. I made a B line to the airport and asked them what is the protocol for an abduction. The officer was present when Pat finally called me and I put him on speakerphone so the officer heard the whole conversation.)

B: When is the last time you talked to him?

Emma: This morning.
Please delete those texts
Don't need any problems
I was nice enough to let you know & will continue to do so
But don't need problems with Saul
I do love him as well as your kids.
Can't believe you
Was nice and tried to calm you down yesterday & told you Saul wouldn't do anything & had Pat call you when they got home.
Now you're dragging me into something that has nothing to do with me.
Your fault you can't see the kids
No one else's.
Why you are telling people that I told you Saul was drunk or anything I don't know.
Everyone was gone and asleep by midnight.
This is absolutely ridiculous.
Saul is trying to be civil with you about everything and I'm trying to be nice about everything and this is what you do.

(Do you see how this bitch changed her story and totally contradicted herself, and tried to manipulate the whole situation? This is when I realized that she was playing me and trying to get me to unravel. That my ex husband and her were orchestrating one in the same narcissistic evil ploys, and that these two people were meant for one another.)

B: There is a method to my madness and it is called being a smart overprotective loving mother. You can NEVER love your babies too much. Put yourself in my shoes. What would you have done if you were not in the picture to protect your kids and you knew they were scared, possibly being assaulted, or watching someone else be hit. Would you do nothing? I remember watching my step dad beat my mom while I was curled up in a corner crying. That kind of shit sticks with you until your able to break the chains and that is exactly what I am trying to do. Seperate them from the violence. I don't abuse my kids, I don't want them to ever feel neglected, my family and I have spoiled Pat, now it's my turn to spoil Jr. I been trying to compromise with Saul about allowing me to take them to MA. I already have a job lined up and family to live with. We can avoid all this messy legal shit if he would just let me go and he can have them the other half of the year. They'll b snow birds or something. He just doesn't want to compromise. At this rate they may be going to the state cuz him and Missy have brainwashed this CPI guy to look like I am mentally ill. I'm sure a judge is going to see right through Saul once all the evidence of him being an abusive alcoholic start piling up and submerging out of the paperwork. I am far from crazy, in fact I am stressed out with all his head games. I just need to be as far away from Saul as possible. He brings me down big time. Not healthy. Since Saul and I have seperated I have finally started dreaming again. Following my passion. Inspired to make a difference. I am happy until I cross paths with the drama and have to relive the pain all over again because my kids are stuck.

(Unfortunately, this is why I had to take a break from writing this manuscript. Just so I could get my life back on track. Great news, I have Currently in 2019 I have my oldest son Pat back in my custody. We both never gave up. THIS could be you and your kid someday soon, so never give up the good fight. Please, your kid needs YOU. This time will pass.)

B: So you made all that up? Why would you lie and tell me he hurt u, gave u a bruise, and struck Pat? Pat admitted to me, and officer Martinez at the TIA, over the phone that daddy tapped him. Already been documented. Even Saul doesn't deny the facts on text that he has done any of the accusations I made clear in my texts. You know why right??? because he knows that he is guilty. He even admits to it in writing. He said it "yeah your right". So if he knows what is good for him he'll let us go without any problems.
I've been with the man for 11 years. I could write a book of all the crazy episodes that Saul has put me through. Yes, he means well but he is utterly out of control with his drinking. He does well for a little while. You'll see a pattern, especially when he is around his family when it gets close to the holidays.

Emma: Just stop!
You're such a nasty bitch.
Why are you taking him to court and saying you have proof that I called & text you
How can I call or text you when I was sleeping?

B: Are you going to say that on the stand too after you make that oath to GOD and perjure yourself? Are u seriously ready to go to jail and lose ur kids for this man? Think about it....

Emma: What are you talking about
I'm really not understanding any of this?

B: This is Saul isn't? U better not touch me, Emma, or the kids or it will b the last thing you do.
I have all the proof I need. So do the authorities. It's over.
Well see u in court.

Emma: Please talk to me
I don't understand what's going on.
Please
I don't want anyone to go to court or be hurt.
Why are you doing this?
Honestly I've barely have had any sleep because of everything going on.
Yes Pat told me one story then an hour later changed his story.
Yes everyone was over for dinner and stuff.
I was upset about a lot of things and I had a few glasses of wine.
I tripped over one of the kids toys & Saul grabbed me to keep me from falling.
We had an argument & went to sleep
That's all I remember.
I don't even have my phone half the time.
Why are you trying to hurt me?
I've done nothing to you.
I am begging you please.

B: ok Emma Calm down I promise not to text u anymore or tell Saul or Primo about what went down. Just protect u and the kids they are in ur care. If he takes the kids and he is drinking b on alert then beg him not to and if he doesn't listen alert the authorities plz. I'm trusting you to do the right thing. I would do it for u and ur kids.

Emma: I know
You can text me and or call me I don't mind.
I will help you with anything that I can.
Please drop this court thing.

B: No u will get caught and I'm in fear for ur safety.
Out of my hands now.

Emma: What?
I'm fine Bea.
What do you mean it's out of your hands.

B: We are all going to lose our kids if we don't be careful and cooperate with the authorities. I said enough leave it alone for now and be smart.

Emma: I love him and I love your kids. Please drop this court thing
I'm begging you
Please.
So no matter what I'm going to be hurt.
And lose everything I have.

B: I am sorry but I have to think about my kids safety first and foremost. How many beer bottle did you throw away? About three 24packs?
U will b allright. U were doing just fine b4 u met him. Trust me I am doing u a huge favor. He owes the IRS and is racking up a lot of debt. Just keep an eye on the kids.

After this text I began forwarding them to Mark Meredith who claims that they were irrelevant and barely looked at them. I did not trust this man, so I took it upon myself to call the police too. During the  investigation the CPI Marc Meredith stonewalled the police from looking at the text messages  and claimed to them that my mental health was declining when in fact I was already taking my meds and being treated for over two year's. No, I was not declining. I was in  crisis mode, and CPI did not help us in our time of need. What exactly is the proper way to act when your children have been assaulted?

Text messages sent to Saul from B....

B: I need to talk to Liam. I need to hear his voice.
Plz don't do this ur a good man. If u take my kids.....it's gonna kill me. Please don't do it. I loved you, I loved ur family. I don't deserve this. I was crazy for falling in love with the Sanchez's. Their trying to do me dirty. GOD please don't let them get away with my babies....you do realize I am not going to give this up?

Saul: Free Msg: Receiver 7276783507 unable to receive message - Message Blocking is active.

Saul: On my way with the boys.
Appt at 11am 727-544-3900 ext: 2. For Jr. 2960  Roosevelt blvd Clearwater Fl 33760.
I get out at 7pm plz let me know where we can meet for the kids.

I initially asked the CPI for voucher to secure stability for Jr and to keep him safe. CPI never delivered so I had no choice but to take Jr with me and to his appointment to get a skin graph done as evidence to prove Missy assaulted Jr. They didn't do shit but look at it and take pictures calling them superficial mark's four days after the incident occured. What exactly was the point of that? Just to cover up loose ends and their own ass.

CPI Meredith: This is Marc Meredith. Call me now!!!

B: I have the kids in my care right now and Saul already knows about the injunction he wants to know where to meet him in order to pick up the kids and I don't know what to do. What should I do?
The judge didn't grant it. I really need to put Jr. in daycare to keep him safe.

CPI Meredith: Did you file for custody? What was it that you were trying to get done in court?

B: I was trying to file for custody and a divorce, but they said I had to file an injunction 1st against Missy and Saul.
So what, do I have to hand over the kids to Saul now?
I have like barely any gas, no money, and no where to stay the night.
I'm sorry, I only sent you all these texts to make you aware of the abuse that has been going on. I am just a loving mother who is worried about my children's safety. Today when I was at the office they asked me if I needed anything. I was honest and told them what I really needed was childcare so I could go to the court and file for custody and support. Right now l am not getting any support from anyone. No hugs, or family ties, very little friend within the area, the only thing that keeps me going are my kids. They are my pride and joy. Saul has not given any financial support for the kids in a long time he has Just made a lot of false promises.

(The CPI Marc Meredith told me to leave my children in my ex husband's care and filled out subpoenas to make my kid's ward's of the State of Florida pending investigation and withheld my boy's from my care. So basically all my pleading for help to the department just back fired on us. There was no saving grace from the department of children and families. It is a broken and half assed backwards system folks. Don't trust in it. Sorry to say. Wish it could be fixed with the Vulnerable Person's Act, but unfortunately it seems to be rigged to work against vulnerable people instead. Orchestrated to do quite the opposite of upholding our human right's and obstruction of justice. At least in my case, I certainly cannot speak for everyone else. The stories that I have encountered and the vicious web that DCF has spun me through has spoken volumes.)

Text messages between B and Saul ....

B: What is ur address again?

Saul: 3052 park lane apt A Dunedin fl

B: Thanx

Saul: Why I gave to you. Are you filling an injunction against me because I already know?
Where are we meeting after 7Pm.
Where are we meeting with the kids ?
So I guess you are not responding I m trying to be civil with u.

B: Just needed to find out what was the best course of action. Meet us at Jens @ 7pm.

Saul: Ok
Best course of action related to what since you asked for my address again.
Did u find Pat?

B: He told me he was going to b at Jen's but I found him at Luke's.
Sorry, I'm busy. Call back later.

Saul: Why did the sheriff dept just came to my house?

B: I'm being civil just like you mentioned. You wanted to be civil so lets do this. What's it going to be? I think it's too late to compromise now. I asked u earlier today u said what you had to say. So now it is up to the State of Florida to determine where the kids are going to go. This is what I was trying to avoid but u had to be stubborn and manipulative as usual and I had to be protective and defenseless as usual. Now we both look stupid don't we?Too bad cuz we are good parents just not together.
Doesn't feel very nice when they call and come knocking on your door, Does it? That's what I've been dealing with since the beginning of August 2015 except my allegations are not false and I have witnesses and proof and a paper trail, so bring it. I even have voice recordings like you do from your job. My lawyer will be subpeoning ur phone records and recordings from the 911 call you didn't place at first on 2/16/2014 night I chose to be admitted into Morton Plant hospital. Two days after our wedding aniversary instead of taking care of me, his wife, with a broken ankle who couldn't even walk around and carry his newborn baby. After staying out till 3am again He comes home screaming drunk telling me he wants a divorce. I had to save my own life, I acted because he refused to call for me. So I call Directions for Living and they ask to speak to him, and they tell him to call 911 that I was gonna die, and the mutha fucka hangs up and cusses me out some more and still doesn't call 911! So I called for myself. He was gonna let me die.
So much for being my friend. I have absolutely nobody now, not even my kids to hold onto. My biggest worry in the world has come true, and ur probably elated that u have hurt me in the worst way possible. U know I am no threat to u and the kids, I guess our promise to each other is null and void. I was gonna drop this, but u won't just let us go. Always have to have the last word and be in control of me and the kids. Why can't u let us be? I hate u. I really just want to move on with my life and stop the abuse. You abandoned us and put me in a position where I had no choice but to put them in ur care. I had the kids almost all of June and the last time you ever gave me money to support the kids was before you left to Nicaragua. That was 4 months ago. I had no way to get around, and u refused to help me out with gas so I could take them to their appointments. U fuck me and tell me u still have feelings for me, you made me believe we could have a better life thinking there may still b a chance for us, then tell me u want a divorce. What are u gonna do next? Honestly my heart can't take no more. I'm lost out here in FL. Just defeated and scared. Can't win. I guess you made me look crazy. I can't believe Mark Meredith believed all your lies. I guess we are all fools. Me being the biggest one for giving u so much of my life. I'm never gonna b the same. You broke me, I'm a broken lost mother without a friend in the world to hug.
Can I talk to Pat please?
Can you please have Jr call me?

Saul: Ok

B: You say OK and then he doesn't call... wtf!
I need to speak with my son plZ.

Saul: He fell sleep

B: At 9:00 on a Friday yeah right Saul. He never goes to sleep that early on a weekend.

Following day...........

B: I just went by the house to drop the IPad off for Pat and some snacks for the kids. Can you have Pat call me please?

Saul: Hey mommy it's me Pat.  I..

B: call me baby.


Then I knew how fucked my kid's and I were, and took every precaution necessary to try and protect ourselves. I went to the Sixth District Civil Court and filed two injunctions for protection for my children and I against both Missy and Saul. To be heard on September 3rd and 4th 2015. Of course she countered with a stalking restraining order on me. Now Missy had to start a paper trail of false allegations in hopes to incriminate me and get me out of the house. I was willing to wait it out and see how Justice would unfold because all my children's structure and belongings were in that house and I couldn't afford to move it all at this time. I needed to establish a financial plan first. In the meantime CPI insisted that my children stay with their father even after I told him about his drinking and abusive behavior. None of these allegations were reported or investigated by this CPI.


PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
PCSO - INCIDENT SO15-364825
Report Date: 08/24/2015

Prior to my arrival, I attempted to contact the complainant Bea Sanchez, by telephone, with no success. According to my call notes, Bea was suspicious of her husband, Saul Sanchez, abusing their two children, Pat 9 and JR. 2. My call notes also stated Bea had proof on her phone of the alleged abuse.
Bea called from a friend’s house in squad 2. Since I was unable to speak with her via telephone, I requested a squad 2 deputy go by her home to speak with her.
Deputy Logaglio responded to 2881 Cathy Lane, Bea’s location. She advised me CPI Meredith was already on scene speaking with Bea. Deputy Logalio stated there was no proof on Bea’s phone to show Saul abusing the children.

I spoke with CPI Meredith on the phone. He advised me Bonnie is suffering from PPD and her mental state is declining. CPI Meredith stated the only thing Bea had on her phone was a couple text messages from Saul’s new girlfriend, Emma, saying how Saul has been drinking lately and she was worried.

CPI Meredith stated he was not worried about the children’s health or them being abused. I informed CPI Meredith that I will check on the kids and make sure they are all right anyway.
Upon arrival, I spoke with Saul. I asked Saul if I may come inside to check on the children to make sure they are all right. Saul agreed and let me in his home. On the couch, sleeping, was 9-year-old Pat. I asked Pat if he could show me his arms and legs, and lift up his shirt so that I can see his stomach and back. I did not observe any signs of abuse on Pat. Saul informed me his other son is staying with his mom, at her house for the time being. He provided me with an address to his mom’s house.
Upon arrival to their home, 2909 Gulf to Bay Boulevard, I spoke with mamita and informed her I need to check on her grandson, Jr. Mamita invited me into her home. I observed 2-year-old JR’s arms and legs, and had his shirt lifted so I could see his stomach and back. I did not observe any signs of abuse.

Since CPI Meredith is already involved in the case, I did not contact the Florida Abuse Hotline, reference his case number 2015-215807.

Disposition: Case Closed, Solved Non-Criminal.

PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
PCSO - INCIDENT SO15-366258
Report Date: 08/25/2015

On this time and date, deputies were dispatched to 1854 ELAINE DR reference a suspicious package at the front door at the request of, Judas Iscariot.
Upon arrival, LARGO FIRE RESCUE assisted with assessing the scene and blocking the roadway, Iscariot claimed he smelled odors of sulfur and observed wiring coming from the package.

It was determined that the package was a Kohl's package of clothing and Iscariot's friend, Bea Sanchez, placed a bag of medication and trash inside the package earlier in the day. The scene was cleared without further incident.

Disposition: Case Closed; Solved Non-Criminal

Some friend Judas ended up being. After reading this police report I concluded Judas was not my friend at all. He pretended after I defended him against Saul. My court appointed attorney was right about putting him on the stand because he totally threw me under the bus, and I never did anything remotely bad at all to him. Judas was money driven either Saul just turned everyone against me or Missy paid Judas off to turn on me.

I knew what I needed was to have a trusted friend in the world. So I called everyone and anyone I could think of for support. Thank GOD for Zephania my best friend from Mass. came to console me. Thank you Zephania for being there for me at this time. I know you saved my life because I was in emotional distress, you kept me from becoming a complete mess.

PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
PCSO - INCIDENT SO15-366701
Report Date: 08/25/2015

Missy advised that she believes her room mate, BEA Sanchez stole her bottle of prescription because the neighbor found the pill bottle in a bag in front of his house earlier along with Bea's medication. Missy explained how she is frustrated and fed up having Bea as a room mate at this location. Missy asked for options to have
Bea removed from the residence other than an eviction.
The neighbor, Judas Iscariot responded to the house as I was there and returned Missy her bottle that contained four yellow pills.
Missy stated there was nothing else missing from her room at this time.
I spoke to Bea over the phone and she stated that Missy had given Bea's husband those pills several months ago.
Bea explained that early that day, she left her own medication on her neighbors front door because he had a condition where he couldn't obtain medication so Bea thought she would help him by leaving him the pills. Bea thinks Missy's bottle of pills were mixed up with her own pills. Bea denied ever entering Missy's room without Missy's permission.

I then asked Missy if she had given Bea's husband the pills at some point to which she recalled the situation to which she did give Bea's husband the pills and recalls last seeing the pills several months ago.

Missy became insistent that Bea was in her room moving items around and wanted to press charges to get a restraining order on Bea. I advised Missy that there is no evidence or facts to support this and that I would document the incident for informational purposes.

Disposition: case closed, solved Non Criminal

How many police reports does it take one person, who has never been convicted, to get 10 in less than a month span to raise red flags to police? Hello! How about 12... That is how many police reports I have accumulated during this investigation. Yet nobody does a damn thing about it. So what is the point of calling the cops. If the investigators don't bother to do their job and put the facts together in order, but rather make their own assumptions. Like Mark said, "Bea's mental health is declining." What is he my shrink now? You would think in his line of work after children have been abused it must be common for concerned mother's who have been battered themselves to appear emotionally distraught at a time of crisis.

08/26/2017
CPI Meredith- Bea, it's Marc. Call me

At the time I received this message I was already at RCS getting legal advice and information about DV shelters. When CPI Meredith called me to inform me to appear in  court at 9am tomorrow he did not even explain to me what it was in regards to. He did not even give me 24  hour notice.

8/27/2017
So I appeared in the courtroom and when I stood up to the podium and heard what it was concerning. They said it was called a shelter  petition regarding where the children should live, and there have been many allegations made against me and if I wished to have  legal representation? My stomach dropped when they handed me the allegations that were all addressed towards me and none about Saul. Then I began to panic. I said, "Excuse me your honor may I go to the bathroom?"

I rushed out of the courtroom and approached everyone  that appeared to look like a lawyer and asked them if they would represent me. Most of them claimed that they do not do dependency cases, I had not a clue what that even met. Then I started beggin, "Do you do dependency?" I found a man, tall, bald and handsome. I pleaded my case to him. While we were talking CPI Meredith interrupted us rudely, "You need to be in the  courtroom now!" Then the  lawyer said, "Excuse me, who are you?" CPI said, "We are all waiting for her. She is holding up the process." Then I retorted, "He is my attorney. " I think this surprised the gentleman, but not as much by what the CPI said next, "He is not a dependency attorney." The attorney turned red and looked down on the CPI and said, "what! Hold on sir, excuse me you're out of line right there! Actually you are wrong for I am a dependency attorney." Then he motioned to me and stated , "C'mon let's go upstairs." For one moment in time I had hope that this was going to all be allright.

The attorney took the podium and spoke, "Your honor, I would like to address that this man to my right has overstepped his boundaries and was harrassing this young woman and myself out in the hallway just now. I will need a brief moment with the defendent to discuss my terms." Then the attorney and I stepped into a side room and discussed that he would need $5000 in order to represent me. I said, "I don't have that kind of money. Do you do any pro bono work?" of course the answer was no. Why don't some attorney's  represent innocent people for the cause? If I had a law degree I would. I would be the next Erin Brokovich. For the life of me I wish I could remember that attorney's name. I was such  scatter brain at the time that I had not written it down.

This is what PARENTAL ALIENATION looks like:(

Text messages between Emma, B, & Saul....

B: I have a right to know where my children are. I brought them into this world. Call me I need to know if they are ok.

Emma: Calm down Bea
Kids are fine
Phone was on vibrate & I didn't know
We've been out grocery shopping & having lunch
Pat is playing Xbox and Jr. is sleeping

B: have Pat call me now plz
Or I am goin to show Primo your text messages.

Emma: I'm trying to relax
You really want to threaten me?
This is not going to look good for you
Saul already knows that I text you even tho I don't remember
Do yourself a favor and leave me alone.

B: Why don't you have my son call me so we can b happy.

Emma: I will be showing the DCF guy your threats.
Pat doesn't want to.
You will see him tomorrow
Now stop.

B: Answer the phone and I will ask him myself.

Emma: I don't have to do anything!
You will see your sons tomorrow.
Deal with it.

B: ok when ur put in my shoes and u can't talk to your kids you shall see how it feels.

Emma: I know how it feels
I don't get to see or talk to my kids from Saturday until Tuesday.
Turning my phone off.

B: I know Pat wants to talk to me.
If he knew what u were doing right now he will hate u.
ur not a good mother.

Emma: Fine I will have Isaiah call you and I'm also reporting you
Good luck getting your kids back.
(Basically she put my son on the phone for a minute took it away from his mouth and hung it up like she had kidnapped my son which is exactly what she did, because she has had possession of them since that day. Then she sends me this text.)

Emma: There you talked to him
LEAVE ME ALONE!

08/28/2015
B: Can I talk to Pat please?
Can you please have Pat call me.

Saul: ok
(Pat does not call me back)

08/29/2015
B: I need to speak with my son plZ.

Saul: He fell sleep.

08/30/2015
B: I have a right to know where my children are. I brought them into this world. Call me I need to know if they are ok.
why are not answering?
Pat call mommy please.

At this point Caroline through the PCSO escorted my boy's to a nerby McDonald's. While at the visit I noticed Jr. had a busted lip. Pat told me that Jr. Fell off the top of the bunk bed onto his head. I checked his head  he had a bump. I took pictures of it with my I Pad. I pointed this out to the officer. She informed me she would tell CPI. Then I noticed 2nd degree burn on his hand like he grabbed something hot. I took pictures of that too.

After my visit with them I went straight up to CPS and showed both Mark and his supervisor the photo's and explained what Pat told me.

The Supervisor said, "If you want to report it you need to call up the hotline and open up another case." I told her, "I thought that is what I am doing now. It is the same children that I am trying to protect" now all of a sudden I realized that this CPI wasn't trying to protect my children at all or believe any of the allegations I have said to him. So all the prior attempts I have made to protect my kids was falling on deaf ears. This investigation was botched just to make me look bad and to call it a day. Forget about looking into the fact that I may be good mother and truly do care about their health and safety. Mama bear is telling you her bear cubs are being neglected and abused, and I am telling you because it is CPS job, and yet CPS is not doing a GOD damn thing to protect them.

I guess I am either emotionally more sensitive than other people, or most people nowadays don't have strong emotional attachments to their children anymore. I know I have gone above and beyond to prove that I would do anything to protect my kids. Even write this book to tell them why I haven't seen them in two year's and why and what really happened. I know someday they are gonna ask and I know how complicated it is going to be trying to explain. I thought my actions and battle of trying to get them back and documenting everything up until this point would be more than self explanatory.

I hope you will one day know the truth JR. why you and your mommy have become stranger's. It is not because I didn't love you, or abandon you my love, it was because my GOD given right to be your loving mother was robbed from me. I will not relent until your back with me again skinny ma rinky dink. You are my sunshine and my reason to keep on living.