Friday, November 3, 2017

CHAPTER 64- The first post of the PCRM Blog.

March 26, 2016

To instill hope in rebuilding the family infrastructure..........

This was B'onnie's 1st post ever written in the Parental Civil Rights Movement Blog.

Parentalrightsmovement@blogspot.com

To instill hope in rebuilding the family infrastructure for the American people.

"Let us think about each other and help each other to show love and do good deeds."
            Hebrews 10:24


Should we implement the law for families after, before, or during a seperation?

In order to cope with coexistence through living in seperate quarters, but having the rights to being in public arenas for the children's sake; on holidays, extra curriculum activities, and school events, unless of course a restraining order is put in place?

I need everyone elses input on this.

Then Moses said to the people,

"Remember this day in which you came out of Egypt, out of the house of slavery, for by a strong hand the LORD brought you out from this place. No leavened bread shall be eaten."
                         Exodus- 13:3

EXODUS- Bob Marley
movement of the people

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

Chapter 63- Hello From Heaven

Psalm 7-

Arise, O Lord, in your anger;
rise up against the rage of my enemies,
Awake, my God; decree justice.
Let the assembled people's gather around you.
Rule over them from on high;
let the lord judge the peoples.
Judge me, O Lord, according to my righteousness.
According to my integrity, O most high
O righteous God,
Who searches minds and hearts,
bring to an end the violence of the wicked and make the righteous secure.

My shield is God most high,
Who saves the upright in heart.
God is a righteous judge,
A God who expresses his wrath every day.
If he does not relent,
He will sharpen his sword;
He will bend and string his bow.
He has prepared his deadly weapons;
He makes ready his flaming arrows.

He who is pregnant with evil
And conceives trouble gives birth to disillusionment.
He who digs a hole and scoops it out
Falls into the pit he has made
The trouble he causes recoils on himself; his violence comes down on his own head.

I will give thanks to the Lord because of his righteousness and will sing praise to the name of the Lord Most High.

LORD please deliver us from this torture to deny us of our right's to raise our children to know better. To know the truth. To know right from wrong. To do better for our future.

Thanks be to you Lord in the name of Jesus.

God speed ahead. To open the eye's of all the unbelievers that exist and awaken their third eye.

We are ready father.

Friday, October 6, 2017

CHAPTER 62- Child Protective Investigator Omits Mother's Testimony

September 2015

Just to clarify the situation, up until the point I lost custody of my boys; I am going to give you another recap of how it went down exactly. This is what happened.

On 8/23/15 my children were removed from my home and placed with my husband and his paramour, under CPI Mark Meredith's direction. He advised me that my home was unsafe due to the allegations that were being investigated towards Missy. CPI also informed me that he was involved in another case with Mi Mi and that he had already conducted drug and background checks on the both Saul and MiMi prior. MiMi, the paramour's soon to be ex husband, Juliano, also confirmed that he was being falsely accused by his wife and my husband right around the same time I was being targeted. This presented quite a conflict with the CPI and should have raised a red flag to him, but his carelessness proved that he had no intentions of doing his due diligent service for he was on his way out to retirement.

The morning of 8/20/15, Missy was very irate because she wanted me to take her to work. She was harassing me about money even though I had already given her $150.00 cash at the beginning of the month, and paid over $200.00 on a washer by Rent A King.




I had not slept all that night because I was anxious about appearing in court that morning, for my husband had placed an injunction on me for domestic violence when I never even touched him. He was making false reports to intimidate me and keep me in the State of Florida. Missy told him about my plan to go back home to Boston. I was thinking about leaving the state because he was conspiring with people to continuously abuse and harass me. At this time I was weighing out my options to see what was feasible. The injunction was denied because there was no evidence of violence. There was also a hearing at the same time and day for an injunction of protection for stalking on me by my husbands brother, Primo Sanchez, but he did not show up so it was dropped. They wasted the court's time that day, but it should have raised a red flag to the CPI that I, Bea Sanchez, was a target.

My youngest son Jr. woke up at 4:00am looking for his momma that morning. I had been sleeping with him quite often, for my husband and I had recently separated. Jr had been displaying a lot of seperation anxiety, so all I needed to do was console him.

I decided to place my son into his high chair and proceeded to feed him breakfast around 4:50am. Missy woke up around 5am and was also getting her breakfast, so I saw this as an opportunity to take a shower because I needed to appear in court at 8am. I figured I could get there early and talk to someone from the Haven. A legal advocate from RCS was to give me legal advice about the domestic abuse my husband inflicted on us over the year's, and I needed advice as to how I should go about addressing it to the Judge in court.


As I was in the shower I could hear Missy complaining, so I made it clear to her that if she was afraid of being late to work perhaps she should help me get ready quickly by getting Jr dressed. As I was putting my clothes on she came into my room cussing and telling me,

Missy:"Why you getting all dolled up? You don't need to be anywhere."

B repied: "Yes! Don't you remember that I have court with Saul today?"

MISSY huffs and puff's and start's yelling from the kitchen and as she was tending to my child I heard him scream a blood curdling cry that alarmed me, and as I turned the corner seconds later I saw my son trying to get out of Missy's grasp by kicking and flailing his arms. He seemed scared of her.

B asked: "What's wrong?"

I then immediately removed my son from her grasp trying to comfort him. She continued to curse, trying to put on his shorts while I was holding him. As she had done so my child tried to kick her away, because she hurt him not even a minute ago taking him out of his high chair and that is why he was kicking her away, as to defend himself. Missy then proceeded to throw the shorts down on the floor in a huff saying,
MISSY: "Fuck this, let's go!"

She then grabbed Jr by his arm very aggressively to the car where she forcefully threw his body into his car seat and tried to restrain him while my child continued to defend himself and screamed. I told her,

B:"Stop! I will put him in."

As I fastened him in, I could see Jr sadly pointing to his chin. At the time I was not yet aware that Missy had hurt him that bad, Missy was too busy distracting me with all her bitching.

I was not aware yet because where the wound was located under Jr's chin it was not visible, but the way they both acted that morning it was clear that Jr was physically and emotionally distraught.

Missy continued to repeatedly harass us the rest of the day and night. Slapping her hands close to my face like she was going to assault me and threaten me physical harm. She stated,

Missy:  "They are not my responsibility!"

Her behavior that day seemed very odd to me at this time because she never had a problem before, this just wasn't making sense to me, why all the fuss? Then I said,

B: "Well it is not my responsibility to take you to work every day. You have been sitting on that settlement money in your bank account for over a year and your about to get another settlement very soon, yet you have been sponging off of me to give you rides for three year's, harassing me for money when I just gave you $150.00 on the 1st of the month, though you are not even the rightful owner of this home, expecting me to cook and clean up after you, after you eat my food, and you have the audacity to harass me about giving you more? After I replaced the washer you broke? You know I just separated from my husband, lost my job recently, and have two kids to support. How dare you! I will be moving out by the end of the month, don't you worry about it."

Above is a picture of all the reflective false allegations MiMi pinned against me, trying to say I stalked her so she could get me to leave the premises. Talk about unstable mental state, if anything she was the mentally unstable one who did all these things, then turned around and said I did it. Everything I highlighted were the very same behavior's she acted out towards us. Have you ever heard of the expression, here's calling the kettle black? That was Missy the Boheeva flipping her story to make me look bad in front of a judge.

Sadly, I am not very good at defending myself in a court of law. Especially, when so many people have already formed a biased opinion of me due to conspiracy. After this point in my life I seriously stopped trusting people, not because I was crazy. No, I finally saw how wicked people can truly be, and how easily we can end up with a target on our backs due to lie's and deceit. For the first time in my life I fell victim to being a target. I learned who my real friends and family were. Now that I have enemy's; how am I to defend myself? I never had to do so before, go to court when I never been committed of a crime in all my life. How was I supposed to do this? BTW the courtroom shows on TV are nothing like the real deal.

Missy sent me a text message that I still have on my phone soon after this altercation on 8/20/2015@ 6:39am stating:

Missy: "I'm sorry. I just can't continue to pay for everything and you not help. I'm not asking you to pay that much. Your not even offering to contribute to the bill's. - Missy"

Now I thought about this deeply. Missy never has apologized to anyone in the past, not once verbally, and now she has through text. She must have felt guilty about something she has deliberately done. No one just apologizes for no reason, especially this woman.

Then later that evening while I was making dinner for my children, Zane called me. We were old friends from high school and he needed a roommate and I told him I was moving out, but it was also probable that he may move in and be the resolution needed to help Missy pay the bill's. At this time I also had my son's friend over, Simon, who wanted to sleep over. I was like the cool mom in the neighborhood who would allow the neighbor's kids to sleep over often, and I would have no problem feeding and interacting with them. All their parents trusted me explicitly with their children.

I was usually more than willing to take them in because I was happy to see that Pat finally had some friends. We would go for bike rides, and Jr would sleep in my bed while Pat had his bunk buddies over. This gave Pat space to watch movies and play video game's with his friends. Jr would try and mingle with the boys, but he was so much younger than them that the boys would yell to me that he was annoying them. I was fine with excluding Jr at that point, because when that occured him and I were able to spend quality time together. We had our little ritual. I would put Jr in his highchair with an activity as he watched me cook and frequently would give him a snack.

Missy arrived home at 9:30 pm while I was on the phone with Zane and cooking dinner. I told her Zane would like to speak with her, and then she laid it into me,

Missy: "You have to get a job! You need to stop being a lazy bitch that don't want to work or contribute to the bill's." I told her,

B: "I don't see you cooking and cleaning or putting food in the fridge, so I am contributing. I don't have childcare, and I can't drive right now because of my Nuerologist's recommendation. I am not willing to put my children at risk." She states,

Missy: "Well then you are just going to have to give ME the car then." I responded,

B: "Hell no! I don't have to give you shit. I am leaving Sunday and that's that."

Missy proceeded to get up in my face intimidating me, which made me cry while I was on the phone with my friend.

She scared my children that my oldest son felt he needed to get in the middle to de-escalate the situation, and Simon got scared as well. Missy advised Simon to go home by himself in the middle of the night because she noticed the look of terror on his face. She yelled at him,

Missy:"Go home then!"

She continued to be a bully and intimidate me by picking up an object making it appear like she was going to throw it at me in front of my children, and blocking me from serving dinner to my kids. I actually let my children eat in their room, as to avoid her aggressive misconduct. I barely ate my dinner. I was up until midnight in my bed crying and avoiding her, trying to figure out how I should go about protecting myself and children from this boheeva.




The next morning, while my son was lying down on my bed so I could change his diaper, I noticed this huge gouge under his chin. I said to him,

B:  "Oh my, baby! What is that on your chin?"

He pointed to his chin and he said in a sad voice,

JR: "Missy boo boo."

I thought about the previous morning, then started putting 2/2 together, and I looked more closely at his face. I noticed two long scratches both on either side of his cheek.



See Missy is notorious for getting manicures with long acrylic nails, those could very easily leave a scratch of this nature if she grabs hard enough, and this woman was known to be rough for sure. The scratch on the left was faint, but the scratch on the right cheek was more evident, which concluded my theory that Missy did grab Jr's face the other morning, and really hurt my baby when she had removed him from his high chair in a fit of rage. That's why he screamed and reacted the way he did. That explains their weird behavior that morning. With her bitching combined with her behavior only caused a diversion at the time for me to acknowledge that she actually assaulted my baby. My baby was only 2 year's old and his language was developmentally delayed. She knew he couldn't speak up for himself, so she took advantage of the situation.

I was highly concerned for my children's and I safety at this point. I immediately called the authorities. A Deputy appeared on the scene. She took pictures, and took my statement, and she told me she was going to go to Missy's work and question her. The deputy told me,

Deputy:  "If she denies it there is not much I can do."

PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
PCSO - INCIDENT SO15-359111
Report Date: 08/21/2015

Narrative

On 08/21/2015 I was dispatched to 2881 CATHY LN in reference to a Child Protection investigation.

Upon arrival I spoke with complainant SANCHEZ, BEA who advised she thinks her roommate, MISSY
scratched her youngest son Jr.

Bea advised yesterday (08/20/2015) morning at approximately 0540 hours she woke up to take a shower and drive Missy to work.

Bea advised Missy  was rushing her along as she was running late for work and needed to be there at 0600 hours and Bea had gotten into the shower at 0540 hours. Bea advised while she was trying to hurry and get dressed as she had court on this day as well, Bea advised she asked Missy to help get Jr dressed so that way they could leave sooner.

Bea advised she was in the bathroom getting ready and heard Jr crying, but did not think anything of it.

Bea advised she came out of the bathroom and saw Missy trying to put pants on Jr, but then got frustrated and threw them on the floor and left Jr in a t-shirt and diaper.

Bea advised she took Missy to work and Jr was still crying and yelling while Missy was putting him in the car.

Bea advised she did not think anything of it and just continued to take Missy to work and went about her day.

Bea advised she started her day today (08/22/2015) and just before calling law enforcement she noticed a small scratch on the right side of Jr's face and observed a small mark underneath his chin as well.

Bea stated she thinks Missy grabbed Jr by the face yesterday and this is why he was crying and screaming in the morning before they left the house.

Bea advised she did not see Missy do this and just thinks she did as she complains about having to
help take care of Jr and his older brother PAT and has been complaining about Bea not helping with the bills.

Bea advised she is currently going through a divorce and believes Missy is taking the side of her soon to be ex-husband (NFI) and keeps telling Bea she needs to help with the bills. Bea advised her and Missy have been arguing a lot about money and the bills for the home.

Bea advised that Pat was not at the location when this incident in the morning occurred and that only she Missy and Jr were in the residence.

While I was at the home with Bea kept talking to Jr and would point to her chin and was stating "Missy, boo-boo"?

While I was on scene Jr did not talk to me or say Missy or boo-boo and was shy, but did not shy away at all when I looked at scratch/mark on his face or when I took pictures.

Bea wanted to show me a text message from Missy and stated she Missy was threatening her.

The only text message Bea
showed me was Missy stated I'm sorry and then spoke about how Missy does not feel she should be the only one paying the bills was the house. There was no threatening text messages shown to me.

I relocated to McDonald's, to speak with Missy.

Missy advised she woke up yesterday morning and had to be at work at 0600 hours.

Missy advised she was waiting for Bea to get out of the shower and dressed as she was taking too long and getting "dolled up" for court even though court was later in the day
and she could've come home after dropping her off at work to get ready.

While waiting, Missy advised Bea asked her to help get Jr dressed so they could leave sooner. Bea advised upon getting Jr his clothes from his bedroom he was crying and throwing a temper tantrum and yelling "Mommy", which she advised he normally does. Missy stated she went into Bea' s room where Jr was laying on her bed and began to dress him. Missy advised Jr fought her to put his shirt on and then kept kicking his legs or kicking off the shorts Missy tried to put on him.
Missy advised Bea saw Jr kicking, screaming and crying and came in the room to assist Missy with putting on his shorts.

Missy advised Bea picked up Jr and held on to him while Missy tried to pull the shorts over his diaper.

Missy advised Jr continued to kick and this is when she just dropped the shorts and stated to just leave him in the diaper and shirt.

Missy stated she was running late for work and didn't understand why Bea was not rushing to get her to work which was causing
an argument between her and Bea.

Missy stated that Pat was not awake during this time and believes he was asleep in his room when she was leaving for work with
Bea and Jr.

Missy advised Bea is going through a divorce and that Bea thinks Missy is taking her ex-husband's side. Missy advised she is friends with both parties and is "taking the kids side" as she loves and cares for the children a lot and doesn't want them to get hurt
during this divorce. Missy stated that Bea has not been helping at all with the bills in the home and this has caused a lot of arguments in the home. Missy advised she would never hurt either of the children and has never been physical with them and stated that when the boys need to be punished they are place them into timeout. Missy advised she has not noticed the scratches or marks on Jr and if there
are marks on his face thinks he and Pat were playing to rough or that Jr could've been hurt while playing with other children in the neighborhood.
At this time without an independent witness I am unable to show how Jr obtained the scratch on his cheek and mark under his chin.

Exhibit pictures




Pictures of the marks/scratches were taken and attached to this report.
I contacted the Florida Abuse Hot line and spoke with operator  (123) who advised a report would be taken for this incident.

I provided a business card and case number to both Bea and Missy for their records.

Disposition: Case Closed; Solved Non-Criminal.

Of course I knew she was going to deny it. Who would ever admit to assaulting a person? I also noticed that she skipped the part in the story when the incident occurred. So there are hole's in her story. Although the deputy did a fairly good job with her report she did leave out some pertinent detail's I had mentioned. Which I do not want to include just in case I have to subpeona her in court again. For I will when I have the opportunity to hire me a kick ass attorney. I called CPI Mark Meredith for he already was involved prior due to the false report made a couple weeks ago by Mi Mi.

I have finally been able to access the report made by Mark Meredith and his findings, even though I was told by CPI Mark Meredith that he would conduct a skin analysis to see if there were any traces of Jr's skin under Missy's nail's. CPI lied for this was never done. What happened was that there were no findings due to a nurse practitioner who determined nothing by just glancing over the scratches 4 days after the incident had occurred, and now the case was closed.

When I went to the Sheriffs office they told me otherwise, that the case is still open and with CPS. I followed up with CPS office and was denied access to the report. Why did CPI lie to the mother concerning her child? Does a mother not have a legal right to know what is being documented about her child? Had I known what was being documented I would have been more prepared to advocate for myself and my child. I just assumed that the child protective investigator was being paid to do right by protecting my child.

Had I known the truth, that the authorities are really careless and just desire an open shut case, regardless of circumstantial evidence that abuse is occurring to vulnerable children. I guess it is a lot easier to make it appear that a battered vulnerable woman is mentally unfit to be a good mother; than it is to catch an habitual child abuser red handed. Had I known that the authorities were going to be useless I would have kicked her ass myself, then I would have felt more justified in losing my beloved children. Now I can see why people have begun to take matter's into their own hands, because doing what is believed to be right, well nothing good comes of it. So we are damned either way.

If I was really mentally unfit don't you think I would have done something stupid by now to retaliate? It has been over two year's now and as painful as an experience this has been going through the motions and getting no resolution's or justice served. I know I have remained extremely steadfast and patient. Anyone else would have fallen off the deep end.

God would not give me anything i could not handle. The Lord has blessed me in every way, shape, and form and has promised me supreme justice amongst the devilish schemes of men towards the end. For thou shall not judge, mankind cannot hold a candle up to my father whom only carries the authority to judge us all.

You better repent all you evil sinner's that don't believe.......for towards the end you will be haunted by your very own vices you created and hurled at other's.

There will be not one person left, to hold or throw your burdens upon. You will find yourself some where all alone, unprotected, and left out in the cold. That's the bitter reality of injustice and what humankind has succumbed to.

All good will dissipate and evil shall remain, so you may remain stuck in your own ways and suffer in the very hell you all created. The sacred believers will carry on to a new land while the rest of remains decompose and perish in their own filth and shame. The cold hard truth shall not be admonished, but spoken like a true prophet. Never forget the part you played people. Repent now before it is too late, no one shall be left unscathed. Everybody is a sinner. Recognizing your flaws will humble yourself to let go of your ego and draw upon your greatest attributes.

On the afternoon of 8/21/2015, I called CPI Mark Meredith to my home to investigate Missy for the assault towards my baby and protect us. He came to my home, and sat at my table while I gave him my testimony of the incident that had occured. As I was in the middle of explaining my story, Missy walks in slamming the front door, and in a intimidating manner slams her fist down hard upon the table saying,

Missy: "Bitch! How dare you accuse me of harming your child!"

After she did this I looked over to Mark, guestioning if he just saw how she addressed me. He seemed startled himself, and just nodded his head yes, but said nothing.

I don't think Missy even knew who he was at first because Mark was sitting down with his back to the door, but I made it clear to him that Missy was way out of line. Then when she realized who he was her whole tone of voice changed.

Jr entered the room and Missy instantly applied her high pitched fake voice, like Ms Hannigan in the movie Annie,

Missy: "Hi Jr!"

She opened her arms so that he would come and embrace her. Of course my son being a niave 2 yr. old obliged. Then I intervened, trying to protect my son by pulling him away reminding him that Missy was now dangerous,

B: "Get your hands off my baby, don't you ever touch my kids again."

At this point Mark advised me to leave the room so he could talk to Missy alone. I told him,

B: "But I haven't even finished my statement."

He began to raise his voice demanding that I leave or he was going to call law enforcement. I was confused by his reaction and insulted him,

B: "I can do your job better than you, you are not even doing your due diligence by my children."

I was disgusted, confused, and it really bothered me that he did not even acknowledge my children and I first, considering that we were the victims of abuse.

At this time I had 4 children in Pat's bedroom waiting to be heard by this investigator. I swear to GOD that I didn't coach any of these children to defend us. They wanted to do what was right and shed some light as to all the incidents they had witnessed of Missy being abusive towards myself and other's.

Witness #1- Nimrim: was waiting to be heard. On 6/17/15, an incident had occurred. Nimrim was standing right next to me when Missy was harassing me in broad daylight in my own backyard. Elealeh, Nimrim's mother, witnessed this altercation with Missy. Missy was standing in the way of the sliding glass doorway blocking us from exiting my home and threw a wooden chair at me, almost hitting a nine year old child (Nimrim) standing next to me. Luckily, I caught the chair.

Witness #2-Simon: Was waiting to be heard. Simon was a 10 year old boy. On 8/20/15 another incident occurred putting Simon at harm when he was sent home by Missy in the middle of the night without supervision. He was scared and in fear for his life due to Missy's action's. I received a text message from his mother (Mary) that night, which I still have in my person under Pat's friend Simon, the next day Friday 8/21/15@ 8:38am, and I showed this to the CPI as evidence;

Mary: Not COOL, send my kid home at 10 o'clock at night all by himself.

Bea: I'm sorry I didn't know he left cuz Missy was up in my face last night. I got really emotional. Missy was being a big bully as usual. Simon got scared and left. I'm so sorry. Having hard times right now.  We are probably moving very very soon.

Mary: Simon said that you guys made him leave and sent him home.

Bea: I tried to send him home earlier when it was daytime but he just stayed, and as it got later Missy came home. She started all this drama. I think Simon got scared and hid in Pat's room. When Pat went into his room to see if Simon wanted us to walk him home we realized that he already bolted.

(These message's occured early that morning. Simon came to my home while the CPI was in my home.)

7:23pm Mary: What is goin on over there?

7:26pm Bea: Child Protective Services was here and Simon was a witness. I found out Missy did send him home last night. I am sorry I would have never done that, but I am moving on Sunday.

Mary: Simon was a witness to what?

Bea: Missy came at me.

Mary: Wow! Why she so mad? Did she really drag Pat in his room and lock him in there?  & scratch the baby's face? I just got some detail's from Simon.

Replied 8/25/2015 @ 6:43pm after it had all spun out of control and I had time to internalize it.

Bea: Yup, all of that. Now CPS thinks I am the one who is crazy and says I am an unfit mother. Cause Missy and Saul are claiming I am. Which I am not,  they are just trying to make me look bad cuz their bullies. I am just trying to protect my kids.

I actually filed another injunction for protection on Missy and we were to appear in court on 9/4/15@ 9am on 49th St. In front of Judge Pierce. Two days prior to the hearing I was served a counter stalking injunction from Missy, even though I never stalked this woman at all, I was just tryin to protect my family from her. It was quite the contrary, everything she accused me of she had done herself.

The morning on Friday 9/4/15 @ 9am I appeared in the wrong courtroom because Missy snuck into my bedroom in the middle of the night and ripped a testimony out of my friends notebook that she wrote about her, as well as some other evidence to back up my case against her. She was withholding evidence! Unfortunately, she was successful at hiding a lot of things. I didn't know she was not the rightful owner of the house we lived in until the day that the real home owner shut off all the utilities trying to get us to vacate. Missy was an impostor, she imposed herself as the landlord to connive her way into getting the water turned back on so she could live there rent free and collect from me. She had been residing in this home rent free for 3 years now and trying to collect money illegally while the rightful owner was undergoing foreclosure. I have several police reports of her falsely accusing me and overstepping her boundaries on several occasions harassing me for money when in fact I shouldn't have to owe because just like her we both were squatting.

My injunction was not heard though for I was sitting in the wrong courtroom because she stole my summons paperwork which made me to appear late to the right courtroom. I did have someone with me, Zehaniah, who was my witness to the repeat harassment and abuse that Missy inflicted upon us.

After Missy assaulted Jr on 8/20/15 I did overreact a bit, but I believe any loving parent should if they knew their child had been hurt by abuse. I thought I took the right course of action by calling the authorities, but now I am not so sure.
After this incident occured, I did a bit of my own investigative work. I found out Missy had a long criminal record of domestic violence, assault, battery, and felonies. So my burning question is, why would a CPI believe the testimony of a convicted felon who was reported of grabbing her own husbands head and bitting his nose off? Yet, he believes that I, on the other hand, am mentally unstable? Which this is proof that she is a face attacker. Instead of putting the allegations first and foremost of a non-criminal, overprotective, and loving mother. He took my children away from me due to speculation, hearsay from others, and his own biased opinion of me. This CPI was too incompetent to conduct a thorough investigation.

Due to his incompetence he tried to derail other deputies by talking them out of conducting a proper investigation themselves right down to the department who dismissed my case plan on behalf of my children's best interests and well being to this day.

He prevented us from fleeing together for our safety. Did nothing to persecute our abusers, on the contrary, instead CPI falsely persecuted the mother who was doing what was right and just.

Now I have not seen my babies for 740 days or spoken with them in 76 day's. This is not because I don't try, it is because CPI allowed our abuser to have permanent custody of my boys. My children are currently with a narcissistic controlling man that gets off on hurting people. I have always been my boys constant up until now. At the time we were seperated I was fixing to escape to CASA. Now my children are residing with our abuser, his paramour. and her three other kids putting them all in harms way, all because Mark Meredith believed all the lie's, deceit, and manipulation of a repeat offender.

All because investigators decided to ommit the facts from their reports and falsely persecute suspects to make their workload light. I guess it is so much easier to make a parent appear unfit then to actually catch an abuser red handed. As long as it is an open shut case right?

Who really cares if the kid's are safe? That's the big question.

Monday, October 2, 2017

VICTIMS (REVOLUTION Lyrics) by B' onnie


Filmed March 17, 2016

Victims (Revolution lyrics)

By B' onnie

It could be you 
It could be your children
Ripped away from you
Without a doubt
I have not committed a crime

They were all lie's 
Persecuted to look insane
But there is nothing wrong
With my brain
I just love my children 
I'm saying 

We are victims of the system

What are my rights
Of a mother who loves her children?
Take away my rights...
And child protective services...
LIE'S 

I prove a point 
To show that my children been harmed
And that I've done no wrong
But they won't listen to me.

I plead the fifth
But they want to condemn me
Exile me
And keep me from my loves

They will not take away 
My joy and love
And heaven from above
Please GOD protect us

My constitutional right 
Is the first amendment 
Freedom of speech
And listen please to me

Do not hate nor discredit me
I'm a loving mother you see
And I will NEVER give up 
On my children.





Thursday, September 14, 2017

ALERT!!! HELP ME FIND MY CHILDREN!!


MISSING CHILDREN ALERT!!
September 14, 2017

I live in Tampa FL currently and my kid's reside in Pinellas County FL. You may not be aware but recently we had Hurricane Irma threat to our area. Luckily it was not as bad as it was expected to be. The Pinellas County area was evacuated and my son's and their father left the State of Florida on September 10, 2017. Since that day I have not heard from them. I am 😞 worried.


THIS IS WHAT MY HUSBAND AND KID'S LOOK LIKE...


I called the Pinellas County Sheriffs Office (PCSO) to conduct a well check to see if my children were safe. The deputy stated that it appears that everyone has evacuated the premises and that my husbands car was still in the parking lot. I asked the deputy if he could please write a report concerning my call and what he found. The deputy seemed very bothered by my request since he mentioned that he has many of these calls. I asked him kindly to do so that way I can bring a copy of his report to court on September 22, 2017 to provide proof of concern about the welfare of my children.

LAST TEXT MESSAGE FROM MY HUSBAND SEPTEMBER 10, 2017












The last time I heard from them was five day's ago and I got a text message that they were in Alabama. He was driving a minivan. It appears that his phone may be dead. It goes straight to voicemail and he is not responding to any of my text's.  What am I supposed to do? I love my boys and I need to know if they are alive and safe.

IF ANYBODY HAPPENS TO SEE THESE TWO CHILDREN PLEASE NOTIFY ME (BONNIE) RIGHT AWAY AT 7275579921. I NEED TO KNOW WHERE THESE TWO BOY'S ARE.    

ISAIAH 11 YEARS OLD

 LIAM 4 YEARS OLD


BTW Both my boy's  are safe now but not knowing as a loving mother is a heart attack waiting to happen. It is the cruelest lesson to prey upon a parent. That is what my ex-husband did to me. Now I give it to God. Thou shall it be. I never wish to feel this way again.


Friday, September 8, 2017

CHAPTER 61: REVELATIONS





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Blessed is the one who reads the words of this prophecy, and blessed are those who hear it and take heart what is written in it, because the time is near.
                                -REVELATION 1:3

Then one of the elders asked me. "These in white robes--who are they, and where did they come from?" I answered, "Sir, you know." And he said, "These are they who have come out of the great tribulation; they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the lamb. Therefore, they are before the throne of God and serve him day and night in his temple; and he who sits on the throne will spread his tent over them. Never again will they hunger; never again will they thirst. The sun will not beat upon them, nor any scorching heat. For the lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepard; they will lead you to spring's of living water. And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes."
                      - REVELATIONS- 7:13

August 21, 2017

Great American solar eclipse will be the final wakeup call to stir this spiritual enlightenment. A reminder that you must repent. Many will not survive these trying time's. Prepare yourselves.

The fourth Angel sounded his trumpet, and a third of the sun was struck, a third of the moon, and a third of the star's, so that a third of them turned dark. A third of the day was without light, and also a third of the night.
As I watched, I heard an eagle that was flying in midair call out in a loud voice: "woe! woe to the inhabitants of the earth, because of the trumpet blasts about to be sounded by the other three angels!" -                          -REVELATIONS- 8:12

Cataclysmic judgement will be in effect for the next 33 day's. After will become the Great American Firestorm.

God's purpose of fearful sights and great signs from heaven is to bring many people- who would not have done otherwise- to call upon the name of the Lord.


For the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. -Romans 10:12

GOD has designed special configurations among the stars to function as signs.  They are signs that herald prophetic events among the Earth. This heralding will serve notice before the eyes of the world that the time of event's foretold by the Lord has arrived. All this means that the great sign of heaven has full authority to function as a public event legally documenting the final great warning of God.

The Lord is the great prophet. As a prophet he is accountable to warn all who are under his ministry. The great wonder in heaven is his imminent and astounding warning to all the time of judgement is here.....

The judgement is written in the book......

The judgement is written in the stars....

The prophets have warned you....

This judgement is just.

This means the Lord cannot be charged with any wrong against man or angel for the judgement he is bringing upon this world.
                               -Ezekiel-

You are served notice. The Lords end time events are about to overtake you. The great sign in heaven is the colossal herald proclaiming that the prophetic troubles of the last days have arrived. Most of us refuse to believe Gods work by faith, while we believe his working through a sign. So God is going to give us a sign. A great sign. This great sign will herald sudden and great judgement. 

But why?

The rebel lawmakers of the golden empire have foolishly attacked Christian purity. The attack on purity is because the lawmakers will not have holiness to rule over them. 

But to reject God's holiness is to reject God himself. In the end, the rebels own reasoning force's them to declare war on God. As soon as the rebels feel bold enough, open war breaks out. In defiance, they reach out and seize their own court officers that are still walking in holiness. 

At this point the spirit of Sodom overtakes the land, the Lord acts swiftly. The judgement of Sodom will be poured out on the spirit of Sodom. 
The Lord begins moving into place his storehouse, for the day of battle. 

Like little David, all he needs is some rocks, the day of battle arrives. It is a day of fearful sights and great sign from heaven. 

The Lord takes aim and the golden Goliath suddenly falls. 


The empire will die in one hour, unrepentant in its wickedness. 
                    -REVELATIONS-18:10

The unrepentant empire - and the church in the unrepentant empire- have together refused to confess the empires fatal sin. 

What is this fatal sin that brings such sudden judgement? 

Our fatal sin is the replacement of holiness with human rights as our guiding moral principle in life and government. This is a direct opposition to the Lords decree:

You shall be holy, for I the Lord your God am holy.
                             -Leviticus- 19:2

They manifest insanity of pornographic rights, abortion rights, and homosexual rights. This is why evil has become good and good has become evil in our land.

The unrepentant adherence to the doctrine of human rights that is producing the trampling of the holiness of God in our courts is the garuntee of the firestorm of the golden empire. Your only hope will be to turn to the Lord Jesus Christ. For Jesus himself said:

As earnestly as I can say to you, unless one is born again he cannot see the kingdom of heaven. 💘 I am not sure where it is written but there is a nice passage that touched me deeply on -John 2- 

In the same conversation with Nicodemus, Jesus also said;

For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son. That whosoever believes in him shall not perish but have everlasting life.

Call on him with all your heart. Please do not risk one day's wait. 
Everyone pray out loud with me, even if you are already born-again.
Decide now a say this prayer;

Jesus! I cry out to you. I admit I am a sinner- fallen and under your judgement. In confusion I have replaced your holiness with mans counterfeit. I want to be born- again and see rightly. Rescue me from your firestorm. ...and send your holy spirit to dwell in me.
                                     Amen

Now try your spiritual eyes. Find a bible and read the Gospel of John.
It is the fourth book in the new testament. 

Noon over Jerusalem

Darkness falls over the Earth and the sign of great wonder appears within hours the firestorm of the golden empire begins.

Yet the Lord longs to be gracious to you; he rises to show compassion on you. For the Lord is a God of Justice.

These are the consequences for allowing the constructs of the devil to worm his way into our families and divide us from our kin. The lord is the only one that has a right to judge our existence. He is taking back his power soon. He is right and just in doing so for humankind is losing their way. The devil has corrupted the mind's and hearts of parent's to not rise up and take action. So the Lord is determined to take action to do it for us. This is divine intervention. He will give us the nudge we need now. It is our god given right as parents to raise these millennia's to be a better humanity. A more loving humanity. A more advanced and knowledgeable species. Which cannot happen until we tear apart our old constructs that the devil arranged and reroot and build a stronger foundation that cannot be corrupted.

I am not a doomsday conspirator. This message is divinely guided from our maker preparing you for the inevitable transformation of a New Earth.  A new beginning into the bronze Era. We must not fear this, but embrace this change with an open mind and heart, with love and light. For ALL of us are evolving whether we like it or not, we know it is coming and overdue. There is no escaping this fate. Just prepare your soul for this experience. Ask our maker for forgiveness and salvation. Make sure your children are purified as well. For they will be held accountable too. Do not dismiss a single soul. Repent and bring as many soul's with you. God will reward you. Christ will save you from all harm, so do not fear the trumpets blast for many will be protected from the wrath if they have faith in their heart's, and are putting in their life mission to save themselves, ground their body in Gaia, and connect to as many soul's along the way. 

What will happen 3rd of July 2020 going into September 17, 2020? Get ready for the REVELATION 12 sign.


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Friday, August 25, 2017

Protest featuring B onnie song OPPOSITES

March 20, 2016


OPPOSITES
(REVOLUTION lyrics by B onnie)

Everything is opposite in this world
What you think to be real is actually ubsurd
If you had a feeling things were not gonna budge
You might think someone pulled you right from under the rug
You better not feel for they will say that your mentally ill.

Black is white
Love is hate
Hate is right and
Love is wrong
So now I'm gone

The greedy and the guilty make you feel absurd.
Greed and betrayal is the chosen life
Everything you choose to bring to light will be proven unjust
The guilty and the innocent
The laughing and the smirking of the hateful ones
They orchestrate the system to their own needs to discredit me to DISCREDIT ME!

They gloat on your pain and suffering
They smile when they beat you to your knees.

Everything is opposite in this world discredited to failure

Everything is opposite in this world
We plead for the innocent ones;
 but their not heard.

Everything is opposite in this world.
Please plead for the innocent ones so they CAN be heard!

In this world, its opposite
Tradition and values
Have gone to shit

Single dad's, and loving mom's, grandparents, and foster aunts.
Big brother's and sisters sometimes have to watch out for their siblings when their mama's being abused.

You tell the truth
They will think your lying.
You defend yourself
Or start out crying
They'll think that you are crazy
They'll see you unravel
They'll say your unfit
No! Don't press the gavel.

Everything is opposite
Black or white
There is no gray area to justify

Who will care about the justice for the girls and boys?
Little boys and girls who are lost in our system
Little girls and boys who are lost in our system

Who are lost in our system. ..


Friday, August 11, 2017

Chapter 60- Lutheran Family Services

09/02/2015-07/08/2016

After Bea witnessed the second degree burns on her two year old's hands. She immediately turned to child protective service's office on Ulmerton road in Clearwater and demanded that she speak to the CPI Marc's supervisor.

Supervisor: "If you want to report it then you would have to call the Florida abuse hotline. "

Bea: "Why can't I report it with you right now? I have the pictures right here and there is already a case opened.

Supervisor: "The case is to be closed soon.,

Bea: "Abuse is still happening to them!" Bea argued.

Supervisor: " You need to make another report. The case will be transferring over to Ekkerd Community Services and you can discuss your matter with them. "

Bea: I told her, "Are you not child protective service's? Is it NOT your job to make sure my boys are not being abused or neglected? So why don't you do your fucking job then."

This business with the authorities was very traumatizing to Bea, because nobody seemed to care about her children's welfare except for Bea it seemed, and at the same time they were trying to make her look unfit, when she was in fact the only person trying to protect the boys.

Bea needed a group, or people who could understand what she was going through. RCS referred Bea to a battered womens group. She was one of the first to arrive. Her phone was dead and she needed to make that call to the Florida abuse hotline. There was another woman in the group that was nice enough to let Bea use her phone. Bea started making the call while in group so she could get advice as what to do. It was the first time she had ever made a report to the hotline. She was quite nervous and frantic so she stepped out into the hallway as not to cause a disturbance to the group.

Bea told the reporter what her children had told her during their last supervised visit with the PCSO.  That Bea had proof and a witness from the Sheriffs department. Bea texted Caroline, the Child Protective Services officer, and asked her kindly to explain what she overheard Bea's son tell her about how he got all those marks on his body.





Do you know what was done after Bea made that report?

Absolutely nothing.

Nobody came to see the evidence Bea held in her possession of her two year old with second degree burns on his chubby little hands.

Nobody questioned Bea's 9 year old son.

Caroline didn't even answer her text's.

What they did do was take Bea to court and persecute her further for hearsay.

When Bea addressed the judge in court about her child being neglected Judge Moore just shook her head and addressed the department, "Is this true?"

Marc Meredith's response was to cover it up because he knew it had been 3 weeks, and he could get away with lying, for the marks were healed by now. He completely discredited Bea in front of the judge by telling her,

CPI: "It is just a blister and cold sore your honor."

Once again, he made it seem like the mark's on Bea's baby were normal.

Bea rant: "I'm sorry but a grown woman grabbing my 2 year old son by his face and leaving scratches on either side of his face and a huge gouge under his chin, were not superficial scar's. The blisters on his hand were caused by my two year old not being supervised properly and him touching something hot like an oven. My 9 year old witnessed my 2 year old fall off of the top of a bunk bed onto his face, which is a very traumatic brain injury, and was never brought to the hospital.

Once again Marc Meredith would rather fluff it off and make assumptions to say that it was a cold sore. What I really want to know is, who is kissing my son on the lips with the herpes virus then? I really need to get a lawyer and hold this man in contempt, but I have yet to be able to afford one, his day will come. I won't be broke forever."

Bea demanded that both of her children have cat scans due to neglect and abuse. The judge ordered the department to handle these issue's, but instead Bea's requests were totally dismissed by the Department, and nothing was resolved. It has been two long year's of this kind of treatment. Bea has given up all hope with getting the authorities involved. It is pretty much unethical, biased, neglect to the mankind.

Then Bea was appointed an attorney through the court. She discussed her case with him. She asked him to be present when she spoke with Lutheran Family Services (LFS). The court appointed attorney did not attend, so Bea got permission to record her meeting with Michelle Forrester and her supervisor Alicia Perelli. Bea spilled the beans to them about everything, her husbands history of abuse and neglect. The harrassment conspiracy. LFS promised Bea a bunch of bullshit that to this day never happened. They told Bea that her husband and his mistress were getting background checks and drug tested. Bea asked for the results and never got them. Never got to see her kid's medical reports or educational reports that were promised to her either. Everything was a setup from the start. All that was promised from the department to her was not granted. She even filed grievances to the department, with no resolution. When she asked for copies they could not locate any of the grievances she reported. So, Bea made a very lengthy papertrail to follow. It served Bea no use. All of it was fluff.

Just to prove it to you, let us revert back to a job application seen for LFS that will blow your mind.

The LFS business model responds to a rapidly changing service landscape with an aggressive growth strategy. That growth is predicated on methodical pursuit of entrepreneurial opportunities and the maintenance of a new program "pipeline." 

(Translation: we are a title lV organization that is getting funding from the federal government to use children as commodities.)

LFS provides value by developing and competently deploying efficient organizational structures; effective operative policies and procedures; accountable management systems and processes; and expertise in the form of personal strategic alliances or purchased services. 

(Translation: Title lV is the only funding available which is through a father's grant. So it really doesn't matter if the father is an alcoholic, abusive, and neglectful pedofile. If the mother is a sweet defenseless battered woman, LFS mission will be to strategically pin the mother as mentally ill and the father as a saint to get their federal funding and that money trickling into their pockets. All these children and parent's are falling into this scandalous pit and LSF is feeding off of these poor innocent people's pain and suffering. It is not right!)

We have over 60 programs throughout Florida, an operating budget of over $210 million dollars and 1,400 employees. Our head start programs are in multiple counties throughout Florida providing multiple program options including center base, family childcare, home base, pregnant mother's, infants and toddler's.

(Translation: This is just a small chunk of money we get. The federal government is currently providing the USA an 800 billion dollar industry by human trafficking our children and alienating them from their biological parents and this is an injustice to Americans. Constantly I hear legal advocates say that it is a broken system. Well I refuse to accept that because my children's lives are on the line. It is a shame that organizations like this are getting away with this sort of biased discrimination, it is not to be acceptable.)

MISSION: Lutheran Services Florida serves to bring Gods healing, hope, and help to people in need in the name of Jesus Christ.

(Woah! You better leave my God and savior out of your equation. In my time of need I cried out for help to LFS and EKKERD that my children were being neglected and abused. That I also was dealing with the repercussions of physical abuse, and not one of their 1,400 employees would help us. God is outraged by this blaspheming organization that is taking advantage of very vulnerable people and destroying their faith in him. Jesus Christ always commanded children to honor thy mother and father and all LFS is doing is turning children against their parents.)

VISION: LFS sees itself and its employees as called and committed servants of Christ by serving the needy, the frail, and the powerless with integrity, faith, love, and kindness in order to change lives, restore dignity, work for Justice and bring healing, hope, and help.

(This sounds too good to be true, because it is. Although it is a very hopeful message, and I believe this is what SHOULD be happening, in my case it did Not. It did NOT apply with many other parents either who feel their national human rights are currently being violated. My children's healing, hope, and help was never granted LFS. My children are in a living hell, so when exactly does the justice come into play? We have been tortured for 13 years now.)

LFS is a leader in the state of Florida in providing human service's.

(Why did you not help my family? All you did was help cover up abuse and neglect, which violates the Vulnerable Person's Act. I have a degree in Social Science and Education. I am disabled and in recovery from battered woman's syndrome, and you did not help me with my recovery, actually LFS set me up to fail. When I mean fail, it means to kill myself. That is usually what happens to hopeless cases, but I am stronger than most you better believe it, because I am coming back with a vengence to change ALL outcome's. )

VALUES: We derive our basic values from a biblical understanding of loving creative and redemptive activity in Christ Jesus.
We seek partnerships with congregation to serve people in need.
We recognize that no one agency or group could be fully effective alone: and we therefore seek relationships with other faith based organizations and/ or community- based organizations with similiar missions.
We do not discriminate in the provisions of services.

(DISCRIMINATE: Sorry but I have to address this. Having one official, form a biased opinion of a client, and pass it through the grapevine to defile your good name, is discrimination. That is what Lutheran Services Florida did to me, and when I wrote a grievance about the way I was being treated, they assigned my case over to Ekkerd Community Services with the same worker and treatment. Nothing changed but the name.)

We do not discriminate in hiring: we seek staff members who are culturally competent and committed to serving other's. We intentionally seek former clients capable of joining our staff; and we encourage promotion from within.
We believe that our success should be evaluated by our ability to serve those in need and change their lives for the better.

(I could work for LSF but I don't trust this organization to be true to their message they are feeding people. The way I was treated was by far Christianly. If they were truly looking out for my children's best interests, they would have tried harder to reunify us, and had someone conduct well checks that believed there was a threat involved. Now it is determined that LSF knows what is better for my kid's? Try living with my kid's, and you shall see how you served them, and when one of them becomes disabled, I can thank social worker Eric Zacardi for his choice in placement, and not recognizing all the signs of abuse in my children, because they are all sadly there.)

We want employees that love serving our families, LFS: love, faith, service.

Well, LFS, your employee's did not love serving Bea, a battered disabled woman pleading for her children's lives that were recently placed with their abuser. Actually you chose not to acknowledge a GOD damned thing. If anything, ALL the people from the department of children and families and down to your organization turned a blind eyes cheek to our situation. This is what a wrongfully persecuted, and overly concerned mother advocating for the best interest of her dearly beloved children look's like. Bea went above and beyond to remediate their trauma with no resolution, unfortunately.

Dear Mrs. King,

Please follow up and make sure my son Saul Sanchez Jr. attends his speech therapy session this Wednesday at 8:30 am at All Children's outpatient center in Palm Harbor. I have been trying desperately for 2 years to get Jr speech therapy through their network. It has been difficult because their waiting list was so long and Jr's language development has been delayed due to lack of this service. He already had an evaluation done over a year ago, and sailed through the oral feeding therapy with Becky, but we missed many sessions due to chronic illness in our family, lack of money, lack of transportation,  and Saul flying off to Nicaragua with Jr for a whole month. Jr ended up getting bumped to the bottom of this list. 

When Jr came back from Nicaragua his behavior worsened and his development regressed a lot. He came back unbalanced and falling, hitting a lot, and sick. Marriane from Early Steps witnessed Jr's aggressive behavior and suggested Jr was a good candidate for the FDLRS program for children who are developmentally delayed, and they offer speech therapy inclusive services as well. Belcher Elementary is a title 1 school,  and offered this program at the same school that his older brother Pat had been attending since kindergarten. My original plan was to have Jr and Pat attend that same school together so they could get their special needs services met. Pat needed to be reevaluated for the gifted program. 

When I brought this to my husband's attention he refused to listen, and just blocks me by doing what he wants, not even taking into consideration the children's best interests. He has switched Pat's school 4 times, and put Jr into daycare instead of a head start program to help his delayed development. I almost had Jr completely potty trained, and now he is afraid to even try. Jr was crawling at 6 months, and walking, recognizing, and repeating his colors at 9 months, and now he don't even know them, let alone saying them. This really concerns me. Something is seriously wrong. Either he is confused due to head trauma, or his cognitive development is delayed and/or deteriorating. He needs to continue being tested and monitoring challenges so he can catch up on his development.

Also, Jr had his adnoids removed, and tube's placed in his ears to correct his hearing. He needs to have his ears monitored closely to make sure his tubes are in place and that he is not developing any ear infections that may result into encephalitis. 
Jr has been diagnosed with asthma for he has allergies too, but his breathing problems are a result to the cold, mold, humidity, and smoke. He develops upper respiratory problems easily and has to have his nebulizer treatments when he starts to cough or wheeze. Last time I saw him he was coughing and breathing heavy, and that is how I know Saul is neglecting to give Jr his treatments because I saw that he never had the patience to administer it before. I gave Saul Jr's inhaler in case of an asthma attack. I suggest that the daycare administer Jr's nebulizer treatments since they see him more and have personnel that are more patient and qualified to administer his treatments. That is of course if my husband has even attained a nebulizer for him or medicine through his pediatrician at CMS. Jr needs a follow up with Dr.  Condino his Gastroentologist at Countryside Mease hospital. Besides being lactose intolerant Jr may benefit from a gluten free diet. 

Sincerely, Mrs. Sanchez 

RESPONSE 


Thanks Ms. Sanchez, I will differ to Sarah E for a response.

Bea attended the speech therapy appointment at All Children's Outpatient. When she arrived at this appointment nobody showed but herself. Bea has text messages from Saul addressing that he was aware of this appointment and yet he never brought him. This also occurred with Bea's other son, whom he stopped taking to his psychiatrist and therapy visits. Bea's son needs his meds to concentrate in class because he has been diagnosed with ADHD. 

These are the texts that were concluded after she was butt dialed by Saul. Mi Mi and Saul got into an altercation over the phone and could hear her children crying in the background, so yes she called the police because she knew Saul was drunk.









PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
PCSO - INCIDENT SO15-398073

Report Date: 09/13/2015

I responded to the listed location in reference to a possible domestic disturbance. While en route, the call
notes stated that the caller, Bea Sanchez, stated that she heard yelling and screaming over the phone while speaking to one of the residents and was concerned.

I made contact Saul Sanchez and Mi Mi Whoreman at the location. Mi Mi told me that she was upset with Saul because
he was trying to leave the house to meet his ex-wife down the street and she did not feel it was appropriate. Mi Mi advised nothing physical occurred and it was an argument only between the two of them.
Saul also stated that there was a verbal argument only and that nothing physical occurred. Saul told me Bea is his
soon to be ex-wife and she has been trying to get him in trouble because they are going through a divorce that involves child custody issues. Saul told me that Bea sent him a text, called him at an inappropriate time to meet him, and Mi Mi got upset about this. Saul further told me that Bea doesn't  like Mi Mi because he left Bea for her.

While speaking with both parties, I observed nothing that would suggest that a struggle occurred and neither had any injuries. There were two children in the house that were woken up by my knocking on the door, but they quickly returned to bed.

I made phone contact with Bea and relayed that nothing physical occurred and they were arguing about her contacting Saul at such a late hour. Bea told me she was just concerned because Saul can allegedly be violent. 

Bea was not on scene and I suggested she no longer call at such a late hour. I advised Saul of this information and departed
the scene.

A wants and warrants check was completed with negative results. No further action.

Disposition: Case Closed; Solved Non-Criminal. 

Bea's rant: ..............................................................................BTW SAUL THIS HAPPENED ALMOST 2 YEARS AGO, AND I AM STILL YOUR WIFE UNTIL YOU EITHER PAY FOR AN OFFICIAL DIVORCE, OR A JUDGE HANDS ME A CERTIFICATE STATING WE ARE NO LONGER MARRIED IDIOT. SO YOU CAN KEEP LYING TO EVERYONE, TELLING YOURSELF THE LIE, SPREADING YOUR SEED AROUND, HAVING AS MANY CHILDREN OUT OF WEDLOCK AS YOU WANT, AND ACT AS IF I NEVER EXISTED. 

AT THE END OF THE DAY YOUR STILL MY HUSBAND UNTIL THE DIVORCE CERTIFICATE IS PLACED PRESUMPTUOUSLY IN THIS MOTHER'S HAND. MY KIDS AND I SHOULD HAVE BEEN PUT FIRST. 

GET OVER YOURSELF. I DON'T HATE MI MI AT ALL, ACTUALLY I AM GRATEFUL THAT SHE IS THERE FOR MY KIDS BECAUSE GOD ONLY KNOWS THAT YOU ARE NOT. 

MY POOR BABY'S....... I AM THANKFUL THAT SHE ENDED UP WITH YOU, SERVES HER RIGHT FOR CHEATING AROUND WITH  A MARRIED MAN. ONCE THAT HAPPENED I STOPPED BEING THE ONLY ONE IN THE RELATIONSHIP TRYING SO HARD TO SALVAGE IT. I LEARNED MY LESSON FINALLY AND BEGAN TO REALIZE THAT IT WAS ALREADY BUILT ON  A FAULTY FOUNDATION TO BEGIN WITH. SO GOOD RIDDANCE, I GIVE HIM TO YOU, LIKE I TOLD YOU BEFORE GOOD LUCK WITH THAT. LUCK IS WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO NEED TO MAKE THAT RELATIONSHIP WORK. I KNOW MY CHILDREN AND I DESERVE MUCH BETTER, AND THAT IS WHY I TOLD HIM TO KICK ROCKS BECAUSE I FINALLY WOKE UP. 

SAUL, DON'T GET IT TWISTED. YOU NEED TO STOP CONSTANTLY TRYING TO CONFUSE PEOPLE AND MESS WITH OUR HEADS. I HAVE PROOF THAT YOUR A PATHOLOGICAL LIAR AND A CON ARTIST. LIKE YOU  LIED TO THE POLICE OFFICER THAT NIGHT. YOU WERE TEXTING ME AND CALLING ME THAT NIGHT AT AN INAPPROPRIATE TIME, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND LIKE YOU CLAIM. POLICE REPORTS AND PHONE RECORDS DO NOT LIE, AND NEITHER DO TEXT MESSAGES. 

LAST TIME I CHECKED, A WIFE TRYING TO CONTACT HER HUSBAND TO COMMUNICATE  WHAT SHOULD BE WITHIN THE BEST INTERESTS OF HER KID'S IS NOT HARRASMENT MI MI. CUTTING THE MOTHER OFF AND NOT ALLOWING HER TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER  CHILDREN IS PARENTAL ALIENATING. 

Hi Sara E Miller,

I just want you to know that I have made several attempts to contact you by phone and this is my first attempt by email. The only way I have been able to speak with you is by unannounced visits to the office, which I do apologize for being a nuisance. It seems to be the only way I can get your attention, and thus far have not seen any results. I hope this is your proper email, for you wrote it on a piece of scrap paper when I spoke with you for the first time back in October.

I must admit that I do feel embarrassed and offended by the results of these proceedings, and the demeaning treatment I have received by your case worker Eric Zacardi. It appears that I am being mislead and discriminated against. The needs and welfare of my children are currently not being met. I have been educated and trained to acknowledge the warning signs and health defects of children who are being abused, and I am surprised that your company cannot see that my children are critically in need of medical services. If you are not aware by now then I advise you to pick another field of service. I don't mean to be harsh, but I have a BA degree in Social Science and Education from Ashford University and now not able to get a job in my career due to false allegations of neglect when all I did was call the authorities to help me protect my children. I am extremely displeased to how the authorities handled this crisis situation. My emotions got the better of me because it seems like nobody wants to do their due diligence.

Besides all of that I have so much swelling in my front temple lobe due to the constant blow's to my head over the past 11 years. I am in constant mental anguish because I fear that my children are still suffering by our abuser. The time's that I have seen them they have shown signs of abuse and neglect. Why is no one in your organization doing anything about this? I just want to point that out, and I do have some evidence that I need you to review. 

First, I would like to make a request to have my case transferred to Directions For Living because they were involved prior to all this, and have strong evidence to the abuse my oldest son has endured. Plus, I have filed many grievances, both on EKKERD and LFS. I have not had any success on these matters being resolved, or having anyone contact me regarding these issues. 

These organizations are not providing the safety that my children and I need right now. If someone did their investigation properly they would have found that Pat's therapist Karla Aguilu, Psy., through Directions for Mental Health, Inc. back on 04/20/2012 made a mandated report on my husband, that he hit my son with a belt. At the time my son was only 5 years old, talking about running away, and wanting to die by getting beaten to death. CPS investigation case now closed case #12-004169. 

CPI worker Casey Wilcox needs to reopen the case. For when the authorities questioned me, I had lied to the police, for I did see my husband hit my child with the belt, restrain them, and lock them in their rooms, and he verbally threatened us. That is why I did not say anything, because he threatened our lives by telling Pat he was going to throw him in Allens Creek and feed him to the alligator's, and he would kidnap my kid's so I would never see them again. 

The only reason why my kid's have hit other's, is because they learned it from Saul. The last memory I have of my husband is when he sexually assaulted me in front of my two year old. I cried the whole time. My children are probably in fear to admit anything because they are afraid of what Saul might do to them. I am pretty sure after all that has transpired that my kid's have no trust in the authorities because they have not believed in them, or done their due diligence in keeping us safe from Saul. I can't say that his threats were not lies because everything he has threatened to do to me he has done, besides kill me and my children as of yet. 

He left me, his wife, while I was disabled, homeless, indigent, emotionally, mentally, and physically bruised. He basically is getting away with it by telling everybody that I am deluded for retaliating. Honestly, I don't want anything, but to keep my kid's safe from him. Now I am dealing with the repercussions of the 11 years of ongoing abuse. I have chronic medical health conditions that I will need ongoing care for the rest of my life, which makes things extremely hard for me to focus on work. I am going to have to leave Florida to attain the medical attention I deserve because I've been unable to afford health insurance. DCF has revoked my health insurance now that I have lost custody of my kid's. I may end up deaf, blind, or in a coma if I don't seek medical attention soon. I just want to see my babies before I go. For it may be the last time that they ever see me again. If you're able to make that happen I would greatly appreciate it. 

Eric Z has only made an effort to stonewalling me from seeing or talking to my boys, except for when it was ordered by the judge. Even then he broke my mom and I down, threatening to not let us see them at all, and abusing his authority by withholding my niece from going to use the bathroom, just going above to try and break our heart's and spirits. Oppressiveness. 

My husband sure was smart and set me up good. I came to find out that I am not the only woman he has abused. One of his other baby's mama's in Boston MA has a restraining order on him for assault and battery, and was successful of ridding him from her life in time before he was able to get his clutches on her baby. Her name was Britt Williams. 

I understand this information is very personal, and I am embarrassed beyond belief that my life has succumbed to all this. I left my husband knowing that the truth had to be told before the rapid deterioration of my psyche began to take its toll on me due to all this trauma. 

This has been a warning sign of what my children are now up against. I am just trying to save them from our tormentors, but I am outnumbered, alienated, and why doesn't somebody help us? So what else is a loving mother to do? I am just doing everything in my power to not go down fighting. 

If I never get to see my babies again, please tell them that I love them with all my heart, and that I never gave up trying to protect them. Also, that I am sorry that I didn't do something sooner. 

I love the BeBe and the Boo Boo a whole bunch, to infinity and beyond. 

Mrs. B. Sanchez 

THIS WAS THE RESPONSE I WAS GIVEN, BASICALLY, NO REFERENCE TO ANY OF THE CONCERNS I WROTE ABOUT. 

Good Morning Mrs. Sanchez-

I have received your e-mail and want to encourage you to use e-mail as a  mode of communication as this is quickly accessible to myself and your case manager Eric Ziccardi. I have attached him to this e-mail so you will have his email address. It is important that your communication go through your case manager first, but I understand you'd sited some concerns.

We have met several times in the office and we have communicated over the phone as well. In the past two weeks I have not received a phone call from you, as I check my messages regularly.

I want to reiterate that your visitation has been set up through family partnership. Please call them directly to set up visitation. We would encourage this so you can see the children regularly.

Here is the contact information:

Family partnership
(727)857-7841
1421 Court Street Suite B
Clearwater, FL 33758

I would also like to encourage you to start your case plan tasks. I understand you met with Eric on 12/2/15 and he gave you a new set of referrals for your court ordered tasks.

If you have any questions regarding the referrals please let me know if we can be of any assistance helping you to get your medical/ mental health needs met, please don't hesitate to ask.

Thank you.

Sarah E. Miller, B.S. CWCM-S
Assistant Program Director
727-456-0600 ext 2020
727-456-0645-fax
Lutheran Services Florida in partnership with
Eckerd Community Alternatives
8550 Ulmerton Road, Suite 130,
Largo, FL 33771

In accordance with the American's with Disabilities Act, person's needing special accommodations to participate in any LSF sponsored meeting should contact 727-456-0600 x 2006, 72 hour's prior to the meeting.

Family Partnerships was a joke. Bea called and left messages for week's and nobody called her back. Bea even went to their location and it was shut down and closed up. Bea had one of the advocates at CASA try to reach out too, and she asked him..

Bea: Why can't you just supervise my visits at the domestic violence shelter? 

Advocate: They used to, but now due to cutbacks in funding we cannot. 

The only way Bea was finally able to get through was to blast up their page on facebook. Honestly, getting a supervised visit with her children should not be this difficult, especially when family partnerships are advocates for reunification. 

Two month's lator Bea finally saw her kid's. It was an extremely awkward sterile environment with some lady crouching in the corner on her computer. While in the visit Bea checked her children for marks and noticed a rash on her baby's back, and that his nails were not well kept. Bea pointed this out to the lady, but she showed no concern or interest in the matter, and Bea was not able to take a picture for was not allowed to bring her phone in. So basically once again she was being forced in another predicament where she could not do anything to protect her children from being neglected, and the children were so confused. They could not understand what was going on, and Bea had no idea what to tell them because not even she understood what was happening. All she knew was that their human rights were being totally violated and there was no way she was going to accept it. At the end of the visit Bea said goodbye to her boys, and it hurt her so bad she wept as soon as they left. Afterwards, Bea was asked to read the family partnerships rule's/regulations and she just could not accept them. She felt so violated. She refused to be treated like a criminal when she knew she wasn't one. It insulted her, because she really was a loving mother; Bea thought she has done nothing wrong and she should be treated with dignity. 

Bea refused to ever go back there. The whole process was demeaning for both her and her children. How can they even call that place a family partnership? More like invasion of family. All they really needed was some time at the park once a week, but her husband always refused to cooperate, like he always does, and she didn't have no one else to supervise her visits. She was all alone.

(Perhaps I was naive to think someone could show compassion for our situation. That was not expressed, and most likely none of them could relate. I have grown in faith with my GOD, for this essence was all I had to cope with the PTSD when dealing with the reality of the corruption in our flawed system. The services that were applied were fixed to work against me and provided only for my husband; who never offered me anything but a garage to sleep in because he knew I was homeless. Which, was just another setup to abuse me. He continued his controling nature by misleading me with false hope. The scandalous lie's and deceit carried on and will continue as long as he is involved in our lives. LFS and Ekkerd knew I was homeless and provided me with a resource manual with other services that led me astray and in circle's getting nowhere. I had to go to CASA so I could have clothes, food, and a roof over my head. I did meet one compassionate social worker that cared enough to listen.)

Hi Mrs. King,

I am disabled with epilepsy, suffering from financial hardship, and I am in fear for my life stepping foot in Pinellas County for my husband has made threat's that he is trying to out my life. Please change my visitation to Hillsborough County so I can see my kid's please. I don't mind doing my supervised visits there, or if you can do them at the Spring because that is where I am currently residing. See my husband has repeatedly hurt me and my kid's for the past decade and I really can't let my kids be tortured any longer. My children need their mother and we need support and safety.

I have met all your requirements and thensome. The paperwork is sitting at the 6th judicial circuit courthouse on 49th Street since our last trial date. I have the parenting certificate.  I have everything.  I have the police reports, picture's of the mark's and bruises. The injunctions of protection that were not granted in protecting us, and I am trying to grant an emergency court order to protect us because this is not right.

I need you to know that my kid's are more than safe in my care. I have plenty of support here at the shelter and I can protect them, and we can get the care we need. My husband may have made me disabled and challenged due to all his neglect and abuse, but I will be damned if you or I allow this to be done to my babies. History should not have to repeat itself with Jr.

Please make sure he does not flee the country with my kids. He knows he is going down. Please make sure he does not take my baby with him. He has a warrant for his arrest in N.H., what did he do? Flee. Now he owes the IRS, and 3rd felony for DWSL, 2ND DUI in the State of Florida, another in N.H. What did he do? Flee. Assault and battery charges with a restraining order stacked up against him by Britt William his first victim in Suffolk County MA, whom he has a child with and refuses to see or support.

Just like he didn't support us and that is why I left him. He refused to protect us, he chose to belittle us and constantly kept us in poverty and put us in harms way with his reckless behavior. Yeah, sure he was working but never did I or the boys see any of that money. He hoarded money to go on useless trips or to send money to his parents in Nicaragua.

Everything that my kid's had was because my family and I got it for them. Now they are dressed like bums in clothes that are too small for them, dirty nails, and ears, not getting therapy, or their annual check ups, or seeing any of their specialists for their chronic health problems.

All because one of your higher ups did not do his due diligence and take my allegations seriously. After my poor defenseless two year old had been assaulted by an ex convicted felon that was crazy enough to bite her own husbands nose off. CPI sided with her instead of an overprotective mother, then started covering up his mistakes with her lies, then retires passing his mess onto you.

In which you have not done anything to stop the abuse that is happening right under your own nose's on your watch. Actually what CPS chose to do is ignore it, which in turn justifies that you can ignore it as well. Any person within an organization that knowingly suspects child abuse and does not report it is in penalty of a 1,000,000 fine. I believe Rick Scott was justified in starting this Vulnerable Person's Act, and this situation constitues as such.

Now I have written several grievances about your organization, and have filed an appeal with the 2nd District Court of Appeal. All paperwork and copies are justifiably in order and because personal injury has been inflicted upon both the children and I, and nothing justifiably has been done about it.

I pray you do make necessary accommodations for us to seek the help we so desperately need to get us away from our abusers, and finally be free, happy, healthy, and thriving. Please call me for I need a response in knowing that this matter is being handled. (727)557-9921. Please help us.

Mrs. Sanchez




Ms. Sanchez,

I have read and received your emails. It’s my understanding that visitation has been canceled several times due to the visits not being confirmed the day before.  I understand that there is a visit set for Friday.  I understand court is 2/1 to address visitation.

I will echo what Sarah Miller had told you previously, if you are being physically hurt or are in any type of danger—please call 911.  Your safety is of grave concern.

Thank you,

Heather King, MA, CCPP, CWCM-S
Program Director
 Lutheran Services Florida




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It was addressed in court and the judge agreed to accomodating Bea with weekly supervised visits at the Children's Justice Center in Hillsborough County, whom has been waiting for the referral by the Eckerd Community Service social worker, which never got sent.

At this precise time Bea had filed for divorce in Hillsborough County because they showed her more respect than Pinellas County and she felt safer.

Judge Moore agreed for a neurological psychological Evaluation to be conducted, and when Bea made all the arrangements with a doctor, Eric Zaccardi totally dismissed her and made no attempt to send any referral to the doctor to cover this procedure.

The department failed to comply with referrals, changed Bea's court date before the judge only to then notify her the day before the hearing, so she was not able to be present to defend herself once they lied to the judge that she was not complying, when clearly the department was not in compliance with the judge's order's.



My proof? After Eric Zacardi refused to accept Bea's paperwork. She went and filed it all with the court herself that very day. Check the court file and see when it was date stamped. Just in case you try anything DCF Bea already took a picture of everything in that file and time stamped it and have backup. All she needed was support for her kids and for them to feel and be safe. Now she just does not trust that her kid's will ever be safe after all that has happened. 


When she tried to hand her records over, including the vague carbon copy referrals that Eric Zaccardi reluctantly, in a state of annoyance had written right in front of her. Once she demanded her case plan from him, that was all that was given? No doctor's number's, no addresses, no choices, just a piece of paper scribbled on it, "Must conduct psych eval." When Bea addressed to him that she had already done that, and the judge was willing to accept that, that judge Moore suggested a nuero psych eval, and he told Bea that she needed to get a more recent psych eval. 

The social worker totally dismissed the judge's order's and led Bea in circle's into a state of insanity, as to appear that she may be insane. When she tried to hand in the records of compliance to him he refused to accept them, undermined her completely by talking at her with a condescending tone from the moment they met, and even after Bea addressed these issue's with his supervisor through many grievances she was still being forced to go through him to have any relations with her children. I am pretty confidant that Eric Zaccardi was the one who convinced Bea's husband that their children need not to have any relations with her, their mother, because once he bacame involved Bea was no longer able to communicate with her baby's.     



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Bea:

INSTEAD OF ACCOMODATING ME, A WOMAN SUFFERING FROM SEVERAL TRAUMATIC BRAIN  INJURIES DUE TO DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, AND HELPING ME SEE MY KID'S SAFELY, LSF MADE MY CASE TASKS NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE AND POSTPONED MY VISITATION. 

LSF COOBERATED WITH MY COURT APPOINTED ATTORNEY INTO CHANGING MY COURT DATE THAT WAS PREVIOUSLY SCHEDULED FOR 2/2/16 WITH THE GENERAL MAGISTRATE TO 2/1/16, WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE OR CONSENT, MISLEADING ME FROM DEFENDING MYSELF, AND LIED BEFORE THE JUDGE TO HAVE MY VISITATION REDUCED SO THEY COULD RID THEMSELVES OF HAVING TO DEAL WITH ME. 

THAT'S JUST NOT RIGHT, TAKING ADVANTAGE OF A VULNERABLE, DISABLED, AND LOVING MOTHER. I WENT ABOVE AND BEYOND AS A MOTHER TO COMPLY. I EVEN VOLUNTARILY ADMITTED MYSELF INTO A PSYCH UNIT TO COMPLY WITH THIS COURT ORDERED PSYCH EVAL BECAUSE I COULDN'T AFFORD IT, THAT HAD TO BE MY ONLY OPTION. 

WHILE I WAS IN THERE THE DEPARTMENT TOOK ADVANTAGE AGAIN BEFORE THE JUDGE TO SPREAD LIE'S, AND I PLEADED OVER THE PHONE TO  MOORE THAT MY CHILDREN ARE IN DANGER. AND THE DEPARTMENT HAS DISMISSED MY PLEAS COMPLETELY. 

I BELIEVE THIS HAS BEEN A MAJOR INTERFERENCE WITH KNOWING WHERE MY KID'S ARE TODAY AND IF MY BOYS ARE SAFE. 

LSF IS A TRAP TO KEEP KID'S AT BAY FROM THEIR LOVING PARENT'S. THEN YOU WONDER WHY SO MANY TEENAGERS TURN TO DRUGS AND COMMIT SUICIDE? BECAUSE WE HAVE ORGANIZATIONS LIKE THIS MANIPULATING THEM TO BELIEVE THEY ARE NOT WORTH ANYONES TIME OR LOVE. WHEN IN REALTY THE TRUTH IS ,THAT THE LOVE IS BEING KEPT ESTRANGED FROM EACHOTHER TO SURPRESS HUMANKIND AND CONTINUE TO KILL THE AMERICAN DREAM LOSING ALL HOPE IN THE FUNDAMENTAL VALUE'S OF FAMILY ETHICS, AND MORALS. 



Hi Ms. Sanchez,
I am following with an e-mail as per our conversation via phone today. As I indicated during our conversation, there was a court hearing today that you were not in attendance and I wanted to advise you of the court proceedings. Judge Moore has changed your visits to one time per month at the EKKERD office. You must call the day before the visitation prior to 12pm to confirm the visitation or it is canceled as per court order. I understand that your attorney Sara McClain and I urge you to call her for follow-up  as I understand from our conversation that you are not satisfied with the visitation change I have scheduled the next 3 visits for you so there is no confusion. 2/12/16 from 3-4pm 3/11/16 from 3-4pm 4/15/16 from 3-4pm Thank You Sara E. Miller 

Lutheran Services Florida in partnership with
Eckerd Community Alternatives
8550 Ulmerton Road, Suite 130,
Largo, FL 33771

In accordance with the American's with Disabilities Act, person's needing special accommodations to participate in any LSF sponsored meeting should contact 727-456-0600 x 2006, 72 hour's prior to the meeting.



Don't they believe that children deserve to be protected, nurtured, and loved  by their mother's?

Bea: 

My children deserve the right to be loved! They should not continue to be neglected and abused. What is wrong with ALL you people who are in power? How can you allow this to continue? My children DO matter to me, they may not matter to you, but they are everything to me. I need them to know that. Stop keeping them from me. We need eachother. Every single day that goes by and we are apart is just another day we continue to be abused. Look how miserable my children look. Is their security and pursuit of happiness not to be valued? Apparently not, social workers and judges who never see what is apparent or choose not to acknowledge it. 




  

You can tell by these pictures that none of  them wanted to be there and Saul was probably hiding his beer behind her son. Not one of them can smile.

I left my husband because what he was putting us through. I left because I finally found the gumption to fight back. In the process the system failed me, allowed him to remain in control, and get the upper hand. All I needed was support in protecting my children. I warned DCF on their website before any of these incidents had occurred that he was abusive to us, but not one person in the department took action on our part. NOT ONE. Do you know how terrifying and traumatic this has been for us? I will probably be tormented with PTSD for the rest of my life. I am pretty sure my kid's will never trust another person again, and I have the Department of Children and Families to thank. You have taught us a very valuable lesson. Not to count on anybody for help. You don't know the half of the abuse.

(Really? I am married refer to me as such.)

Miss Sanchez

Here are the dates for your next 3 visits.

May 13th from 3:00pm-4:00pm at the Eckerd office. Please call and confirm May the 12th before noon.

June 10th from 3:00pm- 4:00pm at the Eckerd office. Please call and confirm June the 9th before noon.

July 8th from 3:00pm- 4:00pm at the Eckerd office. Please call and confirm July the 7th before noon.

Thank you.

Case Manager
Ziccardi
Eric

THESE VISITATIONS NEVER OCCURRED BECAUSE I WAS TOLD THAT I HAD TO FLEE THE STATE OF FLORIDA FOR MY OWN PROTECTION WITH VICTIM RELOCATING EXPENSES THROUGH THE STATE ATTORNEYS OFFICE, AND TO ALSO GET THE MEDICAL ATTENTION I SO DESPERATELY NEEDED FROM ANOTHER STATE. I WAS VERY RELUCTANT TO LEAVE MY CHILDREN BEHIND, BUT IT DIDN'T SEEM LIKE I WAS GIVEN MUCH OF  CHOICE. I HAVE NOT SEEN MY BOYS SINCE 03/2016. I SHOULD HAVE HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO BRING THEM WITH ME. I MISS THEM VERY MUCH.  THIS IS A SIN LSF, JESUS CHRIST WILL NOT FORGIVE.