02/10/2005
As I stood there looking over the city of Boston on the 19th floor
balcony of my nana's building. I prayed a very special prayer to GOD because I
felt so alone.
First I said, Dear father GOD please forgive me for I have sinned.
I have not been pure of heart, for I have chosen to live a promiscuous
lifestyle and have found myself pregnant. Although I am fortunate to be able to
carry this creation of yours inside of me I am scared that I am not going to be
able to provide for all of the babies needs on my own. My child needs a father.
I never had that and it really screwed me up. I want more for this child. More
than what I had. I am honored Lord that you have given me this little person to
spend my life with. I just wish you would send somebody to love us
unconditionally. Send me my soul mate to help me raise this baby. I know I
don't want to do this alone. This baby needs to be loved by both of their
parents. Please help me make this happen. I love my child more than I love
myself. I will give my all for this child. I just need for my child and I to be
happy and loved and know that no matter what that they belong. I just need your
love LORD. Shine your love on me and my child right now.
Send us someone to love us unconditionally like you do. Father, I
need a father, soul mate, best friend, provider, and man to take care of us.
Please deliver to me before this baby is born. I thank you and love you father
for you have always been good to me, please keep me in your favor and never
leave me alone.
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