Chapter 53- Mark Hannah see Tampa Bay Crash Course of Injustice..(5)

August 2, 2015

B was being discriminated against due to her disabilities for she struggled with ADHD and Epilepsy.

B- "We shall start with my work story because that is where I seemed to finally fall apart. I was so happy to finally be working as a call agent at 24/7 with Ulta being a phone receptionist. As I mentioned before at the end of June Missy, Saul, and Mama almost sabatoged my chances of even getting the job because they were trying me. They showed their true colors in how they felt towards me by not being cooperative with caring for the kid's while I worked."

B thought-
(She was left to fend for herself. Although she did push the kid's on Saul. B felt she had to in order to provide for them and get on her own two feet. Only, it was supposed to be a quick transition.)

Unfortunately, B's idea blew up in her face and a lot of people turned on her.

Once B got the job she took it and rolled with it. B did everything in her power to keep it. Even though it was a challenge every day, she still put up with all the bullshit that came along with the job and stuck to it.

The first incident was the training. There was a lot of material to remember, and B was barely passing the exams. She realized it would have been a lot easier for her to attain the information had she been on her Ritalin.

B: " Ritalin is a drug that I discovered 10 year's ago that helps me focus and manage my life better. It has been a never ending battle to attain this medication because it is a controlled substance, and a lot of psychiatrist are afraid to prescribe it to me because so many people abuse it, which sucks for me because I can't keep a job without it. I try to make due, but it is too challenging. I literally need this drug to maintain my life."

The company only hired B by default. Most of the people walked out of the training and gave up with the position because the job didn't pay enough to put up with the bullshit training at 6 am. When the program started there were at least 20 candidate's. Once the training was finished only 8 people remained. B was lucky enough to get shuffled through.

When B made it onto the floor she was having a hard time keeping up with the work load. She fell behind and was not able to note all her accounts properly. She kept getting written up for taking time out of her own breaks to stay on task. Finding little shortcuts here and there to catch up.

B felt the supervisors were setting her up for failure because she would go to her cubicle, and either the computer would be malfunctioning, or her headset would be missing. The floor supervisors were making snide remarks about her and pulling her off the floor to have meetings that would degrade her. It got to the point where B's health started deteriorating because she was not getting enough nourishment due to skipped breaks, and not getting an adequate amount of sleep due to stress. B felt like she had to overcompensate all the time just so she could keep her job, but put her needs to the wayside. Eventually she went and got a doctor's note so they would understand her health condition.

B: "I would just ignore them and do my work, but they made going to my job hell."

B tried to find ways to ask for accommodations in order to find relief for her learning disability. She sent a note to HR asking if it would be possible to have an assigned cubicle so she can log in and out of her computer without any trouble because she was not able to remember the 15 different passwords and all the employees were not allowed to have any paper or pens on the floor. The supervisors of course found a way to dismiss her request by making B the only one without an assigned cubicle; it was like a slap in the face. It seemed as if she couldn't catch a break no matter where she sat.

One day B was so happy because it seemed like one of the supervisors finally took the time to help her figure out an issue she was having. It finally seemed like someone in the department really cared for once, so she got excited hugged her and gave a little peck on the cheek, which in the Spanish culture showed a sign of gratitude.

Do you know the next day at work she was taken into HR and was written up for that? She couldn't understand and wanted to address it with the supervisor face to face, but they did not give her a chance to and demanded she go back to work.

B went back to her cubicle and tried to recollect her thoughts and felt she needed to explain herself to this woman that she must have offended.  She asked her boss,

B- "Please if I may speak to this woman would it be inappropriate for me to apologize?"

B's boss explained to her,
"It is not the best time."

B told her, - "I feel I need some time to gather my thought's before I conduct my job."

She went to the bathroom and sat on the toilet crying and thought to herself.
(Never in my wildest dreams did I mean to sexually harass her. I was just trying to be kind.)

This really bothered B a lot, she started thinking.

(What is this world coming to if a person cannot even show gratitude? Well maybe I don't belong in such a world?)

At that moment B started hyperventilating wishing she was not in this world. Then her ears made a sound like a waterfall, and everything went completely black.

B felt herself in another dimension, and she was not sure where she was, it seemed as if she was in a highschool, but it was a different life. A better life that she wished she had, where people were generous and kind hearted. They made her feel loved and wanted........all of a sudden she woke up from this other life on the bathroom floor to the paramedics surrounding her, and a grotesque taste in her mouth which reminded her of taking a huge gulp of the ocean.

Later that evening B's neighbors sister came up to her and asked, "Are you alright?" She said, "I found you in the bathroom stall seizing and called 911. They couldn't get you out at first because the stall was locked, and we had to figure out a way to drag you out." She claims B was seizing off and on for a good 20 minutes.

B never did get to speak to the lady she hugged.  She wished the woman could have found some empathy in her heart and treated her as a human being who had feelings.

The paramedics took B to Largo Med, and when they asked her who could come get her the first response was,

B- "My husband"

The people making the calls for her at the hospital told B that Saul was not willing, so B asked them to call Zane and luckily Zane came through for B. It seemed as though Zane was the only one person that cared. At least someone did.

When B was in the hospital lobby Mark Hannah, a news anchor, was on the TV blasting about all the cop killings.

B was thinking,
(Wow! How uncanny I used to go to school with that guy and here comes Zane another guy I went to school with. Then she recollected the dream she had slightly when she was unconscious. Are these just coincidences, or GOD are you trying to show me something?)

B- Mark you are the only person I have chosen to use their real name in this book so far. I really hope you get a chance to read this someday and give your input. Please have a heart and help an old friend figure out which platform I should display my work?

B had a day off from work, but the following day she showed up for her scheduled shift. She was told that she could take some time off if need be.

B mentioned to her boss, -
"I can't take any time off because I have two kid's to support and I can't afford to lose any time."

B continued to work her shift. As she sat there a muscle spasm began in her leg, probably due to the seizure the other day. B's body was showing signs of regression.  She stood up from her chair to walk it off.

B's supervisor said,-
"What are you doing?"

B explained,-
"I am having muscle spasms in my leg. It is probably due to the seizure I had at work the other day."

The supervisor said, -
"If you're not in your seat taking calls then I am going to have to write you up."

B told her,- "You do what you have to do then."

Then B proceeded to take calls as she stood by her chair and stretched the ligament out. The next day B was terminated from her job for insubordination, even though she had a doctors note pertaining to her medical condition, and they were not willing to make any adaptations to work around her disability.  Actually, they did just the opposite and made B's job that much harder for her to be productive. Like most of B's job's it was a miserable experience.

Now B has been trying to collect disability since 2012. She has been denied six times. She cannot seem to keep a job to save her life. She has been fired from 10 consecutive jobs now.

B- "Should I just give up and shoot myself now because I am finding it impossible to afford to live in this fucked up world?

It's not even worth it!

I hate gun's anyway.

I Just keep breathing and swimming.

I can't help the fact, that I feel like I am slowly drowning."

Chapter 52- Neglect

09/01/2009- Present Day        

The Florida Health Department (FHD)- Healthy Families went to B's home to work with her and the baby. She also utilized the pregnancy center and fulfilled the whole 7 week course so she could be the best mom she could possibly be. Martha from Suncoast came to her home bi-weekly for grief counseling before and after she had Jr.

Pat and B attended Directions For Living, for their mental health, because of the abuse they suffered by Saul. B tried to help her husband seek mental health as well, but he was in denial due to substance abuse and financial hardships.

The Collumns at Allens Creek kept raising their rent, due to constant late payments, the Sanchez just couldn't catch up and struggled to remain financially stable. They both could not hold down a job because they had moved to the state of Florida during the time of a recession causing a lot of mental stress in their relationship. What the Collumns of Allens Creek did was put them in a situation to become homeless, resulting in an eviction.

A friend of B's had extra room and she let them move in until they were able to get on their feet. B attended Vocational Rehabilitation to help place her in a job, due to B's disability all her recent employers in Florida discriminated against her, and were not willing to make any accommodations to help her remain employed.

B: These employer's would set me up for failure which resulted in my termination. This would then upset my husband, causing a rift in our relationship. My husband began cheating on me, drinking excessively, abusing me and the kid's.

Saul's behavior ended up escalating which then resulted in him DUI with a suspended license and becoming an habitual offender. Saul ended up getting incarcerated on several occasions, putting the Sanchez in further debt. Then he would blame B for not being supportive of their family.

When the Sanchez moved into 2881 Cathy Ln. Clearwater FL 33760, their roomate Missy Elliot expected  the rent to be paid to her. Lator the Sanchez came to find out that she was not the rightful owner, and was posing herself as one illegally, she was squatting in the home. So the Sanchez saw this as an opportunity to save money and buy their own home.

B did some research on tax lien certificates, and found it to be a good outlet to make a sound investment, and attain a home free and clear. She went onto Diane Nelson's Tax collectors website, and saw a property she liked that had delinquent tax liens from 2013. B put $1000 down on what she believed to be a tax lien certificate, on November 9th 2014. B waited a month to receive that tax lien certificate, and felt proud to be contributing to the community and doing her due diligence.

Going into the year 2015 B felt confident that she made a good investment, and that their luck was going to change. B came to find out instead that she was duped by Diane Nelson's the Tax Collector. They told her she had paid somebody's past due taxes in error and explained to her the process on how to get her money back. B did as she was told, but then told her she was not entitled to get her money back due to the time frame in which the property was sold. She felt violated due to the result's of this processing error which was misleading her into losing her investment, leaving their family once again in financial hardship.

Tax season was right around the corner, and Saul and B developed a savings plan to put down on a home. Saul's drinking was out of control, and his aggressive behavior was spiraling. He assaulted B and the kid's repeatedly, causing them emotional distress and negligent to their well being. B's youngest is now developmentally delayed and her oldest, at the age of six, told Directions For Living that he wanted to go to heaven by getting beaten to death.

In March 2015, Saul got a passport for their two year old, and the $10,000 which was being saved for a home, and left for Nicaragua, his home country and spent it all on 05/09/2015-05/30/2015. When Saul came back B stood up to him finally, after 11 years, and told him.

B: I am done putting up with your lies and manipulation Saul. This is financial, emotional, mental, and physical abuse that you have inflicted on us over the years.

At this time we were still living in the home that was in the process of foreclosing and he abandoned the two kids and I with no marital or child support. When I went to DOR to apply for child support in June 2015, the DOR refused us support, explaining that there was a DOR case already established in the Commonwealth of Massachusetts. Which was true for my first child was born there in 2007, before we were married, my husband payed child support while we resided in MA, and he resided in FL. He convinced B to move to Florida by promising that they would buy a house and get married.

B: I think he only married me so he wouldn't have to pay the State of MA child support. After we did marry he was quick to prove it and get that money back into taxes he owed. By this time, in 2015, I was seriously considering moving back to MA so I could support my children on my own. I felt bad though because my children were getting the education and services they so desperately deserved. It seemed like such a shame to deprive them of the security and resources that had taken me years to establish, or the fact that the man they had always known as their father resided here in Florida. Even if he was an abuser I could still monitor his behavior around them, so I decided to stick around, and try to make it work.

B absolutely regreted making this decision because what transpired next was a living nightmare, and she honestly never imagined in her wildest dream's this would ever happen to her kid's and they ended up as victims of a broken judicial system.

Chapter 51: Family Conspiracy- Second Month

July 2015

B came to find out that Saul was still seeing his mistress (Emma) that he had been cheating on B with back in 2012. This was no surprise, once a cheater always a cheater. Saul didn't waste no time moving on and shacking up with Emma either.

B thought, (Did he even have a mourning period? Maybe for like two week's.)

Saul said,
 "That marriage was a joke!"

What B really thought was that, (Saul as a person was a joke. No one should ever take him seriously for he was a big fucking shit talker and I am so glad I am over him. Emma you think I am jelous because you have my ex husband? LOL, keep him. I could care less. You did me a big favor. I am just livid because you stole my kid's and tried to turn them against me.)

Like B said to Emma when she first met her,
"Good luck with that."

Emma asked B,
"What do you mean?"

B never did give Emma an answer, turned around, and walked away.

B thought
(She has to know by now what I meant. I mean it has already been two year's since she has been dealing with Saul's stupid ass. Now she is pregnant by him. Really? There is no way Saul has not shown her his true colors by now. All the lies and cover ups have to be eating away at her conscience.)

B text to Emma:

It sucks to have to neglect everything you stand for. Breaking your own pact against Rick Scotts vulnerable person's act. Emma, let's not ever forget the role that you played in this conspiracy. Even though you convinced a two year old to call you mommy and brainwashed my kid's into believing I am a dead beat mom. You will NEVER be their mother and my children know how irreplaceable and great I am. I hope Post Partum Depression gets you good this time around and hopefully my kid's will never have to be exposed to your crazy bitch ass again.

B wanted to spend the 4th of July with her kid's. She went to go pick them up at Saul's parents house. He was reluctant to let the babies go with B.

B asked him,
"What is the big deal? I have been working hard and want to spend time with my kid's."

Saul said,
"Pat doesn't want to go with you, he wants to stay here and light off fire works."

B replied,
"He can light some off with me."

Saul said, "I don't think so, I need to discuss this more with Pat, come back later."

B was extremely hurt and confused. She headed to Bellair beach to gain some clarity.
B thought,
(What kind of fucking games is Saul playing now? It is as if he is turning on me. He promised he would never do this, we made a pact to not keep the children from eachother. Now it looks as though he is trying to block everything and everyone from me. This is just the opposite of what he promised, to let bygones be bygones. What a fucking liar he is. I thought we meant more to eachother.

What a fool I was to believe I could make us and being seperated and remaining a family work. Saul never had any intentions of cooperating for the children's sake. He just set out to punish me by withholding my babies. That evil son of a bitch doesn't deserve to be the father of any children especially my own. He is an abuser. If your not with me, then that must mean your against me. Why did I have to be optimistic? I should have left before it was too late. Now it has been two torturous years not knowing if my kid's are safe.)

B looked out into the ocean and she wept. She prayed to Jesus for an answer. This warm energy came over her to confide in her friends and family. She was desperate for an answer to her prayers. She called Aunt Trudy.

Aunt Trudy: "Go back. Get your kid's and bring them to my house."

 B went back to knock on that door and finish this discussion and she wasn't going to take no for an answer because she was their mother. B was so glad she did. B had her aunt on the phone as a witness in case Saul wanted to get nasty about it. Eventually Saul caved and let them kid's go with their mother that day. If B known then what she know now, she would have kept driving. She had the rights to protect them boy's.

B said,
" I didn't think THEY were gonna hurt us. They being Saul, Missy, Emma, Primo, Mama, and Papa.

Pat and Jr were so happy to be with me. I am so thankful for this precious moment with my babies. It was one of the last great memories I have left from 2015. Since then I have feared that it will be my only one left. It kill's me that two years have just been stolen from us.

My Aunt Trudy was a blessing that day. She welcomed us with open arms. I was not aware that it was her birthday too. Our gaurdian angels were drawing us close together. We jumped into her pool and I watched my children smile and be happy. Jr. was even swimming. He learned to swim! I was so proud. So much was happening in his life without me. Pat was squirting us with the noodle and my Aunt Trudy was taking beautiful picture's the whole time.

After the pool my Aunt took us to a party in her honor. We sat around the table and singing her Happy Birthday as she blew out her candles. The boys had such a great time playing monkey pile with the other boy's at the party. I wish I could have enjoyed it with them but I was so exhausted from all the crying and worrying I had done earlier I passed out. This was all too much for me. I was having a hard time fighting back and didn't have the energy in me to handle this. I was drained.

The following day my Aunt Trudy and I had a heart to heart. We discussed my situation and I was not aware that her and I shared a similar story, except she had her husband stolen out from underneath her by her sister. She did not agree with what I had done, and had a conflict of interest in helping me.

That was the last day that B saw her Aunt Trudy. Even her own blood were turning their backs and B was all alone without a friend in the world.
B thought, (How will I ever get through this?)

B say's:
"Scars remind us of where we been, they don't have to dictate where we are going."

Chapter 50- Tampa Bay Crash Course of Injustice cont... (2)

09/01/2009- Present Day

Bea and her family have all struggled attaining healthcare, and suffer chronic health condition's. There has been many interuptions in their insurance benefit's due to the constant lapses of employment, crisis situations, and chronic health care needs. After having Bea's newborn in January 2013, Progressive Energy shut off the Sanchez electricity for a whole week, due to a malfunctioned electrical device, and forced them to pay $1000 to get it back on. This put them in debt and a crisis situation, for all of their food spoiled. This caused their newborn baby some gastrointestinal problems that have become chronic as he has grown. Once the electricity was shut off black mold grew rampart in their apartment due to the ventilation not running, and the poor newborn suffered upper respiratory problems causing him asthma, gastrointestinal problems, and digestive illness.

Bea's husband and oldest son suffer with consistent bacterial infections in their left eye and chronic allergies. Saul's eye seems to be rapidly deteriorating and causing him extreme painful flare-ups that prevented him from focusing at his job's, or having a fulfilled life.

A month lator it leaked out that the Sanchez's were not the only ones that got hoodwinked by Progressive Energy. Bay News 9 had other people reporting that they also were getting swamped with these outrageous electric bills at the beginning of 2013 right before tax season started. Then they closed down and the Electric company changed their name to Duke Energy.

Of course Bea thought,

"If that wasn't a scandal if I had seen one clear as day, and the sad part is they get away with it. If we were still living in MA that would never had flied. There are laws that are put in place to protect the people and the Commonwealth of Massachusetts enforces them. That is the difference between the North and the South. The North care about their people and the South only cares about their business. So Florida mixed with all walks of life is a whole new animal. Its a crazy free for all if you can get your hands on it. There really are no laws being enforced to protect the people. It is very sad and scary even."

Bea's monologue,

(I write this to you now, not because I expect your pity. First and foremost I have learned that knowledge is power and knowing is just half the battle. This is the truth so help me GOD. I have no reason to lie, nor do I ever want to. I aim to get closure that is why I am writing this. I need closure from all the wrongs this fucked up world has dealt me. I am still waiting for that one person to step up and care. To put their best foot forward and see what the fuck is happening and say, "Hey, This is not right! Something is not adding up. The world just does not operate that way."
Well, it is unfortunate that it is, and it is time we do something about it.
WAKE UP!)

Bea had the Florida Health Department come in to inspect the mold determining that it was probable cause for the Sanchez's health issues. Bea kept every bit of documentation, but without money or a lawyer that is interested in human rights with backing the people, she still knew they didn't have a chance. When Bea brought it up to the management at the Columns at Allens Creek, they just treated the mold with bleach, scattering the black mold spores allowing it to become airborne. Bea believe this process made the toxins more susceptible to causing her family illness.

Bea said,

"My family and I were never advised to leave the residence or move to another unit that was vacant. Instead they just painted over it with white paint, and the mold grew right back causing illness and fatigue. This process was done three times in the 3 years we resided at The Collumns at Allens Creek 2510 Oak Trail S. Apt. #10104, Clearwater FL 33764. I resided there throughout my whole pregnancy and up until my newborn was 1 1/2 years old."

Bea would still like to pursue this case if any lawyer is interested because now her son is five years old and still experiencing chronic asthma and Bea is experiencing chronic like symptoms that have led her to becoming disabled. If any lawyer's are interested in taking on Bea's case please email her at Bonniefly69@yahoo.com

Bea said,

"I keep all my documentation and evidence in a safe place always. Just waiting to meet an attorney who really cares."

At this time the new health issues that she has recently developed over the past four years is Epilepsy, Hypothyroidism, tremors, headaches, grand mal seizures, and allergies. She was already diagnosed with ADHD and post-partum depression, but is not being medicated for it yet.  She was also grieving over the loss of her nana at the start of her pregnancy. She was trying her best to keep her family well even though she was not well. Bea utilized as many services as she could.

Bea monologue:

(I have been applying for disability since my reoccuring seizures in 2013, but have been denied any aid as of yet. It seems like a never ending battle. All of it. There really is no justice in this world anymore. I used to be proud to be an American, now I just feel screwed.)

Chapter 49- Family Conspiracy- First month

June 2015

Bea had one of the most memorable beach days with her boy's. They took their good friend Tanner with them and tried to convince Primo to come, but he still refused to talk to her. So they ventured out to the beach just the four of them.

It was quite nostalgic. The view of the sky against the ocean. Bea took lots of picture's of the boys running through the surf smiling and genuinely happy that day. Jr. being tempted to trample Pats sandcastle, and Pat gaurding it with his life. This is one of the last good memory's B had of her babies. The only photos that she had seen of them since 2015 they appeared to be so miserable. It Just broke B's heart because she was their mother. She knew it was her job to love and nurture them. By no fault of her own now she was failing them due to all this bullshit that should have never been part of their lives to begin with. We deserved a better life than this.

Pat deserved to build more sandcastles in the sand with his brother. Jr. needed more one-on-one storybook sticker craze potty time with his mommy. Jr was still not potty trained because the last time B had a visit, Jr. was even afraid to sit. Both of her boy's needed their mother's love and attention, and B needed their love back in return, after they were taken from B she had no one.

She tried to reconnect with friends and family, but it was too late, she wasn't the same person anymore. B was lost and depressed. The damage had been done. The only people that could fill that void were her children. This is what Maternal deprivation look's and feels like. As if someone is dismembering you.

The next Day after the beach, B had to work. Saul worked out an arrangement that his mom would watch the boys while she worked at her new job. Yet, somebody should have relayed the message to mami because she acted as if she didn't know anything about it.

When B showed up to drop the two boy's off with their backpacks, instead of welcoming her grandkids with welcoming hugs and kisses she ignorantly said, "No, no, no, no, no!", and slammed the door in the kid's faces. They obviously were confused asking their mommy questions that she didn't know the answers to.

As the kid's paced the hall B called Saul, "Saul, your mother just refused to watch the kid's. You need to come or else I'm going to lose my job. This is the second time you have done this now. It seems like this is what you want for me to lose my job?"

Saul said, "Don't panic, I am on my way."

B was surprised that Saul came as fast as he did, but it did not give them much time to talk. She knew there was something going on with Saul and his mom at least, but she didn't know what, for she was officially out of the loop now.

When B went to go pick up the kids later that month Primo was there alone with them. No mami, no Saul, no papa, just primo.

B knocked on the door and in a friendly tone said, "Hey Primo. Why don't you come out and talk to me?"

He said, "Go away."

B said, " That's not nice. Why the silent treatment? What did I ever do to you? I just came to pick up my kids. So let me have them."

Primo said, "Did you call my brother?"

B, "For real c'mon I didn't think I had to, but if you wanna play game's I'm gonna call someone. I'm gonna call the cops from witholding my children from me. Pat! Pat! Open this door and come out you and your brother and let's go home."

Pat said, "I can't, he won't let me."

This just fueled fire within B thinking of her babies being kept from her, and Primo witholding  Pat against his will, burned B up inside, which any loving parent would. So the third time in her whole entire life she called the police and PCSO did help her get the kids from that home.

As mami arrived and stepped out of her vehicle she redirected her middle finger at B right in front of the officer and called her, "crazy bitch."

The officer took her to the side and explained to them that without an order by a judge B has every right to her children unless there is a restraining order preventing her.

So guess what Primo did soon after that? He tried to put an injunction for protection on himself against B for stalking him, only he knows B well enough to suspect that she would never hurt him. He know's that she was just a pussy in love with his ass. This was just his way of trying to scare B off.

B directed towards Primo:
"You know what Primo? Heard your message loud and clear dear, I'm not a stalker. I just got caught up in the moment.  So it worked. Thanks for not showing up to the trial date my love."

Then soon after his brother Saul did the same thing.

B directed towards the audience: "Guess what? They both had it out for me so the judge set up the trial date for August 20, 2015, on the same day, in the same courtroom, at different times. First time I had ever had to go into a courtroom to defend myself. I was scared shitless. I had no idea how to do this."

"As you know Primo didn't show, but Saul did just to intimidate me and keep me in the State of Florida long enough to try and incriminate me and take my kid's from me."

The judge asked him, "Mr. Sanchez, has Mrs. Sanchez ever threatened to harm you or put her hands on you?"

Saul said, "No your honor."

The judge beckoned, "Then why are you wasting all of our time. Get out of my courtroom."

Saul must have been conspiring with Missy because as soon as he moved out she was constantly on B's case. You can view all the public police reports from 2015 at PCSO (2881 Cathy Ln. Clearwater FL 33760),

PINELLAS COUNTY SHERIFF'S OFFICE
Case Master Report
SO15-254275
Date Initiated 06/16/2015

Upon my arrival, I made contact with the complainant, SANCHES, BEA NICOLE who stated her roommate, ELLIOT, MISSY came home and started yelling, arguing with her.

When asked why she was arguing and yelling at her, Bea stated she is going through a divorce and she has no money to pay her. Bea said she has been staying at the residence for the past year and has no other place to go.

I spoke to Missy about the incident. Missy stated she was yelling at Bea because she needed to get her belongings together and leave the residence. Missy said she cannot afford to support her and she needs to move out. I explained to Missy that since Bea has been living at the residence for a year, she would have to go to the court house and begin the eviction process which she said she would.

In order to solve the problem for the night Bea said she would stay in her room and Missy said she would stay in her room as well.

Disposition: Case closed, solved NON-CRIMINAL

Mamita, and papa also were trying, PCSO (Police reports 2909 Gulf to Bay Blvd Apt B205, Clearwater FL 33759), to get to B and alienate her from the three people that meant the world to her.

They even got the authorities involved by spreading false allegations to tarnish B's good name and work the CPI (child protective investigator) against her and in Saul's favor. All reports show no criminal intent/ case solved because there was no crime just false allegations, so why should B be treated as if she is guilty when she is obviously an innocent victim? B has a clean record. This is not fair, she NEVER hurt her kids, or anyone else for that matter. So why are they not currently in her care?

Extended monologue for B's Preaching future self..... (Standing on a podium as an older woman speaking before a public assembly displaying their human rights and B is trying to motivate them through her words to not lose hope.)

"Well, I discovered that being honest and forthcoming with a CPI (Child Protective Investigator) is not within your best interest because they will twist your words around and use it against you quickly. It is called heresay, which I have learned is the legal term, when a lot of people start spewing shit about you to other people and they start believing it even when it is not true.

This begins to ruin people's  lives by making their security falter, and soon you begin to wonder....what has come of this world? Seriously, if they have been willing to make a legal term for it then it is obvious that human beings have learned to use this tactic quite commonly. Especially, during investigations when CPS (Child Protective Services) does not want to do their due diligence.

There are a lot of haters in this world that can't leave well enough alone. They are not content until they make you as miserable as them because misery loves company. Power and control play's a huge factor when lies and manipulation are concerned.

Narcissistic people thrive off of making other's feel weak, and love to suck the life out of vulnerable people and children. I know it is hard to hear the GOD's honest truth, but this is the devil's playground at times  that we are subjected to, but please my people choose not to give it power because we already know that our Lord Almighty reigns and has overcome him in the kingdom of Heaven. 

Many still don't believe. God will bless those who do. We just have to continue to have hope, faith, and speak our truth because we shall overcome someday and be reunited with our loved one's.

Please don't ever give up fighting for what you believe, or lose your will to survive. Our God given right is worth living for, so we can't check out when our children need us. Thou shall not kill, including thyself. Don't be afraid to rise above and speak the truth, trust that others will follow because LIFE is too short, so live it to the fullest. Eventually if you keep speaking your truth your children will hear it, and it will change history.

The parental civil rights movement will enlighten future generations to build a stronger foundation within this broken family infrastructure, and instill National Human Rights.

It WILL happen, one person, one moment, one day at a time, until it forms a ripple effect to prove that human lives matter. Children's lives matter. National Human Rights are here to stay and must be enforced by the people in all the nations. That is what we should be fighting for all across the board, starting in each state, and country.

Human Rights unions. That is something I would like to see my tax money go into. A real organization that defends the people against discrimination. Unions that will fight for us when our rights are being violated. Unions that can give power to the people against corrupt companies, departments, federal organizations, and judicial systems that is something I would personally devote my life to making happen.

I wish president Donald Trump would support these unions to back up the people so we can be proud to stand as Americans and set the barr. If America can accomplish this, then so can other countries. We have to support our own country first and foremost before we can even attempt to fix others. That's the bottom line.

Each country should be more focused on bringing justice amongst their people, rather than fighting and destroying. We should be working together and figuering out ways to help our planet thrive without destroying it. This should be our common goal.

The human mind CAN be capable of so much more, but all that history has proven time and time again is that humanity is more focused on destruction, than perseverance.

              - B'onnie

Chapter 48- Tampa Bay Crash Course of Injustice... (1)

09/01/2009- Present Day

Keep reading for more current detail's of recent events for this is where the story becomes very twisted and unsettling.

You see human beings do not seem to operate the way they used to 20 years ago, a lot has changed. The laws have changed. We have changed as people in abiding in them, and the power's that be have lost their honor in upholding those laws, so many have taken it upon themselves now to rise above the law to protect themselves. While some, may use the law to bully innocents unlawfully knowing they can't afford to defend themselves, and even if they could many lawyer's would just take their barely earned money blowing over the whole case and not defending shit.

Justice has become an absurd joke, that's what I think about the law now. Sorry, but in my experience I have not seen it do anybody any justice thus far. Unfortunately, because I was wrongfully prosecuted myself and defenseless. I had to sit through many court proceedings. I think only two seemed fair and just, but in all honesty I feel it is the devil's advocates trap.

Thou shall not judge, only GOD. No one can tell ME otherwise. That's my take on it, you can think what you want.

I am a United States citizen, and a registered voter, born and raised in the Commonwealth of Massachusetts, which is my national origin. I was residing in Pinellas County FL. for 8 years, and I am well aware that my civil rights have been violated since I have resided in Pinellas County due to my national origin, born up north, and my disability.

First, I have not been able to keep a job in Florida due to my disability, and the fact this is an at will state. No job I have had, and I have been terminated from 8 job's now, have been willing to make any accommodations for my learning disability or chronic health conditions.

The State of Florida has denied me disability and health insurance, basically forcing me to leave my kid's and the State to get my health care need's met. This has isolated me from the only two people that I once believed loved me still and caused me much emotional distress. My nuerologist claims due to this seperation and alienation brought on an increase of stress and seizure disorder that landed me in the Tampa General Hospital and $9,000 in Medical bill's.

I asked my nuerologist, "Is it a possibility that the seizures could be caused by excessive punches to the skull (Domestic Violence)?" My doctor claims,  that yes this most certainly can be what caused the concussion, seizure episodes, syncope, memory loss,  imbalance, and ringing in the ears. My other question was, "So say if someone just discovered all this about themselves after a seizure episode due to false accusations. Could she use in her defense that she was struggling with battered women syndrome and being treated for a seizure disorder as a result of domestic abuse?"

Bea told the doctor, "Listen Doc, I'm far from crazy. If I was able to attain an AA in Early Childhood Education and a BA in Social Science and Education and raise a baby in less than 8 year's with a gpa of 3.4. I think I have a high functional brain up there. It just got kind of screwed up after I married Saul. Things started to fall apart again, like it did at the beginning of our relationship. We hit another rough patch."

I should have known better. The pattern of alcohol and abuse doesn't end with the Sanchez's. Actually one thing for sure is it get's worse. I was becoming scared of where it was bound to escalate to next. Let me tell you. The worst was yet to come.

Even after I attained my two College degree's Saul loved to throw it in my face,
"See B, all that for what? You still can't get a good paying job."

It must have made him feel so high and mighty to make my accomplishments seem so weak and small. I hate to admit it but he was right. I couldn't attain a good paying job in my field due to my chronic health condition's.

I had another Grand Mal Seizure in the middle of the Steak N Shake Parking lot.
I fell down like a sack of potatoes off the side of my car. Hit the back of my head, fractured my right ankle, and bit my lip. My mom saw me convulsing for a few minute's and when I came to I had slight amnesia. Scary shit!

Another time I woke up and I could not move at all. I thought I was going to stay paralyzed forever and I started panicking, these Epileptic episodes alone have really messed with my head. It has taken some getting used to my new life without any support.

I really need a friend to take care of me, but there has not been any volunteers to come forward on my behalf. No one will even step up so I can visit with my kid's. Which allows me to believe that I have no one who loves me in the end.

I fear that I am going to end up one of those people sitting in a hospital bed who no one comes to visit, till I will wither away. That's MY reality now. I am vulnerable and scared out of my wits that someday I will all together forget who I am, and that I even have a family.

Maybe that would be good for me? Wipe out all the pain I endure on a daily basis over the loss of my loved one's abandoning me. I would much rather forget who I am then deal with the reality of what has become of me.

GOD please take away the pain. I wish to be numb.

I went before a judge in January 2015. He denied me disability knowing I had suffered a traumatic crisis. Since then I have suffered other head injuries and epileptic episodes.

I was advised by a Nueroligist in 2015 not to drive, even though it has been past six month's since my last episode I still stay off the road for now.

I really do think it is disgraceful that I do not get honored disability for if I did I would not be struggling so damn hard to survive in the situation I find myself in now. Maybe if I had, I would get ahead and feel like I belong instead of feeling like this world was not meant for a loving heart like mine.

Society has been chipping away at my heart bit by bit trying to turn me into freezing cold ice, but my tears continue to melt the ice away. The judge abstains from showing any emotion but if I spend one minute longer trying to suppress the longing, fear, agony, and pain I have been bottling up for the past 12 years I know I am liable to snap my humanity switch off and not give a fuck about anything anymore.

This blog is my outlet right now. I am praying that the truth will set us free. Free from the bond's we enslave ourselves in. The bond's of love, life, death, and humanity.

Part Three- Chapter 47- Family Conspiracy

06/15/2015

B was under the assumption that she had this under control.

She had her kid's, a home, a car, all she needed was a job and then they would be alright. B's mother suggested she come live with her, but B told her that she wanted to give it a shot on her own first. It was in June, and she wanted to give it till the end of the summer her best chance to get back up on her feet.

B would like her mom to know now, "I'm sorry mom if your resenting me now for making this choice. My intention was never to hurt you by it. My intention was only to grow from it."
now.

B started going to job interviews and putting out her resume. She posted it on career builder and went to Worknet. She walked into bars and filled out applications at businesses. One business in particular hired her and they wanted B to start the same day as her hearing with Missy which was June 26th. She had a choice to make, "do I go to the hearing and testify against Missy or start my new job?" She picked the new job. The reason why she tried to put a restraining order on Missy was because Missy was harrassing them and tried to throw a chair at B.

6/26/2015

That morning B woke up at 5am because She needed to be there at 8am and She didn't want to be late. She was excited to be starting a new job. It was for this telecommunications company called 24/7. This was a call center that took all the incoming calls for companys like Ulta, which was the one B worked for, Kraft, Netflix, Walmart, etc... Today was the first day of training. B was in the shower and getting dressed, it was now 6am and still no Saul. She decided to give him a call and leave a message, "Saul, I hope you are on your way. I am starting my new job today at 8am. I would like to be there at 7am. Please be here to come get the kids."

When 6:30 started to roll around she started to panic. So B brought her kid's over to Wren's house, the neighbor. Wren is the one who told B about the job opening. Wren would get a job bonus if B remained employed with the company after 30 days.

B asked Wren, "Would you mind watching my children so I am not late on my first day? Saul is supposed to be here any minute. I just can't deal with him today and I am already in hot water as it is with him, could you please help me?"

Thank Jesus Wren helped her out. B was successfully able to attain that job and paycheck for the next 5-6 weeks.

B's Narrative monologue

"Hey its better than no weeks. Let me tell you it was the most stressful 6 weeks of my life.

Filled with ups and downs of course. Some of the most happiest and most memorable moments with my two little boy's, mixed with the drama and hatred of my ex-husband. I never knew he would be so spiteful towards me. He always told me he would never hurt me like this, but he did in the worst way imaginable by keeping my precious children from me. I will never forget this for his actions and non actions concerning our family has cut me so deeply.

First, my ex-husband repeatedly cheated on me with two of my best friends. He is currently living with my children and his mistress's children that he was having an affair with. While we were still  married he has had a child out of wed lock! My ex has confused my children completely acting like this behavior is acceptable, and does not offer them an explanation or any professional counseling. He see's nothing wrong with the choices he has made.

Second, my ex husband made several false allegations to the judge saying I was mentally unstable when he knew the kids and I were disabled and never chose to acknowledge it.

Three, my ex husband has been physically abusive to us. He has targeted all of us by consistently assaulting us in the head on numerous occasions which in turn triggered my seizure disorder, loss of hearing, loss of sight, and loss of memory which I now have become currently disabled for the rest of my life and has prevented me from maintaing a steady job. Also, resulting in our oldest child having brain surgery at 11 years old, and my youngest being cognitively delayed since 2 year's of age.

He neglected to tell the Judge the truth that my son suffered from Encephalitis in pain for a month due to his abuse and medical negligence until the pain became so unbearable due to the swelling then does he rush my son to the hospital. Why did he not first take my son to see his primary a year ago to get his immunizations to avoid this? Why didn't he take him to his PCP or Nuerologist for a follow up? He had insurance then. His excuse now is that my son has no insurance. The Dr. told my son if he waited one more day he could have died. I had no clue until I saw a video on YouTube of my boy all alone in a hospital bed with his head cut open and apologizing. My poor baby needed me and he came close to dying and I was not even consulted or informed of his well being. This type of thing should be mandated and penalized in a court of law.

Four, my ex-husband was financially draining and suppressive. If I tried to work he would stop working. When I wouldn't work he would degrade me. I would utilize other organizations and resources to make ends meet.

Five my ex husband was emotionally draining, and he broke my spirit, and my heart into a million pieces, stomped on it, chewed on it, swallowed it, regurgitating it, spit on it, then spilled lighter fluid on it, and vaporized it.

Six, my ex husband completely alienated me from my children for almost three year's. That's exactly how he valued my love in my kid's lives, he estranged me from the children I gave birth to like I should be non-existent when in fact a mother's love means everything to a child. My ex-husband knows this for he is a mama's boy himself so what the hell is going on here? What's the twist? Does this man just need some serious mental help himself? Maybe he is a narcissus..... He always did say that his claim to fame was being diabolical.

Honestly, I don't even care about that man anymore, just that my children are still exposed to him at this moment.

I just want my kid's to know exactly how much I care for them. I wish they knew, but they don't, and it hurts that I can't tell them every day how much I adore them, or be able to look them in the eye and see if they are ok. It kills me inside as a mother, I feel so lost and disconnected from my loves.

That is the God honest truth. Some people are just user's and abusers. God has put me here to be a martyr and example to all these families that are currently suffering due to wrongful prosecution. The morality and ethics that are being overlooked and dismissed has brought upon injustices within the family infrastructure. I will write and document my story to the world in hopes that people may know how vindictive people like my X are getting away with alienating loving parents like B from their children.