August 7, 2017
Morals, Ethics, and Values.
It is good for a man not to marry. But since there is so much immorality, each man should have his own wife, each woman her own husband. The husband should fulfill his marriage duty to his wife, and likewise the wife to her husband.
The wife's body does not belong to her alone, but also to her husband. In the same way, the husband's body does not belong to him alone, but also to his wife.
Do not deprive each other except by mutual consent and for a time, so that you may devote yourselves to prayer. Then come together again so that Satan will not tempt you because of your lack of self-control. I say this as a concession, not as a command.
I wish that all men were as I am. But each man has his own gift from God; one has this gift, another has that.
Now to the unmarried and the widows I say. It is good for them to stay unmarried, as I am. But if they cannot control themselves, they should marry than to burn with passion.
To the married I give this command (Not I, but the Lord): A wife must not separate from her husband. But if she does, she must remain unmarried or else be reconciled to her husband. And a husband must not divorce his wife.
To the rest I say this (I, not the Lord): If any brother has a wife who is not a believer and she is willing to live with him, he must not divorce her.
And if a woman has a husband that is not a believer and he is willing to live with her, she must not divorce him.
For the unbelieving husband has been sanctified through his wife, and the unbelieving wife through her believing husband. Otherwise your children would be unclean, but as it is, they are holy.
But if the unbeliever leaves, let him do so. A believing man or woman is not bound in such circumstances; God has called us to live in peace.
How do you know, wife, whether you will save your husband?
Or, how do you know, husband, whether you will save your wife?
Nevertheless, each one should retain the place in life that the Lord assigned to him and to which God has called him. This is the rule I lay down in all the churches.
Was a man already circumcised when he was called? He should not become uncircumcised.
Was a man uncircumcised when he was called? He should not be circumcised. Circumcision is nothing and uncircumcision is nothing.
Keeping Gods demands is what counts.
Each one should remain in the situation which he was in when God called him.
Were you a slave when you were called? Don't let it trouble you-- Although if you can gain your freedom, do so. For he who was a slave when he was called by the Lord is the Lord's freedman, similarly, he/she who was a free man when he was called is Christ's slave.
You were bought at a price; do not become slaves of men. Brothers, each man, as responsible to GOD, should remain in the situation that God called him to.
Now about virgins: I have no command from the Lord, but I give a judgement as one who by the Lord's mercy is trustworthy. Because of the present crisis, I think that it is good for you to remain as you are.
Are you married? Do not seek a divorce.
Are you unmarried? Do not look for a wife.
But if you do marry, you have not sinned: and if a virgin marries, he/she has not sinned.
But those who marry will face many troubles in this life, and I want to spare you this.
What I mean, brothers/sisters, is that the time is short. From now on those who have wives should live as if they had none; those who mourn, as if they did not; those who are happy, as if they were not; those who buy something, as if it were not theirs to keep; those who use the things of the world, as if not engrossed in them. For this world in its present form is passing away.
I would like you to be free from concern.
So unmarried man is concerned about the Lord's affairs-- how he can please the Lord.
But a married man is concerned about the affairs of this world-- how he can please his wife-- and his interests are divided.
An unmarried woman or virgin is concerned about the lord's affairs: Her aim is to be devoted to the Lord in both body and spirit.
But a married woman is concerned about the affairs of this world-- how she can please her husband.
I am saying this for your own good, not to restrict you, but that you may live in a right way in undivided devotion to the Lord.
If anyone thinks he is acting improperly toward the virgin he is engaged to, and if she is getting along in year's and he feels he ought to marry, he should do as he wants. He is not sinning. They should get married.
But the man who has settled the matter in his own mind, who is under no compulsion but has control over his own will, and who has made up his mind not to marry the virgin-- this man also does the right thing. So then, he who marries the virgin does right, but he who does not marry her does even better.
A woman is bound to her husband as long as he lives. But if her husband dies, she is free to marry anyone she wishes, but he must belong to the Lord.
In my judgement, she is happier if she stays as she is-- and I think I too have the spirit of God. -
1 Corinthians 7:1-4
Please forgive me father for sinning against your commandment to honor my husband. I made this decision on part to regain my freedom and become a slave to Jesus Christ. For even though my husband was an unbeliever and I sanctified him through marriage, I began to realize he was not worth saving for he was tempted by Satan and had bore a baby with her while we were still under your oath my Lord. This by far is the biggest immoral sin known to man.
He is consumed by the devil and I choose for my children to have no part in it for they are both holy.
In accordance this is against my religion and all I honor, practice, and preach by your commandments in his holy name Jesus.
Please forgive me for we have been oppressed by this demon long enough, please free my holy angels from our suffering, for no one should have to live without each other due to one mistake. We all deserve second chances. Life is too short to have to learn to live without, when all we need is love.
Honestly, I chose free will. I knew we were both unhappy. I was being fair just by letting him be and told him to go. The fact that he never came back goes to show the type of man he really was. I wished for him unrequited love, but he turned on me by harboring that love I had for my children. He displaced me from everything I found comfort in, until I had nothing, and he chose to give me nothimg.
It will not break me and make him a widow like I suppose he had planned. No! His aim may have been to destroy me, my mission was to save him, but you can't save somebody who doesn't want to be saved.
I apologize father for I believe I have failed your test. I am still your humble servant still seeking redemption in my heart. I may not emulate perfection like yourself, but at least I gave him a chance to redeem himself, why he chose to leave me in shambles? That is a question I will leave up to him to answer you on judgement day.
Saul, your really fucked when this time comes if you don't change your crazy ways.
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Tuesday, August 8, 2017
Tuesday, June 6, 2017
Chapter 54- Family Conspiracy - Third Month
August 2015
B: "This is where things tend to get very complicated so you have to pay attention. Now I am about to put you in my shoes. Imagine yourself a single mother being harassed by your mother-in-law, brother-in-law, father-in-law, roomate, and husband who didn't even bother to introduce the paramour. No, she just pops in to introduce herself to top the icing on the cake. This is how I found out he was back with her and she was taking care of my kid's."
B had already lost her job and she texted Saul so she could get the scooter to find a way to getting to another job. Of course Saul had to make it impossible.
8/4/2015
Text messages to Saul from B.......
Saul: The scooter is out of commission and it is raining.
B: I'll take it into Tropical Scooters. We still have warranty on it.
Saul: It is going to rain all week.
B: We should take care of it while the warranty is still in place and I need wheels.
Saul: I will take it myself on Saturday. Can you answer? I am trying to call you. My mom is going to pick up the kid's tomorrow. If you keep it up you will keep the kid's and I won't pick them up. Then you are going to lose your job, and you will have to get daycare. You don't appreciate shit that I do.
B: What is your problem? I was on a very important phone call with Pat and Jr's insurance company. I am trying to set up their Dr. appointments. The bike has a flat tire, and I was trying to help get it fixed so we can have it for another year. Since your being a dick why don't you have custody. I will join the Navy, get deployed, and die. Cuz as I see it you have no idea as how to respect other's, not the other way around so don't get it twisted....... The world doesn't always have to revolve around Saul. I am not a dick like you, who cuts people off, and doesn't answer their calls just to be a asshole. I made you some Portuguese soup just for you, to show my appreciation. I thought you would be grateful. Your mom wouldn't have had to watch the kid's at all if you ever set aside the time to sit down and discuss with me at ANY time what we were going to do with our kids, and discuss with me option's for childcare. No, instead you decided to make those decision's without me, and cut me out of my children's lives completely. No, you chose rather to commit adultery and have someone else raise my kid's, instead of their own mother. Now you bust your ass, and hurt your ankle. Serves you right for being a two timing son of a bitch.
Saul: I just want you to get into a fucking accident. Believe it or not I care what happens to so don't Fuck with me. Fuck off. (This message was shown to Judge Pierce sixth judicial district court FL. who denied me an injunction for protection on 9/3/15)
08/05/2015
Saul: My mom will pick up the kid's at 2pm have them ready. So you don't want Missy to drop off the kid's? Are you talking about my mom? She don't want to worry about looking at your nasty grill? She could care less about you.
08/06/2015
On this night B went out of her way to get the scooter back. If she had known all the animosity it was going to cause she would have left well enough alone. She had learned of Saul's attempt to move on with Emma. Of course it hurt. It always does when someone's man chooses another woman over their wife. B just didn't think that it would cost them everything they had worked so hard for over the past 11 years. She rolled up with Missy to Saul's place to scope out the truth about this scooter and where her kid's were staying. B saw a few things indicating that she was in the right place, such as the kid's and Saul's belongings. Then she saw the scooter. Saul wasn't lying about it being out of commission because it wouldn't start. B couldn't believe that Saul was being truthful for once.
The neighbor across the street started questioning her at one o' clock in the morning.
Neighbor: "What are you doing?"
B said: "This is my scooter I am taking it home."
The neighbor says: "Oh no its not."
B said, "Saul is my husband, I am Mrs. Sanchez."
Then the man stole the key out of the ignition and runs off with it.
B pushed the scooter over to Missy telling her what had just occurred. Then the man started walking back towards her shirtless with two other hoodlums and B panicked and told Missy, "Push the scooter with the car, Just Do It!" Missy was just as scared and obeyed. They both just wanted to get to a safe place. Luckily, the scooter coasted and there was nobody else on the road that night.
For a minute B felt liberated just coasting along and would have probably made it all the way home if they didn't get pulled over by the police, who insisted that B call Saul to get the whole story. Sure enough Saul made an appearance with Emma who confirmed that the title of the scooter was in B's name and that it belonged to her.
As B watched the two of them walking away holding hands it all of a sudden hit her. She thought, (He left me for that piece of trash. Sure didn't take him long. Maybe this must have been his plan all along. Really didn't see it coming.)
B's little juvenile move cost her a $200 ticket and a $60 tow. She thought,
(At least I had a few more months with my scooter Lance Armstrong, though. It was worth the trip. I am almost positive that Saul aimed to destroy me whether I took that damn scooter or not because now he had Emma to teach him how to work around the court system and allow the set up to begin.)
08/07/2015
Saul: I'm including the house key, the black key to the safe, the other small key is for the lock on the fence, and the key to the scooter. I'm including Missy cuz she got herself involved by pushing the scooter the other night. I'm taking the boys to a water park.
B: Can I see my boys please?
Saul: I will bring the kid's in 15 min, but you better be home.
Saul: On my way with the kid's.
B really didn't know what Saul's deal was because she was always home for her kid's. He was acting like a complete ass on text, but when he would show up at the house he would be all sweet and sincere. It was really confusing her. He kept on trying to grope her and be sexual. She would push him away and blow him off.
Text message to B from Emma.
Emma: Hi Bea. It's Emma
I just wanted to contact you because I've been through a divorce & I know what you are both going thru. I don't know you so I'm not forming an opinion of you. Always 3 sides to every story, But I hope you & Saul can be civil & adults because now it's only about those 2 wonderful boys. I'm doing what I can to make him understand what's right here, And I'm not, & never will try to take your place with the boys, but I do care about them & love them.
B: last time I checked a marriage only takes two to Tango. Not one, two, and three his Mistress. Do you really? Did you have another woman split up your marriage too, and kidnapp your kid's and make them call her their mommy? Did she refuse to let your kids or husband talk to you? That is exactly what you did to me you manipulative two faced heffa. I sure would love it if that karma would start falling off right about now and onto you. Thanks to you ruining my family not a day goes by that I don't wake up or go to sleep with tears in my eyes. Good luck with that because you are going to need it.
08/08/2015
Saul: I will be picking up the kid's after just waiting for the rain to calm down. We have a flood watch up this way.
Then an hour lator B got this message which clarifies the above message was just a diversion so he can file an injunction for protection and threaten B with it. Although B had to be into work at 3pm so Missy agreed to watch the boys till Saul arrived so B wouldn't be late. Found out after work later that Missy went into her phone and erased some of Saul's messages he had sent to B. Saul wanted to make it appear as if B was being uncooperative and aggressive, but the bitch didn't realize B had CM Backup on her phone. So, their little sham backfired. They made several failed attempts, but B was a do gooder, she very rarely broke any laws so they were definitely reaching. At this point B figuered out that they were all conspiring against her, and she was on her own.
B received this text from Saul at 3:17pm.
Saul: If you don't give me the kids now I will be calling the cops.
B: Missy has them stupid.
Saul: listen, cops are to pick you up at work for not wanting to give me the kid's, now it is war. I love how you say you have dirt on me, let's get down with the James, cuz you are not taking the kid's to MASS, over my dead body, u r stuck in Florida. Whatever dirt you think you have show it, cuz I ain't going to let you take the kid's that easily, there are laws. You think you are smart, I will see you in court August 20 at 9am. Your own mother and kid's want nothing to do with you cuz you don't want to be a mother to them. I will be their mom and along with Emma, cuz you are mentally distorded. By the way, you are in for a rude awakening. I told you I will do everything in my power to follow you. You think you can get away with things? Keep it up, and I will press charges against you for tresspassing at my home at 2:30 in the morning cuz I got witnesses. Then you will know what going to jail is about. Even the cop asked me to press charges against you and I said NO.
I LOVE IT HOW JR. CALLS EMMA MOMMY, CUZ SHE IS MORE OF A MOTHER TO THEM THAN YOU WILL EVER BE FOR PAT AND JR, LOL. (This is the furthest from the truth because I was an awesome mom. Just ask my kid's, that's if they even remember me:()
B prayed: "Please GOD let this man who once cared see past his evil ways to love and stop the pain in our lives. Yes, I know I am not an angel, but I am trying to overcome all that I have endured and suffered. Just help me please, help me be whole again. help me be strong for my babies, cuz they need me and I need them. I promise I won't let you down again Lord. I will do your work. I will spread your love and word to those in need, I will honor and respect your commandments, just don't allow this man to hurt us no more. If there was justice in this world let it be now. For I am a good person, a loving mother, who has devoted my whole life to caring for others, but in my darkest hour who's there for me? I don't see them. I don't hear them calling, but I feel a presence so I know I'm not alone entirely. It would be nice if I could feel an embrace or something. I just need a sign."
B: I am just begging you to let this go......don't you think you hurt the kids and I enough with the bullshit head games? I'm over it. Just let us be happy for once. I'm tired of fighting and trying to prove my love to your family. My kids are tired of being tossed around they need their mother and I need them. I hate seeing them like this. Their dressed like orphans, no clothes or nice shoes. Their things all in shambles. They need routine, consistency, medical care and therapy. You don't care about them do you? All u have ever cared about is hurting me. This is not war anymore, this is our lives. It's not about money or support anymore. This is about them. Their happiness and being loved. Do you really think they feel that way when they hear you angrily talking shit about me? That is why I needed to leave you, my kids shouldn't have to feel that kind of hatred and tension no more. Already I am feeling the relief of you being somebody else's headache. My poor kids are still dealing with it. This is just not right. They deserve to be loved, not constantly rediculed. To know that the people in their lives care about them and love them. You go around telling them I don't love them. HOW DARE YOU. I would never feed their heads with such bullshit. That hurts them and turns them into assholes like you. C'mon Saul just stop with the hurting. Are you really that heartless?...I know your not. I know you will do what is right in the end. I have more to offer in the end and you know it. If only you would grow up and see it. We really don't need to make this an ugly battle.
Saul: You R right I want to be civil as well. Yes, I dont want to hurt you or them, I always tell the kids that their mommy loves them very much. We can squash this now between us, you can have your kids everyday, but we need to find Jr. day care, cuz your work hours are crazy. Yes, i will do things right. You know I m not a cold hearted bastard.
B: Anything you gotta talk about you can do it through a text. I don't need you flaunting your mistress around me and the kids. Ok...plz drop the boyz off Tuesday and that's that.
Saul: OK
Text message from Emma to B........
B: Just so you know that a marriage is between two people bitch not three. That two timing asshole is still my husband, and ur still his bitch. So no I don't have to incude u in shit, especially when he has been trying to fuck me behind ur back stupid Ho. Karma is a bitch, and ur gonna learn the hard way. Saul will always be a lying, two timing, abusive, alcoholic, he will use and abuse u just like he did me and our kids. Cuz Saul don't know how to love nobody but his alcohol. His family, they will never accept u or ur kids. Like I said before, Good Luck with that.
Emma: If he's so horrible then why did you stay with him for so long?
B: I was in love with Primo and my baby needed his father. As u can see Saul was only man enough to step up to the plate, and although he knew about us, I think it may have been a trap to get even with the three of us.
Emma: Why be with him if ur in love with his brother?
Who's kids are they really?
Saul or Primo's?
I can't believe u have the nerve to call me a whore when I've done absolutely nothing, but u were the one fucking his brother.
Maybe if you would of ended things sooner you would of had the common sense to stop everything like the hell you are saying you went through. Not after 11 years you low life prostitue. At least I know who my kids father is, unlike you cheap whore fucking with his nasty brother. Have class, if you know what that is. lol.
B: You should talk bitch. Your the one sleeping with a married man STILL, and u have fucken known about it from the start or no, maybe the pregnancy test was anothers mans kid? People who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones.
Your most definitely a Ho and sleeping with the biggest HO of them all. Why do you think I tossed you my leftover? Because I was getting afraid of what I might catch. Good luck with the herpes, mersa, and GOD knows what else. Your even more ignorant then I thought. You all deserve each other. My kids deserve a better life than the one you think you can give them. They need to be around family who love them, and a house they can grow up in, and care that only I can provide. The only reason why I've been allowing Saul to see them is because I made a promise to him 11 years ago as a friend that I would never keep him away from them and I kept that promise.
08/11/2015
Saul: On my way with boys, have door unlocked, so they can come in.
This morning B was having second thoughts about making peace with Saul for the sake of the kids. When he came into the house she asked him if they could sit down and talk. Saul had to go to work and he kept avoiding the conversation. Later that day B's car broke down and she called Saul for an assist.
Emma: Thanks you piece of shit. Just proved you can't take care of yourself or your kids And he's fucking driving MY CAR to rescue YOU! Remember that next time you call me his fucking mistress.
This night B finally touched base. She told Saul about losing her job, how everything was chaotic, how she was not doing well, and she started crying on his shoulder. She did the lean in on the kiss, and they just fell into place with eachother.
B asked, "What about Emma?Do you love her?"
Saul said, "I care about her, but I love you. Your my girl, and this is my pussy."
B told Saul, "No she is your girl and I am your wife."
Saul ripped B's pants off and went down on B. It was over before it even started, it never did take Saul long. B had tears in her eyes the whole time. It even confused Jr. because when he saw them together he instantly ran over to them shouting "mommy, daddy, mommy, daddy" which confused him forever more.
Then Saul said, "I don't know why I did that?"
B said, "I miss my family."
Saul said, "What is done is done, there is no going back."
Honestly at that moment B felt more violated than being raped. Not only was her life completely shattered and tarnished, but she lost all dignity or love that she ever held for that man in that single moment. He fucked with her head so hard. It made everything inside her wanna crawl out of her skin. B was confused to the point she couldn't even speak English so she began sneaking about texting Saul in Spanish, which lasted like a whole 3 hour's. Saul caught on and at first it was fun, but she couldn't hold back for long. She had to let the cat out of the bag, but she didn't know who she was letting it out to...Saul or Emma.
Saul: Did Isaiah make it home?
B: Si
Saul: Ok thanks.
Saul: What
B: Bien o No bien?
Saul: Trevor's I thought you said he is staying over there?
Saul: What?
B: :)
Saul: I m going to sleep good night.
B: Buenos Noches
Saul: Bye
B: Bien?
Saul: yup
B: thank you babe.
Saul: plz stop
B: Then why did you marry me? I miss my family...I can't help the way I feel.
Saul: My mistake for marrying you.
Happy with Emma.
08/12/2015
B: My mistake too. I guess I don't get 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 6th chances like I gave you? Do you know why I did that? I guess Jr. won't have mommy daddy no more. There never was respect to begin with. You never loved me, did you? I miss my family so much, and I see it falling apart. I never wanted this.... I just wanted to be loved, for my children to feel loved by their family. I never wanted someone else raising my kids. It hurts.... my heart can't take this. I've been feeling this pain for years ever since you slept with her and dismissed me altogether. We came Florida to make a home with our family, and then you gave up on me. What kind of person does that? I was looking back on all the moments we shared, and I think our happiest times were here in Florida. I thought we were good. I was looking at the messages in my old phone. Back from march 2014, we were looking at houses with Craig. Were you seeing her then? Cuz you were staying out late a lot. You said you were hanging out with work buddies. I mean really, how long was this going on for? I think I deserve the truth for once. I told you the truth... thats if u can tell the truth ever. NEVERmind I know where I stand in your heart. I gave you everything. This is how you repay me? I payed your debt instead of mine, and you put us in even more debt. As long as I am with you I will never flourish, and neither will our kids. Sure I have mixed emotions, you are still my husband..I thought we had dreams, and I saw you tried, but us was never enough for you. I guess u needed more than what I could give you, but I was and still am doing right at this moment by myself. As long as you have my kid's in your care I will never be out of your life, so remember that the next time you try to move on with your life. For this relationship u think u have is toxic because of the way it started. Just like it is coming to me right now. It will come to u 3X fold. Don't come begging when shit starts to fall apart cuz I am not taking u back this time. I'm heading in a better direction. My luck is about to change I can feel it. Thanks for the encouragement yesterday, I needed that. I just forgot that I used to love you. ok. I'm sorry.
Saul: Thanks
No i was not sleeping with her then. I lied to her, she had no idea we were together & when you called, she wouldn't talk to me. Now GOD has given me a second chance with her, and she's everything any man could ever want. I love her, and want to be with her forever. If you can't understand that then that's your problem. Leave it alone. We have kids together, but that's ALL
No more calling or texting b.s.
No, i never loved you,
Just stayed around for the kids. I want a divorce so i can marry Emma.
I will drop off Jr. tomorrow morning and pick up the boys on Saturday.
08/13/2015
Saul: When do you want Jr. tonight or in the morning? I'm not trying to control you just trying to find out when you want him back, if not I will drop him off Friday morning. That's all.
B: According to this text you said what you were going to do. So follow through this time. Don't play games and call the cops like I said u couldn't come see ur kids. You can see your kids anytime. I just don't want them around her. Primo, Emma, and you are the one's keeping u from ur kids. Not me. Wake up.
Bring me my baby.
Saul: I will drop him off tonight and I will pick them up on Saturday. Too bad if they are with me she will be around them, not you're choice dont make things hard or we will go to court you cannot keep the kids away from me. Dont play again.
B: I got served your papers today so I guess we are going to court now and the truth will come out, GOD and justice will finally prevail, and everyone will know who the Sanchez's really are and she will never be one.
Saul: Better yet you will get Jr. in the morning I'm not going to go back and forth. Unless you want him today have Missy pick him up. Ok you asked for it. You really want to go to court? I can still drop the case. We can fix it between us, or we will see each other in court.
B: See what I mean, never been a man of your word. Always switching shit around to fuck with my head. You will never change your ways. So predictable.
Saul: Everyone will know what Bea Audette is all about, and you will stop being a Sanchez, you spit in our last name by your actions. I guess you don't want to be civil. You want to go to court I will see you in court. Now I will ask for full custody since you can't even keep a job. What makes you think you can handle both kids due to your mental state?
Well you are trying to tell me what to do. All I want is to be civil you really want to go to court? I dont.
B: You are the one who took my heart, bit it, chewed it, and spit on your kids name and now you want to do the same with this witch? What's her deal? Why are you rushing into this trap with her? What is she trying to prove?
Saul: If I'm rushing into things is not your freakin problem. Stop trying to claim lost territory. Your piss off because Primo doesn't want anything to do with you, nobody is trying to prove anything. Trap? You are trapping yourself cuz nobody wants anything to do with you. You and your pshyco way, like stalking my brother, that's why you are by yourself. You hurt me by telling me that you have loved me. You don't even know who the hell you love.
Emma: I'm only going to say this once, Stop harassing Saul and me, he wants ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU except be there for the boys.
We are happy and starting a life together.
Divorce papers will be coming your way very shortly.
B: Well I ain't signing them so I guess your going to be stuck being his mistress.
Emma: You don't have a choice. When they are filed you have so many days to respond or it goes into default.
B: How many days will that be little miss know it all?
Emma: Been through a divorce so I know exactly what I'm talking about.
You will have 20 days.
Florida is a no fault divorce state. They do shared parenting.
B: Well see about that, and how much is that going to cost u? Cause I know he ain't gonna pay for it.
Emma: Yes he will.
He's already going to put a restraining order on you
Want a harassment charge also?
Want DCF to come pay you a visit?
Grow up! It's over between Saul & you.
B: Well ok, if it's over then why did he cum in me the other night and licked my pussy and tell me I'm still his girl??? I told him I'm not his girl, but his wife and he let me know that I still have a golden pussy. How does it feel now bitch? Once a cheat always a cheat.
GOLDEN!!!
Emma: I don't believe you.
Prove it
08/13/2015
Text message from B to Saul....
B: I really don't want any of this, but your HO is fucking shit up as usual. She called DCF on me, now the cops just left and saw the food in the fridge. The kids clean clothes I bought them for school, hung up nice and neat, and toys, and storage bins of our belongings.
Please bring me my baby.
Your not mine. You were never mine. You made that abundantly clear.
Saul: You get your baby tomorrow morning.
B: Do you want me dead? Is that why you are doing this? You know how to push those buttons. That's the only thing I can think of as to why your both doing this to me.
Saul: You are right I'm not yours, I'm EMMA'S NOW AND FOREVER. Send Missy to get him. He is at my mothers.
B: Good she can have u and all the shit u stand for. Which is nothing to me.
Saul: No, I Don't wish.
I been asking you to be civil, but don't listen. Plz grow at least for the children. I don't wish for u to be dead, I m begging you to plz stop this nonsense.
B: How am I supposed to move on when all you do is fuck with my head, and make everything in my life a power struggle. I'm tired Saul. I need a clean slate. I'm not going to get ahead at this rate. It hurts me too much to see us fall apart. It just doesn't feel right.
Ok I'll stop .......I'll leave you all alone. I'm out.
Saul: You do what you got to.
You take the kids out of state you will be in big trouble, especially now since you've been served.
Then not even a hour lator B is getting harrassed by the other one. Tag teaming action, and like a fool B played right into it. Instead of spending her last precious moments with her kid's.
B: "I am such an idiot. Son your mommy is stupid. I fell for daddies lies, and married the wrong man. I really hope he is not your biological father so you and I can both be Audette's together someday. That's why I gave you my name. I should have gave your brother my name too, but at the time I truly believed we were going to all be a happy family forever. Which probably justifies your father's reasoning for me being distorted, but a mother can dream of the best for her children. I am just sorry that I couldn't make that dream come true for you. Hopefully in the near future I can set the barr higher and have all of us living a lot better."
Emma- When you have proof you can show me. You're just a lying whore trying to cause problems.
B: Look who is talking? Said the mistress to his wife. Lol. I am entitled.
The proof is written all over his face although he will deny it. That's what he does best. Why didn't you smell his dick the other night isn't that why u kept calling when he was fucking me cuz deep inside you know the truth. Has he bought you a ring? He may never. Don't be surprised if he pawns it.
Emma: First of all whore I NEVER called him that night
He was calling me because he knew I was upset.
Again, you have no proof so grow up.
And we're talking about having a baby.
If there is a next time then get proof not words cause your words don't mean shit to me.
He's already asked me to have a baby and go off the pill.
No ring yet
Doesn't have to be one
Marriage is a piece of paper
True love is in the heart & soul.
Maybe you're right.
Maybe I'm just a fool.
If he does want you & something happens then I want proof
You're not dumb
Forward me texts
Take pics or video
Emma 2:23 am: Going to call the cops right now
PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
Case Master Report SO15-347237
Date Initiated 08/14/2015
Upon arrival I was unable to locate the female subject. I made contact with the complainant, Saul Sanchez, who advised that his
ex-wife, Bea Sachez, had been banging on his front door and yelling for him to give her their child. She did not enter the residence or cause any damage to Saul’s property. He requested the incident be documented.
I contacted Bea via telephone. She advised that she was at home and was asleep next to her child prior to my phone call. She stated she is not able to drive and denied going to
Saul’s residence.
Disposition: Case Closed; Solved NonCriminal
08/14/2015
Saul: On my way with Jr.
B: Why did I get a phone call from the police at 2:45 am?
Saul: Cuz someone thought you came by my house again. Some girl was fighting out at 2:30 in the morning with her boy, and the neighbors taught it was you. They asked me if it was you, and I told the cops I did not see you, but it could of been you cuz she was saying give me my fucking kid. Don't worry about it, you are clear. I did not see who it was, but I heard a female banging and screaming, give me my fucking kid.
I will be picking up the boys around 10Am tomorrow, plz have them ready, taking them to a pool party.
B: Ok, well I was asleep at home lying next to Isaiah. I haven't left the house all week, thanks to your so called girlfriend, I missed my job interview because a DCF investigator is claiming that someone said I don't feed and take care of my kids. Isaiah talked to the guy too. I took a drug test too, and I passed by the way, so you can let the judge know how your wasting the taxpayers money by making false accusations and targeting me like this, for I am a good mother. I am just feeling a little abandoned at the moment. The trash just piles up, and so does the b.s. from you. You know it's been a struggle and all you can do is fuck me. What a great husband...wow!
B: BTW What is Emma the next Nicole Hilton? She is going to have u locked up and put away in no time. Guarantee she'll have ur ass deported in less than a year. I don't know Saul I would think twice if I were you. Just coming from a friend's perspective. You can do what you want, but I wouldn't b trying to have no babies. Just sayin. Seems kinda weird.
Emma: Saul just told me that he's going to make his divorce fast & he wants to marry me & have a baby
Haha whore bitch
08/15/2015
B: Honestly Saul, I was talking with Pat today and I asked him how he would feel if daddy married Emma and had a baby with her? He told me "terrible" and Jr. is freaking out every time someone walks out the door. This is really a lot for the kids to handle right now. Maybe we should all slow down, put aside our differences, take a step back, and see how our actions are affecting them. Is this absolutely necessary? All these actions are they for the kids sake or for our own selfish reasons?
Look what Emma just texted me...
Emma: Saul just told me that he's going to make his divorce fast & he wants to marry me & have a baby
Haha whore bitch
She is playing us like fiddles, She is the one who is crazy, can't you see that? and Saul I'm sorry, but this is not the type of woman I want around my kids. Jesus, mary, mother of GOD and Escepulous alike can this man not see through his evil ways? Why is he still tryin to traumatize and hurt my children and me, please put yourself in their shoes? If your mother kicked ur father out, and not even a month later after living with her for a few weeks, was saying he was going to marry another woman while he was still married to your mom. I think that would really fucking piss you off. I mean I don't really care, I'm just really worried about how this is affecting Pat. Then he comes to find out that his father may not be his father. This must be really fucking with his head. I'm sorry, but I can't do this to Pat. I love him way too much. If you loved that boy at all you would STOP all this shit right now. You don't see me moving in with anybody and bringing all this baby mama drama around them. C'mon Saul, this is not cool.
Maybe u should b focusing on the kids in the here and now before you start making more. Besides I thought you said you were done after Liam. That means you won't be out of the clear until ur 60! That's pretty stupid....
To conclude this chapter we shall let all the evidence speak for itself so you can draw the most obvious conclusions. I did spellcheck a little and clarified the message here/there so it was clear. All of the texts and report's are genuine. You don't have to be a detective to put two and two together. Of course, after B showed Judge Pierce and Child Protective Investigator Mark Meridith these messages they were then referred to as irrelevant. Looking at the timeline and the form of conspiracy and harrassment being displayed, B was testifying to these text messages as being downright conclusive. B still has them there in her phone on her LG backup bitches! Now it is on the internet for all the world to see.... How dirty and corrupt motherfuckers can be.
JUST DOING MY BEST TO KEEPING IT REAL.
B: "This is where things tend to get very complicated so you have to pay attention. Now I am about to put you in my shoes. Imagine yourself a single mother being harassed by your mother-in-law, brother-in-law, father-in-law, roomate, and husband who didn't even bother to introduce the paramour. No, she just pops in to introduce herself to top the icing on the cake. This is how I found out he was back with her and she was taking care of my kid's."
B had already lost her job and she texted Saul so she could get the scooter to find a way to getting to another job. Of course Saul had to make it impossible.
8/4/2015
Text messages to Saul from B.......
Saul: The scooter is out of commission and it is raining.
B: I'll take it into Tropical Scooters. We still have warranty on it.
Saul: It is going to rain all week.
B: We should take care of it while the warranty is still in place and I need wheels.
Saul: I will take it myself on Saturday. Can you answer? I am trying to call you. My mom is going to pick up the kid's tomorrow. If you keep it up you will keep the kid's and I won't pick them up. Then you are going to lose your job, and you will have to get daycare. You don't appreciate shit that I do.
B: What is your problem? I was on a very important phone call with Pat and Jr's insurance company. I am trying to set up their Dr. appointments. The bike has a flat tire, and I was trying to help get it fixed so we can have it for another year. Since your being a dick why don't you have custody. I will join the Navy, get deployed, and die. Cuz as I see it you have no idea as how to respect other's, not the other way around so don't get it twisted....... The world doesn't always have to revolve around Saul. I am not a dick like you, who cuts people off, and doesn't answer their calls just to be a asshole. I made you some Portuguese soup just for you, to show my appreciation. I thought you would be grateful. Your mom wouldn't have had to watch the kid's at all if you ever set aside the time to sit down and discuss with me at ANY time what we were going to do with our kids, and discuss with me option's for childcare. No, instead you decided to make those decision's without me, and cut me out of my children's lives completely. No, you chose rather to commit adultery and have someone else raise my kid's, instead of their own mother. Now you bust your ass, and hurt your ankle. Serves you right for being a two timing son of a bitch.
Saul: I just want you to get into a fucking accident. Believe it or not I care what happens to so don't Fuck with me. Fuck off. (This message was shown to Judge Pierce sixth judicial district court FL. who denied me an injunction for protection on 9/3/15)
08/05/2015
Saul: My mom will pick up the kid's at 2pm have them ready. So you don't want Missy to drop off the kid's? Are you talking about my mom? She don't want to worry about looking at your nasty grill? She could care less about you.
08/06/2015
On this night B went out of her way to get the scooter back. If she had known all the animosity it was going to cause she would have left well enough alone. She had learned of Saul's attempt to move on with Emma. Of course it hurt. It always does when someone's man chooses another woman over their wife. B just didn't think that it would cost them everything they had worked so hard for over the past 11 years. She rolled up with Missy to Saul's place to scope out the truth about this scooter and where her kid's were staying. B saw a few things indicating that she was in the right place, such as the kid's and Saul's belongings. Then she saw the scooter. Saul wasn't lying about it being out of commission because it wouldn't start. B couldn't believe that Saul was being truthful for once.
The neighbor across the street started questioning her at one o' clock in the morning.
Neighbor: "What are you doing?"
B said: "This is my scooter I am taking it home."
The neighbor says: "Oh no its not."
B said, "Saul is my husband, I am Mrs. Sanchez."
Then the man stole the key out of the ignition and runs off with it.
B pushed the scooter over to Missy telling her what had just occurred. Then the man started walking back towards her shirtless with two other hoodlums and B panicked and told Missy, "Push the scooter with the car, Just Do It!" Missy was just as scared and obeyed. They both just wanted to get to a safe place. Luckily, the scooter coasted and there was nobody else on the road that night.
For a minute B felt liberated just coasting along and would have probably made it all the way home if they didn't get pulled over by the police, who insisted that B call Saul to get the whole story. Sure enough Saul made an appearance with Emma who confirmed that the title of the scooter was in B's name and that it belonged to her.
As B watched the two of them walking away holding hands it all of a sudden hit her. She thought, (He left me for that piece of trash. Sure didn't take him long. Maybe this must have been his plan all along. Really didn't see it coming.)
B's little juvenile move cost her a $200 ticket and a $60 tow. She thought,
(At least I had a few more months with my scooter Lance Armstrong, though. It was worth the trip. I am almost positive that Saul aimed to destroy me whether I took that damn scooter or not because now he had Emma to teach him how to work around the court system and allow the set up to begin.)
08/07/2015
Saul: I'm including the house key, the black key to the safe, the other small key is for the lock on the fence, and the key to the scooter. I'm including Missy cuz she got herself involved by pushing the scooter the other night. I'm taking the boys to a water park.
B: Can I see my boys please?
Saul: I will bring the kid's in 15 min, but you better be home.
Saul: On my way with the kid's.
B really didn't know what Saul's deal was because she was always home for her kid's. He was acting like a complete ass on text, but when he would show up at the house he would be all sweet and sincere. It was really confusing her. He kept on trying to grope her and be sexual. She would push him away and blow him off.
Text message to B from Emma.
Emma: Hi Bea. It's Emma
I just wanted to contact you because I've been through a divorce & I know what you are both going thru. I don't know you so I'm not forming an opinion of you. Always 3 sides to every story, But I hope you & Saul can be civil & adults because now it's only about those 2 wonderful boys. I'm doing what I can to make him understand what's right here, And I'm not, & never will try to take your place with the boys, but I do care about them & love them.
B: last time I checked a marriage only takes two to Tango. Not one, two, and three his Mistress. Do you really? Did you have another woman split up your marriage too, and kidnapp your kid's and make them call her their mommy? Did she refuse to let your kids or husband talk to you? That is exactly what you did to me you manipulative two faced heffa. I sure would love it if that karma would start falling off right about now and onto you. Thanks to you ruining my family not a day goes by that I don't wake up or go to sleep with tears in my eyes. Good luck with that because you are going to need it.
08/08/2015
Saul: I will be picking up the kid's after just waiting for the rain to calm down. We have a flood watch up this way.
Then an hour lator B got this message which clarifies the above message was just a diversion so he can file an injunction for protection and threaten B with it. Although B had to be into work at 3pm so Missy agreed to watch the boys till Saul arrived so B wouldn't be late. Found out after work later that Missy went into her phone and erased some of Saul's messages he had sent to B. Saul wanted to make it appear as if B was being uncooperative and aggressive, but the bitch didn't realize B had CM Backup on her phone. So, their little sham backfired. They made several failed attempts, but B was a do gooder, she very rarely broke any laws so they were definitely reaching. At this point B figuered out that they were all conspiring against her, and she was on her own.
B received this text from Saul at 3:17pm.
Saul: If you don't give me the kids now I will be calling the cops.
B: Missy has them stupid.
Saul: listen, cops are to pick you up at work for not wanting to give me the kid's, now it is war. I love how you say you have dirt on me, let's get down with the James, cuz you are not taking the kid's to MASS, over my dead body, u r stuck in Florida. Whatever dirt you think you have show it, cuz I ain't going to let you take the kid's that easily, there are laws. You think you are smart, I will see you in court August 20 at 9am. Your own mother and kid's want nothing to do with you cuz you don't want to be a mother to them. I will be their mom and along with Emma, cuz you are mentally distorded. By the way, you are in for a rude awakening. I told you I will do everything in my power to follow you. You think you can get away with things? Keep it up, and I will press charges against you for tresspassing at my home at 2:30 in the morning cuz I got witnesses. Then you will know what going to jail is about. Even the cop asked me to press charges against you and I said NO.
I LOVE IT HOW JR. CALLS EMMA MOMMY, CUZ SHE IS MORE OF A MOTHER TO THEM THAN YOU WILL EVER BE FOR PAT AND JR, LOL. (This is the furthest from the truth because I was an awesome mom. Just ask my kid's, that's if they even remember me:()
B prayed: "Please GOD let this man who once cared see past his evil ways to love and stop the pain in our lives. Yes, I know I am not an angel, but I am trying to overcome all that I have endured and suffered. Just help me please, help me be whole again. help me be strong for my babies, cuz they need me and I need them. I promise I won't let you down again Lord. I will do your work. I will spread your love and word to those in need, I will honor and respect your commandments, just don't allow this man to hurt us no more. If there was justice in this world let it be now. For I am a good person, a loving mother, who has devoted my whole life to caring for others, but in my darkest hour who's there for me? I don't see them. I don't hear them calling, but I feel a presence so I know I'm not alone entirely. It would be nice if I could feel an embrace or something. I just need a sign."
B: I am just begging you to let this go......don't you think you hurt the kids and I enough with the bullshit head games? I'm over it. Just let us be happy for once. I'm tired of fighting and trying to prove my love to your family. My kids are tired of being tossed around they need their mother and I need them. I hate seeing them like this. Their dressed like orphans, no clothes or nice shoes. Their things all in shambles. They need routine, consistency, medical care and therapy. You don't care about them do you? All u have ever cared about is hurting me. This is not war anymore, this is our lives. It's not about money or support anymore. This is about them. Their happiness and being loved. Do you really think they feel that way when they hear you angrily talking shit about me? That is why I needed to leave you, my kids shouldn't have to feel that kind of hatred and tension no more. Already I am feeling the relief of you being somebody else's headache. My poor kids are still dealing with it. This is just not right. They deserve to be loved, not constantly rediculed. To know that the people in their lives care about them and love them. You go around telling them I don't love them. HOW DARE YOU. I would never feed their heads with such bullshit. That hurts them and turns them into assholes like you. C'mon Saul just stop with the hurting. Are you really that heartless?...I know your not. I know you will do what is right in the end. I have more to offer in the end and you know it. If only you would grow up and see it. We really don't need to make this an ugly battle.
Saul: You R right I want to be civil as well. Yes, I dont want to hurt you or them, I always tell the kids that their mommy loves them very much. We can squash this now between us, you can have your kids everyday, but we need to find Jr. day care, cuz your work hours are crazy. Yes, i will do things right. You know I m not a cold hearted bastard.
B: Anything you gotta talk about you can do it through a text. I don't need you flaunting your mistress around me and the kids. Ok...plz drop the boyz off Tuesday and that's that.
Saul: OK
Text message from Emma to B........
B: Just so you know that a marriage is between two people bitch not three. That two timing asshole is still my husband, and ur still his bitch. So no I don't have to incude u in shit, especially when he has been trying to fuck me behind ur back stupid Ho. Karma is a bitch, and ur gonna learn the hard way. Saul will always be a lying, two timing, abusive, alcoholic, he will use and abuse u just like he did me and our kids. Cuz Saul don't know how to love nobody but his alcohol. His family, they will never accept u or ur kids. Like I said before, Good Luck with that.
Emma: If he's so horrible then why did you stay with him for so long?
B: I was in love with Primo and my baby needed his father. As u can see Saul was only man enough to step up to the plate, and although he knew about us, I think it may have been a trap to get even with the three of us.
Emma: Why be with him if ur in love with his brother?
Who's kids are they really?
Saul or Primo's?
I can't believe u have the nerve to call me a whore when I've done absolutely nothing, but u were the one fucking his brother.
Maybe if you would of ended things sooner you would of had the common sense to stop everything like the hell you are saying you went through. Not after 11 years you low life prostitue. At least I know who my kids father is, unlike you cheap whore fucking with his nasty brother. Have class, if you know what that is. lol.
B: You should talk bitch. Your the one sleeping with a married man STILL, and u have fucken known about it from the start or no, maybe the pregnancy test was anothers mans kid? People who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones.
Your most definitely a Ho and sleeping with the biggest HO of them all. Why do you think I tossed you my leftover? Because I was getting afraid of what I might catch. Good luck with the herpes, mersa, and GOD knows what else. Your even more ignorant then I thought. You all deserve each other. My kids deserve a better life than the one you think you can give them. They need to be around family who love them, and a house they can grow up in, and care that only I can provide. The only reason why I've been allowing Saul to see them is because I made a promise to him 11 years ago as a friend that I would never keep him away from them and I kept that promise.
08/11/2015
Saul: On my way with boys, have door unlocked, so they can come in.
This morning B was having second thoughts about making peace with Saul for the sake of the kids. When he came into the house she asked him if they could sit down and talk. Saul had to go to work and he kept avoiding the conversation. Later that day B's car broke down and she called Saul for an assist.
Emma: Thanks you piece of shit. Just proved you can't take care of yourself or your kids And he's fucking driving MY CAR to rescue YOU! Remember that next time you call me his fucking mistress.
This night B finally touched base. She told Saul about losing her job, how everything was chaotic, how she was not doing well, and she started crying on his shoulder. She did the lean in on the kiss, and they just fell into place with eachother.
B asked, "What about Emma?Do you love her?"
Saul said, "I care about her, but I love you. Your my girl, and this is my pussy."
B told Saul, "No she is your girl and I am your wife."
Saul ripped B's pants off and went down on B. It was over before it even started, it never did take Saul long. B had tears in her eyes the whole time. It even confused Jr. because when he saw them together he instantly ran over to them shouting "mommy, daddy, mommy, daddy" which confused him forever more.
Then Saul said, "I don't know why I did that?"
B said, "I miss my family."
Saul said, "What is done is done, there is no going back."
Honestly at that moment B felt more violated than being raped. Not only was her life completely shattered and tarnished, but she lost all dignity or love that she ever held for that man in that single moment. He fucked with her head so hard. It made everything inside her wanna crawl out of her skin. B was confused to the point she couldn't even speak English so she began sneaking about texting Saul in Spanish, which lasted like a whole 3 hour's. Saul caught on and at first it was fun, but she couldn't hold back for long. She had to let the cat out of the bag, but she didn't know who she was letting it out to...Saul or Emma.
Saul: Did Isaiah make it home?
B: Si
Saul: Ok thanks.
Saul: What
B: Bien o No bien?
Saul: Trevor's I thought you said he is staying over there?
Saul: What?
B: :)
Saul: I m going to sleep good night.
B: Buenos Noches
Saul: Bye
B: Bien?
Saul: yup
B: thank you babe.
Saul: plz stop
B: Then why did you marry me? I miss my family...I can't help the way I feel.
Saul: My mistake for marrying you.
Happy with Emma.
08/12/2015
B: My mistake too. I guess I don't get 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 6th chances like I gave you? Do you know why I did that? I guess Jr. won't have mommy daddy no more. There never was respect to begin with. You never loved me, did you? I miss my family so much, and I see it falling apart. I never wanted this.... I just wanted to be loved, for my children to feel loved by their family. I never wanted someone else raising my kids. It hurts.... my heart can't take this. I've been feeling this pain for years ever since you slept with her and dismissed me altogether. We came Florida to make a home with our family, and then you gave up on me. What kind of person does that? I was looking back on all the moments we shared, and I think our happiest times were here in Florida. I thought we were good. I was looking at the messages in my old phone. Back from march 2014, we were looking at houses with Craig. Were you seeing her then? Cuz you were staying out late a lot. You said you were hanging out with work buddies. I mean really, how long was this going on for? I think I deserve the truth for once. I told you the truth... thats if u can tell the truth ever. NEVERmind I know where I stand in your heart. I gave you everything. This is how you repay me? I payed your debt instead of mine, and you put us in even more debt. As long as I am with you I will never flourish, and neither will our kids. Sure I have mixed emotions, you are still my husband..I thought we had dreams, and I saw you tried, but us was never enough for you. I guess u needed more than what I could give you, but I was and still am doing right at this moment by myself. As long as you have my kid's in your care I will never be out of your life, so remember that the next time you try to move on with your life. For this relationship u think u have is toxic because of the way it started. Just like it is coming to me right now. It will come to u 3X fold. Don't come begging when shit starts to fall apart cuz I am not taking u back this time. I'm heading in a better direction. My luck is about to change I can feel it. Thanks for the encouragement yesterday, I needed that. I just forgot that I used to love you. ok. I'm sorry.
Saul: Thanks
No i was not sleeping with her then. I lied to her, she had no idea we were together & when you called, she wouldn't talk to me. Now GOD has given me a second chance with her, and she's everything any man could ever want. I love her, and want to be with her forever. If you can't understand that then that's your problem. Leave it alone. We have kids together, but that's ALL
No more calling or texting b.s.
No, i never loved you,
Just stayed around for the kids. I want a divorce so i can marry Emma.
I will drop off Jr. tomorrow morning and pick up the boys on Saturday.
08/13/2015
Saul: When do you want Jr. tonight or in the morning? I'm not trying to control you just trying to find out when you want him back, if not I will drop him off Friday morning. That's all.
B: According to this text you said what you were going to do. So follow through this time. Don't play games and call the cops like I said u couldn't come see ur kids. You can see your kids anytime. I just don't want them around her. Primo, Emma, and you are the one's keeping u from ur kids. Not me. Wake up.
Bring me my baby.
Saul: I will drop him off tonight and I will pick them up on Saturday. Too bad if they are with me she will be around them, not you're choice dont make things hard or we will go to court you cannot keep the kids away from me. Dont play again.
B: I got served your papers today so I guess we are going to court now and the truth will come out, GOD and justice will finally prevail, and everyone will know who the Sanchez's really are and she will never be one.
Saul: Better yet you will get Jr. in the morning I'm not going to go back and forth. Unless you want him today have Missy pick him up. Ok you asked for it. You really want to go to court? I can still drop the case. We can fix it between us, or we will see each other in court.
B: See what I mean, never been a man of your word. Always switching shit around to fuck with my head. You will never change your ways. So predictable.
Saul: Everyone will know what Bea Audette is all about, and you will stop being a Sanchez, you spit in our last name by your actions. I guess you don't want to be civil. You want to go to court I will see you in court. Now I will ask for full custody since you can't even keep a job. What makes you think you can handle both kids due to your mental state?
Well you are trying to tell me what to do. All I want is to be civil you really want to go to court? I dont.
B: You are the one who took my heart, bit it, chewed it, and spit on your kids name and now you want to do the same with this witch? What's her deal? Why are you rushing into this trap with her? What is she trying to prove?
Saul: If I'm rushing into things is not your freakin problem. Stop trying to claim lost territory. Your piss off because Primo doesn't want anything to do with you, nobody is trying to prove anything. Trap? You are trapping yourself cuz nobody wants anything to do with you. You and your pshyco way, like stalking my brother, that's why you are by yourself. You hurt me by telling me that you have loved me. You don't even know who the hell you love.
Emma: I'm only going to say this once, Stop harassing Saul and me, he wants ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU except be there for the boys.
We are happy and starting a life together.
Divorce papers will be coming your way very shortly.
B: Well I ain't signing them so I guess your going to be stuck being his mistress.
Emma: You don't have a choice. When they are filed you have so many days to respond or it goes into default.
B: How many days will that be little miss know it all?
Emma: Been through a divorce so I know exactly what I'm talking about.
You will have 20 days.
Florida is a no fault divorce state. They do shared parenting.
B: Well see about that, and how much is that going to cost u? Cause I know he ain't gonna pay for it.
Emma: Yes he will.
He's already going to put a restraining order on you
Want a harassment charge also?
Want DCF to come pay you a visit?
Grow up! It's over between Saul & you.
B: Well ok, if it's over then why did he cum in me the other night and licked my pussy and tell me I'm still his girl??? I told him I'm not his girl, but his wife and he let me know that I still have a golden pussy. How does it feel now bitch? Once a cheat always a cheat.
GOLDEN!!!
Emma: I don't believe you.
Prove it
08/13/2015
Text message from B to Saul....
B: I really don't want any of this, but your HO is fucking shit up as usual. She called DCF on me, now the cops just left and saw the food in the fridge. The kids clean clothes I bought them for school, hung up nice and neat, and toys, and storage bins of our belongings.
Please bring me my baby.
Your not mine. You were never mine. You made that abundantly clear.
Saul: You get your baby tomorrow morning.
B: Do you want me dead? Is that why you are doing this? You know how to push those buttons. That's the only thing I can think of as to why your both doing this to me.
Saul: You are right I'm not yours, I'm EMMA'S NOW AND FOREVER. Send Missy to get him. He is at my mothers.
B: Good she can have u and all the shit u stand for. Which is nothing to me.
Saul: No, I Don't wish.
I been asking you to be civil, but don't listen. Plz grow at least for the children. I don't wish for u to be dead, I m begging you to plz stop this nonsense.
B: How am I supposed to move on when all you do is fuck with my head, and make everything in my life a power struggle. I'm tired Saul. I need a clean slate. I'm not going to get ahead at this rate. It hurts me too much to see us fall apart. It just doesn't feel right.
Ok I'll stop .......I'll leave you all alone. I'm out.
Saul: You do what you got to.
You take the kids out of state you will be in big trouble, especially now since you've been served.
Then not even a hour lator B is getting harrassed by the other one. Tag teaming action, and like a fool B played right into it. Instead of spending her last precious moments with her kid's.
B: "I am such an idiot. Son your mommy is stupid. I fell for daddies lies, and married the wrong man. I really hope he is not your biological father so you and I can both be Audette's together someday. That's why I gave you my name. I should have gave your brother my name too, but at the time I truly believed we were going to all be a happy family forever. Which probably justifies your father's reasoning for me being distorted, but a mother can dream of the best for her children. I am just sorry that I couldn't make that dream come true for you. Hopefully in the near future I can set the barr higher and have all of us living a lot better."
Emma- When you have proof you can show me. You're just a lying whore trying to cause problems.
B: Look who is talking? Said the mistress to his wife. Lol. I am entitled.
The proof is written all over his face although he will deny it. That's what he does best. Why didn't you smell his dick the other night isn't that why u kept calling when he was fucking me cuz deep inside you know the truth. Has he bought you a ring? He may never. Don't be surprised if he pawns it.
Emma: First of all whore I NEVER called him that night
He was calling me because he knew I was upset.
Again, you have no proof so grow up.
And we're talking about having a baby.
If there is a next time then get proof not words cause your words don't mean shit to me.
He's already asked me to have a baby and go off the pill.
No ring yet
Doesn't have to be one
Marriage is a piece of paper
True love is in the heart & soul.
Maybe you're right.
Maybe I'm just a fool.
If he does want you & something happens then I want proof
You're not dumb
Forward me texts
Take pics or video
Emma 2:23 am: Going to call the cops right now
PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
Case Master Report SO15-347237
Date Initiated 08/14/2015
Upon arrival I was unable to locate the female subject. I made contact with the complainant, Saul Sanchez, who advised that his
ex-wife, Bea Sachez, had been banging on his front door and yelling for him to give her their child. She did not enter the residence or cause any damage to Saul’s property. He requested the incident be documented.
I contacted Bea via telephone. She advised that she was at home and was asleep next to her child prior to my phone call. She stated she is not able to drive and denied going to
Saul’s residence.
Disposition: Case Closed; Solved NonCriminal
08/14/2015
Saul: On my way with Jr.
B: Why did I get a phone call from the police at 2:45 am?
Saul: Cuz someone thought you came by my house again. Some girl was fighting out at 2:30 in the morning with her boy, and the neighbors taught it was you. They asked me if it was you, and I told the cops I did not see you, but it could of been you cuz she was saying give me my fucking kid. Don't worry about it, you are clear. I did not see who it was, but I heard a female banging and screaming, give me my fucking kid.
I will be picking up the boys around 10Am tomorrow, plz have them ready, taking them to a pool party.
B: Ok, well I was asleep at home lying next to Isaiah. I haven't left the house all week, thanks to your so called girlfriend, I missed my job interview because a DCF investigator is claiming that someone said I don't feed and take care of my kids. Isaiah talked to the guy too. I took a drug test too, and I passed by the way, so you can let the judge know how your wasting the taxpayers money by making false accusations and targeting me like this, for I am a good mother. I am just feeling a little abandoned at the moment. The trash just piles up, and so does the b.s. from you. You know it's been a struggle and all you can do is fuck me. What a great husband...wow!
B: BTW What is Emma the next Nicole Hilton? She is going to have u locked up and put away in no time. Guarantee she'll have ur ass deported in less than a year. I don't know Saul I would think twice if I were you. Just coming from a friend's perspective. You can do what you want, but I wouldn't b trying to have no babies. Just sayin. Seems kinda weird.
Emma: Saul just told me that he's going to make his divorce fast & he wants to marry me & have a baby
Haha whore bitch
08/15/2015
B: Honestly Saul, I was talking with Pat today and I asked him how he would feel if daddy married Emma and had a baby with her? He told me "terrible" and Jr. is freaking out every time someone walks out the door. This is really a lot for the kids to handle right now. Maybe we should all slow down, put aside our differences, take a step back, and see how our actions are affecting them. Is this absolutely necessary? All these actions are they for the kids sake or for our own selfish reasons?
Look what Emma just texted me...
Emma: Saul just told me that he's going to make his divorce fast & he wants to marry me & have a baby
Haha whore bitch
She is playing us like fiddles, She is the one who is crazy, can't you see that? and Saul I'm sorry, but this is not the type of woman I want around my kids. Jesus, mary, mother of GOD and Escepulous alike can this man not see through his evil ways? Why is he still tryin to traumatize and hurt my children and me, please put yourself in their shoes? If your mother kicked ur father out, and not even a month later after living with her for a few weeks, was saying he was going to marry another woman while he was still married to your mom. I think that would really fucking piss you off. I mean I don't really care, I'm just really worried about how this is affecting Pat. Then he comes to find out that his father may not be his father. This must be really fucking with his head. I'm sorry, but I can't do this to Pat. I love him way too much. If you loved that boy at all you would STOP all this shit right now. You don't see me moving in with anybody and bringing all this baby mama drama around them. C'mon Saul, this is not cool.
Maybe u should b focusing on the kids in the here and now before you start making more. Besides I thought you said you were done after Liam. That means you won't be out of the clear until ur 60! That's pretty stupid....
To conclude this chapter we shall let all the evidence speak for itself so you can draw the most obvious conclusions. I did spellcheck a little and clarified the message here/there so it was clear. All of the texts and report's are genuine. You don't have to be a detective to put two and two together. Of course, after B showed Judge Pierce and Child Protective Investigator Mark Meridith these messages they were then referred to as irrelevant. Looking at the timeline and the form of conspiracy and harrassment being displayed, B was testifying to these text messages as being downright conclusive. B still has them there in her phone on her LG backup bitches! Now it is on the internet for all the world to see.... How dirty and corrupt motherfuckers can be.
JUST DOING MY BEST TO KEEPING IT REAL.
Monday, May 29, 2017
Chapter 52- Neglect
09/01/2009- Present Day
The Florida Health Department (FHD)- Healthy Families went to B's home to work with her and the baby. She also utilized the pregnancy center and fulfilled the whole 7 week course so she could be the best mom she could possibly be. Martha from Suncoast came to her home bi-weekly for grief counseling before and after she had Jr.
Pat and B attended Directions For Living, for their mental health, because of the abuse they suffered by Saul. B tried to help her husband seek mental health as well, but he was in denial due to substance abuse and financial hardships.
The Collumns at Allens Creek kept raising their rent, due to constant late payments, the Sanchez just couldn't catch up and struggled to remain financially stable. They both could not hold down a job because they had moved to the state of Florida during the time of a recession causing a lot of mental stress in their relationship. What the Collumns of Allens Creek did was put them in a situation to become homeless, resulting in an eviction.
A friend of B's had extra room and she let them move in until they were able to get on their feet. B attended Vocational Rehabilitation to help place her in a job, due to B's disability all her recent employers in Florida discriminated against her, and were not willing to make any accommodations to help her remain employed.
B: These employer's would set me up for failure which resulted in my termination. This would then upset my husband, causing a rift in our relationship. My husband began cheating on me, drinking excessively, abusing me and the kid's.
Saul's behavior ended up escalating which then resulted in him DUI with a suspended license and becoming an habitual offender. Saul ended up getting incarcerated on several occasions, putting the Sanchez in further debt. Then he would blame B for not being supportive of their family.
When the Sanchez moved into 2881 Cathy Ln. Clearwater FL 33760, their roomate Missy Elliot expected the rent to be paid to her. Lator the Sanchez came to find out that she was not the rightful owner, and was posing herself as one illegally, she was squatting in the home. So the Sanchez saw this as an opportunity to save money and buy their own home.
B did some research on tax lien certificates, and found it to be a good outlet to make a sound investment, and attain a home free and clear. She went onto Diane Nelson's Tax collectors website, and saw a property she liked that had delinquent tax liens from 2013. B put $1000 down on what she believed to be a tax lien certificate, on November 9th 2014. B waited a month to receive that tax lien certificate, and felt proud to be contributing to the community and doing her due diligence.
Going into the year 2015 B felt confident that she made a good investment, and that their luck was going to change. B came to find out instead that she was duped by Diane Nelson's the Tax Collector. They told her she had paid somebody's past due taxes in error and explained to her the process on how to get her money back. B did as she was told, but then told her she was not entitled to get her money back due to the time frame in which the property was sold. She felt violated due to the result's of this processing error which was misleading her into losing her investment, leaving their family once again in financial hardship.
Tax season was right around the corner, and Saul and B developed a savings plan to put down on a home. Saul's drinking was out of control, and his aggressive behavior was spiraling. He assaulted B and the kid's repeatedly, causing them emotional distress and negligent to their well being. B's youngest is now developmentally delayed and her oldest, at the age of six, told Directions For Living that he wanted to go to heaven by getting beaten to death.
In March 2015, Saul got a passport for their two year old, and the $10,000 which was being saved for a home, and left for Nicaragua, his home country and spent it all on 05/09/2015-05/30/2015. When Saul came back B stood up to him finally, after 11 years, and told him.
B: I am done putting up with your lies and manipulation Saul. This is financial, emotional, mental, and physical abuse that you have inflicted on us over the years.
At this time we were still living in the home that was in the process of foreclosing and he abandoned the two kids and I with no marital or child support. When I went to DOR to apply for child support in June 2015, the DOR refused us support, explaining that there was a DOR case already established in the Commonwealth of Massachusetts. Which was true for my first child was born there in 2007, before we were married, my husband payed child support while we resided in MA, and he resided in FL. He convinced B to move to Florida by promising that they would buy a house and get married.
B: I think he only married me so he wouldn't have to pay the State of MA child support. After we did marry he was quick to prove it and get that money back into taxes he owed. By this time, in 2015, I was seriously considering moving back to MA so I could support my children on my own. I felt bad though because my children were getting the education and services they so desperately deserved. It seemed like such a shame to deprive them of the security and resources that had taken me years to establish, or the fact that the man they had always known as their father resided here in Florida. Even if he was an abuser I could still monitor his behavior around them, so I decided to stick around, and try to make it work.
B absolutely regreted making this decision because what transpired next was a living nightmare, and she honestly never imagined in her wildest dream's this would ever happen to her kid's and they ended up as victims of a broken judicial system.
The Florida Health Department (FHD)- Healthy Families went to B's home to work with her and the baby. She also utilized the pregnancy center and fulfilled the whole 7 week course so she could be the best mom she could possibly be. Martha from Suncoast came to her home bi-weekly for grief counseling before and after she had Jr.
Pat and B attended Directions For Living, for their mental health, because of the abuse they suffered by Saul. B tried to help her husband seek mental health as well, but he was in denial due to substance abuse and financial hardships.
The Collumns at Allens Creek kept raising their rent, due to constant late payments, the Sanchez just couldn't catch up and struggled to remain financially stable. They both could not hold down a job because they had moved to the state of Florida during the time of a recession causing a lot of mental stress in their relationship. What the Collumns of Allens Creek did was put them in a situation to become homeless, resulting in an eviction.
A friend of B's had extra room and she let them move in until they were able to get on their feet. B attended Vocational Rehabilitation to help place her in a job, due to B's disability all her recent employers in Florida discriminated against her, and were not willing to make any accommodations to help her remain employed.
B: These employer's would set me up for failure which resulted in my termination. This would then upset my husband, causing a rift in our relationship. My husband began cheating on me, drinking excessively, abusing me and the kid's.
Saul's behavior ended up escalating which then resulted in him DUI with a suspended license and becoming an habitual offender. Saul ended up getting incarcerated on several occasions, putting the Sanchez in further debt. Then he would blame B for not being supportive of their family.
When the Sanchez moved into 2881 Cathy Ln. Clearwater FL 33760, their roomate Missy Elliot expected the rent to be paid to her. Lator the Sanchez came to find out that she was not the rightful owner, and was posing herself as one illegally, she was squatting in the home. So the Sanchez saw this as an opportunity to save money and buy their own home.
B did some research on tax lien certificates, and found it to be a good outlet to make a sound investment, and attain a home free and clear. She went onto Diane Nelson's Tax collectors website, and saw a property she liked that had delinquent tax liens from 2013. B put $1000 down on what she believed to be a tax lien certificate, on November 9th 2014. B waited a month to receive that tax lien certificate, and felt proud to be contributing to the community and doing her due diligence.
Going into the year 2015 B felt confident that she made a good investment, and that their luck was going to change. B came to find out instead that she was duped by Diane Nelson's the Tax Collector. They told her she had paid somebody's past due taxes in error and explained to her the process on how to get her money back. B did as she was told, but then told her she was not entitled to get her money back due to the time frame in which the property was sold. She felt violated due to the result's of this processing error which was misleading her into losing her investment, leaving their family once again in financial hardship.
Tax season was right around the corner, and Saul and B developed a savings plan to put down on a home. Saul's drinking was out of control, and his aggressive behavior was spiraling. He assaulted B and the kid's repeatedly, causing them emotional distress and negligent to their well being. B's youngest is now developmentally delayed and her oldest, at the age of six, told Directions For Living that he wanted to go to heaven by getting beaten to death.
In March 2015, Saul got a passport for their two year old, and the $10,000 which was being saved for a home, and left for Nicaragua, his home country and spent it all on 05/09/2015-05/30/2015. When Saul came back B stood up to him finally, after 11 years, and told him.
B: I am done putting up with your lies and manipulation Saul. This is financial, emotional, mental, and physical abuse that you have inflicted on us over the years.
At this time we were still living in the home that was in the process of foreclosing and he abandoned the two kids and I with no marital or child support. When I went to DOR to apply for child support in June 2015, the DOR refused us support, explaining that there was a DOR case already established in the Commonwealth of Massachusetts. Which was true for my first child was born there in 2007, before we were married, my husband payed child support while we resided in MA, and he resided in FL. He convinced B to move to Florida by promising that they would buy a house and get married.
B: I think he only married me so he wouldn't have to pay the State of MA child support. After we did marry he was quick to prove it and get that money back into taxes he owed. By this time, in 2015, I was seriously considering moving back to MA so I could support my children on my own. I felt bad though because my children were getting the education and services they so desperately deserved. It seemed like such a shame to deprive them of the security and resources that had taken me years to establish, or the fact that the man they had always known as their father resided here in Florida. Even if he was an abuser I could still monitor his behavior around them, so I decided to stick around, and try to make it work.
B absolutely regreted making this decision because what transpired next was a living nightmare, and she honestly never imagined in her wildest dream's this would ever happen to her kid's and they ended up as victims of a broken judicial system.
Friday, May 12, 2017
Part Three- Chapter 47- Family Conspiracy
06/15/2015
B was under the assumption that she had this under control.
She had her kid's, a home, a car, all she needed was a job and then they would be alright. B's mother suggested she come live with her, but B told her that she wanted to give it a shot on her own first. It was in June, and she wanted to give it till the end of the summer her best chance to get back up on her feet.
B would like her mom to know now, "I'm sorry mom if your resenting me now for making this choice. My intention was never to hurt you by it. My intention was only to grow from it."
now.
B started going to job interviews and putting out her resume. She posted it on career builder and went to Worknet. She walked into bars and filled out applications at businesses. One business in particular hired her and they wanted B to start the same day as her hearing with Missy which was June 26th. She had a choice to make, "do I go to the hearing and testify against Missy or start my new job?" She picked the new job. The reason why she tried to put a restraining order on Missy was because Missy was harrassing them and tried to throw a chair at B.
6/26/2015
That morning B woke up at 5am because She needed to be there at 8am and She didn't want to be late. She was excited to be starting a new job. It was for this telecommunications company called 24/7. This was a call center that took all the incoming calls for companys like Ulta, which was the one B worked for, Kraft, Netflix, Walmart, etc... Today was the first day of training. B was in the shower and getting dressed, it was now 6am and still no Saul. She decided to give him a call and leave a message, "Saul, I hope you are on your way. I am starting my new job today at 8am. I would like to be there at 7am. Please be here to come get the kids."
When 6:30 started to roll around she started to panic. So B brought her kid's over to Wren's house, the neighbor. Wren is the one who told B about the job opening. Wren would get a job bonus if B remained employed with the company after 30 days.
B asked Wren, "Would you mind watching my children so I am not late on my first day? Saul is supposed to be here any minute. I just can't deal with him today and I am already in hot water as it is with him, could you please help me?"
Thank Jesus Wren helped her out. B was successfully able to attain that job and paycheck for the next 5-6 weeks.
B's Narrative monologue
"Hey its better than no weeks. Let me tell you it was the most stressful 6 weeks of my life.
Filled with ups and downs of course. Some of the most happiest and most memorable moments with my two little boy's, mixed with the drama and hatred of my ex-husband. I never knew he would be so spiteful towards me. He always told me he would never hurt me like this, but he did in the worst way imaginable by keeping my precious children from me. I will never forget this for his actions and non actions concerning our family has cut me so deeply.
First, my ex-husband repeatedly cheated on me with two of my best friends. He is currently living with my children and his mistress's children that he was having an affair with. While we were still married he has had a child out of wed lock! My ex has confused my children completely acting like this behavior is acceptable, and does not offer them an explanation or any professional counseling. He see's nothing wrong with the choices he has made.
Second, my ex husband made several false allegations to the judge saying I was mentally unstable when he knew the kids and I were disabled and never chose to acknowledge it.
Three, my ex husband has been physically abusive to us. He has targeted all of us by consistently assaulting us in the head on numerous occasions which in turn triggered my seizure disorder, loss of hearing, loss of sight, and loss of memory which I now have become currently disabled for the rest of my life and has prevented me from maintaing a steady job. Also, resulting in our oldest child having brain surgery at 11 years old, and my youngest being cognitively delayed since 2 year's of age.
He neglected to tell the Judge the truth that my son suffered from Encephalitis in pain for a month due to his abuse and medical negligence until the pain became so unbearable due to the swelling then does he rush my son to the hospital. Why did he not first take my son to see his primary a year ago to get his immunizations to avoid this? Why didn't he take him to his PCP or Nuerologist for a follow up? He had insurance then. His excuse now is that my son has no insurance. The Dr. told my son if he waited one more day he could have died. I had no clue until I saw a video on YouTube of my boy all alone in a hospital bed with his head cut open and apologizing. My poor baby needed me and he came close to dying and I was not even consulted or informed of his well being. This type of thing should be mandated and penalized in a court of law.
Four, my ex-husband was financially draining and suppressive. If I tried to work he would stop working. When I wouldn't work he would degrade me. I would utilize other organizations and resources to make ends meet.
Five my ex husband was emotionally draining, and he broke my spirit, and my heart into a million pieces, stomped on it, chewed on it, swallowed it, regurgitating it, spit on it, then spilled lighter fluid on it, and vaporized it.
Six, my ex husband completely alienated me from my children for almost three year's. That's exactly how he valued my love in my kid's lives, he estranged me from the children I gave birth to like I should be non-existent when in fact a mother's love means everything to a child. My ex-husband knows this for he is a mama's boy himself so what the hell is going on here? What's the twist? Does this man just need some serious mental help himself? Maybe he is a narcissus..... He always did say that his claim to fame was being diabolical.
Honestly, I don't even care about that man anymore, just that my children are still exposed to him at this moment.
I just want my kid's to know exactly how much I care for them. I wish they knew, but they don't, and it hurts that I can't tell them every day how much I adore them, or be able to look them in the eye and see if they are ok. It kills me inside as a mother, I feel so lost and disconnected from my loves.
That is the God honest truth. Some people are just user's and abusers. God has put me here to be a martyr and example to all these families that are currently suffering due to wrongful prosecution. The morality and ethics that are being overlooked and dismissed has brought upon injustices within the family infrastructure. I will write and document my story to the world in hopes that people may know how vindictive people like my X are getting away with alienating loving parents like B from their children.
B was under the assumption that she had this under control.
She had her kid's, a home, a car, all she needed was a job and then they would be alright. B's mother suggested she come live with her, but B told her that she wanted to give it a shot on her own first. It was in June, and she wanted to give it till the end of the summer her best chance to get back up on her feet.
B would like her mom to know now, "I'm sorry mom if your resenting me now for making this choice. My intention was never to hurt you by it. My intention was only to grow from it."
now.
B started going to job interviews and putting out her resume. She posted it on career builder and went to Worknet. She walked into bars and filled out applications at businesses. One business in particular hired her and they wanted B to start the same day as her hearing with Missy which was June 26th. She had a choice to make, "do I go to the hearing and testify against Missy or start my new job?" She picked the new job. The reason why she tried to put a restraining order on Missy was because Missy was harrassing them and tried to throw a chair at B.
6/26/2015
That morning B woke up at 5am because She needed to be there at 8am and She didn't want to be late. She was excited to be starting a new job. It was for this telecommunications company called 24/7. This was a call center that took all the incoming calls for companys like Ulta, which was the one B worked for, Kraft, Netflix, Walmart, etc... Today was the first day of training. B was in the shower and getting dressed, it was now 6am and still no Saul. She decided to give him a call and leave a message, "Saul, I hope you are on your way. I am starting my new job today at 8am. I would like to be there at 7am. Please be here to come get the kids."
When 6:30 started to roll around she started to panic. So B brought her kid's over to Wren's house, the neighbor. Wren is the one who told B about the job opening. Wren would get a job bonus if B remained employed with the company after 30 days.
B asked Wren, "Would you mind watching my children so I am not late on my first day? Saul is supposed to be here any minute. I just can't deal with him today and I am already in hot water as it is with him, could you please help me?"
Thank Jesus Wren helped her out. B was successfully able to attain that job and paycheck for the next 5-6 weeks.
B's Narrative monologue
"Hey its better than no weeks. Let me tell you it was the most stressful 6 weeks of my life.
Filled with ups and downs of course. Some of the most happiest and most memorable moments with my two little boy's, mixed with the drama and hatred of my ex-husband. I never knew he would be so spiteful towards me. He always told me he would never hurt me like this, but he did in the worst way imaginable by keeping my precious children from me. I will never forget this for his actions and non actions concerning our family has cut me so deeply.
First, my ex-husband repeatedly cheated on me with two of my best friends. He is currently living with my children and his mistress's children that he was having an affair with. While we were still married he has had a child out of wed lock! My ex has confused my children completely acting like this behavior is acceptable, and does not offer them an explanation or any professional counseling. He see's nothing wrong with the choices he has made.
Second, my ex husband made several false allegations to the judge saying I was mentally unstable when he knew the kids and I were disabled and never chose to acknowledge it.
Three, my ex husband has been physically abusive to us. He has targeted all of us by consistently assaulting us in the head on numerous occasions which in turn triggered my seizure disorder, loss of hearing, loss of sight, and loss of memory which I now have become currently disabled for the rest of my life and has prevented me from maintaing a steady job. Also, resulting in our oldest child having brain surgery at 11 years old, and my youngest being cognitively delayed since 2 year's of age.
Four, my ex-husband was financially draining and suppressive. If I tried to work he would stop working. When I wouldn't work he would degrade me. I would utilize other organizations and resources to make ends meet.
Five my ex husband was emotionally draining, and he broke my spirit, and my heart into a million pieces, stomped on it, chewed on it, swallowed it, regurgitating it, spit on it, then spilled lighter fluid on it, and vaporized it.
Six, my ex husband completely alienated me from my children for almost three year's. That's exactly how he valued my love in my kid's lives, he estranged me from the children I gave birth to like I should be non-existent when in fact a mother's love means everything to a child. My ex-husband knows this for he is a mama's boy himself so what the hell is going on here? What's the twist? Does this man just need some serious mental help himself? Maybe he is a narcissus..... He always did say that his claim to fame was being diabolical.
Honestly, I don't even care about that man anymore, just that my children are still exposed to him at this moment.
I just want my kid's to know exactly how much I care for them. I wish they knew, but they don't, and it hurts that I can't tell them every day how much I adore them, or be able to look them in the eye and see if they are ok. It kills me inside as a mother, I feel so lost and disconnected from my loves.
That is the God honest truth. Some people are just user's and abusers. God has put me here to be a martyr and example to all these families that are currently suffering due to wrongful prosecution. The morality and ethics that are being overlooked and dismissed has brought upon injustices within the family infrastructure. I will write and document my story to the world in hopes that people may know how vindictive people like my X are getting away with alienating loving parents like B from their children.
Thursday, May 4, 2017
Chapter 45- Pat the truth is....
06/11/2015
Saul and I discussed that it was time he moved out, for us living together was becoming way too awkward. It was not working out for the two of us. He moved into his parents apartment. We both agreed to sit down and tell the truth to Pat once he got home from school.
We all sat around the dining room table and had a discussion with Pat. "Listen, son first of all we want you to know that none of this is any of your fault and that you have done nothing wrong. Daddy and mommy are still your parents who love you, but we are just not going to be living together anymore." B said to Pat, "I'm sorry baby this is all our fault and has absolutely nothing to do with you or your brother we believe it is best for now until we figure out what really makes us happy. So your dad is moving over to Papa and Abuela's place for awhile." Pat responded, "No! I don't want him to."
Saul said, "There is something else you must know also we need to do a test. It won't hurt. Just a piece of your hair or saliva to check your DNA. There is a possibility that you may not be my son. Uncle Primo may be your dad." Pat said, "Uncle Primo!" "Yeah!" B said.
Omg finally the truth be told, but still almost two-three years lator and do we have the paternity test result's? NO!
The proof is in the pudding?
Who is the baby's daddy?
Inquiring minds wanna know.
Well, at least the mother and son want to know. Obviously the father's are too scared or they would have given up their specimens a decade ago. I could just see the look of disappointment in Pat's face knowing that I had kept this secret from him his whole life, but when is a good time to tell a child the truth about who his real father is? He was now nine years old and it was complicated enough as it was for the three of us without including Pat. Now he was in the loop and it was only fair that we get results, which still remains to be seen because I have been completely alienated from my children at this time. I don't know if Pat even know's the truth or not, but I do know the truth because I know who I made love to and when son.
All I know in my heart is that I loved my Pat more than anything in this world he is the sweetest most sensitive boy really. He tried everything to keep his father and I together. He wrote a letter and gave it to me pretending it was written by Saul in Pat's handwriting apologizing to me so we wouldn't fight anymore. I felt horrible breaking up with Saul like I was letting my son down. Which was the biggest reason why I put up with the relationship for so long. I couldn't understand it either because Saul would treat Pat awful, but Pat still loved him.
06/15/15
One night Saul brought Jr and Pat home he was all drunk (DUI) and upset because Papa and him got into a fight, because papa hit Jr. off the head with the remote control. Now this is the third or fourth traumatic head injury that we know about that has happened within the last two year's. God only knows if there has been more let's pray for his sake not.:( I'm a very worried mommy right now. 😞 sick.
Saul and I discussed that it was time he moved out, for us living together was becoming way too awkward. It was not working out for the two of us. He moved into his parents apartment. We both agreed to sit down and tell the truth to Pat once he got home from school.
We all sat around the dining room table and had a discussion with Pat. "Listen, son first of all we want you to know that none of this is any of your fault and that you have done nothing wrong. Daddy and mommy are still your parents who love you, but we are just not going to be living together anymore." B said to Pat, "I'm sorry baby this is all our fault and has absolutely nothing to do with you or your brother we believe it is best for now until we figure out what really makes us happy. So your dad is moving over to Papa and Abuela's place for awhile." Pat responded, "No! I don't want him to."
Saul said, "There is something else you must know also we need to do a test. It won't hurt. Just a piece of your hair or saliva to check your DNA. There is a possibility that you may not be my son. Uncle Primo may be your dad." Pat said, "Uncle Primo!" "Yeah!" B said.
Omg finally the truth be told, but still almost two-three years lator and do we have the paternity test result's? NO!
The proof is in the pudding?
Who is the baby's daddy?
Inquiring minds wanna know.
Well, at least the mother and son want to know. Obviously the father's are too scared or they would have given up their specimens a decade ago. I could just see the look of disappointment in Pat's face knowing that I had kept this secret from him his whole life, but when is a good time to tell a child the truth about who his real father is? He was now nine years old and it was complicated enough as it was for the three of us without including Pat. Now he was in the loop and it was only fair that we get results, which still remains to be seen because I have been completely alienated from my children at this time. I don't know if Pat even know's the truth or not, but I do know the truth because I know who I made love to and when son.
All I know in my heart is that I loved my Pat more than anything in this world he is the sweetest most sensitive boy really. He tried everything to keep his father and I together. He wrote a letter and gave it to me pretending it was written by Saul in Pat's handwriting apologizing to me so we wouldn't fight anymore. I felt horrible breaking up with Saul like I was letting my son down. Which was the biggest reason why I put up with the relationship for so long. I couldn't understand it either because Saul would treat Pat awful, but Pat still loved him.
06/15/15
One night Saul brought Jr and Pat home he was all drunk (DUI) and upset because Papa and him got into a fight, because papa hit Jr. off the head with the remote control. Now this is the third or fourth traumatic head injury that we know about that has happened within the last two year's. God only knows if there has been more let's pray for his sake not.:( I'm a very worried mommy right now. 😞 sick.
Sunday, April 30, 2017
Chapter 44- Inspirational Creativity (just scroll all the way down to read. Editing is being a bitch)
Bea became inspired to write again and to create lyrics. She had the urge to branch out and collaborate with other musicians to blend these lyrics with others music. Bea started blending her lyrics over other musician's tracks on soundcloud and discovered her creative collaborative expression and this felt liberating.
Bea then began to question herself. Whatever happened to my dream of becoming a singer?
Bea prayed about it and GOD answered her by calling her back in and showing me that it is never too late. Bea realized then that what she needed was to move forward and embrace her gift to transcend a very important message that needed to be heard.
Lyrics and melody's started coming out of nowhere. She would be in the shower and a song would come to her. She had to jump out of the shower and write it down before she forgot it, until Bea realized that she could use her voice recorder to catch the lyrics. It was like she was encompassing a spiritual awakening, and she desired to share it with the world. How? Was the question.
Bea started branching out and meeting other musicians in the community. One gentleman, Clyde, she met on first Friday in St. Petersburg. He was already becoming a prominent musician there. Bea decided to call him and get together to see if she still had the spark to perform.
She first set out on her journey to a hot spot called Mad Hatters Ethnobotanical Tea Bar, which was the first kava and karaton bar she had ever encountered. That place has an amazing staff and very inviting atmosphere. She got a hooka and found the expertise of the staff helpful and highly recommend for anyone first trying kava. They made it a very chill experience.
As she sat enjoying the ambiance and the hooka that was purchased, a young gentleman approached her. I don't recall his name, but he shared with her his gift of musical expression as well, and Bea asked him if he wanted to perform with her tonight. He agreed and we learned a song by Deelite, Grove Is In The Heart.
She sent a text message to Clyde...
B: What club you at again?
Clyde: Heading to ringside right now, 2nd and central.
Bea told her friend and they both jumped on the scooter and headed downtown. They both sat at the bar and Bea shot Clyde another text.
B: I'm here now
Clyde : Where are you? Haha..I'm sitting out front, didn't see you inside. I guess text me when you're really there lol...
Bea looked around and didn't see him. Bea thought to herself.... is this a joke? Well I will step outside and scope it out.
Bea didn't see Clyde and sent him another text.
B: Im outside. Where r you?
Finally Clyde walked into the bar and Bea reconnected with him. He told me her his band was not able to play the song she selected and Bea kind of felt bad that she had dragged this boy here to help her sing it.
Then Clyde pulled her over to the side and asked her; "What is he doing here?" She told him; "Well he is going to sing the song with me." Clyde retorted, "You don't want to be hanging around that kind of riff raff it will present a bad image." I respected his opinion, but it did sound kind of prejudice of him.
Bea stepped on his stage and sang Me And Bobby McGee by Janis Joplin and then Clyde asked her if she can sing anything else. Bea rambled off a bunch of other songs she knew and he picked a song by George Michael, Faith.
Bea felt very comfortable and in her element on that stage. It finally seemed as if she found her calling. The only question now was, who is going to be my band? Clyde had already developed his own band so in actuality he was Bea's competition and after hearing her sing I believe he began to realize that as well, but he did give Bea some pertinent advice. Clyde told Bea, "B, you need to take the time to get to know your own sound and music. Put on your headphones and play it over and over until you feel what your singing, and believe the message your willing to portray."
After Bea left the ringside and drove my friend back home Bea kept thinking about the advice Clyde gave her and she acknowledged his theory to be genuine and true. That is exactly what Bea did and she followed up with a text message to thank him.
B: Hey Clyde, I just wanted to say Thank you very much for inviting me to your gig last night. Not many musicians allow that especially lead singers in bands. I really appreciate it, I do. I really needed an outlet and it felt awesome. I feel like my old self again. I should start working on some creative songs of my own. Anytime you make an appearance please text me and I'll try to make It. Thanks again B
Bea's experience was very genuine. Her creative music venture blossomed from there
Bea was so inspired and feeling all her emotions intensely. All her happiness, sadness excitement, triump, courage, and strength. She had a vision of her old dreams submerging to the surface.
Bea became inspired to write again and to create lyrics. She had the urge to branch out and collaborate with other musicians to blend these lyrics with others music. Bea started blending her lyrics over other musician's tracks on soundcloud and discovered her creative collaborative expression and this felt liberating.
Bea then began to question herself. Whatever happened to my dream of becoming a singer?
Bea prayed about it and GOD answered her by calling her back in and showing me that it is never too late. Bea realized then that what she needed was to move forward and embrace her gift to transcend a very important message that needed to be heard.
Lyrics and melody's started coming out of nowhere. She would be in the shower and a song would come to her. She had to jump out of the shower and write it down before she forgot it, until Bea realized that she could use her voice recorder to catch the lyrics. It was like she was encompassing a spiritual awakening, and she desired to share it with the world. How? Was the question.
Bea started branching out and meeting other musicians in the community. One gentleman, Clyde, she met on first Friday in St. Petersburg. He was already becoming a prominent musician there. Bea decided to call him and get together to see if she still had the spark to perform.
She first set out on her journey to a hot spot called Mad Hatters Ethnobotanical Tea Bar, which was the first kava and karaton bar she had ever encountered. That place has an amazing staff and very inviting atmosphere. She got a hooka and found the expertise of the staff helpful and highly recommend for anyone first trying kava. They made it a very chill experience.
As she sat enjoying the ambiance and the hooka that was purchased, a young gentleman approached her. I don't recall his name, but he shared with her his gift of musical expression as well, and Bea asked him if he wanted to perform with her tonight. He agreed and we learned a song by Deelite, Grove Is In The Heart.
She sent a text message to Clyde...
B: What club you at again?
Clyde: Heading to ringside right now, 2nd and central.
Bea told her friend and they both jumped on the scooter and headed downtown. They both sat at the bar and Bea shot Clyde another text.
B: I'm here now
Clyde : Where are you? Haha..I'm sitting out front, didn't see you inside. I guess text me when you're really there lol...
Bea looked around and didn't see him. Bea thought to herself.... is this a joke? Well I will step outside and scope it out.
Bea didn't see Clyde and sent him another text.
B: Im outside. Where r you?
Finally Clyde walked into the bar and Bea reconnected with him. He told me her his band was not able to play the song she selected and Bea kind of felt bad that she had dragged this boy here to help her sing it.
Then Clyde pulled her over to the side and asked her; "What is he doing here?" She told him; "Well he is going to sing the song with me." Clyde retorted, "You don't want to be hanging around that kind of riff raff it will present a bad image." I respected his opinion, but it did sound kind of prejudice of him.
Bea stepped on his stage and sang Me And Bobby McGee by Janis Joplin and then Clyde asked her if she can sing anything else. Bea rambled off a bunch of other songs she knew and he picked a song by George Michael, Faith.
Bea felt very comfortable and in her element on that stage. It finally seemed as if she found her calling. The only question now was, who is going to be my band? Clyde had already developed his own band so in actuality he was Bea's competition and after hearing her sing I believe he began to realize that as well, but he did give Bea some pertinent advice. Clyde told Bea, "B, you need to take the time to get to know your own sound and music. Put on your headphones and play it over and over until you feel what your singing, and believe the message your willing to portray."
After Bea left the ringside and drove my friend back home Bea kept thinking about the advice Clyde gave her and she acknowledged his theory to be genuine and true. That is exactly what Bea did and she followed up with a text message to thank him.
B: Hey Clyde, I just wanted to say Thank you very much for inviting me to your gig last night. Not many musicians allow that especially lead singers in bands. I really appreciate it, I do. I really needed an outlet and it felt awesome. I feel like my old self again. I should start working on some creative songs of my own. Anytime you make an appearance please text me and I'll try to make It. Thanks again B
Bea's experience was very genuine. Her creative music venture blossomed from there
Thursday, April 27, 2017
Chapter 43- Still pleading for his love.
06/04/2015
Text messages to B from Saul.
B: I'm driving
Saul: r u coming home?
B: of course.....I know you have to work. Don't worry about me I'm fine.
I just need to process everything we just talked about.
I'm sorry.
Try to get some sleep.
Nowhere and everywhere.
I'm just riding.
ditto
Saul: Cant sleep just thinking about you cant help it, sorry that i luv u.
can u plz answer the phone.
B: just let me be. I don't hate you.
(When I finally got home Saul and I had a heart to heart. I think he thought I was going to change my mind about our breakup. I told him that I didn't mind us staying friends and if he wanted to go to downtown St. Pete for first night we could go out as friends. He agreed to it.)
06/05/2015
Text messages from B to Primo......
B: Good morning sunshine. Do you want to go to the beach with me and the kids?
Babycakes! You are the cutest little babycakes.....you are the cutest little baby face I've seen on Earth. BABY CAKES.
I want them all to myself.
LOL!!!!
(I recalled what Primo said to me last night and it played over again and again, but I just didn't want to give up because I know in my heart he really did love me. I began to make a list of Pro's and con's to really get to the bottom of whether pursuing this relationship would be a good thing for me or not. I am aware how love can make someone blind, and I really needed to be genuine with Primo. So I started rationalizing and drawing up a list as well as texting it to Primo throughout the day and on my outing downtown that night with Saul. I was kind of hoping that Saul would get the hint that I was not there with him. In the meantime I wanted to convince Primo to be with me instead.)
Text messages to Primo from B........
B: Pro- I have a magic pussy and from here on out it belongs to you and only you. You hear me bicho?
B: Con- I don't give it up that easily, especially when I am upset about something other than sex. When I am mad about not being on the receiving end then u better look out for mad, heated, passionate love making, which Saul and I never had in 10 years.
Do you believe that?
In a whole decade I have never had unpredictable heated sex with your brother EVER!
It's a sign.
B: We are going to party it up tonight down to 1st night St. Petersburg.
Friday night doggy dog.
Getting jiggy wit it.
Why don't you come with us?
I can prove my loyalty to you.
I'm loving being single for now till you tell me otherwise.
la loo.
B: PRO- You don't have to ever worry about no baby mama drama. I would never press charges or put u back in jail. I love you too much to hurt you.
B: CON- I can never have any children ever again. My tubes were burned so it would be a miracle. That can b a pro for u 2.
B: PRO- we can fullfill all our dreams and fantasies together and have the greatest times of our lives and be really happy. Just the two of us.
B: CON- I have to find a babysitter at times.
PRO- I was thinking of taking a vacation soon, hopefully with you and me alone. Someplace adventurous and exotic. I am overdo for one the last time I went anywhere was 9 yrs ago. Too long.
B: We are here. Donde esta punta? Jammin down to hardcore house music. I'm chilling by the dj taken a break. The streets are totally packed. I told Saul we are only here as friends.
B: PRO- I am good especially when I feel my man is taking care of my needs.
B: CON- The way I keep my house reflects my moods. So if I am a mess, you can count on my house being a mess.
A good home maker. Not as good as Mamita of course, but at least I try.
06/06/2015
B: PRO- I 'll baby you immensly and I will never stop.
CON- Just because I baby you doesn't mean I am going to allow you to boss me around all the time. I am always going to be my own woman. Won't have it any way, but very flexible especially if you ask me very sweetly in exchange for a kiss.
B: any other way....I love kissing your lips.
B: PRO- I can fullfill every desire sexually even let u stick it up the pooper but you have to take it slow.
B: CON- I really don't care for anal sex but ONLY for you I'll try anything once ok maybe twice that's IF you can get me in the mood. I love it when your in control:)
B: PRO- I have fair credit so all I have to do is establish I have enough income coming in and then I can get a $200,000 loan for a brand new home just for us and the kids. Imagine us walking around naked on the weekend when the kids are with their dad. I'll make you anything you want to eat while I serve you in some sexy outfit with high heels on. I can wash and massage your feet with lotion while you sit back relax and smoke a blunt.
B: CON- Don't expect this shit everyday. I refuse to show any PDA in front of the fams it makes everyone uncomfortable. I aim to be respectful always especially in front our parents. But behind closed door's, it's on!
B: Your brother just got a text that New needs to talk to u ok Baby cakes I got your back.
Primo: What?
B: Saul said it was one of your friends. He called pretending to b you. We r leaving downtown now. Where you been baby? I missed you today.
(It was nice to know that I had his attention. He must be contemplating everything I am saying and I have to be making him horny right about now, I know what my loverboy need's. I certainly aim to please:)
B: PR0: I can help you be a better man if you let me my luv. Help you with transportation, food, love, your kids, ( I am actually wearing a pair of Micah's socks right now. I am surprised they even fit me. I love her like my own.) Remember when we took Her and Pat to the ice rink and she was skating.. That was a special moment. I am glad I was able to share it with you. Watching you skate was so fascinating!!!
CON- We would have to explain to the kids at some point that we were together, but I am sure they would get over it once they saw how happy we made eachother. I would like to someday do the honorable thing and not sneak around the ones we love whenever we are ready or sure of what will or may become.
B: PRO- Your family already knows and loves me.
CON- They may have a hard time trusting us. They already don't trust you so the only difference is that YOU don't have to be the black sheep solo. Once they see the change in our ways I think they will be appreciative of our union.
B: PRO- I will make you feel like the king you are and you will feel like a better Man. I know I can make a difference in your life, I am pretty sure I already have in some ways although you may not want to give me any credit. That's ok cuz I know I have. I am very perceptive when it comes to you. I always have been.
CON- l know you find me annoying. But this is my final attempt to plead my case. At least I am far from boring. Never a dull moment.
B: PRO- I want to shut your brother UP once and for all. He always thinks he is so much better than you. Always talkin shit about you to me. I hate that cuz it is so two faced. When your present he is all kind to you. As soon he gets behind your back he's ranting about your misfortunes.
CON- I would never do you dirty like that. If I have a problem with you I will tell you straight, no lies. It's really no body else's business what you do. So you don't have to worry. I am a woman of my word. Remember how I told you I would give you the Mustang someday, well it is yours if you're with me. I am going to try and convince you to get your license first before letting you drive it but I know that is not gonna happen.
B: PRO- I will always let you be your own man. I have no intentions of changing you. I love you just the way you are. I have learned to accept the way you are. Honestly I know you have the desire to do bigger and better things. So do I and I know you would support me and I will always support you too. Your #1 fan. We ride together , we shall die together, silver back gorilla baby.
CON- My crazy cheering might get on your nerves every now and again. As long as you let me in on what your doing. I'll try to support you anyway I can 110%.
You know I am capable of it.
B: CON- I know I am a little overweight, but I have been working on it.
PRO- I've been running, doing crunches, yoga,.eating less, yoga, pillates, kick boxing, swiming, dancing. I would like to try working out at the MMA gym with you. Maybe introduce me to some people, become a fighter. If you keep turning me down like this I might actually get enough determination to knock the living daylights outta someone. I'M pretty open, the possibilities are endless with me. All I know is I am down for whatever.
CON- I may eventually get so ripped I might be able to kick your ass even. Yeah right. You'll probably kick me in my gum again make me bleed. Hey I gotta learn to defend myself someday.
B: PRO- I love animals so yes you can have a dog. I suggest getting a Siberian Husky. I love them.
CON: Don't expect me to take care of it though. You want it then you need to be responsible for it. I will be responsible for my cat then and the kids of course will probably help.
B: PRO- I will make you soup when your sick and put bandages on your boo boos, a cold cloth on your head, get your medication with your water, even wipe your ass if you're incapable, and tuck you into bed.
CON: I refuse to break the law for you. I have a clean record and I don't need any problems. Keep that diabolical nonsense away from me, our home, and the kids. We are your safety net so if you decide you want to fuck me over you must realize your only setting yourself up for failure. The choices you make effect all of us. For instance say your on a boat and you put a rip in it, well the natural consequences is that your bound to set yourself back and your gonna lose time, money, and patience. You don't really want that do you? I think we have already lost enough time as it is and I truly don't wish to lose not even one more second with you.
It's funny....this whole time I've been dancing, smoking, drinking, mingling, and singing I still would rather just be cuddling up in bed with you instead. I am surprised I was able to write this novel. Since you entered into my life you have inspired me to get my creative juices flowing. I feel alive again. It's been a very long time since I felt this way. I think I lost myself when I was with your brother. I had an epiphany one day because my therapist encouraged me to go for it and tell you how I really felt and now I feel so liberated. I'm happier than I have ever been. You helped me see the light and I hope I can do the same for you darling. I just hope I haven't missed out on my opportunity to really have my chance by your side. If there ever was a chance GOD please let it be now. Allow me into your little shell of a head you crab.
B: Ok well I guess I am going to lay on my couch and pass the fuck out. I hope you're staying out of trouble. Buenos noches papi. Te amo mi amore.
Lator that morning....
B: Hello?
B: Fuck I still can't sleep.....too much shit in my head. This would be so much easier if you just hear me out. Instead of writing to you constantly and getting no response. Perhaps I can teach you something about the English language and you can show me the sign language alphabet and Spanish.
B: All I know is that Saul doesn't want to let me go, and can you blame him? NO! Every time I try to shake him he finds a way to push himself back into my life. Yeah, we have been very disloyal and untrusting with eachother. Which, as you can see, has destroyed any love I had for him.
I don't want that distrust between us.
I need you to trust that I will be loyal to you.
Can you forgive me and move past all the stupid bullshit and start loving me?
I just need your love boo.
B: In our past we would have never worked because you would have never taken the time to get to really know me. Now it's been a whole decade and you have always been honest with me, respectful, loyal, and kind. I VALUE YOUR OPINION. I know you have been testing me. I can't seem to understand why if I'm dead to you. I made a huge sacrifice for you 3 weeks ago I was married and now I am legally seperated if that doesn't give you the green light I don't know what else. I need you to take care of me and keep me close to you safe and warm. I hate the thought of being without you. I don't think I'll be able to sleep peacefully until I am nestled on your chest.
Primo: yo what u doing?
B: I am putting everything out there for you,
so you can decide if you really want what I am offering you,
and only you.
Yoooooooo whooo still there?
I got those cigarettes.
please don't block me I really need you now. I need my smoking buddy. I promise I won't touch you.
fine I guess I 'll smoke them all myself. Since you don't want to share.
Babycakes!
watchya doin?
I miss you.
I still can't sleep. I am going to get a tele. Wanna join?
I need some sleep......I need to cuddle. honey.
Primo: where u at?
B: chillun
Primo: where?
B: about to pass the fuck out on my girl friends couch.
Primo: ok
B: Where are you boo?
Primo: just got home
B: in for the night baby.
Primo: k
B: Or do you wanna chill with me?
Primo: if u up
B: I can braid your hair.
Primo: where u at?
B: Why you wanna know where I am? I thought you didn't care about me?
Primo: U right
B: Excuse me Mr. Primo Coronado Sanchez.
Primo: What u doing?
B: Why you wanna see me Primo?
Primo: I justring to see what u doing
where u at
B: I wanna do you.
Primo: k
B: I'm hiding out at my friends house in Largo.
Primo: ok...........so
B: ok meaning ok lets go?
Primo: sure
B: meet me at the pool fool.
Primo: k
B: call me from papas phone.
Primo: k
I was really at my girlfriends boyfriend's house trying to crash on his couch. I was trying to avoid being around Saul so he starts to get the picture. I was reluctant to leave because it was already pretty late and my friend said that if I leave I couldn't come knocking later. So I understood that I was losing my bed for the night and taking a risk for a booty call, but for me it was worth it. So I hoped on my scooter and headed to Primo.
B: Is your brother with you?
Primo: No...where u at?
B: why haven't you called me yet sucka?
Primo: fu
B: where are you?
I'm at the pool staring up at the stars.
Primo you have to come see this sky is so beautiful.
Baby cakes, you are the cutest little babyface I've ever seen on Earth.
..............................................................
I waited at the pool which seemed like forever. I was praying that he had a change of heart for me. Finally he was coming to his senses. When I got to his parents apartment I knocked on the door very lightly...no answer....he must have fallen asleep. .. I knocked a little harder. I could hear him coughing and thought awww my poor baby must be sick. I walked away and thought of something I could do to take care of him and make him feel better.
06/07/2015
B: I waited for you all night. That made me really sad Primo. I sat on the ground in front of your door again and you wouldn't let me in. Not nice!
Please don't do that to me again. Are you sick my love? Please let me take care of you. I got you a little care package because I know your not feeling well. In there you will find some chicken soup, some cigarettes but not much cuz I was chain smoking last btw all your fault, there's also a script I take sometimes for stomach relief. It's called Omeprazole this will help coat your stomach and keep you from having acid reflux. See although I don't have a pot to piss in I will always find a way to take care of you and I am praying that you will take good care of me too, soon. Oh yeah I got you crackers for the soup.
B: I am going out to get a new job today so I can get you more nice things.
B: I love you papi and I am going to prove to you just how much.
B: Te amo mi amor
I went to his place again and seeing that he wasn't home I threw the bag up on top of his balcony.
B: Did you get my care package baby? Did you notice the other day when I said baby both you and Saul responded? That's when I realized that you loved me. We have been doing this crazy dance for a whole decade. I am tired of pretending babycakes. Your going to have to man up and admit it to yourself.
B: Be a man and own it! Stop being a little pussy......I love You and I plan on taking very good care of us and the kids.
06/08/2015
B: I miss you papito.
I wish we could go for a Ride...makeout where ever you wanna go.
you so sexy primo yo te queiro.
I miss your babyface with your sweet dimples mi amor.
your crazy ways and style.. I even like your little temper tantrums.
my pet. I want to hold you boo.
I 'm luv sick. Ease my sorry heart. I miss you so.
Hasta manana muy Papi.
06/09/2015
B: Good morning papito.
I finally got some sleep it's been almost 5 days since I've gotten more than 3 hours of sleep.
I still can't eat. I wish you would feed me. Be with me boo. I know this relationship seems impossible but in time all this hype will die down and we can lay low for awhile. I am looking into saving more money for our dream house. I have a little over $1000. I assume a couple more thousand and we will be good to go.
let me know what I can do to hold you in my arms. Please I want you in my life sweetie.
B: I know your hurting honey, I am hurting too. We don't have to. Just come clean, you will be so glad you did. We have been harboring this guilt for years. It is coming out now because it's time to allow ourselves to be able to make one another happy. I am not listening to them it's not their call to make. It's ours. Feel ashamed a little and speak from the heart. That's what I did with Saul and they'll understand someday that we were destined to be if they haven't noticed already which I am pretty sure they have. When our eyes meet and the way we blush.
B: Saul was the man between us, not the other way around. You just got beat to the punch. your only downfall right now is your cowardice pussy way your being. You could have had me from hello, but you didn't ever assure me that you wanted me. I'll leave you alone if that's what you want. Is that what you really want? I am going to see my family soon. I would love to bring you with us. My mom is worried about me. I have a few places we can stay. I'm going for the 4th. I hope you come. We'll be back by August.
B: Don't be sad papito. I don't like to see you like this. Let me in and I'll kiss that heart of yours and make it all better. We have an opportunity for a fresh start together. The only thing holding you back, is YOU. Your family will forgive you they always do, you need to put your foot down and fight for me now if you want there to be an us. Carpe Diem, which means seize the day. Don't be afraid and don't delay, nothing can seize you, and no one will please you the way I will honey, be the man I know you could be.
B: Show some confidence that well overcome all this and be together. I know you got it in you. Please, no more police, no more drama, just be real and it's not your fault the heart wants what it wants no matter how crazy it sounds you should never fight it. Just embrace it cuz your luck is changing and I am waiting for you at the finish line. I'll help you lick your wounds and be faithful to you and only you.
Well I proved my love to you as much as I could. This is your last chance to make things right in our lives. Maybe I have too much faith in you and I am being overly optimistic, but I can't help loving you.
B: Please don't keep me in the dark let me in and tell me how your feeling. I am a great listener. I need this in order to move on. I am staying at Hogans this weekend. I would like it if you join me so we can work this out.
B: Just have faith my love.
B: Baby cakes, How long had it been since you made love? It seems like an eternity. Please lets not waste anymore time. I'm waiting eagerly for you, sweet dreams. If you have a chance to sneak out and steal the key to the scooter and visit me tonight.. Its my scooter. I have the title right here in my name so your safe babe. I'm wicked horny.
B: Pretty please with whip cream on top and a cherry. I have ice cream and a nice comfy bed with NetFlix and smokes. I'm been craving you for five months and I am about to burst honey.
B: Missy is out for the night. The kids are asleep and I am all by my lonesome and I want you so bad that my naa naa is clenching with fire. I am going to rock your world babycakes. I am preparing the naa naa to your eating. I wish you were here instead of there.
B: I want you so bad it hurts.
just come tapping on my window. Maybe pull a Christina.
LOL!
B: Oh shit, Missy is home in her room.
B: I'm watching a movie. Have you ever seen The Bible?
B: She just told me that her uncle passed away and she is taking a trip to Atlanta. House will be my oyster soon. Don't believe everything you hear from Saul. He is talking out of his ass.
Although the both of them are liars and fibbers.
B: Just come papi.
B: Park the scooter down the street and walk through the backyard gate. Come through the back, but b super quite so the bitch doesn't hear you. She suspect's something because I'm wearing something sexy to bed.
you will definitely likey. I hope you come soon cuz I am about to fall asleep. I don't care just wake me. I am going to take a power nap.
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I did take a nap and when I woke up no sign of Primo.
B: I'm missing you.
Another lonesome night without my boo to cuddle up to.
Sweet dreams Jellybeans.
B: I wish you felt the same way about me that I feel for you. It is a shame that we may never be together. I guess I must have been wrong about you. I am sure there must be some gorgeous creature out there for me. I was just hoping it was you.
B: Dueces mi amore.
When I woke up that morning I was surprised to see a sign. There was a beautiful fresh flower laying on the dining room table. I asked Missy if she put it there and she had not. It had to of been Primo. What did he come in and watch me sleep and not woken me up?
I thought ok..... He must b shy. I will give him another chance. Since I know that fresh flowers are usually his signature trademark.
B: The back door is unlocked. I'm waiting.
No sign of him. I was beginning to feel a little hopeless. My birthday was right around the corner and I was dreading being alone.
Text messages to B from Saul.
B: I'm driving
Saul: r u coming home?
B: of course.....I know you have to work. Don't worry about me I'm fine.
I just need to process everything we just talked about.
I'm sorry.
Try to get some sleep.
Nowhere and everywhere.
I'm just riding.
ditto
Saul: Cant sleep just thinking about you cant help it, sorry that i luv u.
can u plz answer the phone.
B: just let me be. I don't hate you.
(When I finally got home Saul and I had a heart to heart. I think he thought I was going to change my mind about our breakup. I told him that I didn't mind us staying friends and if he wanted to go to downtown St. Pete for first night we could go out as friends. He agreed to it.)
06/05/2015
Text messages from B to Primo......
B: Good morning sunshine. Do you want to go to the beach with me and the kids?
Babycakes! You are the cutest little babycakes.....you are the cutest little baby face I've seen on Earth. BABY CAKES.
I want them all to myself.
LOL!!!!
(I recalled what Primo said to me last night and it played over again and again, but I just didn't want to give up because I know in my heart he really did love me. I began to make a list of Pro's and con's to really get to the bottom of whether pursuing this relationship would be a good thing for me or not. I am aware how love can make someone blind, and I really needed to be genuine with Primo. So I started rationalizing and drawing up a list as well as texting it to Primo throughout the day and on my outing downtown that night with Saul. I was kind of hoping that Saul would get the hint that I was not there with him. In the meantime I wanted to convince Primo to be with me instead.)
Text messages to Primo from B........
B: Pro- I have a magic pussy and from here on out it belongs to you and only you. You hear me bicho?
B: Con- I don't give it up that easily, especially when I am upset about something other than sex. When I am mad about not being on the receiving end then u better look out for mad, heated, passionate love making, which Saul and I never had in 10 years.
Do you believe that?
In a whole decade I have never had unpredictable heated sex with your brother EVER!
It's a sign.
B: We are going to party it up tonight down to 1st night St. Petersburg.
Friday night doggy dog.
Getting jiggy wit it.
Why don't you come with us?
I can prove my loyalty to you.
I'm loving being single for now till you tell me otherwise.
la loo.
B: PRO- You don't have to ever worry about no baby mama drama. I would never press charges or put u back in jail. I love you too much to hurt you.
B: CON- I can never have any children ever again. My tubes were burned so it would be a miracle. That can b a pro for u 2.
B: PRO- we can fullfill all our dreams and fantasies together and have the greatest times of our lives and be really happy. Just the two of us.
B: CON- I have to find a babysitter at times.
PRO- I was thinking of taking a vacation soon, hopefully with you and me alone. Someplace adventurous and exotic. I am overdo for one the last time I went anywhere was 9 yrs ago. Too long.
B: We are here. Donde esta punta? Jammin down to hardcore house music. I'm chilling by the dj taken a break. The streets are totally packed. I told Saul we are only here as friends.
B: PRO- I am good especially when I feel my man is taking care of my needs.
B: CON- The way I keep my house reflects my moods. So if I am a mess, you can count on my house being a mess.
A good home maker. Not as good as Mamita of course, but at least I try.
06/06/2015
B: PRO- I 'll baby you immensly and I will never stop.
CON- Just because I baby you doesn't mean I am going to allow you to boss me around all the time. I am always going to be my own woman. Won't have it any way, but very flexible especially if you ask me very sweetly in exchange for a kiss.
B: any other way....I love kissing your lips.
B: PRO- I can fullfill every desire sexually even let u stick it up the pooper but you have to take it slow.
B: CON- I really don't care for anal sex but ONLY for you I'll try anything once ok maybe twice that's IF you can get me in the mood. I love it when your in control:)
B: PRO- I have fair credit so all I have to do is establish I have enough income coming in and then I can get a $200,000 loan for a brand new home just for us and the kids. Imagine us walking around naked on the weekend when the kids are with their dad. I'll make you anything you want to eat while I serve you in some sexy outfit with high heels on. I can wash and massage your feet with lotion while you sit back relax and smoke a blunt.
B: CON- Don't expect this shit everyday. I refuse to show any PDA in front of the fams it makes everyone uncomfortable. I aim to be respectful always especially in front our parents. But behind closed door's, it's on!
B: Your brother just got a text that New needs to talk to u ok Baby cakes I got your back.
Primo: What?
B: Saul said it was one of your friends. He called pretending to b you. We r leaving downtown now. Where you been baby? I missed you today.
(It was nice to know that I had his attention. He must be contemplating everything I am saying and I have to be making him horny right about now, I know what my loverboy need's. I certainly aim to please:)
B: PR0: I can help you be a better man if you let me my luv. Help you with transportation, food, love, your kids, ( I am actually wearing a pair of Micah's socks right now. I am surprised they even fit me. I love her like my own.) Remember when we took Her and Pat to the ice rink and she was skating.. That was a special moment. I am glad I was able to share it with you. Watching you skate was so fascinating!!!
CON- We would have to explain to the kids at some point that we were together, but I am sure they would get over it once they saw how happy we made eachother. I would like to someday do the honorable thing and not sneak around the ones we love whenever we are ready or sure of what will or may become.
B: PRO- Your family already knows and loves me.
CON- They may have a hard time trusting us. They already don't trust you so the only difference is that YOU don't have to be the black sheep solo. Once they see the change in our ways I think they will be appreciative of our union.
B: PRO- I will make you feel like the king you are and you will feel like a better Man. I know I can make a difference in your life, I am pretty sure I already have in some ways although you may not want to give me any credit. That's ok cuz I know I have. I am very perceptive when it comes to you. I always have been.
CON- l know you find me annoying. But this is my final attempt to plead my case. At least I am far from boring. Never a dull moment.
B: PRO- I want to shut your brother UP once and for all. He always thinks he is so much better than you. Always talkin shit about you to me. I hate that cuz it is so two faced. When your present he is all kind to you. As soon he gets behind your back he's ranting about your misfortunes.
CON- I would never do you dirty like that. If I have a problem with you I will tell you straight, no lies. It's really no body else's business what you do. So you don't have to worry. I am a woman of my word. Remember how I told you I would give you the Mustang someday, well it is yours if you're with me. I am going to try and convince you to get your license first before letting you drive it but I know that is not gonna happen.
B: PRO- I will always let you be your own man. I have no intentions of changing you. I love you just the way you are. I have learned to accept the way you are. Honestly I know you have the desire to do bigger and better things. So do I and I know you would support me and I will always support you too. Your #1 fan. We ride together , we shall die together, silver back gorilla baby.
CON- My crazy cheering might get on your nerves every now and again. As long as you let me in on what your doing. I'll try to support you anyway I can 110%.
You know I am capable of it.
B: CON- I know I am a little overweight, but I have been working on it.
PRO- I've been running, doing crunches, yoga,.eating less, yoga, pillates, kick boxing, swiming, dancing. I would like to try working out at the MMA gym with you. Maybe introduce me to some people, become a fighter. If you keep turning me down like this I might actually get enough determination to knock the living daylights outta someone. I'M pretty open, the possibilities are endless with me. All I know is I am down for whatever.
CON- I may eventually get so ripped I might be able to kick your ass even. Yeah right. You'll probably kick me in my gum again make me bleed. Hey I gotta learn to defend myself someday.
B: PRO- I love animals so yes you can have a dog. I suggest getting a Siberian Husky. I love them.
CON: Don't expect me to take care of it though. You want it then you need to be responsible for it. I will be responsible for my cat then and the kids of course will probably help.
B: PRO- I will make you soup when your sick and put bandages on your boo boos, a cold cloth on your head, get your medication with your water, even wipe your ass if you're incapable, and tuck you into bed.
CON: I refuse to break the law for you. I have a clean record and I don't need any problems. Keep that diabolical nonsense away from me, our home, and the kids. We are your safety net so if you decide you want to fuck me over you must realize your only setting yourself up for failure. The choices you make effect all of us. For instance say your on a boat and you put a rip in it, well the natural consequences is that your bound to set yourself back and your gonna lose time, money, and patience. You don't really want that do you? I think we have already lost enough time as it is and I truly don't wish to lose not even one more second with you.
It's funny....this whole time I've been dancing, smoking, drinking, mingling, and singing I still would rather just be cuddling up in bed with you instead. I am surprised I was able to write this novel. Since you entered into my life you have inspired me to get my creative juices flowing. I feel alive again. It's been a very long time since I felt this way. I think I lost myself when I was with your brother. I had an epiphany one day because my therapist encouraged me to go for it and tell you how I really felt and now I feel so liberated. I'm happier than I have ever been. You helped me see the light and I hope I can do the same for you darling. I just hope I haven't missed out on my opportunity to really have my chance by your side. If there ever was a chance GOD please let it be now. Allow me into your little shell of a head you crab.
B: Ok well I guess I am going to lay on my couch and pass the fuck out. I hope you're staying out of trouble. Buenos noches papi. Te amo mi amore.
Lator that morning....
B: Hello?
B: Fuck I still can't sleep.....too much shit in my head. This would be so much easier if you just hear me out. Instead of writing to you constantly and getting no response. Perhaps I can teach you something about the English language and you can show me the sign language alphabet and Spanish.
B: All I know is that Saul doesn't want to let me go, and can you blame him? NO! Every time I try to shake him he finds a way to push himself back into my life. Yeah, we have been very disloyal and untrusting with eachother. Which, as you can see, has destroyed any love I had for him.
I don't want that distrust between us.
I need you to trust that I will be loyal to you.
Can you forgive me and move past all the stupid bullshit and start loving me?
I just need your love boo.
B: In our past we would have never worked because you would have never taken the time to get to really know me. Now it's been a whole decade and you have always been honest with me, respectful, loyal, and kind. I VALUE YOUR OPINION. I know you have been testing me. I can't seem to understand why if I'm dead to you. I made a huge sacrifice for you 3 weeks ago I was married and now I am legally seperated if that doesn't give you the green light I don't know what else. I need you to take care of me and keep me close to you safe and warm. I hate the thought of being without you. I don't think I'll be able to sleep peacefully until I am nestled on your chest.
Primo: yo what u doing?
B: I am putting everything out there for you,
so you can decide if you really want what I am offering you,
and only you.
Yoooooooo whooo still there?
I got those cigarettes.
please don't block me I really need you now. I need my smoking buddy. I promise I won't touch you.
fine I guess I 'll smoke them all myself. Since you don't want to share.
Babycakes!
watchya doin?
I miss you.
I still can't sleep. I am going to get a tele. Wanna join?
I need some sleep......I need to cuddle. honey.
Primo: where u at?
B: chillun
Primo: where?
B: about to pass the fuck out on my girl friends couch.
Primo: ok
B: Where are you boo?
Primo: just got home
B: in for the night baby.
Primo: k
B: Or do you wanna chill with me?
Primo: if u up
B: I can braid your hair.
Primo: where u at?
B: Why you wanna know where I am? I thought you didn't care about me?
Primo: U right
B: Excuse me Mr. Primo Coronado Sanchez.
Primo: What u doing?
B: Why you wanna see me Primo?
Primo: I justring to see what u doing
where u at
B: I wanna do you.
Primo: k
B: I'm hiding out at my friends house in Largo.
Primo: ok...........so
B: ok meaning ok lets go?
Primo: sure
B: meet me at the pool fool.
Primo: k
B: call me from papas phone.
Primo: k
I was really at my girlfriends boyfriend's house trying to crash on his couch. I was trying to avoid being around Saul so he starts to get the picture. I was reluctant to leave because it was already pretty late and my friend said that if I leave I couldn't come knocking later. So I understood that I was losing my bed for the night and taking a risk for a booty call, but for me it was worth it. So I hoped on my scooter and headed to Primo.
B: Is your brother with you?
Primo: No...where u at?
B: why haven't you called me yet sucka?
Primo: fu
B: where are you?
I'm at the pool staring up at the stars.
Primo you have to come see this sky is so beautiful.
Baby cakes, you are the cutest little babyface I've ever seen on Earth.
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I waited at the pool which seemed like forever. I was praying that he had a change of heart for me. Finally he was coming to his senses. When I got to his parents apartment I knocked on the door very lightly...no answer....he must have fallen asleep. .. I knocked a little harder. I could hear him coughing and thought awww my poor baby must be sick. I walked away and thought of something I could do to take care of him and make him feel better.
06/07/2015
B: I waited for you all night. That made me really sad Primo. I sat on the ground in front of your door again and you wouldn't let me in. Not nice!
Please don't do that to me again. Are you sick my love? Please let me take care of you. I got you a little care package because I know your not feeling well. In there you will find some chicken soup, some cigarettes but not much cuz I was chain smoking last btw all your fault, there's also a script I take sometimes for stomach relief. It's called Omeprazole this will help coat your stomach and keep you from having acid reflux. See although I don't have a pot to piss in I will always find a way to take care of you and I am praying that you will take good care of me too, soon. Oh yeah I got you crackers for the soup.
B: I am going out to get a new job today so I can get you more nice things.
B: I love you papi and I am going to prove to you just how much.
B: Te amo mi amor
I went to his place again and seeing that he wasn't home I threw the bag up on top of his balcony.
B: Did you get my care package baby? Did you notice the other day when I said baby both you and Saul responded? That's when I realized that you loved me. We have been doing this crazy dance for a whole decade. I am tired of pretending babycakes. Your going to have to man up and admit it to yourself.
B: Be a man and own it! Stop being a little pussy......I love You and I plan on taking very good care of us and the kids.
06/08/2015
B: I miss you papito.
I wish we could go for a Ride...makeout where ever you wanna go.
you so sexy primo yo te queiro.
I miss your babyface with your sweet dimples mi amor.
your crazy ways and style.. I even like your little temper tantrums.
my pet. I want to hold you boo.
I 'm luv sick. Ease my sorry heart. I miss you so.
Hasta manana muy Papi.
06/09/2015
B: Good morning papito.
I finally got some sleep it's been almost 5 days since I've gotten more than 3 hours of sleep.
I still can't eat. I wish you would feed me. Be with me boo. I know this relationship seems impossible but in time all this hype will die down and we can lay low for awhile. I am looking into saving more money for our dream house. I have a little over $1000. I assume a couple more thousand and we will be good to go.
let me know what I can do to hold you in my arms. Please I want you in my life sweetie.
B: I know your hurting honey, I am hurting too. We don't have to. Just come clean, you will be so glad you did. We have been harboring this guilt for years. It is coming out now because it's time to allow ourselves to be able to make one another happy. I am not listening to them it's not their call to make. It's ours. Feel ashamed a little and speak from the heart. That's what I did with Saul and they'll understand someday that we were destined to be if they haven't noticed already which I am pretty sure they have. When our eyes meet and the way we blush.
B: Saul was the man between us, not the other way around. You just got beat to the punch. your only downfall right now is your cowardice pussy way your being. You could have had me from hello, but you didn't ever assure me that you wanted me. I'll leave you alone if that's what you want. Is that what you really want? I am going to see my family soon. I would love to bring you with us. My mom is worried about me. I have a few places we can stay. I'm going for the 4th. I hope you come. We'll be back by August.
B: Don't be sad papito. I don't like to see you like this. Let me in and I'll kiss that heart of yours and make it all better. We have an opportunity for a fresh start together. The only thing holding you back, is YOU. Your family will forgive you they always do, you need to put your foot down and fight for me now if you want there to be an us. Carpe Diem, which means seize the day. Don't be afraid and don't delay, nothing can seize you, and no one will please you the way I will honey, be the man I know you could be.
B: Show some confidence that well overcome all this and be together. I know you got it in you. Please, no more police, no more drama, just be real and it's not your fault the heart wants what it wants no matter how crazy it sounds you should never fight it. Just embrace it cuz your luck is changing and I am waiting for you at the finish line. I'll help you lick your wounds and be faithful to you and only you.
Well I proved my love to you as much as I could. This is your last chance to make things right in our lives. Maybe I have too much faith in you and I am being overly optimistic, but I can't help loving you.
B: Please don't keep me in the dark let me in and tell me how your feeling. I am a great listener. I need this in order to move on. I am staying at Hogans this weekend. I would like it if you join me so we can work this out.
B: Just have faith my love.
B: Baby cakes, How long had it been since you made love? It seems like an eternity. Please lets not waste anymore time. I'm waiting eagerly for you, sweet dreams. If you have a chance to sneak out and steal the key to the scooter and visit me tonight.. Its my scooter. I have the title right here in my name so your safe babe. I'm wicked horny.
B: Pretty please with whip cream on top and a cherry. I have ice cream and a nice comfy bed with NetFlix and smokes. I'm been craving you for five months and I am about to burst honey.
B: Missy is out for the night. The kids are asleep and I am all by my lonesome and I want you so bad that my naa naa is clenching with fire. I am going to rock your world babycakes. I am preparing the naa naa to your eating. I wish you were here instead of there.
B: I want you so bad it hurts.
just come tapping on my window. Maybe pull a Christina.
LOL!
B: Oh shit, Missy is home in her room.
B: I'm watching a movie. Have you ever seen The Bible?
B: She just told me that her uncle passed away and she is taking a trip to Atlanta. House will be my oyster soon. Don't believe everything you hear from Saul. He is talking out of his ass.
Although the both of them are liars and fibbers.
B: Just come papi.
B: Park the scooter down the street and walk through the backyard gate. Come through the back, but b super quite so the bitch doesn't hear you. She suspect's something because I'm wearing something sexy to bed.
you will definitely likey. I hope you come soon cuz I am about to fall asleep. I don't care just wake me. I am going to take a power nap.
...........................................................
I did take a nap and when I woke up no sign of Primo.
B: I'm missing you.
Another lonesome night without my boo to cuddle up to.
Sweet dreams Jellybeans.
B: I wish you felt the same way about me that I feel for you. It is a shame that we may never be together. I guess I must have been wrong about you. I am sure there must be some gorgeous creature out there for me. I was just hoping it was you.
B: Dueces mi amore.
When I woke up that morning I was surprised to see a sign. There was a beautiful fresh flower laying on the dining room table. I asked Missy if she put it there and she had not. It had to of been Primo. What did he come in and watch me sleep and not woken me up?
I thought ok..... He must b shy. I will give him another chance. Since I know that fresh flowers are usually his signature trademark.
B: The back door is unlocked. I'm waiting.
No sign of him. I was beginning to feel a little hopeless. My birthday was right around the corner and I was dreading being alone.
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