Take Away The Pain (Revolution Lyrics)

November 28, 2015

Take Away the Pain 

(Revolution Lyrics)

By B'onnie

Take it away

Take away the pain

Take away the sorrow

Don't worry about tomorrow. 

Hell is in time

Time to forget the change

That everything is coming 

To an end

Hopeless in vain
that everything has fallen.
To lose yourself
In despite of the game.

Take it away
Take away the pain
To losing yourself
In the process.

But now, I am falling asleep

Now I'm losing my grip.

It is time to

Relinquish this pain

To avoid the fall
Into an abyss.

Take it away 

Take away the pain

Hold it close 

And suck it dry

Hold onto life,
And hold onto tomorrow.
If not your sure to fall in a grave.

My heart is pain

It is aching from the 

Hurtful one's 

They have ripped my children 

From me.

This caused a rift in our lives
Now I need to love them,

But they are trapped

By him

And they are torn

To him

And they are tainted 

By him.

CHAPTER 61: REVELATIONS

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Blessed is the one who reads the words of this prophecy, and blessed are those who hear it and take heart what is written in it, because the time is near.
                                -REVELATION 1:3

Then one of the elders asked me. "These in white robes--who are they, and where did they come from?" I answered, "Sir, you know." And he said, "These are they who have come out of the great tribulation; they have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the lamb. Therefore, they are before the throne of God and serve him day and night in his temple; and he who sits on the throne will spread his tent over them. Never again will they hunger; never again will they thirst. The sun will not beat upon them, nor any scorching heat. For the lamb at the center of the throne will be their shepard; they will lead you to spring's of living water. And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes."
                      - REVELATIONS- 7:13

August 21, 2017
Great American solar eclipse will be the final wakeup call to stir this spiritual enlightenment. A reminder that you must repent. Many will not survive these trying time's. Prepare yourselves.

The fourth Angel sounded his trumpet, and a third of the sun was struck, a third of the moon, and a third of the star's, so that a third of them turned dark. A third of the day was without light, and also a third of the night.
As I watched, I heard an eagle that was flying in midair call out in a loud voice: "woe! woe to the inhabitants of the earth, because of the trumpet blasts about to be sounded by the other three angels!" -                          -REVELATIONS- 8:12

Cataclysmic judgement will be in effect for the next 33 day's. After will become the Great American Firestorm.

God's purpose of fearful sights and great signs from heaven is to bring many people- who would not have done otherwise- to call upon the name of the Lord.

For the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. -Romans 10:12

GOD has designed special configurations among the stars to function as signs.  They are signs that herald prophetic events among the Earth. This heralding will serve notice before the eyes of the world that the time of event's foretold by the Lord has arrived. All this means that the great sign of heaven has full authority to function as a public event legally documenting the final great warning of God.

The Lord is the great prophet. As a prophet he is accountable to warn all who are under his ministry. The great wonder in heaven is his imminent and astounding warning to all the time of judgement is here.....

The judgement is written in the book......

The judgement is written in the stars....

The prophets have warned you....

This judgement is just.

This means the Lord cannot be charged with any wrong against man or angel for the judgement he is bringing upon this world.
                               -Ezekiel-

You are served notice. The Lords end time events are about to overtake you. The great sign in heaven is the colossal herald proclaiming that the prophetic troubles of the last days have arrived. Most of us refuse to believe Gods work by faith, while we believe his working through a sign. So God is going to give us a sign. A great sign. This great sign will herald sudden and great judgement. 

But why?

The rebel lawmakers of the golden empire have foolishly attacked Christian purity. The attack on purity is because the lawmakers will not have holiness to rule over them. 

But to reject God's holiness is to reject God himself. In the end, the rebels own reasoning force's them to declare war on God. As soon as the rebels feel bold enough, open war breaks out. In defiance, they reach out and seize their own court officers that are still walking in holiness. 

At this point the spirit of Sodom overtakes the land, the Lord acts swiftly. The judgement of Sodom will be poured out on the spirit of Sodom. 
The Lord begins moving into place his storehouse, for the day of battle. 

Like little David, all he needs is some rocks, the day of battle arrives. It is a day of fearful sights and great sign from heaven. 

The Lord takes aim and the golden Goliath suddenly falls. 

The empire will die in one hour, unrepentant in its wickedness. 
                    -REVELATIONS-18:10

The unrepentant empire - and the church in the unrepentant empire- have together refused to confess the empires fatal sin. 

What is this fatal sin that brings such sudden judgement? 

Our fatal sin is the replacement of holiness with human rights as our guiding moral principle in life and government. This is a direct opposition to the Lords decree:

You shall be holy, for I the Lord your God am holy.
                             -Leviticus- 19:2

They manifest insanity of pornographic rights, abortion rights, and homosexual rights. This is why evil has become good and good has become evil in our land.

The unrepentant adherence to the doctrine of human rights that is producing the trampling of the holiness of God in our courts is the garuntee of the firestorm of the golden empire. Your only hope will be to turn to the Lord Jesus Christ. For Jesus himself said:

As earnestly as I can say to you, unless one is born again he cannot see the kingdom of heaven. 💘 I am not sure where it is written but there is a nice passage that touched me deeply on -John 2- 

In the same conversation with Nicodemus, Jesus also said;

For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son. That whosoever believes in him shall not perish but have everlasting life.

Call on him with all your heart. Please do not risk one day's wait. 
Everyone pray out loud with me, even if you are already born-again.
Decide now a say this prayer;

Jesus! I cry out to you. I admit I am a sinner- fallen and under your judgement. In confusion I have replaced your holiness with mans counterfeit. I want to be born- again and see rightly. Rescue me from your firestorm. ...and send your holy spirit to dwell in me.
                                     Amen

Now try your spiritual eyes. Find a bible and read the Gospel of John.
It is the fourth book in the new testament. 

Noon over Jerusalem

Darkness falls over the Earth and the sign of great wonder appears within hours the firestorm of the golden empire begins.

Yet the Lord longs to be gracious to you; he rises to show compassion on you. For the Lord is a God of Justice.

These are the consequences for allowing the constructs of the devil to worm his way into our families and divide us from our kin. The lord is the only one that has a right to judge our existence. He is taking back his power soon. He is right and just in doing so for humankind is losing their way. The devil has corrupted the mind's and hearts of parent's to not rise up and take action. So the Lord is determined to take action to do it for us. This is divine intervention. He will give us the nudge we need now. It is our god given right as parents to raise these millennia's to be a better humanity. A more loving humanity. A more advanced and knowledgeable species. Which cannot happen until we tear apart our old constructs that the devil arranged and reroot and build a stronger foundation that cannot be corrupted.

I am not a doomsday conspirator. This message is divinely guided from our maker preparing you for the inevitable transformation of a New Earth.  A new beginning into the bronze Era. We must not fear this, but embrace this change with an open mind and heart, with love and light. For ALL of us are evolving whether we like it or not, we know it is coming and overdue. There is no escaping this fate. Just prepare your soul for this experience. Ask our maker for forgiveness and salvation. Make sure your children are purified as well. For they will be held accountable too. Do not dismiss a single soul. Repent and bring as many soul's with you. God will reward you. Christ will save you from all harm, so do not fear the trumpets blast for many will be protected from the wrath if they have faith in their heart's, and are putting in their life mission to save themselves, ground their body in Gaia, and connect to as many soul's along the way. 

What will happen 3rd of July 2020 going into September 17, 2020? Get ready for the REVELATION 12 sign.


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Chapter 59: Marriage

August 7, 2017

Morals, Ethics, and Values.

It is good for a man not to marry. But since there is so much immorality, each man should have his own wife, each woman her own husband. The husband should fulfill his marriage duty to his wife, and likewise the wife to her husband.

The wife's body does not belong to her alone, but also to her husband. In the same way, the husband's body does not belong to him alone, but also to his wife.

Do not deprive each other except by mutual consent and for a time, so that you may devote yourselves to prayer. Then come together again so that Satan will not tempt you because of your lack of self-control. I say this as a concession, not as a command.

I wish that all men were as I am. But each man has his own gift from God; one has this gift, another has that.

Now to the unmarried and the widows I say. It is good for them to stay unmarried, as I am. But if they cannot control themselves, they should marry than to burn with passion.

To the married I give this command (Not I, but the Lord): A wife must not separate from her husband. But if she does, she must remain unmarried or else be reconciled to her husband. And a husband must not divorce his wife.

To the rest I say this (I, not the Lord): If any brother has a wife who is not a believer and she is willing to live with him, he must not divorce her.

And if a woman has a husband that is not a believer and he is willing to live with her, she must not divorce him.

For the unbelieving husband has been sanctified through his wife, and the unbelieving wife through her believing husband. Otherwise your children would be unclean, but as it is, they are holy.

But if the unbeliever leaves, let him do so. A believing man or woman is not bound in such circumstances; God has called us to live in peace.

How do you know, wife, whether you will save your husband?

Or, how do you know, husband, whether you will save your wife?

Nevertheless, each one should retain the place in life that the Lord assigned to him and to which God has called him. This is the rule I lay down in all the churches.

Was a man already circumcised when he was called? He should not become uncircumcised.

Was a man uncircumcised when he was called? He should not be circumcised. Circumcision is nothing and uncircumcision is nothing.

Keeping Gods demands is what counts.

Each one should remain in the situation which he was in when God called him.

Were you a slave when you were called? Don't let it trouble you-- Although if you can gain your freedom, do so. For he who was a slave when he was called by the Lord is the Lord's freedman, similarly, he/she who was a free man when he was called is Christ's slave.

You were bought at a price; do not become slaves of men. Brothers, each man, as responsible to GOD, should remain in the situation that God called him to.

Now about virgins: I have no command from the Lord, but I give a judgement as one who by the Lord's mercy is trustworthy. Because of the present crisis, I think that it is good for you to remain as you are.

Are you married? Do not seek a divorce.

Are you unmarried? Do not look for a wife.

But if you do marry, you have not sinned: and if a virgin marries, he/she has not sinned.

But those who marry will face many troubles in this life, and I want to spare you this.

What I mean, brothers/sisters, is that the time is short. From now on those who have wives should live as if they had none; those who mourn, as if they did not; those who are happy, as if they were not; those who buy something, as if it were not theirs to keep; those who use the things of the world, as if not engrossed in them. For this world in its present form is passing away.

I would like you to be free from concern.

So unmarried man is concerned about the Lord's affairs-- how he can please the Lord.

But a married man is concerned about the affairs of this world-- how he can please his wife-- and his interests are divided.

An unmarried woman or virgin is concerned about the lord's affairs: Her aim is to be devoted to the Lord in both body and spirit.

But a married woman is concerned about the affairs of this world-- how she can please her husband.

I am saying this for your own good, not to restrict you, but that you may live in a right way in undivided devotion to the Lord.

If anyone thinks he is acting improperly toward the virgin he is engaged to, and if she is getting along in year's and he feels he ought to marry, he should do as he wants. He is not sinning. They should get married.

But the man who has settled the matter in his own mind, who is under no compulsion but has control over his own will, and who has made up his mind not to marry the virgin-- this man also does the right thing. So then, he who marries the virgin does right, but he who does not marry her does even better.

A woman is bound to her husband as long as he lives. But if her husband dies, she is free to marry anyone she wishes, but he must belong to the Lord.

In my judgement, she is happier if she stays as she is-- and I think I too have the spirit of God. -

1 Corinthians 7:1-4

Please forgive me father for sinning against your commandment to honor my husband. I made this decision on part to regain my freedom and become a slave to Jesus Christ. For even though my husband was an unbeliever and I sanctified him through marriage, I began to realize he was not worth saving for he was tempted by Satan and had bore a baby with her while we were still under your oath my Lord. This by far is the biggest immoral sin known to man.

He is consumed by the devil and I choose for my children to have no part in it for they are both holy.


In accordance this is against my religion and all I honor, practice, and preach by your commandments in his holy name Jesus.

Please forgive me for we have been oppressed by this demon long enough, please free my holy angels from our suffering, for no one should have to live without each other due to one mistake. We all deserve second chances. Life is too short to have to learn to live without, when all we need is love.

Honestly, I chose free will. I knew we were both unhappy. I was being fair just by letting him be and told him to go. The fact that he never came back goes to show the type of man he really was. I wished for him unrequited love, but he turned on me by harboring that love I had for my children. He displaced me from everything I found comfort in, until I had nothing, and he chose to give me nothimg.

It will not break me and make him a widow like I suppose he had planned. No! His aim may have been to destroy me, my mission was to save him, but you can't save somebody who doesn't want to be saved.

I apologize father for I believe I have failed your test. I am still your humble servant still seeking redemption in my heart. I may not emulate perfection like yourself, but at least I gave him a chance to redeem himself, why he chose to leave me in shambles? That is a question I will leave up to him to answer you on judgement day.

Saul, your really fucked when this time comes if you don't change your crazy ways.

Chapter 55- Tampa Bay Crash Course of Injustice...(5)

09/01/2009- Present Day

Missy Elliot was the woman that B and her children were residing with. Even though B didn't pay rent neither was Missy. Missy dispised the fact that she had to take over the electric bill after Saul moved out, for that was the only bill Saul was helping her pay. Missy took her anger out on B and the kid's. God forbid Missy had to pay something.

Missy started abusing them by withholding entrance of their home, banging on their bedroom doors, scaring them in the middle of the night, threatening to throw things at them, and by putting B's children in time out using brut force. Just acting bizarre expressing unstable and very aggressive behavior towards the kid's and B. So B filed for an injunction for protection hoping that Missy would get the hint and leave them alone. B seems to think it worked for about a month.

Around the time B had started a new job, and on the day she was supposed to appear in court, B had been paying the trash bill from the moment they initially moved in. B gave Missy $150.00 at the beginning of August to shut her up, and replaced her old washer with a new washer putting over $300.00 into the home alone. On top of filling the house up with food on a monthly basis, and giving her rides to work everyday for the past two-three year's. B also cooked and fed the woman and cleaned the house on a daily basis. Can you believe this apparently didn't seem to be  enough for Missy? She accused B before a judge that B didn't pay her nothing and the judge wouldn't give B the opportunity to discredit Missy or prove otherwise. The sixth judicial circuit court instead discredited B completely over heresay, and manipulated lies when B clearly had witnesses, evidence, and proof that B was being conspired against.

Missy knew B had no support whatsoever from her husband besides the fact that he would watch the kid's while B worked full time. B's roomate and work hours wore B down to the point of exhaustion causing her seizures. Still Missy was coming at B for money while she was trying to support herself and two kids. B knew Missy had plenty of money because she was already collecting on two settlements from previous car accidents she was involved in. Why was Missy still coming after B and her kids then? Missy either had a personal vendetta due to B filing a restraining order against her, or she was conspiring with Saul.

At this point B decided that it was time to move back to MA. So she discussed her plan to leave with Missy.

Missy then told B,

Missy: "Well you have to give me the car then!"

Ok well B wasn't down with that idea so B told her,

B: I will be leaving Sunday.

This conversation occurred all on a Wednesday,

Missy: "Well your husband will not allow that, he'll hunt you down."

That was a threat, and if B had known then what she knows now she should have taken her children to the nearest domestic violence shelter that night, unfortunately B did not take her husband, his brother, his mother, his father, his mistress, and her roommate's threats seriously.

B came to the conclusion later that this was all a ploy to get her to stay in the State of Florida long enough to set her up.

On Thursday morning B pulled an all nighter for she had to appear in court the following day. Saul and Primo had both filed injunctions for protection against B claiming she was stalking them, when in fact she never hurt either of them. This was the first time that B had ever set foot in a courtroom before, or been accused of anything remotely criminal in all her life, so she didn't know what to expect. B was nervous and petrified.

Primo never showed and Saul was shunned out of the court room. B asked the Judge her rights as a parent, and if she was able to relocate out of state to keep her kid's safe.

The judge said, "I can't advise it, but yes you do have the right."

Then B said, "Thank you your honor."

B then saw this as her opportunity to move out as of Sunday 08/23/2015.

Earlier that morning B's baby, Jr., woke up early craving his momma's love because the seperation was already starting to have an effect on him, causing him anxiety. B gave Jr extra TLC and tended to him that morning 8/20/2015. She put him in his high chair and fed him breakfast.

At 5am Missy woke up with a nasty attitude demanding a ride to work. B expressed to Missy that she was getting ready for court and if she wanted to get to work on time Missy would then need to help get Jr ready.

Missy agreed and while B was in the shower Missy started to question her why she was in the shower. Missy became highly irrate at the time, in a fit of rage grabbed a two year old's face assaulting him and leaving marks that were not apparent at that moment for they were still fresh, but B heard him cry while she was getting out of the shower and wondering why he was screaming and witnessed Jr's reaction to the assault which caused him a lot of emotional distress.

B was aware that Jr. expressed himself defensively and she thought his behavior to be odd, for Jr had never exhibited this kind of behavior before. B did not know what to make of it right away because she was distracted and naked and had to get dressed. Jr couldn't speak well enough yet to tell B that Missy had hurt him. Missy was distracting B by fighting with her the whole time which didn't give B much of an opportunity to look very closely at her son.

The following day B had noticed the gash under his chin once she had layed Jr down to change his diaper. B said to her baby,

B: "Aww baby.
What happened to your chin?"

He pointed to it and in a very sad voice said,

Jr: "Missy,  boo boo."

B said: "Aww baby, Missy gave you that boo boo?"

B's baby just shook his head up and down. Then B knew,  that Missy's behavior, threats, and hand slapping all of a sudden made sense. Missy was trying to drive them away, even by force. B felt now that she should have punched the living daylights out of that woman, and took off with her boy's to a safe place, but instead B trusted that justice would have prevailed.

When B had called the authorities to arrest her, of course Missy denied doing it. Once the child protective investigator Mark Meredith investigated, he formed a biased opinion against B believing the hearsay of three known felons over an emotionally distraught protective mother whom called the authorities thinking that they would have done their due diligence by protecting her and her kid's.

At this point a lot of false allegations were being made about the mother and CPI could have looked into them and seen that there were no findings against the mother, case solved, non criminal.

If the investigator had done a background check on Missy he would have seen that she had already had a felony for biting her ex-husbands nose off right in front of thier 6 yr. old in 2002 through the Clearwater PD. Since then Missy has had a restraining order from being near her own kid, but had the CPI really done his job he would have known that and not have listened so intently to this manipulative abuser who was painting the mother to look like an abusive suspect. B found out by doing her own investigation after the incident and found out that Missy was a legitimate psycho female. Had B known prior she would have never left Missy alone with her boy's ever.

After this CPI did them no justice B became really skeptical towards the authorities. Never again would she trust them to do right by her children. B had wished that she did not have so much faith in the law at that time, or made the sorry pleas for help in trust to the department of children and families.

Now B sometimes wishes she had taken matters into her own hands instead and decked that bitch when she hurt her baby. Perhaps this would have turned out differently and the judges would have saw that B was justified in doing so by protecting her baby. Then again maybe B would be locked up now if she had taken a stand since everything seemed to be half assed backwards concerning child protective services. The system put in place to protect them unfortunately was broken.

PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
PCSO - INCIDENT SO15-359111
Report Date: 08/21/2015

Upon arrival I spoke with complainant BEA SANCHEZ who advised she thinks her roommate, MISSY ELLIOT
scratched her youngest son JR. Bea advised yesterday (08/20/2015) morning at approximately 0540 hours she woke up to take a shower and drive Missy to work.

Bea advised Missy was rushing her along as she was running late for work and needed to be there at 0600 hours and Bea had gotten into the shower at 0540 hours. Bea advised while she was trying to hurry and get dressed as she had court on this day as well, Bea advised she asked Missy to help get  JR. dressed so that way they could leave sooner.
Bea advised she was in the bathroom getting ready and heard Jr. crying, but did not think anything of it. Bea advised she came out of the bathroom and she helped Missy trying to put pants on JR., but then got frustrated and threw them on the floor leaving JR. in a t-shirt and diaper.

Bea advised she took Missy to work and that JR. was still crying and yelling while Missy was putting him in the car.

Bea advised she did not think anything of it and just continued to take Missy to work and went about her day.
Bea advised she started her day today and just before calling law enforcement she noticed a small scratch on the right side of William's face and observed a small mark underneath his chin as well.
Bea stated she thinks Missy grabbed Jr. by the face yesterday and this is why he was crying and screaming in the morning before they left the house.

Bea advised she did not see Missy do this and just thinks she did as Missy was complaining about having her help take care of JR. and his older brother Pat when the incident occurred. She has been complaining about Bea not helping out with the bills.

Bea advised she is currently going through a divorce and believes Missy is taking the side of her soon to be ex-husband (NFI) and keeps telling Bea she needs to help with the bills. Bea advised her and Missy have been arguing a lot about money and the bills for the home.
Bea advised Pat was not at the location when this incident in the morning occurred and that only she, Missy and Jr. Were in the residence.

While I was at the home with Bea kept talking to Jr. and would point to her chin and was stating, "Missy, boo-boo"? While I was on scene JR. did not talk to me or state Missy or boo-boo and was shy , but did not shy away at all when I looked at the scratch/mark on his face or when I took picture's.

Bea wanted to show me a text message from Missy and stated that Missy was threatening her. The only text message Bea showed me from Missy stated, "I'm sorry", and then spoke about how Missy does not feel she should be the only one paying the bills for the house. There was no threatening text messages shown to me.

I relocated to 1500 S BELCHER RD, McDonald's, to speak with Missy.
Missy advised she woke up yesterday morning and had to be at work at 0600 hours. Missy advised she was waiting for Bea to get out of the shower and dressed as she was taking too long and getting "dolled up" for court even though court was later in the day
and she could've come home after dropping her off at work to get ready.
While waiting,

Missy advised Bea asked her to help get JR. dressed so they could leave sooner. Bea advised upon getting
JR. his clothes from his bedroom he was crying and throwing a temper tantrum and yelling "Mommy", which she advised JR. normally does. Missy stated she went into Bea' s room where JR. was laying on her bed and began to dress him. Missy advised JR. fought her to put his shirt on and then kept kicking his legs or kicking off the shorts Missy tried to put on him.

Missy advised Bea saw JR. kicking, screaming and crying and came in the room to assist Missy with putting on his shorts.

Missy advised Bea picked up JR. and held on to him while Missy tried to pull the shorts over his diaper. Missy advised JR. continued to kick and this is when she just dropped the shorts and stated to just leave him in the diaper and advised Missy stated she was running late for work and didn't understand why Bea was not rushing to get her to work which was causing
an argument between her and Bea.
Missy stated that Pat was not awake during this time and believes he was asleep in his room when she was leaving for work with Bea and JR.

Missy advised Bea is going through a divorce and that Bea thinks Missy is taking her ex-husband's side. Missy advised she is friends with both parties and is "taking the kids side" as she loves and cares for the children a lot and doesn't want them to get hurt
during this divorce. Missy stated that Bea has not been helping at all with the bills in the home and this has caused a lot of arguments in the home.

Missy advised she would never hurt either of the children and has never been physical with them and stated that when the boys need to be punished they are place into timeout. Missy advised she has not noticed the scratches or marks on JR. and if there are marks on his face she thinks he and Pat were playing too rough, or that JR. could've been hurt while playing with other children in the neighborhood.

At this time without an independent witness I am unable to show how JR. obtained the scratch on his cheek and mark under his chin.

Pictures of the marks/scratches were taken and attached to this report.
I contacted the Florida Abuse Hot line and spoke with operator (123) who advised a report would be taken for this incident.

I provided a business card and case number to both Bea and Missy for their records.

Disposition: Case Closed; Solved Non-Criminal.

B's thoughts: (I just noticed that the deputy left out a very important detail that I had mentioned. Missy left out the same detail because she was covering it up. When the assault occured she was taking my son out of his highchair. That is why I specifically put him in the highchair when the deputy took the pictures, so she could see that my baby could not get out of the highchair without assistance. She would have had to unlatch the tray which was impossible for my son to do. Why was this information not included in Missy's story? She was hiding the assault and skipped over that very crucial detail. Why didn't the officer question Missy about this? I don't know why Deputy Dinah Dougherty didn't include this vital information. Maybe she didn't really want to investigate or see it for what it was, an out of control abusive situation. All I know is the next time an officer takes my statement. I am going to record every last word to see how close the police report matches up to what is really said. Especially when it comes to CPS.)

Soon after the deputy left, the CPI knocked on the door. B had called him for thier protection, and told him what had happened to JR. B had not even finished when Missy arrived home, coming towards B confrontational, and pounding her fist aggressively on the table. The whole time B looked over at the CPI next to her and asked him,

B: "You saw that?"

The CPI just shook his head acknowledging, yet no where in his report does he even document it. Actually, just the opposite occurs. In the CPI report he praises Missy making her look like a saint and B an erratic parent. As soon as Missy saw JR. she opened her arms, and In a fake ass tone says,

Missy: "Hi JR."

Missy wrapped her fat arms around him and B's first reaction was to grab Jr away  and tell her,

B: "Get your hands off my baby!"

NEVER again did B want Missy near her boys. B then took her child into his bedroom, and put him in his highchair to keep him away from her.

She then asked Pat and his other two friends to watch JR. while she talked to the investigator. The children really wanted to share their observations of Missy's violent behavior because they witnessed it. Although by the time B returned Missy had already had the CPI tied around her little pinky finger and having him form a biased opinion against B. The CPI never bothered to take B's complete statement or hear the 12yr old, 10yr old, and 9yr old's eyewitness encounter of Missy's erratic episode's.

When B tried to speak with Mark to finish what she had initially started telling him, he then scolded her and made her leave the room so he could privately have an hour conversation about her with the alleged abuser. This is when B realized that they were not going to be protected. She than started to have a panic attack realizing that her environment would never be safe or stable again. She was very upset. She started crying and telling the CPI how she really felt about him, even going to the extent of telling him that she was more capable of doing his job better than he ever could. She meant every single word and did not hold back any feelings.

This was a big mistake, one should never insult law enforcement, or show emotions. B did it all. Not only was she being attacked, but her innocent little kid's were being attacked also, and B now knew she was out numbered. She needed to make a decision about her kid's safety and fast. CPI suggested she call their father to come get them and she had agreed under one stipulation, that she could have them back on Sunday because Pat started back to
elementary school.

B should have never agreed with this CPI. She should have stuck with her instincts by not seperating, and went with her kid's someplace else.

Chapter 54- Family Conspiracy - Third Month

August 2015

B: "This is where things tend to get very complicated so you have to pay attention. Now I am about to put you in my shoes. Imagine yourself a single mother being harassed by your mother-in-law, brother-in-law, father-in-law, roomate, and husband who didn't even bother to introduce the paramour. No, she just pops in to introduce herself to top the icing on the cake. This is how I found out he was back with her and she was taking care of my kid's."

B had already lost her job and she texted Saul so she could get the scooter to find a way to getting to another job. Of course Saul had to make it impossible.

8/4/2015
Text messages to Saul from B.......

Saul: The scooter is out of commission and it is raining.

B: I'll take it into Tropical Scooters. We still have warranty on it.

Saul: It is going to rain all week.

B: We should take care of it while the warranty is still in place and I need wheels.

Saul: I will take it myself on Saturday. Can you answer? I am trying to call you. My mom is going to pick up the kid's tomorrow. If you keep it up you will keep the kid's and I won't pick them up. Then you are going to lose your job, and you will have to get daycare. You don't appreciate shit that I do.

B: What is your problem? I was on a very important phone call with Pat and Jr's insurance company. I am trying to set up their Dr. appointments. The bike has a flat tire, and I was trying to help get it fixed so we can have it for another year. Since your being a dick why don't you have custody. I will join the Navy, get deployed, and die. Cuz as I see it you have no idea as how to respect other's, not the other way around so don't get it twisted....... The world doesn't always have to revolve around Saul. I am not a dick like you, who cuts people off, and doesn't answer their calls just to be a asshole. I made you some Portuguese soup just for you, to show my appreciation. I thought you would be grateful. Your mom wouldn't have had to watch the kid's at all if you ever set aside the time to sit down and discuss with me at ANY time what we were going to do with our kids, and discuss with me option's for childcare. No, instead you decided to make those decision's without me, and cut me out of my children's lives completely.  No, you chose rather to commit adultery and have someone else raise my kid's, instead of their own mother. Now you bust your ass, and hurt your ankle. Serves you right for being a two timing son of a bitch.

Saul: I just want you to get into a fucking accident. Believe it or not I care what happens to so don't Fuck with me. Fuck off. (This message was shown to Judge Pierce sixth judicial district court FL. who denied me an injunction for protection on 9/3/15)

08/05/2015

Saul: My mom will pick up the kid's at 2pm have them ready. So you don't want Missy to drop off the kid's? Are you talking about my mom? She don't want to worry about looking at your nasty grill? She could care less about you.

08/06/2015

On this night B went out of her way to get the scooter back. If she had known all the animosity it was going to cause she would have left well enough alone. She had learned of  Saul's attempt to move on with Emma. Of course it hurt. It always does when someone's man chooses another woman over their wife. B just didn't think that it would cost them everything they had worked so hard for over the past 11 years. She rolled up with Missy to Saul's place to scope out the truth about this scooter and where her kid's were staying. B saw a few things indicating that she was in the right place, such as the kid's and Saul's belongings. Then she saw the scooter. Saul wasn't lying about it being out of commission because it wouldn't start. B couldn't believe that Saul was being truthful for once.

The neighbor across the street started questioning her at one o' clock in the morning.

Neighbor: "What are you doing?"

B said:  "This is my scooter I am taking it home."

The neighbor says:  "Oh no its not."

B said, "Saul is my husband, I am Mrs. Sanchez."

Then the man stole the key out of the ignition and runs off with it.

B pushed the scooter over to Missy telling her what had just occurred. Then the man started walking back towards her shirtless with two other hoodlums and B panicked and told Missy, "Push the scooter with the car, Just Do It!" Missy was just as scared and obeyed. They both just wanted to get to a safe place. Luckily, the scooter coasted and there was nobody else on the road that night.

For a minute B felt liberated just coasting along and would have probably made it all the way home if they didn't get pulled over by the police, who insisted that B call Saul to get the whole story. Sure enough Saul made an appearance with Emma who confirmed that the title of the scooter was in B's name and that it belonged to her.

As B watched the two of them walking away holding hands it all of a sudden hit her. She thought, (He left me for that piece of trash. Sure didn't take him long. Maybe this must have been his plan all along. Really didn't see it coming.)

B's little juvenile move cost her a $200 ticket and a $60 tow. She thought,

(At least I had a few more months with my scooter Lance Armstrong, though. It was worth the trip. I am almost positive that Saul aimed to destroy me whether I took that damn scooter or not because now he had Emma to teach him how to work around the court system and allow the set up to begin.)

08/07/2015

Saul: I'm including the house key, the black key to the safe, the other small key is for the lock on the fence, and the key to the scooter. I'm including Missy cuz she got herself involved by pushing the scooter the other night. I'm taking the boys to a water park.

B: Can I see my boys please?

Saul: I will bring the kid's in 15 min, but you better be home.

Saul: On my way with the kid's.

B really didn't know what Saul's deal was because she was always home for her kid's. He was acting like a complete ass on text, but when he would show up at the house he would be all sweet and sincere. It was really confusing her. He kept on trying to grope her and be sexual. She would push him away and blow him off.

Text message to B from Emma.

Emma: Hi Bea. It's Emma
I just wanted to contact you because I've been through a divorce & I know what you are both going thru. I don't know you so I'm not forming an opinion of you. Always 3 sides to every story, But I hope you & Saul can be civil & adults because now it's only about those 2 wonderful boys. I'm doing what I can to make him understand what's right here, And I'm not, & never will try to take your place with the boys, but I do care about them & love them.

B: last time I checked a marriage only takes two to Tango. Not one, two, and three his Mistress. Do you really? Did you have another woman split up your marriage too, and kidnapp your kid's and make them call her their mommy? Did she refuse  to let your kids or husband talk to you? That is exactly what you did to me you manipulative two faced heffa. I sure would love it if that karma would start falling off right about now and onto you. Thanks to you ruining my family not a day goes by that I don't wake up or go to sleep with tears in my eyes. Good luck with that because you are going to need it.

08/08/2015

Saul: I will be picking up the kid's after just waiting for the rain to calm down. We have a flood watch up this way.

Then an hour lator B got this message which clarifies the above message was just a diversion so he can file an injunction for protection and threaten B with it. Although B had to be into work at 3pm so Missy agreed to watch the boys till Saul arrived so B wouldn't be late. Found out after work later that Missy went into her phone and erased some of Saul's messages he had sent to B. Saul wanted to make it appear as if B was being uncooperative and aggressive, but the bitch didn't realize B had CM Backup on her phone.  So, their little sham backfired. They made several failed attempts, but B was a do gooder, she very rarely broke any laws so they were definitely reaching. At this point B figuered out that they were all conspiring against her, and she was on her own.

B received this text from Saul at 3:17pm.

Saul: If you don't give me the kids now I will be calling the cops.

B: Missy has them stupid.

Saul: listen, cops are to pick you up at work for not wanting to give me the kid's, now it is war. I love how you say you have dirt on me, let's get down with the James, cuz you are not taking the kid's to MASS, over my dead body, u r stuck in Florida. Whatever dirt you think you have show it, cuz I ain't going to let you take the kid's that easily, there are laws. You think you are smart, I will see you in court August 20 at 9am. Your own mother and kid's want nothing to do with you cuz you don't want to be a mother to them. I will be their mom and along with Emma, cuz you are mentally distorded. By the way, you are in for a rude awakening. I told you I will do everything in my power to follow you. You think you can get away with things? Keep it up, and I will press charges against you for tresspassing at my home at 2:30 in the morning cuz I got witnesses. Then you will know what going to jail is about. Even the cop asked me to press charges against you and I said NO.
I LOVE IT HOW JR. CALLS EMMA MOMMY, CUZ SHE IS MORE OF A MOTHER TO THEM THAN YOU WILL EVER BE FOR PAT AND JR, LOL. (This is the furthest from the truth because I was an awesome mom. Just ask my kid's, that's if they even remember me:()

B prayed: "Please GOD let this man who once cared see past his evil ways to love and stop the pain in our lives. Yes, I know I am not an angel, but I am trying to overcome all that I have endured and suffered. Just help me please, help me be whole again. help me be strong for my babies, cuz they need me and I need them. I promise I won't let you down again Lord. I will do your work. I will spread your love and word to those in need, I will honor and respect your commandments, just don't allow this man to hurt us no more. If there was justice in this world let it be now. For I am a good person, a loving mother, who has devoted my whole life to caring for others, but in my darkest hour who's there for me? I don't see them. I don't hear them calling, but I feel a presence so I know I'm not alone entirely. It would be nice if I could feel an embrace or something. I just need a sign."

B: I am just begging you to let this go......don't you think you hurt the kids and I enough with the bullshit head games? I'm over it. Just let us be happy for once. I'm tired of fighting and trying to prove my love to your family. My kids are tired of being tossed around they need their mother and I need them. I hate seeing them like this. Their dressed like orphans, no clothes or nice shoes. Their things all in shambles. They need routine, consistency, medical care and therapy. You don't care about them do you? All u have ever cared about is hurting me. This is not war anymore, this is our lives. It's not about money or support anymore. This is about them. Their happiness and being loved. Do you really think they feel that way when they hear you angrily talking shit about me? That is why I needed to leave you, my kids shouldn't have to feel that kind of hatred and tension no more. Already I am feeling the relief of you being somebody else's headache. My poor kids are still dealing with it. This is just not right. They deserve to be loved, not constantly rediculed. To know that the people in their lives care about them and love them. You go around telling them I don't love them. HOW DARE YOU. I would never feed their heads with such bullshit. That hurts them and turns them into assholes like you. C'mon Saul just stop with the hurting. Are you really that heartless?...I know your not. I know you will do what is right in the end. I have more to offer in the end and you know it. If only you would grow up and see it. We really don't need to make this an ugly battle.

Saul: You R right I want to be civil as well. Yes, I dont want to hurt you or them, I always tell the kids that their mommy loves them very much. We can squash this now between us, you can have your kids everyday, but we need to find Jr. day care,  cuz your work hours are crazy. Yes, i will do things right. You know I m not a cold hearted bastard.

B: Anything you gotta talk about you can do it through a text. I don't need you flaunting your mistress around me and the kids. Ok...plz drop the boyz off Tuesday and that's that.

Saul: OK

Text message from Emma to B........

B: Just so you know that a marriage is between two people bitch not three. That two timing asshole is still my husband, and ur still his bitch. So no I don't have to incude u in shit, especially when he has been trying to fuck me behind ur back stupid Ho. Karma is a bitch, and ur gonna learn the hard way. Saul will always be a lying, two timing, abusive, alcoholic, he will use and abuse u just like he did me and our kids. Cuz Saul don't know how to love nobody but his alcohol. His family, they will never accept u or ur kids. Like I said before, Good Luck with that.

Emma: If he's so horrible then why did you stay with him for so long?

B: I was in love with Primo and my baby needed his father. As u can see Saul was only man enough to step up to the plate, and although he knew about us, I think it may have been a trap to get even with the three of us.

Emma: Why be with him if ur in love with his brother?
Who's kids are they really?
Saul or Primo's?
I can't believe u have the nerve to call me a whore when I've done absolutely nothing, but u were the one fucking his brother.
Maybe if you would of ended things sooner you would of had the common sense to stop everything like the hell you are saying you went through. Not after 11 years you low life prostitue. At least I know who my kids father is, unlike you cheap whore fucking with his nasty brother. Have class, if you know what that is. lol.

B: You should talk bitch. Your the one sleeping with a married man STILL, and u have fucken known about it from the start or no, maybe the pregnancy test was anothers mans kid? People who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones.
Your most definitely a Ho and sleeping with the biggest HO of them all. Why do you think I tossed you my leftover? Because I was getting afraid of what I might catch. Good luck with the herpes, mersa, and GOD knows what else. Your even more ignorant then I thought. You all deserve each other. My kids deserve a better life than the one you think you can give them. They need to be around family who love them, and a house they can grow up in, and care that only I can provide. The only reason why I've been allowing Saul to see them is because I made a promise to him 11 years ago as a friend that I would never keep him away from them and I kept that promise.

08/11/2015

Saul: On my way with boys, have door unlocked, so they can come in.

This morning B was having second thoughts about making peace with Saul for the sake of the kids. When he came into the house she asked him if they could sit down and talk. Saul had to go to work and he kept avoiding the conversation. Later that day B's car broke down and she called Saul for an assist.

Emma: Thanks you piece of shit. Just proved you can't take care of yourself or your kids And he's fucking driving MY CAR to rescue YOU! Remember that next time you call me his fucking mistress.

This night B finally touched base. She told Saul about losing her job, how everything was chaotic, how she was not doing well, and she started crying on his shoulder. She did the lean in on the kiss, and they just fell into place with eachother.

B asked, "What about Emma?Do you love her?"

Saul said, "I care about her, but I love you. Your my girl, and this is my pussy."

B told Saul, "No she is your girl and I am your wife."

Saul ripped B's pants off and went down on B. It was over before it even started, it never did take Saul long. B had tears in her eyes the whole time. It even confused Jr. because when he saw them together he instantly ran over to them shouting "mommy, daddy, mommy, daddy" which confused him forever more.

Then Saul said, "I don't know why I did that?"

B said, "I miss my family."

Saul said, "What is done is done, there is no going back."

Honestly at that moment B felt more violated than being raped. Not only was her life completely shattered and tarnished, but she lost all dignity or love that she ever held for that man in that single moment. He fucked with her head so hard. It made everything inside her wanna crawl out of her skin. B was confused to the point she couldn't even speak English so she began sneaking about texting Saul in Spanish, which lasted like a whole 3 hour's.  Saul caught on and at first it was fun, but she couldn't hold back for long. She had to let the cat out of the bag, but she didn't know who she was letting it out to...Saul or Emma.

Saul: Did Isaiah make it home?

B: Si

Saul: Ok thanks.

Saul: What

B: Bien o No bien?

Saul: Trevor's I thought you said he is staying over there?

Saul: What?

B: :)

Saul: I m going to sleep good night.

B: Buenos Noches

Saul: Bye

B: Bien?

Saul: yup

B: thank you babe.

Saul: plz stop

B: Then why did you marry me? I miss my family...I can't help the way I feel.

Saul: My mistake for marrying you.
Happy with Emma.

08/12/2015

B: My mistake too. I guess I don't get 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 6th chances like I gave you? Do you know why I did that? I guess Jr. won't have mommy daddy no more. There never was respect to begin with. You never loved me, did you? I miss my family so much, and I see it falling apart. I never wanted this.... I just wanted to be loved, for my children to feel loved by their family. I never wanted someone else raising my kids. It hurts.... my heart can't take this. I've been feeling this pain for years ever since you slept with her and dismissed me altogether. We came Florida to make a home with our family, and then you gave up on me. What kind of person does that? I was looking back on all the moments we shared, and I think our happiest times were here in Florida. I thought we were good. I was looking at the messages in my old phone. Back from march 2014, we were looking at houses with Craig. Were you seeing her then? Cuz you were staying out late a lot. You said you were hanging out with work buddies. I mean really, how long was this going on for? I think I deserve the truth for once. I told you the truth... thats if u can tell the truth ever. NEVERmind I know where I stand in your heart. I gave you everything. This is how you repay me? I payed your debt instead of mine, and you put us in even more debt. As long as I am with you I will never flourish, and neither will our kids. Sure I have mixed emotions, you are still my husband..I thought we had dreams, and I saw you tried, but us was never enough for you. I guess u needed more than what I could give you, but I was and still am doing right at this moment by myself. As long as you have my  kid's in your care I will never be out of your life, so remember that the next time you try to move on with your life. For this relationship u think u have is toxic because of the way it started. Just like it is coming to me right now. It will come to u 3X fold. Don't come begging when shit starts to fall apart cuz I am not taking u back this time. I'm heading in a better direction. My luck is about to change I can feel it. Thanks for the encouragement yesterday, I needed that. I just forgot that I used to love you. ok. I'm sorry.

Saul: Thanks
No i was not sleeping with her then. I lied to her, she had no idea we were together & when you called, she wouldn't talk to me. Now GOD has given me a second chance with her, and she's everything any man could ever want. I love her, and want to be with her forever. If you can't understand that then that's your problem. Leave it alone. We have kids together, but that's ALL
No more calling or texting b.s.
No, i never loved you,
Just stayed around for the kids. I want a divorce so i can marry Emma.
I will drop off Jr. tomorrow morning and pick up the boys on Saturday.

08/13/2015

Saul: When do you want Jr. tonight or in the morning? I'm not trying to control you just trying to find out when you want him back, if not I will drop him off Friday morning. That's all.

B: According to this text you said what you were going to do. So follow through this time. Don't play games and call the cops like I said u couldn't come see ur kids. You can see your kids anytime. I just don't want them around her. Primo, Emma, and you are the one's keeping u from ur kids. Not me. Wake up.
Bring me my baby.

Saul: I will drop him off tonight and I will pick them up on Saturday. Too bad if they are with me she will be around them, not you're choice dont make things hard or we will go to court you cannot keep the kids away from me. Dont play again.

B: I got served your papers today so I guess we are going to court now and the truth will come out, GOD and justice will finally prevail, and everyone will know who the Sanchez's really are and she will never be one.

Saul: Better yet you will get Jr. in the morning I'm not going to go back and forth. Unless you want him today have Missy pick him up. Ok you asked for it. You really want to go to court? I can still drop the case. We can fix it between us, or we will see each other in court.

B: See what I mean, never been a man of your word. Always switching shit around to fuck with my head. You will never change your ways. So predictable.

Saul: Everyone will know what Bea Audette is all about, and you will stop being a Sanchez,  you spit in our last name by your actions. I guess you don't want to be civil. You want to go to court I will see you in court. Now I will ask for full custody since you can't even keep a job. What makes you think you can handle both kids due to your mental state?
Well you are trying to tell me what to do. All I want is to be civil you really want to go to court? I dont.

B: You are the one who took my heart, bit it, chewed it, and spit on your kids name and now you want to do the same with this witch? What's her deal? Why are you rushing into this trap with her? What is she trying to prove?

Saul: If I'm rushing into things is not your freakin problem. Stop trying to claim lost territory. Your piss off because Primo doesn't want anything to do with you, nobody is trying to prove anything. Trap? You are trapping yourself cuz nobody wants anything to do with you. You and your pshyco way, like stalking my brother, that's why you are by yourself. You hurt me by telling me that you have loved me. You don't even know who the hell you love.

Emma: I'm only going to say this once, Stop harassing Saul and me, he wants ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU except be there for the boys.
We are happy and starting a life together.
Divorce papers will be coming your way very shortly.

B: Well I ain't signing them so I guess your going to be stuck being his mistress.

Emma: You don't have a choice. When they are filed you have so many days to respond or it goes into default.

B: How many days will that be little miss know it all?

Emma: Been through a divorce so I know exactly what I'm talking about.
You will have 20 days.
Florida is a no fault divorce state. They do shared parenting.

B: Well see about that, and how much is that going to cost u? Cause I know he ain't gonna pay for it.

Emma: Yes he will.
He's already going to put a restraining order on you
Want a harassment charge also?
Want DCF to come pay you a visit?
Grow up! It's over between Saul & you.

B: Well ok, if it's over then why did he cum in me the other night and licked my pussy and tell me I'm still his girl??? I told him I'm not his girl, but his wife and he let me know that I still have a golden pussy. How does it feel now bitch? Once a cheat always a cheat.
GOLDEN!!!

Emma: I don't believe you.
Prove it

08/13/2015
Text message from B to Saul....

B: I really don't want any of this, but your HO is fucking shit up as usual. She called DCF on me, now the cops just left and saw the food in the fridge. The kids clean clothes I bought them for school, hung up nice and neat, and toys, and storage bins of our belongings.
Please bring me my baby.
Your not mine. You were never mine. You made that abundantly clear.

Saul: You get your baby tomorrow morning.

B: Do you want me dead? Is that why you are doing this? You know how to push those buttons. That's the only thing I can think of as to why your both doing this to me.

Saul: You are right I'm not yours, I'm EMMA'S NOW AND FOREVER. Send Missy to get him. He is at my mothers.

B: Good she can have u and all the shit u stand for. Which is nothing to me.

Saul: No, I Don't wish.
I been asking you to be civil, but don't listen. Plz grow at least for the children. I don't wish for u to be dead, I m begging you to plz stop this nonsense.

B: How am I supposed to move on when all you do is fuck with my head, and make everything in my life a power struggle. I'm tired Saul. I need a clean slate. I'm not going to get ahead at this rate. It hurts me too much to see us fall apart. It just doesn't feel right.
Ok I'll stop .......I'll leave you all alone. I'm out.

Saul: You do what you got to.
You take the kids out of state you will be in big trouble, especially now since you've been served.

Then not even a hour lator B is getting harrassed by the other one. Tag teaming action, and like a fool B played right into it. Instead of spending her last precious moments with her kid's.

B: "I am such an idiot. Son your mommy is stupid. I fell for daddies lies, and married the wrong man. I really hope he is not your biological father so you and I can both be Audette's together someday. That's why I gave you my name. I should have gave your brother my name too, but at the time I truly believed we were going to all be a happy family forever. Which probably justifies your father's reasoning for me being distorted, but a mother can dream of the best for her children. I am just sorry that I couldn't make that dream come true for you. Hopefully in the near future I can set the barr higher and have all of us living a lot better."

Emma- When you have proof you can show me. You're just a lying whore trying to cause problems.

B: Look who is talking? Said the mistress to his wife. Lol. I am entitled.
The proof is written all over his face although he will deny it. That's what he does best. Why didn't you smell his dick the other night isn't that why u kept calling when he was fucking me cuz deep inside you know the truth. Has he bought you a ring? He may never. Don't be surprised if he pawns it.

Emma: First of all whore I NEVER called him that night
He was calling me because he knew I was upset.
Again, you have no proof so grow up.
And we're talking about having a baby.
If there is a next time then get proof not words cause your words don't mean shit to me.
He's already asked me to have a baby and go off the pill.
No ring yet
Doesn't have to be one
Marriage is a piece of paper
True love is in the heart & soul.
Maybe you're right.
Maybe I'm just a fool.
If he does want you & something happens then I want proof
You're not dumb
Forward me texts
Take pics or video

Emma 2:23 am: Going to call the cops right now

PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
Case Master Report SO15-347237
Date Initiated 08/14/2015

Upon arrival I was unable to locate the female subject. I made contact with the complainant, Saul Sanchez, who advised that his
ex-wife, Bea Sachez, had been banging on his front door and yelling for him to give her their child. She did not enter the residence or cause any damage to Saul’s property. He requested the incident be documented.
I contacted Bea via telephone. She advised that she was at home and was asleep next to her child prior to my phone call. She stated she is not able to drive and denied going to
Saul’s residence.

Disposition: Case Closed; Solved NonCriminal


08/14/2015

Saul: On my way with Jr.

B: Why did I get a phone call from the police at 2:45 am?

Saul: Cuz someone thought you came by my house  again. Some girl was fighting out at 2:30 in the morning with her boy, and the neighbors taught it was you. They asked me if it was you, and I told the cops I did not see you, but it could of been you cuz she was saying give me my fucking kid. Don't worry about it, you are clear. I did not see who it was, but I heard a female banging and screaming, give me my fucking kid.
I will be picking up the boys around 10Am tomorrow, plz have them ready, taking them to a pool party.

B: Ok, well I was asleep at home lying next to Isaiah. I haven't left the house all week, thanks to your so called girlfriend, I missed my job interview because a DCF investigator is claiming that someone said I don't feed and take care of my kids. Isaiah talked to the guy too. I took a drug test too, and I passed by the way, so you can let the judge know how your wasting the taxpayers money by making false accusations and targeting me like this, for I am a good mother. I am just feeling a little abandoned at the moment. The trash just piles up, and so does the b.s. from you. You know it's been a struggle and all you can do is fuck me. What a great husband...wow!

B: BTW What is Emma the next Nicole Hilton? She is going to have u locked up and put away in no time. Guarantee she'll have ur ass deported in less than a year. I don't know Saul I would think twice if I were you. Just coming from a friend's perspective. You can do what you want, but I wouldn't b trying to have no babies. Just sayin. Seems kinda weird.

Emma: Saul just told me that he's going to make his divorce fast & he wants to marry me & have a baby
Haha whore bitch

08/15/2015

B: Honestly Saul, I was talking with Pat today and I asked him how he would feel if daddy married Emma and had a baby with her? He told me  "terrible" and Jr. is freaking out every time someone walks out the door. This is really a lot for the kids to handle right now. Maybe we should all slow down, put aside our differences, take a step back, and see how our actions are affecting them. Is this absolutely necessary? All these actions are they for the kids sake or for our own selfish reasons?
Look what Emma just texted me...

Emma: Saul just told me that he's going to make his divorce fast & he wants to marry me & have a baby
Haha whore bitch

She is playing us like fiddles, She is the one who is crazy, can't you see that? and Saul I'm sorry, but this is not the type of woman I want around my kids. Jesus, mary, mother of GOD and Escepulous alike can this man not see through his evil ways? Why is he still tryin to traumatize and hurt my children and me, please put yourself in their shoes? If your mother kicked ur father out, and not even a month later after living with her for a few weeks, was saying he was going to marry another woman while he was still married to your mom. I think that would really fucking piss you off. I mean I don't really care, I'm just really worried about how this is affecting Pat. Then he comes to find out that his father may not be his father. This must be really fucking with his head. I'm sorry, but I can't do this to Pat. I love him way too much. If you loved that boy at all you would STOP all this shit right now. You don't see me moving in with anybody and bringing all this baby mama drama around them. C'mon Saul, this is not cool.

Maybe u should b focusing on the kids in the here and now before you start making more. Besides I thought you said you were done after Liam. That means you won't be out of the clear until ur 60! That's pretty stupid....



To conclude this chapter we shall let all the evidence speak for itself so you can draw the most obvious conclusions. I did spellcheck a little and clarified the message here/there so it was clear. All of the texts and report's are genuine. You don't have to be a detective to put two and two together. Of course, after B showed Judge Pierce and Child Protective Investigator Mark Meridith these messages they were then referred to as irrelevant. Looking at the timeline and the form of conspiracy and harrassment being displayed, B was testifying to these text messages as being downright conclusive. B still has them there in her phone on her LG backup bitches! Now it is on the internet for all the world to see.... How dirty and corrupt motherfuckers can be.

JUST DOING MY BEST TO KEEPING IT REAL.

Chapter 53- Mark Hannah see Tampa Bay Crash Course of Injustice..(5)

August 2, 2015

B was being discriminated against due to her disabilities for she struggled with ADHD and Epilepsy.

B- "We shall start with my work story because that is where I seemed to finally fall apart. I was so happy to finally be working as a call agent at 24/7 with Ulta being a phone receptionist. As I mentioned before at the end of June Missy, Saul, and Mama almost sabatoged my chances of even getting the job because they were trying me. They showed their true colors in how they felt towards me by not being cooperative with caring for the kid's while I worked."

B thought-
(She was left to fend for herself. Although she did push the kid's on Saul. B felt she had to in order to provide for them and get on her own two feet. Only, it was supposed to be a quick transition.)

Unfortunately, B's idea blew up in her face and a lot of people turned on her.

Once B got the job she took it and rolled with it. B did everything in her power to keep it. Even though it was a challenge every day, she still put up with all the bullshit that came along with the job and stuck to it.

The first incident was the training. There was a lot of material to remember, and B was barely passing the exams. She realized it would have been a lot easier for her to attain the information had she been on her Ritalin.

B: " Ritalin is a drug that I discovered 10 year's ago that helps me focus and manage my life better. It has been a never ending battle to attain this medication because it is a controlled substance, and a lot of psychiatrist are afraid to prescribe it to me because so many people abuse it, which sucks for me because I can't keep a job without it. I try to make due, but it is too challenging. I literally need this drug to maintain my life."

The company only hired B by default. Most of the people walked out of the training and gave up with the position because the job didn't pay enough to put up with the bullshit training at 6 am. When the program started there were at least 20 candidate's. Once the training was finished only 8 people remained. B was lucky enough to get shuffled through.

When B made it onto the floor she was having a hard time keeping up with the work load. She fell behind and was not able to note all her accounts properly. She kept getting written up for taking time out of her own breaks to stay on task. Finding little shortcuts here and there to catch up.

B felt the supervisors were setting her up for failure because she would go to her cubicle, and either the computer would be malfunctioning, or her headset would be missing. The floor supervisors were making snide remarks about her and pulling her off the floor to have meetings that would degrade her. It got to the point where B's health started deteriorating because she was not getting enough nourishment due to skipped breaks, and not getting an adequate amount of sleep due to stress. B felt like she had to overcompensate all the time just so she could keep her job, but put her needs to the wayside. Eventually she went and got a doctor's note so they would understand her health condition.

B: "I would just ignore them and do my work, but they made going to my job hell."

B tried to find ways to ask for accommodations in order to find relief for her learning disability. She sent a note to HR asking if it would be possible to have an assigned cubicle so she can log in and out of her computer without any trouble because she was not able to remember the 15 different passwords and all the employees were not allowed to have any paper or pens on the floor. The supervisors of course found a way to dismiss her request by making B the only one without an assigned cubicle; it was like a slap in the face. It seemed as if she couldn't catch a break no matter where she sat.

One day B was so happy because it seemed like one of the supervisors finally took the time to help her figure out an issue she was having. It finally seemed like someone in the department really cared for once, so she got excited hugged her and gave a little peck on the cheek, which in the Spanish culture showed a sign of gratitude.

Do you know the next day at work she was taken into HR and was written up for that? She couldn't understand and wanted to address it with the supervisor face to face, but they did not give her a chance to and demanded she go back to work.

B went back to her cubicle and tried to recollect her thoughts and felt she needed to explain herself to this woman that she must have offended.  She asked her boss,

B- "Please if I may speak to this woman would it be inappropriate for me to apologize?"

B's boss explained to her,
"It is not the best time."

B told her, - "I feel I need some time to gather my thought's before I conduct my job."

She went to the bathroom and sat on the toilet crying and thought to herself.
(Never in my wildest dreams did I mean to sexually harass her. I was just trying to be kind.)

This really bothered B a lot, she started thinking.

(What is this world coming to if a person cannot even show gratitude? Well maybe I don't belong in such a world?)

At that moment B started hyperventilating wishing she was not in this world. Then her ears made a sound like a waterfall, and everything went completely black.

B felt herself in another dimension, and she was not sure where she was, it seemed as if she was in a highschool, but it was a different life. A better life that she wished she had, where people were generous and kind hearted. They made her feel loved and wanted........all of a sudden she woke up from this other life on the bathroom floor to the paramedics surrounding her, and a grotesque taste in her mouth which reminded her of taking a huge gulp of the ocean.

Later that evening B's neighbors sister came up to her and asked, "Are you alright?" She said, "I found you in the bathroom stall seizing and called 911. They couldn't get you out at first because the stall was locked, and we had to figure out a way to drag you out." She claims B was seizing off and on for a good 20 minutes.

B never did get to speak to the lady she hugged.  She wished the woman could have found some empathy in her heart and treated her as a human being who had feelings.

The paramedics took B to Largo Med, and when they asked her who could come get her the first response was,

B- "My husband"

The people making the calls for her at the hospital told B that Saul was not willing, so B asked them to call Zane and luckily Zane came through for B. It seemed as though Zane was the only one person that cared. At least someone did.

When B was in the hospital lobby Mark Hannah, a news anchor, was on the TV blasting about all the cop killings.

B was thinking,
(Wow! How uncanny I used to go to school with that guy and here comes Zane another guy I went to school with. Then she recollected the dream she had slightly when she was unconscious. Are these just coincidences, or GOD are you trying to show me something?)

B- Mark you are the only person I have chosen to use their real name in this book so far. I really hope you get a chance to read this someday and give your input. Please have a heart and help an old friend figure out which platform I should display my work?

B had a day off from work, but the following day she showed up for her scheduled shift. She was told that she could take some time off if need be.

B mentioned to her boss, -
"I can't take any time off because I have two kid's to support and I can't afford to lose any time."

B continued to work her shift. As she sat there a muscle spasm began in her leg, probably due to the seizure the other day. B's body was showing signs of regression.  She stood up from her chair to walk it off.

B's supervisor said,-
"What are you doing?"

B explained,-
"I am having muscle spasms in my leg. It is probably due to the seizure I had at work the other day."

The supervisor said, -
"If you're not in your seat taking calls then I am going to have to write you up."

B told her,- "You do what you have to do then."

Then B proceeded to take calls as she stood by her chair and stretched the ligament out. The next day B was terminated from her job for insubordination, even though she had a doctors note pertaining to her medical condition, and they were not willing to make any adaptations to work around her disability.  Actually, they did just the opposite and made B's job that much harder for her to be productive. Like most of B's job's it was a miserable experience.

Now B has been trying to collect disability since 2012. She has been denied six times. She cannot seem to keep a job to save her life. She has been fired from 10 consecutive jobs now.

B- "Should I just give up and shoot myself now because I am finding it impossible to afford to live in this fucked up world?

It's not even worth it!

I hate gun's anyway.

I Just keep breathing and swimming.

I can't help the fact, that I feel like I am slowly drowning."

Chapter 51: Family Conspiracy- Second Month

July 2015

B came to find out that Saul was still seeing his mistress (Emma) that he had been cheating on B with back in 2012. This was no surprise, once a cheater always a cheater. Saul didn't waste no time moving on and shacking up with Emma either.

B thought, (Did he even have a mourning period? Maybe for like two week's.)

Saul said,
 "That marriage was a joke!"

What B really thought was that, (Saul as a person was a joke. No one should ever take him seriously for he was a big fucking shit talker and I am so glad I am over him. Emma you think I am jelous because you have my ex husband? LOL, keep him. I could care less. You did me a big favor. I am just livid because you stole my kid's and tried to turn them against me.)

Like B said to Emma when she first met her,
"Good luck with that."

Emma asked B,
"What do you mean?"

B never did give Emma an answer, turned around, and walked away.

B thought
(She has to know by now what I meant. I mean it has already been two year's since she has been dealing with Saul's stupid ass. Now she is pregnant by him. Really? There is no way Saul has not shown her his true colors by now. All the lies and cover ups have to be eating away at her conscience.)

B text to Emma:

It sucks to have to neglect everything you stand for. Breaking your own pact against Rick Scotts vulnerable person's act. Emma, let's not ever forget the role that you played in this conspiracy. Even though you convinced a two year old to call you mommy and brainwashed my kid's into believing I am a dead beat mom. You will NEVER be their mother and my children know how irreplaceable and great I am. I hope Post Partum Depression gets you good this time around and hopefully my kid's will never have to be exposed to your crazy bitch ass again.

B wanted to spend the 4th of July with her kid's. She went to go pick them up at Saul's parents house. He was reluctant to let the babies go with B.

B asked him,
"What is the big deal? I have been working hard and want to spend time with my kid's."

Saul said,
"Pat doesn't want to go with you, he wants to stay here and light off fire works."

B replied,
"He can light some off with me."

Saul said, "I don't think so, I need to discuss this more with Pat, come back later."

B was extremely hurt and confused. She headed to Bellair beach to gain some clarity.
B thought,
(What kind of fucking games is Saul playing now? It is as if he is turning on me. He promised he would never do this, we made a pact to not keep the children from eachother. Now it looks as though he is trying to block everything and everyone from me. This is just the opposite of what he promised, to let bygones be bygones. What a fucking liar he is. I thought we meant more to eachother.

What a fool I was to believe I could make us and being seperated and remaining a family work. Saul never had any intentions of cooperating for the children's sake. He just set out to punish me by withholding my babies. That evil son of a bitch doesn't deserve to be the father of any children especially my own. He is an abuser. If your not with me, then that must mean your against me. Why did I have to be optimistic? I should have left before it was too late. Now it has been two torturous years not knowing if my kid's are safe.)

B looked out into the ocean and she wept. She prayed to Jesus for an answer. This warm energy came over her to confide in her friends and family. She was desperate for an answer to her prayers. She called Aunt Trudy.

Aunt Trudy: "Go back. Get your kid's and bring them to my house."

 B went back to knock on that door and finish this discussion and she wasn't going to take no for an answer because she was their mother. B was so glad she did. B had her aunt on the phone as a witness in case Saul wanted to get nasty about it. Eventually Saul caved and let them kid's go with their mother that day. If B known then what she know now, she would have kept driving. She had the rights to protect them boy's.

B said,
" I didn't think THEY were gonna hurt us. They being Saul, Missy, Emma, Primo, Mama, and Papa.

Pat and Jr were so happy to be with me. I am so thankful for this precious moment with my babies. It was one of the last great memories I have left from 2015. Since then I have feared that it will be my only one left. It kill's me that two years have just been stolen from us.

My Aunt Trudy was a blessing that day. She welcomed us with open arms. I was not aware that it was her birthday too. Our gaurdian angels were drawing us close together. We jumped into her pool and I watched my children smile and be happy. Jr. was even swimming. He learned to swim! I was so proud. So much was happening in his life without me. Pat was squirting us with the noodle and my Aunt Trudy was taking beautiful picture's the whole time.

After the pool my Aunt took us to a party in her honor. We sat around the table and singing her Happy Birthday as she blew out her candles. The boys had such a great time playing monkey pile with the other boy's at the party. I wish I could have enjoyed it with them but I was so exhausted from all the crying and worrying I had done earlier I passed out. This was all too much for me. I was having a hard time fighting back and didn't have the energy in me to handle this. I was drained.

The following day my Aunt Trudy and I had a heart to heart. We discussed my situation and I was not aware that her and I shared a similar story, except she had her husband stolen out from underneath her by her sister. She did not agree with what I had done, and had a conflict of interest in helping me.

That was the last day that B saw her Aunt Trudy. Even her own blood were turning their backs and B was all alone without a friend in the world.
B thought, (How will I ever get through this?)

B say's:
"Scars remind us of where we been, they don't have to dictate where we are going."

Chapter 50- Tampa Bay Crash Course of Injustice cont... (2)

09/01/2009- Present Day

Bea and her family have all struggled attaining healthcare, and suffer chronic health condition's. There has been many interuptions in their insurance benefit's due to the constant lapses of employment, crisis situations, and chronic health care needs. After having Bea's newborn in January 2013, Progressive Energy shut off the Sanchez electricity for a whole week, due to a malfunctioned electrical device, and forced them to pay $1000 to get it back on. This put them in debt and a crisis situation, for all of their food spoiled. This caused their newborn baby some gastrointestinal problems that have become chronic as he has grown. Once the electricity was shut off black mold grew rampart in their apartment due to the ventilation not running, and the poor newborn suffered upper respiratory problems causing him asthma, gastrointestinal problems, and digestive illness.

Bea's husband and oldest son suffer with consistent bacterial infections in their left eye and chronic allergies. Saul's eye seems to be rapidly deteriorating and causing him extreme painful flare-ups that prevented him from focusing at his job's, or having a fulfilled life.

A month lator it leaked out that the Sanchez's were not the only ones that got hoodwinked by Progressive Energy. Bay News 9 had other people reporting that they also were getting swamped with these outrageous electric bills at the beginning of 2013 right before tax season started. Then they closed down and the Electric company changed their name to Duke Energy.

Of course Bea thought,

"If that wasn't a scandal if I had seen one clear as day, and the sad part is they get away with it. If we were still living in MA that would never had flied. There are laws that are put in place to protect the people and the Commonwealth of Massachusetts enforces them. That is the difference between the North and the South. The North care about their people and the South only cares about their business. So Florida mixed with all walks of life is a whole new animal. Its a crazy free for all if you can get your hands on it. There really are no laws being enforced to protect the people. It is very sad and scary even."

Bea's monologue,

(I write this to you now, not because I expect your pity. First and foremost I have learned that knowledge is power and knowing is just half the battle. This is the truth so help me GOD. I have no reason to lie, nor do I ever want to. I aim to get closure that is why I am writing this. I need closure from all the wrongs this fucked up world has dealt me. I am still waiting for that one person to step up and care. To put their best foot forward and see what the fuck is happening and say, "Hey, This is not right! Something is not adding up. The world just does not operate that way."
Well, it is unfortunate that it is, and it is time we do something about it.
WAKE UP!)

Bea had the Florida Health Department come in to inspect the mold determining that it was probable cause for the Sanchez's health issues. Bea kept every bit of documentation, but without money or a lawyer that is interested in human rights with backing the people, she still knew they didn't have a chance. When Bea brought it up to the management at the Columns at Allens Creek, they just treated the mold with bleach, scattering the black mold spores allowing it to become airborne. Bea believe this process made the toxins more susceptible to causing her family illness.

Bea said,

"My family and I were never advised to leave the residence or move to another unit that was vacant. Instead they just painted over it with white paint, and the mold grew right back causing illness and fatigue. This process was done three times in the 3 years we resided at The Collumns at Allens Creek 2510 Oak Trail S. Apt. #10104, Clearwater FL 33764. I resided there throughout my whole pregnancy and up until my newborn was 1 1/2 years old."

Bea would still like to pursue this case if any lawyer is interested because now her son is five years old and still experiencing chronic asthma and Bea is experiencing chronic like symptoms that have led her to becoming disabled. If any lawyer's are interested in taking on Bea's case please email her at Bonniefly69@yahoo.com

Bea said,

"I keep all my documentation and evidence in a safe place always. Just waiting to meet an attorney who really cares."

At this time the new health issues that she has recently developed over the past four years is Epilepsy, Hypothyroidism, tremors, headaches, grand mal seizures, and allergies. She was already diagnosed with ADHD and post-partum depression, but is not being medicated for it yet.  She was also grieving over the loss of her nana at the start of her pregnancy. She was trying her best to keep her family well even though she was not well. Bea utilized as many services as she could.

Bea monologue:

(I have been applying for disability since my reoccuring seizures in 2013, but have been denied any aid as of yet. It seems like a never ending battle. All of it. There really is no justice in this world anymore. I used to be proud to be an American, now I just feel screwed.)

Chapter 48- Tampa Bay Crash Course of Injustice... (1)

09/01/2009- Present Day

Keep reading for more current detail's of recent events for this is where the story becomes very twisted and unsettling.

You see human beings do not seem to operate the way they used to 20 years ago, a lot has changed. The laws have changed. We have changed as people in abiding in them, and the power's that be have lost their honor in upholding those laws, so many have taken it upon themselves now to rise above the law to protect themselves. While some, may use the law to bully innocents unlawfully knowing they can't afford to defend themselves, and even if they could many lawyer's would just take their barely earned money blowing over the whole case and not defending shit.

Justice has become an absurd joke, that's what I think about the law now. Sorry, but in my experience I have not seen it do anybody any justice thus far. Unfortunately, because I was wrongfully prosecuted myself and defenseless. I had to sit through many court proceedings. I think only two seemed fair and just, but in all honesty I feel it is the devil's advocates trap.

Thou shall not judge, only GOD. No one can tell ME otherwise. That's my take on it, you can think what you want.

I am a United States citizen, and a registered voter, born and raised in the Commonwealth of Massachusetts, which is my national origin. I was residing in Pinellas County FL. for 8 years, and I am well aware that my civil rights have been violated since I have resided in Pinellas County due to my national origin, born up north, and my disability.

First, I have not been able to keep a job in Florida due to my disability, and the fact this is an at will state. No job I have had, and I have been terminated from 8 job's now, have been willing to make any accommodations for my learning disability or chronic health conditions.

The State of Florida has denied me disability and health insurance, basically forcing me to leave my kid's and the State to get my health care need's met. This has isolated me from the only two people that I once believed loved me still and caused me much emotional distress. My nuerologist claims due to this seperation and alienation brought on an increase of stress and seizure disorder that landed me in the Tampa General Hospital and $9,000 in Medical bill's.

I asked my nuerologist, "Is it a possibility that the seizures could be caused by excessive punches to the skull (Domestic Violence)?" My doctor claims,  that yes this most certainly can be what caused the concussion, seizure episodes, syncope, memory loss,  imbalance, and ringing in the ears. My other question was, "So say if someone just discovered all this about themselves after a seizure episode due to false accusations. Could she use in her defense that she was struggling with battered women syndrome and being treated for a seizure disorder as a result of domestic abuse?"

Bea told the doctor, "Listen Doc, I'm far from crazy. If I was able to attain an AA in Early Childhood Education and a BA in Social Science and Education and raise a baby in less than 8 year's with a gpa of 3.4. I think I have a high functional brain up there. It just got kind of screwed up after I married Saul. Things started to fall apart again, like it did at the beginning of our relationship. We hit another rough patch."

I should have known better. The pattern of alcohol and abuse doesn't end with the Sanchez's. Actually one thing for sure is it get's worse. I was becoming scared of where it was bound to escalate to next. Let me tell you. The worst was yet to come.

Even after I attained my two College degree's Saul loved to throw it in my face,
"See B, all that for what? You still can't get a good paying job."

It must have made him feel so high and mighty to make my accomplishments seem so weak and small. I hate to admit it but he was right. I couldn't attain a good paying job in my field due to my chronic health condition's.

I had another Grand Mal Seizure in the middle of the Steak N Shake Parking lot.
I fell down like a sack of potatoes off the side of my car. Hit the back of my head, fractured my right ankle, and bit my lip. My mom saw me convulsing for a few minute's and when I came to I had slight amnesia. Scary shit!

Another time I woke up and I could not move at all. I thought I was going to stay paralyzed forever and I started panicking, these Epileptic episodes alone have really messed with my head. It has taken some getting used to my new life without any support.

I really need a friend to take care of me, but there has not been any volunteers to come forward on my behalf. No one will even step up so I can visit with my kid's. Which allows me to believe that I have no one who loves me in the end.

I fear that I am going to end up one of those people sitting in a hospital bed who no one comes to visit, till I will wither away. That's MY reality now. I am vulnerable and scared out of my wits that someday I will all together forget who I am, and that I even have a family.

Maybe that would be good for me? Wipe out all the pain I endure on a daily basis over the loss of my loved one's abandoning me. I would much rather forget who I am then deal with the reality of what has become of me.

GOD please take away the pain. I wish to be numb.

I went before a judge in January 2015. He denied me disability knowing I had suffered a traumatic crisis. Since then I have suffered other head injuries and epileptic episodes.

I was advised by a Nueroligist in 2015 not to drive, even though it has been past six month's since my last episode I still stay off the road for now.

I really do think it is disgraceful that I do not get honored disability for if I did I would not be struggling so damn hard to survive in the situation I find myself in now. Maybe if I had, I would get ahead and feel like I belong instead of feeling like this world was not meant for a loving heart like mine.

Society has been chipping away at my heart bit by bit trying to turn me into freezing cold ice, but my tears continue to melt the ice away. The judge abstains from showing any emotion but if I spend one minute longer trying to suppress the longing, fear, agony, and pain I have been bottling up for the past 12 years I know I am liable to snap my humanity switch off and not give a fuck about anything anymore.

This blog is my outlet right now. I am praying that the truth will set us free. Free from the bond's we enslave ourselves in. The bond's of love, life, death, and humanity.