Monday, January 2, 2017

Chapter 15- Primo's Loss

02/01/2005

Primo knew his parents were leaving the Ville and he was getting ready to parlay and get a little closer to that new hottie with the mustang. She was all over him, wearing his kicks and everything, but she remained more at a distance because she was still dating his brother. They seemed to be getting closer.

Primo's mom, dad, and brother were going to go visit Nicaragua. Primo bought 20 Garcia Vegas for the occasion. Bea bought an ounce to celebrate as well. They hung out with friends and went on several outings together to New Hampshire in a snowstorm, up a steep hill in reverse in Hull, and he even fixed Bea's car with a Garcia Vega. Bea got Primo into the Green Street Bar even though he was under age she still served him a Grateful Dead. She really was beginning to love Primo as a person and not just a cute face. She felt they could relate to one another.

Bea just loved watching him stand at the bar all nervous and afraid to approach other women. He was shy, but not around her. No when he was around Bea Primo felt he could be himself. Little by little Bea would test the waters. First she would sit beside him, they would always share their smokes, put their arm around one another, and she would try to play around kiss, fight, and tackle each other.

Tonight was all together different it had been weeks and Bea was going to make her first move. Primo had no clue, but Bea knew herself well enough that she was going to need a good enough excuse. They decided to drop ecstasy together. Primo said he didn't feel anything and went to bed, but Bea felt weird and she didn't want to waste a minute of her buzz so she crept into Primo's bed under the covers and touched him. Then she breathed heavily on his crotch, he instantly got aroused to a satisfying orgasmic experience to Primo receiving head.

OMG! Primo saw fireworks in his mind. This was the best head he can ever remember receiving. Who was this angel white with the soft hair and brown eyes that had her lips wrapped around his cock? Damn! She was creeping up on him in the middle of the night, true and weird, but it was worth it. It felt so good, now here she comes lurking up my body and sitting right on top of me and I am loving every minute of her sweet juices spreading all over me she is amazingly hot!

Bea teased for a minute grabbing Primo's pulsating throbbing boner and rubbed it against her clitoris as she moaned in his ear. She dipped the tip in just a little against her labial just to see how soft his helmet was so silky. Every little touch, every minute counted, and it seemed as if they loved each other for the first and last time and in some sense it was their first.

Who cares if the drugs weren't working, regardless of the fact they were living in ecstasy at this very moment. Just being together making love to one another. Bea slipped the head of Primo's dick deep inside her crevice and whispered in a satisfying moan, "Oh! Baby, I have wanted you so much." Primo grunted, "Argh," in a growl which at that point grabbing Bea's hips he pushed it deep inside her. She rode him like a pony and inserted her nipples against his lips as he suckled and caressed. At this time colors and fireworks were going on in Bea's mind.

She felt a moment of climax for the both of them it was super intense. More intense than anyone else she has ever been with and she needed that love and attention so badly. Then after sex they cuddled and fell asleep next to each other naked. Later they woke up stunned. They each started getting dressed and Primo made a comment, "Well if you're pregnant at least were keeping it in the family." He had no idea how true that statement was.

A week later Saul came back all excited. Bea was going to break it off with Saul because she really wanted to be monogamous with Primo but she decided to break the news after her trip to Aruba which was in less than a week.

But before her trip it was decided that all three of us would drive to Manchester N.H. to go clubbing. We arrive deep, 5 Hispanics and a white girl, stepping into a Gucci Mafia Club. One thing led to another and a full on brawl with a gun involved broke loose, karate kid kickboxing, a bunch of guy's ganging up on Primo, I tried to help him but the glass doors were shoved in my face. Saul was able to retrieve the gun. The bartender was putting the sleeper hold on everybody.

After my trip to Aruba my nana says to me, "What are you pregnant?" I said, "Nana! No!" Then nana retorted, "Who's is it Primo's or Saul's?", and then it dawned on me.... Fuck!

The following day I go walking into a store with Primo, I am running for the bathroom feeling as if I was about to pee my pants and Primo calls me his "baby" and I am thinking. Wow! I really have to get checked by a doctor.

The day afterwards I go to the doctors and sure enough I am expecting. The first man I told was Primo, and right off the bat he tells me to abort the baby, and I tell him "No way in hell, this is my first baby, I may never have another. This baby was conceived out of love." Primo said, "No way, you raped me Bea." I retorted, “What! I didn't rape you admit it like a man that you came in me and you enjoyed it and after we were done you made a joke about keeping it in the family, "IT" being my baby." Primo stated, "IT can still be my brother's, right?" I responded, " I suppose, if you’re not going to be with me then I mind as well tell Saul and see what his response might be." Hopefully it will be better than the loss I had with Primo. Which could have been a totally different result if he could have just called IT his baby? I really wish he had accepted me as his baby. Now, I have come to the conclusion that he was the only man I have ever truly loved. He never gave me a chance to show him either.

Love hurts.


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