CHAPTER 62- Child Protective Investigator Omits Mother's Testimony

September 2015

Just to clarify the situation, up until the point I lost custody of my boys; I am going to give you another recap of how it went down exactly. This is what happened.

On 8/23/15 my children were removed from my home and placed with my husband and his paramour, under CPI Mark Meredith's direction. He advised me that my home was unsafe due to the allegations that were being investigated towards Missy. CPI also informed me that he was involved in another case with Mi Mi and that he had already conducted drug and background checks on the both Saul and MiMi prior. MiMi, the paramour's soon to be ex husband, Juliano, also confirmed that he was being falsely accused by his wife and my husband right around the same time I was being targeted. This presented quite a conflict with the CPI and should have raised a red flag to him, but his carelessness proved that he had no intentions of doing his due diligent service for he was on his way out to retirement.

The morning of 8/20/15, Missy was very irate because she wanted me to take her to work. She was harassing me about money even though I had already given her $150.00 cash at the beginning of the month, and paid over $200.00 on a washer by Rent A King.

I had not slept all that night because I was anxious about appearing in court that morning, for my husband had placed an injunction on me for domestic violence when I never even touched him. He was making false reports to intimidate me and keep me in the State of Florida. Missy told him about my plan to go back home to Boston. I was thinking about leaving the state because he was conspiring with people to continuously abuse and harass me. At this time I was weighing out my options to see what was feasible. The injunction was denied because there was no evidence of violence. There was also a hearing at the same time and day for an injunction of protection for stalking on me by my husbands brother, Primo Sanchez, but he did not show up so it was dropped. They wasted the court's time that day, but it should have raised a red flag to the CPI that I, Bea Sanchez, was a target.

My youngest son Jr. woke up at 4:00am looking for his momma that morning. I had been sleeping with him quite often, for my husband and I had recently separated. Jr had been displaying a lot of seperation anxiety, so all I needed to do was console him.

I decided to place my son into his high chair and proceeded to feed him breakfast around 4:50am. Missy woke up around 5am and was also getting her breakfast, so I saw this as an opportunity to take a shower because I needed to appear in court at 8am. I figured I could get there early and talk to someone from the Haven. A legal advocate from RCS was to give me legal advice about the domestic abuse my husband inflicted on us over the year's, and I needed advice as to how I should go about addressing it to the Judge in court.

As I was in the shower I could hear Missy complaining, so I made it clear to her that if she was afraid of being late to work perhaps she should help me get ready quickly by getting Jr dressed. As I was putting my clothes on she came into my room cussing and telling me,

Missy:"Why you getting all dolled up? You don't need to be anywhere."

B repied: "Yes! Don't you remember that I have court with Saul today?"

MISSY huffs and puff's and start's yelling from the kitchen and as she was tending to my child I heard him scream a blood curdling cry that alarmed me, and as I turned the corner seconds later I saw my son trying to get out of Missy's grasp by kicking and flailing his arms. He seemed scared of her.

B asked: "What's wrong?"

I then immediately removed my son from her grasp trying to comfort him. She continued to curse, trying to put on his shorts while I was holding him. As she had done so my child tried to kick her away, because she hurt him not even a minute ago taking him out of his high chair and that is why he was kicking her away, as to defend himself. Missy then proceeded to throw the shorts down on the floor in a huff saying,
MISSY: "Fuck this, let's go!"

She then grabbed Jr by his arm very aggressively to the car where she forcefully threw his body into his car seat and tried to restrain him while my child continued to defend himself and screamed. I told her,

B:"Stop! I will put him in."

As I fastened him in, I could see Jr sadly pointing to his chin. At the time I was not yet aware that Missy had hurt him that bad, Missy was too busy distracting me with all her bitching.

I was not aware yet because where the wound was located under Jr's chin it was not visible, but the way they both acted that morning it was clear that Jr was physically and emotionally distraught.

Missy continued to repeatedly harass us the rest of the day and night. Slapping her hands close to my face like she was going to assault me and threaten me physical harm. She stated,

Missy:  "They are not my responsibility!"

Her behavior that day seemed very odd to me at this time because she never had a problem before, this just wasn't making sense to me, why all the fuss? Then I said,

B: "Well it is not my responsibility to take you to work every day. You have been sitting on that settlement money in your bank account for over a year and your about to get another settlement very soon, yet you have been sponging off of me to give you rides for three year's, harassing me for money when I just gave you $150.00 on the 1st of the month, though you are not even the rightful owner of this home, expecting me to cook and clean up after you, after you eat my food, and you have the audacity to harass me about giving you more? After I replaced the washer you broke? You know I just separated from my husband, lost my job recently, and have two kids to support. How dare you! I will be moving out by the end of the month, don't you worry about it."

Above is a picture of all the reflective false allegations MiMi pinned against me, trying to say I stalked her so she could get me to leave the premises. Talk about unstable mental state, if anything she was the mentally unstable one who did all these things, then turned around and said I did it. Everything I highlighted were the very same behavior's she acted out towards us. Have you ever heard of the expression, here's calling the kettle black? That was Missy the Boheeva flipping her story to make me look bad in front of a judge.

Sadly, I am not very good at defending myself in a court of law. Especially, when so many people have already formed a biased opinion of me due to conspiracy. After this point in my life I seriously stopped trusting people, not because I was crazy. No, I finally saw how wicked people can truly be, and how easily we can end up with a target on our backs due to lie's and deceit. For the first time in my life I fell victim to being a target. I learned who my real friends and family were. Now that I have enemy's; how am I to defend myself? I never had to do so before, go to court when I never been committed of a crime in all my life. How was I supposed to do this? BTW the courtroom shows on TV are nothing like the real deal.

Missy sent me a text message that I still have on my phone soon after this altercation on 8/20/2015@ 6:39am stating:

Missy: "I'm sorry. I just can't continue to pay for everything and you not help. I'm not asking you to pay that much. Your not even offering to contribute to the bill's. - Missy"

Now I thought about this deeply. Missy never has apologized to anyone in the past, not once verbally, and now she has through text. She must have felt guilty about something she has deliberately done. No one just apologizes for no reason, especially this woman.

Then later that evening while I was making dinner for my children, Zane called me. We were old friends from high school and he needed a roommate and I told him I was moving out, but it was also probable that he may move in and be the resolution needed to help Missy pay the bill's. At this time I also had my son's friend over, Simon, who wanted to sleep over. I was like the cool mom in the neighborhood who would allow the neighbor's kids to sleep over often, and I would have no problem feeding and interacting with them. All their parents trusted me explicitly with their children.

I was usually more than willing to take them in because I was happy to see that Pat finally had some friends. We would go for bike rides, and Jr would sleep in my bed while Pat had his bunk buddies over. This gave Pat space to watch movies and play video game's with his friends. Jr would try and mingle with the boys, but he was so much younger than them that the boys would yell to me that he was annoying them. I was fine with excluding Jr at that point, because when that occured him and I were able to spend quality time together. We had our little ritual. I would put Jr in his highchair with an activity as he watched me cook and frequently would give him a snack.

Missy arrived home at 9:30 pm while I was on the phone with Zane and cooking dinner. I told her Zane would like to speak with her, and then she laid it into me,

Missy: "You have to get a job! You need to stop being a lazy bitch that don't want to work or contribute to the bill's." I told her,

B: "I don't see you cooking and cleaning or putting food in the fridge, so I am contributing. I don't have childcare, and I can't drive right now because of my Nuerologist's recommendation. I am not willing to put my children at risk." She states,

Missy: "Well then you are just going to have to give ME the car then." I responded,

B: "Hell no! I don't have to give you shit. I am leaving Sunday and that's that."

Missy proceeded to get up in my face intimidating me, which made me cry while I was on the phone with my friend.

She scared my children that my oldest son felt he needed to get in the middle to de-escalate the situation, and Simon got scared as well. Missy advised Simon to go home by himself in the middle of the night because she noticed the look of terror on his face. She yelled at him,

Missy:"Go home then!"

She continued to be a bully and intimidate me by picking up an object making it appear like she was going to throw it at me in front of my children, and blocking me from serving dinner to my kids. I actually let my children eat in their room, as to avoid her aggressive misconduct. I barely ate my dinner. I was up until midnight in my bed crying and avoiding her, trying to figure out how I should go about protecting myself and children from this boheeva.

The next morning, while my son was lying down on my bed so I could change his diaper, I noticed this huge gouge under his chin. I said to him,

B:  "Oh my, baby! What is that on your chin?"

He pointed to his chin and he said in a sad voice,

JR: "Missy boo boo."

I thought about the previous morning, then started putting 2/2 together, and I looked more closely at his face. I noticed two long scratches both on either side of his cheek.

See Missy is notorious for getting manicures with long acrylic nails, those could very easily leave a scratch of this nature if she grabs hard enough, and this woman was known to be rough for sure. The scratch on the left was faint, but the scratch on the right cheek was more evident, which concluded my theory that Missy did grab Jr's face the other morning, and really hurt my baby when she had removed him from his high chair in a fit of rage. That's why he screamed and reacted the way he did. That explains their weird behavior that morning. With her bitching combined with her behavior only caused a diversion at the time for me to acknowledge that she actually assaulted my baby. My baby was only 2 year's old and his language was developmentally delayed. She knew he couldn't speak up for himself, so she took advantage of the situation.

I was highly concerned for my children's and I safety at this point. I immediately called the authorities. A Deputy appeared on the scene. She took pictures, and took my statement, and she told me she was going to go to Missy's work and question her. The deputy told me,

Deputy:  "If she denies it there is not much I can do."

PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
PCSO - INCIDENT SO15-359111
Report Date: 08/21/2015

Narrative

On 08/21/2015 I was dispatched to 2881 CATHY LN in reference to a Child Protection investigation.

Upon arrival I spoke with complainant SANCHEZ, BEA who advised she thinks her roommate, MISSY
scratched her youngest son Jr.

Bea advised yesterday (08/20/2015) morning at approximately 0540 hours she woke up to take a shower and drive Missy to work.

Bea advised Missy  was rushing her along as she was running late for work and needed to be there at 0600 hours and Bea had gotten into the shower at 0540 hours. Bea advised while she was trying to hurry and get dressed as she had court on this day as well, Bea advised she asked Missy to help get Jr dressed so that way they could leave sooner.

Bea advised she was in the bathroom getting ready and heard Jr crying, but did not think anything of it.

Bea advised she came out of the bathroom and saw Missy trying to put pants on Jr, but then got frustrated and threw them on the floor and left Jr in a t-shirt and diaper.

Bea advised she took Missy to work and Jr was still crying and yelling while Missy was putting him in the car.

Bea advised she did not think anything of it and just continued to take Missy to work and went about her day.

Bea advised she started her day today (08/22/2015) and just before calling law enforcement she noticed a small scratch on the right side of Jr's face and observed a small mark underneath his chin as well.

Bea stated she thinks Missy grabbed Jr by the face yesterday and this is why he was crying and screaming in the morning before they left the house.

Bea advised she did not see Missy do this and just thinks she did as she complains about having to
help take care of Jr and his older brother PAT and has been complaining about Bea not helping with the bills.

Bea advised she is currently going through a divorce and believes Missy is taking the side of her soon to be ex-husband (NFI) and keeps telling Bea she needs to help with the bills. Bea advised her and Missy have been arguing a lot about money and the bills for the home.

Bea advised that Pat was not at the location when this incident in the morning occurred and that only she Missy and Jr were in the residence.

While I was at the home with Bea kept talking to Jr and would point to her chin and was stating "Missy, boo-boo"?

While I was on scene Jr did not talk to me or say Missy or boo-boo and was shy, but did not shy away at all when I looked at scratch/mark on his face or when I took pictures.

Bea wanted to show me a text message from Missy and stated she Missy was threatening her.

The only text message Bea
showed me was Missy stated I'm sorry and then spoke about how Missy does not feel she should be the only one paying the bills was the house. There was no threatening text messages shown to me.

I relocated to McDonald's, to speak with Missy.

Missy advised she woke up yesterday morning and had to be at work at 0600 hours.

Missy advised she was waiting for Bea to get out of the shower and dressed as she was taking too long and getting "dolled up" for court even though court was later in the day
and she could've come home after dropping her off at work to get ready.

While waiting, Missy advised Bea asked her to help get Jr dressed so they could leave sooner. Bea advised upon getting Jr his clothes from his bedroom he was crying and throwing a temper tantrum and yelling "Mommy", which she advised he normally does. Missy stated she went into Bea' s room where Jr was laying on her bed and began to dress him. Missy advised Jr fought her to put his shirt on and then kept kicking his legs or kicking off the shorts Missy tried to put on him.
Missy advised Bea saw Jr kicking, screaming and crying and came in the room to assist Missy with putting on his shorts.

Missy advised Bea picked up Jr and held on to him while Missy tried to pull the shorts over his diaper.

Missy advised Jr continued to kick and this is when she just dropped the shorts and stated to just leave him in the diaper and shirt.

Missy stated she was running late for work and didn't understand why Bea was not rushing to get her to work which was causing
an argument between her and Bea.

Missy stated that Pat was not awake during this time and believes he was asleep in his room when she was leaving for work with
Bea and Jr.

Missy advised Bea is going through a divorce and that Bea thinks Missy is taking her ex-husband's side. Missy advised she is friends with both parties and is "taking the kids side" as she loves and cares for the children a lot and doesn't want them to get hurt
during this divorce. Missy stated that Bea has not been helping at all with the bills in the home and this has caused a lot of arguments in the home. Missy advised she would never hurt either of the children and has never been physical with them and stated that when the boys need to be punished they are place them into timeout. Missy advised she has not noticed the scratches or marks on Jr and if there
are marks on his face thinks he and Pat were playing to rough or that Jr could've been hurt while playing with other children in the neighborhood.
At this time without an independent witness I am unable to show how Jr obtained the scratch on his cheek and mark under his chin.

Exhibit pictures

Pictures of the marks/scratches were taken and attached to this report.
I contacted the Florida Abuse Hot line and spoke with operator  (123) who advised a report would be taken for this incident.

I provided a business card and case number to both Bea and Missy for their records.

Disposition: Case Closed; Solved Non-Criminal.

Of course I knew she was going to deny it. Who would ever admit to assaulting a person? I also noticed that she skipped the part in the story when the incident occurred. So there are hole's in her story. Although the deputy did a fairly good job with her report she did leave out some pertinent detail's I had mentioned. Which I do not want to include just in case I have to subpeona her in court again. For I will when I have the opportunity to hire me a kick ass attorney. I called CPI Mark Meredith for he already was involved prior due to the false report made a couple weeks ago by Mi Mi.

I have finally been able to access the report made by Mark Meredith and his findings, even though I was told by CPI Mark Meredith that he would conduct a skin analysis to see if there were any traces of Jr's skin under Missy's nail's. CPI lied for this was never done. What happened was that there were no findings due to a nurse practitioner who determined nothing by just glancing over the scratches 4 days after the incident had occurred, and now the case was closed.

When I went to the Sheriffs office they told me otherwise, that the case is still open and with CPS. I followed up with CPS office and was denied access to the report. Why did CPI lie to the mother concerning her child? Does a mother not have a legal right to know what is being documented about her child? Had I known what was being documented I would have been more prepared to advocate for myself and my child. I just assumed that the child protective investigator was being paid to do right by protecting my child.

Had I known the truth, that the authorities are really careless and just desire an open shut case, regardless of circumstantial evidence that abuse is occurring to vulnerable children. I guess it is a lot easier to make it appear that a battered vulnerable woman is mentally unfit to be a good mother; than it is to catch an habitual child abuser red handed. Had I known that the authorities were going to be useless I would have kicked her ass myself, then I would have felt more justified in losing my beloved children. Now I can see why people have begun to take matter's into their own hands, because doing what is believed to be right, well nothing good comes of it. So we are damned either way.

If I was really mentally unfit don't you think I would have done something stupid by now to retaliate? It has been over two year's now and as painful as an experience this has been going through the motions and getting no resolution's or justice served. I know I have remained extremely steadfast and patient. Anyone else would have fallen off the deep end.

God would not give me anything i could not handle. The Lord has blessed me in every way, shape, and form and has promised me supreme justice amongst the devilish schemes of men towards the end. For thou shall not judge, mankind cannot hold a candle up to my father whom only carries the authority to judge us all.

You better repent all you evil sinner's that don't believe.......for towards the end you will be haunted by your very own vices you created and hurled at other's.

There will be not one person left, to hold or throw your burdens upon. You will find yourself some where all alone, unprotected, and left out in the cold. That's the bitter reality of injustice and what humankind has succumbed to.

All good will dissipate and evil shall remain, so you may remain stuck in your own ways and suffer in the very hell you all created. The sacred believers will carry on to a new land while the rest of remains decompose and perish in their own filth and shame. The cold hard truth shall not be admonished, but spoken like a true prophet. Never forget the part you played people. Repent now before it is too late, no one shall be left unscathed. Everybody is a sinner. Recognizing your flaws will humble yourself to let go of your ego and draw upon your greatest attributes.

On the afternoon of 8/21/2015, I called CPI Mark Meredith to my home to investigate Missy for the assault towards my baby and protect us. He came to my home, and sat at my table while I gave him my testimony of the incident that had occured. As I was in the middle of explaining my story, Missy walks in slamming the front door, and in a intimidating manner slams her fist down hard upon the table saying,

Missy: "Bitch! How dare you accuse me of harming your child!"

After she did this I looked over to Mark, guestioning if he just saw how she addressed me. He seemed startled himself, and just nodded his head yes, but said nothing.

I don't think Missy even knew who he was at first because Mark was sitting down with his back to the door, but I made it clear to him that Missy was way out of line. Then when she realized who he was her whole tone of voice changed.

Jr entered the room and Missy instantly applied her high pitched fake voice, like Ms Hannigan in the movie Annie,

Missy: "Hi Jr!"

She opened her arms so that he would come and embrace her. Of course my son being a niave 2 yr. old obliged. Then I intervened, trying to protect my son by pulling him away reminding him that Missy was now dangerous,

B: "Get your hands off my baby, don't you ever touch my kids again."

At this point Mark advised me to leave the room so he could talk to Missy alone. I told him,

B: "But I haven't even finished my statement."

He began to raise his voice demanding that I leave or he was going to call law enforcement. I was confused by his reaction and insulted him,

B: "I can do your job better than you, you are not even doing your due diligence by my children."

I was disgusted, confused, and it really bothered me that he did not even acknowledge my children and I first, considering that we were the victims of abuse.

At this time I had 4 children in Pat's bedroom waiting to be heard by this investigator. I swear to GOD that I didn't coach any of these children to defend us. They wanted to do what was right and shed some light as to all the incidents they had witnessed of Missy being abusive towards myself and other's.

Witness #1- Nimrim: was waiting to be heard. On 6/17/15, an incident had occurred. Nimrim was standing right next to me when Missy was harassing me in broad daylight in my own backyard. Elealeh, Nimrim's mother, witnessed this altercation with Missy. Missy was standing in the way of the sliding glass doorway blocking us from exiting my home and threw a wooden chair at me, almost hitting a nine year old child (Nimrim) standing next to me. Luckily, I caught the chair.

Witness #2-Simon: Was waiting to be heard. Simon was a 10 year old boy. On 8/20/15 another incident occurred putting Simon at harm when he was sent home by Missy in the middle of the night without supervision. He was scared and in fear for his life due to Missy's action's. I received a text message from his mother (Mary) that night, which I still have in my person under Pat's friend Simon, the next day Friday 8/21/15@ 8:38am, and I showed this to the CPI as evidence;

Mary: Not COOL, send my kid home at 10 o'clock at night all by himself.

Bea: I'm sorry I didn't know he left cuz Missy was up in my face last night. I got really emotional. Missy was being a big bully as usual. Simon got scared and left. I'm so sorry. Having hard times right now.  We are probably moving very very soon.

Mary: Simon said that you guys made him leave and sent him home.

Bea: I tried to send him home earlier when it was daytime but he just stayed, and as it got later Missy came home. She started all this drama. I think Simon got scared and hid in Pat's room. When Pat went into his room to see if Simon wanted us to walk him home we realized that he already bolted.

(These message's occured early that morning. Simon came to my home while the CPI was in my home.)

7:23pm Mary: What is goin on over there?

7:26pm Bea: Child Protective Services was here and Simon was a witness. I found out Missy did send him home last night. I am sorry I would have never done that, but I am moving on Sunday.

Mary: Simon was a witness to what?

Bea: Missy came at me.

Mary: Wow! Why she so mad? Did she really drag Pat in his room and lock him in there?  & scratch the baby's face? I just got some detail's from Simon.

Replied 8/25/2015 @ 6:43pm after it had all spun out of control and I had time to internalize it.

Bea: Yup, all of that. Now CPS thinks I am the one who is crazy and says I am an unfit mother. Cause Missy and Saul are claiming I am. Which I am not,  they are just trying to make me look bad cuz their bullies. I am just trying to protect my kids.

I actually filed another injunction for protection on Missy and we were to appear in court on 9/4/15@ 9am on 49th St. In front of Judge Pierce. Two days prior to the hearing I was served a counter stalking injunction from Missy, even though I never stalked this woman at all, I was just tryin to protect my family from her. It was quite the contrary, everything she accused me of she had done herself.

The morning on Friday 9/4/15 @ 9am I appeared in the wrong courtroom because Missy snuck into my bedroom in the middle of the night and ripped a testimony out of my friends notebook that she wrote about her, as well as some other evidence to back up my case against her. She was withholding evidence! Unfortunately, she was successful at hiding a lot of things. I didn't know she was not the rightful owner of the house we lived in until the day that the real home owner shut off all the utilities trying to get us to vacate. Missy was an impostor, she imposed herself as the landlord to connive her way into getting the water turned back on so she could live there rent free and collect from me. She had been residing in this home rent free for 3 years now and trying to collect money illegally while the rightful owner was undergoing foreclosure. I have several police reports of her falsely accusing me and overstepping her boundaries on several occasions harassing me for money when in fact I shouldn't have to owe because just like her we both were squatting.

My injunction was not heard though for I was sitting in the wrong courtroom because she stole my summons paperwork which made me to appear late to the right courtroom. I did have someone with me, Zehaniah, who was my witness to the repeat harassment and abuse that Missy inflicted upon us.

After Missy assaulted Jr on 8/20/15 I did overreact a bit, but I believe any loving parent should if they knew their child had been hurt by abuse. I thought I took the right course of action by calling the authorities, but now I am not so sure.
After this incident occured, I did a bit of my own investigative work. I found out Missy had a long criminal record of domestic violence, assault, battery, and felonies. So my burning question is, why would a CPI believe the testimony of a convicted felon who was reported of grabbing her own husbands head and bitting his nose off? Yet, he believes that I, on the other hand, am mentally unstable? Which this is proof that she is a face attacker. Instead of putting the allegations first and foremost of a non-criminal, overprotective, and loving mother. He took my children away from me due to speculation, hearsay from others, and his own biased opinion of me. This CPI was too incompetent to conduct a thorough investigation.

Due to his incompetence he tried to derail other deputies by talking them out of conducting a proper investigation themselves right down to the department who dismissed my case plan on behalf of my children's best interests and well being to this day.

He prevented us from fleeing together for our safety. Did nothing to persecute our abusers, on the contrary, instead CPI falsely persecuted the mother who was doing what was right and just.

Now I have not seen my babies for 740 days or spoken with them in 76 day's. This is not because I don't try, it is because CPI allowed our abuser to have permanent custody of my boys. My children are currently with a narcissistic controlling man that gets off on hurting people. I have always been my boys constant up until now. At the time we were seperated I was fixing to escape to CASA. Now my children are residing with our abuser, his paramour. and her three other kids putting them all in harms way, all because Mark Meredith believed all the lie's, deceit, and manipulation of a repeat offender.

All because investigators decided to ommit the facts from their reports and falsely persecute suspects to make their workload light. I guess it is so much easier to make a parent appear unfit then to actually catch an abuser red handed. As long as it is an open shut case right?

Who really cares if the kid's are safe? That's the big question.

ALERT!!! HELP ME FIND MY CHILDREN!!

MISSING CHILDREN ALERT!!
September 14, 2017

I live in Tampa FL currently and my kid's reside in Pinellas County FL. You may not be aware but recently we had Hurricane Irma threat to our area. Luckily it was not as bad as it was expected to be. The Pinellas County area was evacuated and my son's and their father left the State of Florida on September 10, 2017. Since that day I have not heard from them. I am 😞 worried.

THIS IS WHAT MY HUSBAND AND KID'S LOOK LIKE...

I called the Pinellas County Sheriffs Office (PCSO) to conduct a well check to see if my children were safe. The deputy stated that it appears that everyone has evacuated the premises and that my husbands car was still in the parking lot. I asked the deputy if he could please write a report concerning my call and what he found. The deputy seemed very bothered by my request since he mentioned that he has many of these calls. I asked him kindly to do so that way I can bring a copy of his report to court on September 22, 2017 to provide proof of concern about the welfare of my children.

LAST TEXT MESSAGE FROM MY HUSBAND SEPTEMBER 10, 2017

The last time I heard from them was five day's ago and I got a text message that they were in Alabama. He was driving a minivan. It appears that his phone may be dead. It goes straight to voicemail and he is not responding to any of my text's.  What am I supposed to do? I love my boys and I need to know if they are alive and safe.

IF ANYBODY HAPPENS TO SEE THESE TWO CHILDREN PLEASE NOTIFY ME (BONNIE) RIGHT AWAY AT 7275579921. I NEED TO KNOW WHERE THESE TWO BOY'S ARE.    

ISAIAH 11 YEARS OLD

 LIAM 4 YEARS OLD

BTW Both my boy's  are safe now but not knowing as a loving mother is a heart attack waiting to happen. It is the cruelest lesson to prey upon a parent. That is what my ex-husband did to me. Now I give it to God. Thou shall it be. I never wish to feel this way again.

Chapter 59: Marriage

August 7, 2017

Morals, Ethics, and Values.

It is good for a man not to marry. But since there is so much immorality, each man should have his own wife, each woman her own husband. The husband should fulfill his marriage duty to his wife, and likewise the wife to her husband.

The wife's body does not belong to her alone, but also to her husband. In the same way, the husband's body does not belong to him alone, but also to his wife.

Do not deprive each other except by mutual consent and for a time, so that you may devote yourselves to prayer. Then come together again so that Satan will not tempt you because of your lack of self-control. I say this as a concession, not as a command.

I wish that all men were as I am. But each man has his own gift from God; one has this gift, another has that.

Now to the unmarried and the widows I say. It is good for them to stay unmarried, as I am. But if they cannot control themselves, they should marry than to burn with passion.

To the married I give this command (Not I, but the Lord): A wife must not separate from her husband. But if she does, she must remain unmarried or else be reconciled to her husband. And a husband must not divorce his wife.

To the rest I say this (I, not the Lord): If any brother has a wife who is not a believer and she is willing to live with him, he must not divorce her.

And if a woman has a husband that is not a believer and he is willing to live with her, she must not divorce him.

For the unbelieving husband has been sanctified through his wife, and the unbelieving wife through her believing husband. Otherwise your children would be unclean, but as it is, they are holy.

But if the unbeliever leaves, let him do so. A believing man or woman is not bound in such circumstances; God has called us to live in peace.

How do you know, wife, whether you will save your husband?

Or, how do you know, husband, whether you will save your wife?

Nevertheless, each one should retain the place in life that the Lord assigned to him and to which God has called him. This is the rule I lay down in all the churches.

Was a man already circumcised when he was called? He should not become uncircumcised.

Was a man uncircumcised when he was called? He should not be circumcised. Circumcision is nothing and uncircumcision is nothing.

Keeping Gods demands is what counts.

Each one should remain in the situation which he was in when God called him.

Were you a slave when you were called? Don't let it trouble you-- Although if you can gain your freedom, do so. For he who was a slave when he was called by the Lord is the Lord's freedman, similarly, he/she who was a free man when he was called is Christ's slave.

You were bought at a price; do not become slaves of men. Brothers, each man, as responsible to GOD, should remain in the situation that God called him to.

Now about virgins: I have no command from the Lord, but I give a judgement as one who by the Lord's mercy is trustworthy. Because of the present crisis, I think that it is good for you to remain as you are.

Are you married? Do not seek a divorce.

Are you unmarried? Do not look for a wife.

But if you do marry, you have not sinned: and if a virgin marries, he/she has not sinned.

But those who marry will face many troubles in this life, and I want to spare you this.

What I mean, brothers/sisters, is that the time is short. From now on those who have wives should live as if they had none; those who mourn, as if they did not; those who are happy, as if they were not; those who buy something, as if it were not theirs to keep; those who use the things of the world, as if not engrossed in them. For this world in its present form is passing away.

I would like you to be free from concern.

So unmarried man is concerned about the Lord's affairs-- how he can please the Lord.

But a married man is concerned about the affairs of this world-- how he can please his wife-- and his interests are divided.

An unmarried woman or virgin is concerned about the lord's affairs: Her aim is to be devoted to the Lord in both body and spirit.

But a married woman is concerned about the affairs of this world-- how she can please her husband.

I am saying this for your own good, not to restrict you, but that you may live in a right way in undivided devotion to the Lord.

If anyone thinks he is acting improperly toward the virgin he is engaged to, and if she is getting along in year's and he feels he ought to marry, he should do as he wants. He is not sinning. They should get married.

But the man who has settled the matter in his own mind, who is under no compulsion but has control over his own will, and who has made up his mind not to marry the virgin-- this man also does the right thing. So then, he who marries the virgin does right, but he who does not marry her does even better.

A woman is bound to her husband as long as he lives. But if her husband dies, she is free to marry anyone she wishes, but he must belong to the Lord.

In my judgement, she is happier if she stays as she is-- and I think I too have the spirit of God. -

1 Corinthians 7:1-4

Please forgive me father for sinning against your commandment to honor my husband. I made this decision on part to regain my freedom and become a slave to Jesus Christ. For even though my husband was an unbeliever and I sanctified him through marriage, I began to realize he was not worth saving for he was tempted by Satan and had bore a baby with her while we were still under your oath my Lord. This by far is the biggest immoral sin known to man.

He is consumed by the devil and I choose for my children to have no part in it for they are both holy.


In accordance this is against my religion and all I honor, practice, and preach by your commandments in his holy name Jesus.

Please forgive me for we have been oppressed by this demon long enough, please free my holy angels from our suffering, for no one should have to live without each other due to one mistake. We all deserve second chances. Life is too short to have to learn to live without, when all we need is love.

Honestly, I chose free will. I knew we were both unhappy. I was being fair just by letting him be and told him to go. The fact that he never came back goes to show the type of man he really was. I wished for him unrequited love, but he turned on me by harboring that love I had for my children. He displaced me from everything I found comfort in, until I had nothing, and he chose to give me nothimg.

It will not break me and make him a widow like I suppose he had planned. No! His aim may have been to destroy me, my mission was to save him, but you can't save somebody who doesn't want to be saved.

I apologize father for I believe I have failed your test. I am still your humble servant still seeking redemption in my heart. I may not emulate perfection like yourself, but at least I gave him a chance to redeem himself, why he chose to leave me in shambles? That is a question I will leave up to him to answer you on judgement day.

Saul, your really fucked when this time comes if you don't change your crazy ways.

Chapter 57- Family Conspiracy- Fourth Month

September 2015

Thank GOD Zephania came to the rescue. She listened, consoled, and helped me figure shit out for the second time around she was there for me. The first time was when my nana was dying. Now she was here to help me see the full picture and plead my case to these judge's.

Text messages. ....

B: Please have The boys call me I need to hear their voices.

Saul: Pat is doing homework when is done I will have him call you.
(I tried calling back an hour later)

Saul: Sorry, I'm on a call right now.

My son never called me.

Zephania told me many stories about Saul that I was not aware of. When we went to my mother's house for Thanksgiving in Massachusetts that Saul was drunk and sexually assaulted her, cornering her, and telling her that I had it coming, and I am not even going to see it coming, and that he would make my head spin.

Zephania did not know what to make of whatever he was talking about because Saul was drunk, but now things were beginning to add up. He intended to either try and drive me mentally crazy so I would snap, or physically by assaulting me again in the head so it would spin. It was frightening to think of how accurate of a term which evidently had a double meaning and both related to me in this way, because he made my life that way, mentally, physically, and emotionally disturbing.

9/3/2015
Text messages. ...

B: Liam has a wic appointment 2morrow at 11am for he is lactose intolerant and developes severe rashes and upset bowel movements if he is not on soy milk. You may want to keep this appointment if you want to save money on milk and food.

Saul: Thanks

B: You know this is the most horriblist day of my life, if u have a heart plz have my son's call me.

Saul: He just try to call but you didn't answer.

B: Sorry, I'm busy. Call back later

Saul had premeditated what he was going to do to Bea 6 month's prior. In May when Zephania came to visit he had mentioned  to her about the child abuse that was forced upon Jr. during their visit to Nicaragua. Zephania witnessed Saul strike Pat in public and try to cover it up by distracting Bea, and running off with another woman at the bar right after the assault to cause a diversion.

Seriously,  I thought so much has happened under my nose for year's that I am not even aware of. This was not the first time that I had heard this from a friend or family member, actually it had happened a lot since Saul and I first met. I just never wanted to see because my love for him overshadowed all his flaws. Love is blind.

So Zephania and I set out on September 3, 2015, to the courthouse on 49th Street to hopefully get this injunction to protect us. I told the judge of how Saul was a danger to himself and others especially my children. Judge Pierce didn't seem too concerned as to what Saul did to my children. He kept asking questions of why I was in fear for my life. I explained as much as I could remember at that moment and showed him text messages of Saul harassing me. I would have shown more proof, but I didn't have the evidence in my possession because right before the hearing Missy snuck into my room and stole a lot of evidence. As the Judge looked at the messages I believe he may have erased a text message that would have really incriminated Saul, which made me believe that perhaps this Judge was altering circumstantial evidence to plead his case that the defendent was not guilty. I also played the voice mail Emma sent me while she was sitting in the courtroom and addressed her to the judge. She actually ran out of the courtroom so she wouldn't have to testify.

When Zephania went up to the stand as my witness she explained to the courtroom what she mentioned to me previously. The bailiffs and everyone's jaw dropped, and yet they couldn't believe that the judge would not honor protection.

Even though I was deemed as indigent and was barely able to support myself. I worked at a hospital for a month to scrounge up enough money to get a copy of these court proceedings just so I can have proof of the voicemail, my witness, and that all of what I mentioned above had happened.

The following day September 4, 2015, I had to plead my case to yet another Judge that Missy was a danger to us. Since she stole my court paperwork I did not appear in the right courtroom and my hearing was not rightfully heard. Pretty much Missy lied through her teeth like she did in all the police reports and I was not able to plead my case because I couldn't afford an attorney. She was a good liar who was able to charm the judge into incriminating me as a stalker. So she was able to uphold her stalking injunction against me so she could get me to vacate the premises of our home. I was told that police would escort me while I gathered all my belonging's.

Luckily on 9/2/2015 I was able to sell my 1998 Ford Mustang for $500.00 so I could rent a U-Haul for all the belonging's we own. Missy was bitching to the cops the whole time I was trying to pack my kid's things because she didn't want me taking them. She ended up calling Saul to cause drama. The least of my worries was Saul. It took me, Zephania, and another friend to pack up 4 bedrooms in less than an hour. I lost a whole box of shoes that I loved, but I was glad to be away from that stressor even though I was unprepared for that outcome. I thought justice would have prevailed and my children and I would be safe, but never rely on the law to fix things because our constitutional rights don't apply in this United States of America anymore.

9/4/2015
Text messages. ..

B: sorry too babe. I wish it didn't have to end this way but you broke ur promise to the kids and I. Escupulos has a plan for u. GOD HAS A PLAN FOR THE KIDS AND I. He is not happy. Watch out and enjoy the eye of the storm because it is coming. This is not a threat, it's a promise that u broke to us on 2/14/2012 the day u turned as evil as the devil and played with my heart.
I only wish you had a soul and a conscience.

Saul: Plz stop texting me.

B: may I talk to our son? Please, I gave life to them.

Saul: Ok thanks for the reminder.
You will talk to him when your next visit with them.

B: u really r cold hearted cuz I don't even know when that is gonna be and I need to explain to him why I am not in his life. What have u told them?

Saul: Find out when you can see the kids through Carolyn Ivey. I don't need to be accused of more b.s. the judges did not buy it.

B: I just want to hear their voices

Saul: World war 3 has started king of kings will prevail it takes two lions to rule the jungle and only one  king will be king lion. Now and forever the real king which God will take out enemies for true love and piece.
Any lion wants to take over will be eaten alive and you who I m talking about.

B: And do unto others as they do unto you. You may think you have won but when my babies are back with me which they will be, I wonder now if I am going to give u the same privileges that you have given me to see and talk to our kids.
Now ur not going to have the slightest clue to where I am cuz I am cutting ties with you.

I left with all the kids and I belongings to my sisters house in Palm Coast. Unpack it all by myself.

9/5/2015
Text messages. ...
Emma: You win. He's thinking of you instead of me. Thanks you stupid whore

Text messages. ....

B:I just spoke with Marc and he is telling me by law I am only allowed one 1 hr. supervised visit once a month through the State and he is going to revoke my rights to work with children. I can't live with this. I am being treated like a criminal and I have done nothing to harm any children. I don't know what kind of bullshit you have been telling this guy about me..but you have to tell him you were lying and you were wrong so you can get this man out of our lives. He is really starting to scare me. He is going to ruin our lives. Clear my name please.
please help, please help, I am begging you to help the mother of ur kid's. To be with my kids. He said it is up to you if you want me to talk to them or see them. Stop saying I am threatening you cuz I'm not, I'm begging you. When am I going to see them? I miss my baby Liam. I miss his smile and his laugh.

Saul: Just got of the phone with Marc and he said that the visits need to be supervised. But I will have Pat call you, tonight.

B: I want too Liam.
I want to hear my babies
voice. Right now please.My heart is breaking. This is not right.
You can supervise. Meredith can supervise just let me see. I need to see them.

Saul: Talk to Carolyn Ivey first when is your next visit. Meredith would we be fine?

B: I talked to her and they said maybe Monday they are going to finally set me up with a social worker. This is just a bunch of bull shit. You can let me see them anytime you want. You can be there, if it were the other way around I would do it for u.

Saul: Well let me know when you can come down.

B: I set up a speech Therapy appointment for Jr. on November 10, 2015 @ 8am. The location is at All Children's @ 3850 Tampa Rd  Palm Harbor FL. 34684
(I was there waiting and Jr. Never attended this appointment. )

Saul: Ok sounds good thank you I will take him.

B: Pat has an appointment with Baycare to get back on his meds. on September 17, 2015 @ 9am
1106 Druid Rd. S. Suite 201 Clearwater 33756

Saul: Ok thanks
Thanks for Hacking into my gmail account I have proof it was you. Please put back my phone on the recover page. That is a felony invasion of privacy. If you want to see the kids fix my gmail account and if not I will contact child protect services and let them know what your doing.

B: See I am not the one who hacked into ur account. Are you sure it is not ur mistress setting me up again. See ur just looking for another reason to not let me see my kids. What kind of proof do you have.

Saul:Well u did
What is the password to my wsolorzano31@gmail Acct since it was change it has your phone and Yahoo email.

B: This is just another ploy to harrass me and get me in trouble when once again I have done nothing wrong. Your mistress is awfully sneaky. She is setting us up against eachother, and guess what it is working. I just want to love and take care of my kids that's it. I don't want to play these games anymore. Don't contact me unless it is about the kids please. I don't want to be in the middle of u and Emma. Obviously anybody could have put my phone #. Saul I told u Emma has been setting me up to look like I've been shitting on u from the start she called DCF, she called me and told me u were harming her and the kids, and she is hacking into your account. Wake up she is fucking crazy mula not me. You have known me longer than any other person. Have I ever did anything to you like this before. That is why I had to put distance from us.

Saul: Ok that's what u say.

B: This bitch is trying to get me locked up. I ain't having it. I am doing my own thing. I don't need a record for doing absolutely nothing. Waiting to be set up. From now on I am surrounding myself with people who care about me so I have an alibi and staying away from u as far as possible.

Saul: It shows your email address, she doesn't know your email address, you are right you never done something like this, but things are different. You try to screw me over in court, now I don't trust you.

B: Well, you screwed me over in life. The feeling is mutual I'm sure. My email address has always been ur secondary under your account for 7 years.

Saul: Where is the verification code please? Bea I want you to see the kids, but you never answer the phone.

B: I have been so depressed that I can't answer. I am trying to get ur email situation fixed. Sorry I am kind of in a middle of a fight, and trying to find my shoes.

Saul: Ok

B: I gotta get out of here.

Saul: What is the new verification code?

B: 804831
I'm getting thrown out on the streets of Orlando. Not like u care.

Saul: By who?

B: Cuz I was yelling earlier. So Tony kicked me out and told me he don't want me there.
So I am officially homeless are you happy now? My life is officially fucked. I feel so abandoned. Nobody wants me around. I'm a loser.
I guess I am going to have to sleep on the streets like a bum.

Saul: No I m not happy that's your problem with me always assuming I m out to get you. Call your sister she has plenty of room. I was able to get back into my email.
Find a shelter for tonight.

B:Saul, I just wanted you to know there is still a whole bunch of our stuff at Missy's. Can you please get it?
Jr's insurance card should be in the mail.

Saul: I got his insurance cArd yesterday.

B: ok good. Are u going to get the stuff?
Your TV is still there, shoes, bathroom stuff, air conditioners.

Saul: Ok
I got a lot of things out. Where are the kids clothes? now you lost it since your on the streets. (I still had the boys clothes although I am pretty sure they wouldn't fit them now. Its a 😢 shame)

B: Did you find a big box of my shoes?

Saul: Yup
Plz let me sleep is super late.

B: U know what would b helpful? If u would make a payment on my fifth third credit card so I can get to my sisters or Clearwater.
Sorry for texting you so late. I just didn't have any shoes. I had to borrow somebody's.

Saul: Your sister said she would pick you up. By the way tell your mom to butt out of our situation. She was making threats and accusations on Facebook last night.

B: Will u b able to send me some money or not? I am homeless and broke. U did it for Alex a complete stranger. What about me ur wife?

Saul: No I have no money. Tell your rich mommy to send you money, find a job.
You should have money left over, you sold the mustang.

(But I spent it all on the UHaul)

B: Please Saul. Can u do it tomorrow when u get paid? You really hate me don't u? I'm gonna die out here. I am just asking for help. U got me cryin at a gas station. begging for money. Thanks for abandoning ur wife at her lowest.

Saul: Now leave me alone. We will only communicate about the boys.

B: GOD see's all that ur doing. U will never make it to the kingdom of heaven at this rate. May he prevail and put u in my boots. What goes around comes around 10X fold.
I thought you said I was ur friend.
Your a liar!!!

Saul: Get a job or call your mom.

CPI Meredith:
Bonnie, You cannot pick up the kids and take them anywhere. Custody has been removed from you and you are allowed supervised contact with the kids only. This means that you are not allowed to be left alone with them, and the supervision can only be done by someone that has been approved by us to do it. Saul is approved, but he has told me in the past that he did not want to supervise your visits. He told me today he might be willing to supervise a visit for you this weekend. That is up to him as to whether or not he wants to do it. If he were to allow you to just take the kids for a visit, they would be removed from him and placed in foster care.

Marc Meredith

9/10/2017
Text messages. ...

Saul: I told Pat to call you, but he say he will call u tomorrow.
Welcome back to Clearwater.

(Primo must have told him that he saw me.)

I did see Primo briefly, but he kept walking and it broke my heart once more. All this sacrifice for someone who didn't want my love.

I had to speak with my lawyer. There was no way I was going to make it with only seeing my boys once a month and for what? I didn't do anything. This was crazy. So I made my way back to Clearwater.

09/11/2015

I stopped by mamitas and saw Jr. going up the stair's. I yelled his name and he started running towards me. I got off my scooter to hug my baby and papa snatched him up so fast that Jr's shoes flung off his feet.

Papa put my baby in a headlock and dragged him up a flight of stairs. My child tried to cry but he couldn't even breathe he was turning blue in the face. I cried, "Let go of him! He can't breathe." He placed him down and stood in between us as I peeked around him I witnessed Primo grab Jr by his face shoving him into the apartment. At that moment I pushed my way past papa and pushed open the door crying out Jr! My baby wasn't there. He was gone.

A nearby neighbor heard me screaming and saw what happened and called the police. I told them what had happened and I wanted  well check conducted. I said, "My baby and I needed to hug. We have never been apart like this." The police called Marc and of course his story was entirely different. Then my phone died. I took off to Clearwater beach, watched the sunset and wrote a song called "Homelessness", because that is what I was currently suffering where I was going to lay my head at night. All I wanted was a hug from my skinny. I needed Jr. more than anyone in the whole wide world.

On 09/11/2015 at 1630 hours, Bea Sanchez was at 2902 Gulf to Bay Blvd, B205 for a disturbance because of custody concerns.
Upon our arrival, we met with Bea Sanches who was in the parking lot waiting for our arrival.

Bea stated she came to visit her children and her ex-in laws would not allow her to see the children. Bea explained she was staying with a friend and would not give her address. She stated she is required to have supervised visitation with her children and thought she could just say hello. Bea stated her ex father in law, William Sanches Sr. Rushed her son into the residence so she could not see him.

I met with Saul Sanches, he explained his ex-wife does not have custody of their children and was ordered to leave their residence. Saul stated Bea keeps showing up at his house, his parents residence and his work to see her son Jr. He explained previously he was denied an order of protection because Bea was indigent. She stated she has already been to his mother and father's place twice within the last twenty- four hours.

I explained to Saul based on the information he has presented regarding Bea's activity he would have a better chance of securing an order of protection.  He was explained he would try again on Monday morning.  Saul was also concerned about the Baker Act during our encounter but if he was concerned he could petition the court and secure an ex-parte, which would have her court ordered formental health examination.
I then received a call from CPID Marc Meredith regarding the custody of the children and wanted to explain to me that the children were removed from the residence.  He also stated she does not have any custody and can only have visitation that is supervised by CPID. He explained it was an ongoing investigation and is working with Saul to gain full custody of the children. Provided Saul with CPD case #CW15-129221 for his future reference. Report was taken for information only.

Saul: Call your mom she is worry about you. (I am worried about me too)

CPI Meredith: Bonnie, it's Marc. If you want to come back to grandma's now, I'll let you have a visit.

Saul: I'm here with the kids.
(Seem's like a setup. How am I ever going to get to see my boy's again?)
9/12/2015

B: My battery died last night and I didn't get the message until now. I want to see my boys today.

CPI Meredith: That's not going to happen. You tried to break into mamitas house last night and take Jr by force. I think from now on, your visits should be supervised by us. You will have a case manager assigned on Monday and they can arrange the visits for you.

Emma: Come get him and the kids
You win
I'm done

I never tried to break in or take Jr. By force. Obviously, they were trying to cover up the fact that they were choking my child. I was trying to say hello. What the hell is wrong with these people. I have no intentions of abducting my children, I have never hurt them, I am just trying to protect them. If they didn't have something to hide then why did they leave the country right away? Well, I am glad they did because I am sick of seeing burns, marks and bumps on my kid's head from them, so good riddance. At least I was able to do something right. Nobody wants to help me protect my babies. It is very disturbing and bothersome to me.

My Civil Rights were Violated. Now who was going to be held accountable if one of my children end up seriously injured or dead?

Would it be Judge Pierce that didn't think it was necessary to uphold an injunction for protection? OR

Judge Patricia Moore that granted Saul permanent custody? PERHAPS..

We could blame the circumstances of a lying child abusing roomate that had enough money to buy her own house and car, but was squatting in this home harassing her roomate for rides, and was fixated to throwing Bea on the street. Bea was more fixated on making sure Missy never stood foot from her kid's ever again.

Just to make sure, Bea went to a domestic violence shelter named CASA for support and advice.

CASA was supportive when it came to food, shelter, clothes, and resources. Unfortunately, they didn't have the funding to help me with supervised visits. Which I thought was strange. They had some programs that I thought were weak and barely pertained to me. The facility was a lot nicer than I imagined it would be.

There were people to talk with there, but you could tell they didn't care even though it was their job to. The other victims were more supportive mentally and emotionally than the staff was. Honestly, I felt as if I couldn't trust anyone. What bothered me most was seeing other children who were there being neglected and abused.

One mother took her child into the bathroom and whipped her butt to the point that the child couldn't walk right. When the child came out from the bathroom with tear's in her eyes, she stared me dead in the eye and whispered, "Help me." I went straight to the office and reported it, and the staff did nothing.

• Unbelievable but true, there are mother's and father's out there who are granted custody of their children who still are abusing their children while the protected parent is being isolated from that child. It happens a lot more then you can imagine.

A majority of the mother's in this shelter were from up north, and single protective parent's.  One mother had her right's revoked while her child was undergoing surgery because the father was neglecting medical care for the child and he totally flipped it around and blamed her and they believed him. She then flipped out and wanted to be with her kid during the surgery and was placed behind bar's.

Another mom was fighting over full custody with a pedofile who was being granted overnight visitation after the little girl already admitted that daddy touched her down there.

Yet another had full custody and her children were abducted by their father and on the run. He was one of the biggest ringleaders of the human trafficking racket. I was there for 90 days and the whole time this mother continuously complained that the feds were doing absolutely nothing to find her babies.

I just could not wrap my head around what the fuck was going on. Something was not adding up. What is this place that is being run by the federal government? It seems as if everything is opposite, like thing's are backwards. What should be is not happening. Then I came to a conclusion. What is happening? Chaos which is being resolved by foster care when the good parents name is tarnished by the bad parent, the bad parent is then granted custody and it is inevitable that the bad parent is going to fuck up. When this happen's the State get's involved and deems both parents unfit and bye bye little ones until your 18. It is a big scandal.

These legal advocates go to the courtroom and can't speak. Doesn't seem like that is beneficial at all when your an emotionally torn parent being bombarded by the system. There has to be some union's out there for the people to go to defend their national human rights. There is none. How are we going to protect our rights?

How are we going to survive when we have no place to live?

Chapter 53- Mark Hannah see Tampa Bay Crash Course of Injustice..(5)

August 2, 2015

B was being discriminated against due to her disabilities for she struggled with ADHD and Epilepsy.

B- "We shall start with my work story because that is where I seemed to finally fall apart. I was so happy to finally be working as a call agent at 24/7 with Ulta being a phone receptionist. As I mentioned before at the end of June Missy, Saul, and Mama almost sabatoged my chances of even getting the job because they were trying me. They showed their true colors in how they felt towards me by not being cooperative with caring for the kid's while I worked."

B thought-
(She was left to fend for herself. Although she did push the kid's on Saul. B felt she had to in order to provide for them and get on her own two feet. Only, it was supposed to be a quick transition.)

Unfortunately, B's idea blew up in her face and a lot of people turned on her.

Once B got the job she took it and rolled with it. B did everything in her power to keep it. Even though it was a challenge every day, she still put up with all the bullshit that came along with the job and stuck to it.

The first incident was the training. There was a lot of material to remember, and B was barely passing the exams. She realized it would have been a lot easier for her to attain the information had she been on her Ritalin.

B: " Ritalin is a drug that I discovered 10 year's ago that helps me focus and manage my life better. It has been a never ending battle to attain this medication because it is a controlled substance, and a lot of psychiatrist are afraid to prescribe it to me because so many people abuse it, which sucks for me because I can't keep a job without it. I try to make due, but it is too challenging. I literally need this drug to maintain my life."

The company only hired B by default. Most of the people walked out of the training and gave up with the position because the job didn't pay enough to put up with the bullshit training at 6 am. When the program started there were at least 20 candidate's. Once the training was finished only 8 people remained. B was lucky enough to get shuffled through.

When B made it onto the floor she was having a hard time keeping up with the work load. She fell behind and was not able to note all her accounts properly. She kept getting written up for taking time out of her own breaks to stay on task. Finding little shortcuts here and there to catch up.

B felt the supervisors were setting her up for failure because she would go to her cubicle, and either the computer would be malfunctioning, or her headset would be missing. The floor supervisors were making snide remarks about her and pulling her off the floor to have meetings that would degrade her. It got to the point where B's health started deteriorating because she was not getting enough nourishment due to skipped breaks, and not getting an adequate amount of sleep due to stress. B felt like she had to overcompensate all the time just so she could keep her job, but put her needs to the wayside. Eventually she went and got a doctor's note so they would understand her health condition.

B: "I would just ignore them and do my work, but they made going to my job hell."

B tried to find ways to ask for accommodations in order to find relief for her learning disability. She sent a note to HR asking if it would be possible to have an assigned cubicle so she can log in and out of her computer without any trouble because she was not able to remember the 15 different passwords and all the employees were not allowed to have any paper or pens on the floor. The supervisors of course found a way to dismiss her request by making B the only one without an assigned cubicle; it was like a slap in the face. It seemed as if she couldn't catch a break no matter where she sat.

One day B was so happy because it seemed like one of the supervisors finally took the time to help her figure out an issue she was having. It finally seemed like someone in the department really cared for once, so she got excited hugged her and gave a little peck on the cheek, which in the Spanish culture showed a sign of gratitude.

Do you know the next day at work she was taken into HR and was written up for that? She couldn't understand and wanted to address it with the supervisor face to face, but they did not give her a chance to and demanded she go back to work.

B went back to her cubicle and tried to recollect her thoughts and felt she needed to explain herself to this woman that she must have offended.  She asked her boss,

B- "Please if I may speak to this woman would it be inappropriate for me to apologize?"

B's boss explained to her,
"It is not the best time."

B told her, - "I feel I need some time to gather my thought's before I conduct my job."

She went to the bathroom and sat on the toilet crying and thought to herself.
(Never in my wildest dreams did I mean to sexually harass her. I was just trying to be kind.)

This really bothered B a lot, she started thinking.

(What is this world coming to if a person cannot even show gratitude? Well maybe I don't belong in such a world?)

At that moment B started hyperventilating wishing she was not in this world. Then her ears made a sound like a waterfall, and everything went completely black.

B felt herself in another dimension, and she was not sure where she was, it seemed as if she was in a highschool, but it was a different life. A better life that she wished she had, where people were generous and kind hearted. They made her feel loved and wanted........all of a sudden she woke up from this other life on the bathroom floor to the paramedics surrounding her, and a grotesque taste in her mouth which reminded her of taking a huge gulp of the ocean.

Later that evening B's neighbors sister came up to her and asked, "Are you alright?" She said, "I found you in the bathroom stall seizing and called 911. They couldn't get you out at first because the stall was locked, and we had to figure out a way to drag you out." She claims B was seizing off and on for a good 20 minutes.

B never did get to speak to the lady she hugged.  She wished the woman could have found some empathy in her heart and treated her as a human being who had feelings.

The paramedics took B to Largo Med, and when they asked her who could come get her the first response was,

B- "My husband"

The people making the calls for her at the hospital told B that Saul was not willing, so B asked them to call Zane and luckily Zane came through for B. It seemed as though Zane was the only one person that cared. At least someone did.

When B was in the hospital lobby Mark Hannah, a news anchor, was on the TV blasting about all the cop killings.

B was thinking,
(Wow! How uncanny I used to go to school with that guy and here comes Zane another guy I went to school with. Then she recollected the dream she had slightly when she was unconscious. Are these just coincidences, or GOD are you trying to show me something?)

B- Mark you are the only person I have chosen to use their real name in this book so far. I really hope you get a chance to read this someday and give your input. Please have a heart and help an old friend figure out which platform I should display my work?

B had a day off from work, but the following day she showed up for her scheduled shift. She was told that she could take some time off if need be.

B mentioned to her boss, -
"I can't take any time off because I have two kid's to support and I can't afford to lose any time."

B continued to work her shift. As she sat there a muscle spasm began in her leg, probably due to the seizure the other day. B's body was showing signs of regression.  She stood up from her chair to walk it off.

B's supervisor said,-
"What are you doing?"

B explained,-
"I am having muscle spasms in my leg. It is probably due to the seizure I had at work the other day."

The supervisor said, -
"If you're not in your seat taking calls then I am going to have to write you up."

B told her,- "You do what you have to do then."

Then B proceeded to take calls as she stood by her chair and stretched the ligament out. The next day B was terminated from her job for insubordination, even though she had a doctors note pertaining to her medical condition, and they were not willing to make any adaptations to work around her disability.  Actually, they did just the opposite and made B's job that much harder for her to be productive. Like most of B's job's it was a miserable experience.

Now B has been trying to collect disability since 2012. She has been denied six times. She cannot seem to keep a job to save her life. She has been fired from 10 consecutive jobs now.

B- "Should I just give up and shoot myself now because I am finding it impossible to afford to live in this fucked up world?

It's not even worth it!

I hate gun's anyway.

I Just keep breathing and swimming.

I can't help the fact, that I feel like I am slowly drowning."

Chapter 52- Neglect

09/01/2009- Present Day        

The Florida Health Department (FHD)- Healthy Families went to B's home to work with her and the baby. She also utilized the pregnancy center and fulfilled the whole 7 week course so she could be the best mom she could possibly be. Martha from Suncoast came to her home bi-weekly for grief counseling before and after she had Jr.

Pat and B attended Directions For Living, for their mental health, because of the abuse they suffered by Saul. B tried to help her husband seek mental health as well, but he was in denial due to substance abuse and financial hardships.

The Collumns at Allens Creek kept raising their rent, due to constant late payments, the Sanchez just couldn't catch up and struggled to remain financially stable. They both could not hold down a job because they had moved to the state of Florida during the time of a recession causing a lot of mental stress in their relationship. What the Collumns of Allens Creek did was put them in a situation to become homeless, resulting in an eviction.

A friend of B's had extra room and she let them move in until they were able to get on their feet. B attended Vocational Rehabilitation to help place her in a job, due to B's disability all her recent employers in Florida discriminated against her, and were not willing to make any accommodations to help her remain employed.

B: These employer's would set me up for failure which resulted in my termination. This would then upset my husband, causing a rift in our relationship. My husband began cheating on me, drinking excessively, abusing me and the kid's.

Saul's behavior ended up escalating which then resulted in him DUI with a suspended license and becoming an habitual offender. Saul ended up getting incarcerated on several occasions, putting the Sanchez in further debt. Then he would blame B for not being supportive of their family.

When the Sanchez moved into 2881 Cathy Ln. Clearwater FL 33760, their roomate Missy Elliot expected  the rent to be paid to her. Lator the Sanchez came to find out that she was not the rightful owner, and was posing herself as one illegally, she was squatting in the home. So the Sanchez saw this as an opportunity to save money and buy their own home.

B did some research on tax lien certificates, and found it to be a good outlet to make a sound investment, and attain a home free and clear. She went onto Diane Nelson's Tax collectors website, and saw a property she liked that had delinquent tax liens from 2013. B put $1000 down on what she believed to be a tax lien certificate, on November 9th 2014. B waited a month to receive that tax lien certificate, and felt proud to be contributing to the community and doing her due diligence.

Going into the year 2015 B felt confident that she made a good investment, and that their luck was going to change. B came to find out instead that she was duped by Diane Nelson's the Tax Collector. They told her she had paid somebody's past due taxes in error and explained to her the process on how to get her money back. B did as she was told, but then told her she was not entitled to get her money back due to the time frame in which the property was sold. She felt violated due to the result's of this processing error which was misleading her into losing her investment, leaving their family once again in financial hardship.

Tax season was right around the corner, and Saul and B developed a savings plan to put down on a home. Saul's drinking was out of control, and his aggressive behavior was spiraling. He assaulted B and the kid's repeatedly, causing them emotional distress and negligent to their well being. B's youngest is now developmentally delayed and her oldest, at the age of six, told Directions For Living that he wanted to go to heaven by getting beaten to death.

In March 2015, Saul got a passport for their two year old, and the $10,000 which was being saved for a home, and left for Nicaragua, his home country and spent it all on 05/09/2015-05/30/2015. When Saul came back B stood up to him finally, after 11 years, and told him.

B: I am done putting up with your lies and manipulation Saul. This is financial, emotional, mental, and physical abuse that you have inflicted on us over the years.

At this time we were still living in the home that was in the process of foreclosing and he abandoned the two kids and I with no marital or child support. When I went to DOR to apply for child support in June 2015, the DOR refused us support, explaining that there was a DOR case already established in the Commonwealth of Massachusetts. Which was true for my first child was born there in 2007, before we were married, my husband payed child support while we resided in MA, and he resided in FL. He convinced B to move to Florida by promising that they would buy a house and get married.

B: I think he only married me so he wouldn't have to pay the State of MA child support. After we did marry he was quick to prove it and get that money back into taxes he owed. By this time, in 2015, I was seriously considering moving back to MA so I could support my children on my own. I felt bad though because my children were getting the education and services they so desperately deserved. It seemed like such a shame to deprive them of the security and resources that had taken me years to establish, or the fact that the man they had always known as their father resided here in Florida. Even if he was an abuser I could still monitor his behavior around them, so I decided to stick around, and try to make it work.

B absolutely regreted making this decision because what transpired next was a living nightmare, and she honestly never imagined in her wildest dream's this would ever happen to her kid's and they ended up as victims of a broken judicial system.

Chapter 51: Family Conspiracy- Second Month

July 2015

B came to find out that Saul was still seeing his mistress (Emma) that he had been cheating on B with back in 2012. This was no surprise, once a cheater always a cheater. Saul didn't waste no time moving on and shacking up with Emma either.

B thought, (Did he even have a mourning period? Maybe for like two week's.)

Saul said,
 "That marriage was a joke!"

What B really thought was that, (Saul as a person was a joke. No one should ever take him seriously for he was a big fucking shit talker and I am so glad I am over him. Emma you think I am jelous because you have my ex husband? LOL, keep him. I could care less. You did me a big favor. I am just livid because you stole my kid's and tried to turn them against me.)

Like B said to Emma when she first met her,
"Good luck with that."

Emma asked B,
"What do you mean?"

B never did give Emma an answer, turned around, and walked away.

B thought
(She has to know by now what I meant. I mean it has already been two year's since she has been dealing with Saul's stupid ass. Now she is pregnant by him. Really? There is no way Saul has not shown her his true colors by now. All the lies and cover ups have to be eating away at her conscience.)

B text to Emma:

It sucks to have to neglect everything you stand for. Breaking your own pact against Rick Scotts vulnerable person's act. Emma, let's not ever forget the role that you played in this conspiracy. Even though you convinced a two year old to call you mommy and brainwashed my kid's into believing I am a dead beat mom. You will NEVER be their mother and my children know how irreplaceable and great I am. I hope Post Partum Depression gets you good this time around and hopefully my kid's will never have to be exposed to your crazy bitch ass again.

B wanted to spend the 4th of July with her kid's. She went to go pick them up at Saul's parents house. He was reluctant to let the babies go with B.

B asked him,
"What is the big deal? I have been working hard and want to spend time with my kid's."

Saul said,
"Pat doesn't want to go with you, he wants to stay here and light off fire works."

B replied,
"He can light some off with me."

Saul said, "I don't think so, I need to discuss this more with Pat, come back later."

B was extremely hurt and confused. She headed to Bellair beach to gain some clarity.
B thought,
(What kind of fucking games is Saul playing now? It is as if he is turning on me. He promised he would never do this, we made a pact to not keep the children from eachother. Now it looks as though he is trying to block everything and everyone from me. This is just the opposite of what he promised, to let bygones be bygones. What a fucking liar he is. I thought we meant more to eachother.

What a fool I was to believe I could make us and being seperated and remaining a family work. Saul never had any intentions of cooperating for the children's sake. He just set out to punish me by withholding my babies. That evil son of a bitch doesn't deserve to be the father of any children especially my own. He is an abuser. If your not with me, then that must mean your against me. Why did I have to be optimistic? I should have left before it was too late. Now it has been two torturous years not knowing if my kid's are safe.)

B looked out into the ocean and she wept. She prayed to Jesus for an answer. This warm energy came over her to confide in her friends and family. She was desperate for an answer to her prayers. She called Aunt Trudy.

Aunt Trudy: "Go back. Get your kid's and bring them to my house."

 B went back to knock on that door and finish this discussion and she wasn't going to take no for an answer because she was their mother. B was so glad she did. B had her aunt on the phone as a witness in case Saul wanted to get nasty about it. Eventually Saul caved and let them kid's go with their mother that day. If B known then what she know now, she would have kept driving. She had the rights to protect them boy's.

B said,
" I didn't think THEY were gonna hurt us. They being Saul, Missy, Emma, Primo, Mama, and Papa.

Pat and Jr were so happy to be with me. I am so thankful for this precious moment with my babies. It was one of the last great memories I have left from 2015. Since then I have feared that it will be my only one left. It kill's me that two years have just been stolen from us.

My Aunt Trudy was a blessing that day. She welcomed us with open arms. I was not aware that it was her birthday too. Our gaurdian angels were drawing us close together. We jumped into her pool and I watched my children smile and be happy. Jr. was even swimming. He learned to swim! I was so proud. So much was happening in his life without me. Pat was squirting us with the noodle and my Aunt Trudy was taking beautiful picture's the whole time.

After the pool my Aunt took us to a party in her honor. We sat around the table and singing her Happy Birthday as she blew out her candles. The boys had such a great time playing monkey pile with the other boy's at the party. I wish I could have enjoyed it with them but I was so exhausted from all the crying and worrying I had done earlier I passed out. This was all too much for me. I was having a hard time fighting back and didn't have the energy in me to handle this. I was drained.

The following day my Aunt Trudy and I had a heart to heart. We discussed my situation and I was not aware that her and I shared a similar story, except she had her husband stolen out from underneath her by her sister. She did not agree with what I had done, and had a conflict of interest in helping me.

That was the last day that B saw her Aunt Trudy. Even her own blood were turning their backs and B was all alone without a friend in the world.
B thought, (How will I ever get through this?)

B say's:
"Scars remind us of where we been, they don't have to dictate where we are going."